I went crazy holding my thighs in the vest

After taking the college entrance examination, Lu Jingshu won the first prize with a high score of 743 and was admitted to Peking University.

However, Lu Siyin made a mistake in the college entrance examination and found it difficult to even be admitted to a college in Pucheng.

Therefore, Lu Siyin, who had lost the value of being used by Xu Shuyan and the Chen family, was abandoned by them.

To put it simply, he was driven out ruthlessly.

From the eldest lady of the Chen family, who was admired by all the stars, to a beggar on the street, it only took a blink of an eye.

Perhaps this is why Lu Siyin felt moved and softened without knowing it when he saw Liu Chenan begging on the streets of Nanshanzhou.

There is no real empathy in the world, only personal experience.

After actually reaching this point, Lu Siyin suddenly realized, where is Xu Shuyan's intention?

She doesn't deserve to be a mother.

"Why? Why do you do this to me? Am I not your daughter?"

When he was abandoned, Lu Siyin asked hysterically.

Regardless of whether I am excellent or not, obedient or not, am I not still your child?

She finally asked the question that had been buried for more than ten years.

"Shut up!" Xu Shuyan's eyes were cold and piercing, but she looked at Lu Siyin like she was looking at an enemy with deep hatred.

"How do you count as my child?" she said, "Which drop of blood in your body comes from me?"

"It's just the disaster left by Lu Yuliang and that bitch. I've raised you for so many years, but I didn't expect you to be so useless."

Xu Shuyan's words were like earth-shaking thunderbolts, buried in Lu Siyin's already barren heart, exploding one after another.

Bloody and bloody...

Lu Siyin forgot to cry and accuse, and stared at the woman blankly, his brain like a rusty machine, struggling to operate.

Why can't she understand what Xu Shuyan is saying?

Xu Shuyan suddenly became ferocious, looking at Lu Siyin with eyes that were tender at one moment and full of hatred at the other.

"You look so much like him. I like your nose the most. It's exactly the same as your father."

Lu Siyin frowned. He was very familiar with Xu Shuyan's sudden enthusiasm. Every time she was disappointed with her, she would always do this, making it easy for him to forgive her.

After all, are you still thinking of using this trick on yourself?

But the next second, Xu Shuyan fiercely covered her head again, with a painful expression on her face, and said crazily: "No, you are not my child, not the child of me and Lu Yuliang. I have raised you for so many years, and there is not even a trace of Lu Yuliang." Wait until you are a waste abandoned by your biological father."

"Why? Why hasn't Lu Yuliang shown up yet? Has he forgotten that you sisters are still here?"

Xu Shuyan was sometimes awake and sometimes in a trance, and her words did not match her words.

Lu Siyin finally noticed the abnormality. This was the first time he saw her like this. It was also at this time that he knew that Xu Shuyan had been mentally unstable.

She felt panic inside and didn't have the courage to ask Lu Yuliang where he had gone, so she ran away in a panic.

But from Xu Shuyan's words, Lu Siyin vaguely guessed the truth.

She didn't know much about the dispute between Xu Shuyan and Lu Yuliang.

The only thing she knew was that she and Lu Jingshu were not Xu Shuyan's biological children. It seemed that everything from childhood to adulthood made sense.

But Lu Siyin stubbornly couldn't figure it out and couldn't figure it out.

After so many years, even if you have a dog, it should be affectionate!

Oh, everything I had done for Xu Shuyan before, even changing myself to become so unrecognizable and miserable, seemed like a joke.

Lu Siyin seemed to find it extremely funny. He couldn't help but laugh out loud on the road. The louder he laughed, the louder he laughed, until he burst into laughter at the end.

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"

Passers-by cast strange looks at her, but she ignored them.

After laughing wildly for a few minutes, Lu Siyin wiped away the tears that overflowed from the corners of his eyes with his hands.

Why does Xu Shuyan treat her better than Lu Jingshu?

It turned out that everything was because she looked more like Lu Yuliang, while Lu Jingshu looked more like the "bitch" she called her.

So every time Xu Shuyan looked at her, when she was not sober, and the occasional warmth, was it all because she regarded herself as her and Lu Yuliang's child?

Just looks more like one of her father's daughters?

And every time Lu Jingshu appeared, she would be brought back to reality, reminding Xu Shuyan again and again that her marriage to Lu Yuliang was just a transaction where each got what he wanted, in which she was the only one involved.

That's why I hate Lu Jingshu so much.

The light in Lu Siyin's eyes faded little by little, and in the end, only a look of death remained.

Without her grandparents, parents, and sister, her destiny is to be lonely and unable to grow old.

……

After that, Lu Siyin had nothing and often squatted under the bridge for whole days.

Occasionally a coin would fall down as someone passed by, right in front of her eyes.

Lu Siyin was confused and stared blankly at the coin for a moment.

But...she is not begging!

So she picked up the coin and stood up, stumbling and throwing it into the bowls of other beggars who were watching eagerly.

Maybe, I can buy a steamed bun.

Lu Siyin thought dully, walked forward aimlessly, and came to the bridge unknowingly.

Looking at the gurgling water below, there are words written on both sides of the bank: "The water is deep, please do not approach."

Lu Siyin suddenly showed a smile that was so faint that it could not be seen, showing a bit of relief.

To outsiders, the bottomless, ever-flowing river looked like a monster trying to swallow up the entire bridge, but in Lu Siyin's eyes, he felt that there might be a world of freedom on the other side of the river that could avoid pain.

She took a slight step forward with her feet, closed her eyes, and felt the breeze blowing on her cheeks. This moment was the only moment in her life when she felt comfortable and free.

I want to be free!

Sister, you should be happy for me!

Well, maybe you don't care.

Lu Siyin took a deep breath and was about to jump down without hesitation when he suddenly heard the conversation between two girls passing by.

“Have you seen today’s hot searches?”

"You mean, the top freshman at Beijing University? His name seems to be Lu..."

"Lu Jingshu!"

"Yes, that's it. I didn't look carefully? What's wrong?"

"Ah ah ah ah, let me tell you, she is amazing. She has been my idol since then. Sister Shu is not only the number one scholar in Peking University, she is also the only disciple of Principal Gu."

"What the hell, Principal Gu? That's the head of the Gu family in Kyoto!"

"Yes, and I also heard that students recognized by Principal Gu are by default his heirs!"

"Fuck!!!"

"Moreover, do you think Sister Shu only has this vest? She is also a piano genius, the teacher of calligraphy master Zheng Lang, Lu Qing in the entertainment industry, etc. A lot of vests have been exposed!"

"Fuck!!! I don't know anything else, but is Lu Qing, the choreographic genius, really her?"

"Absolute fidelity! Also, as you know about the Chu family in Kyoto, Sister Shu is their young lady..."

The two girls spoke excitedly, and as the distance increased, their voices gradually became distant.

But Lu Siyin thought about the Lu Jingshu they talked about over and over again in his mind.

Every word related to her.

It seems that life is not so difficult after hearing the news that someone is doing well.

Lu Siyin came down from the bridge silently.