I went crazy holding my thighs in the vest

Lu Siyin seemed to have had a dream, a dream so beautiful that he never wanted to wake up.

In the dream, she saw Lu Jingshu again, still with that cold, indifferent and annoying look, as if he didn't care about anyone, which made her love and hate him at the same time.

In the dream, she and Lu Jingshu became each other's only support, their only relative, and their only sister. They were feelings that could not be replaced by anyone. These were things that Lu Siyin had never dared to imagine.

In the dream, she also witnessed the encounter between Chu Mian and Lu Jingshu, getting to know each other, getting to know each other until they fell in love, and she did not miss every bit of Lu Jingshu.

In her dream, she met Zhou Zipei, and he broke into her life like light again.

They were honest with each other and loved each other purely. When they met at the beginning of the matter, they experienced the most peaceful time together.

Unfortunately, she had forgotten all about him.

Lu Siyin remembered everything, everything...

It turned out that the past she had forgotten was so difficult to accept and full of sorrow and regret.

He thought he was traveling through the book, but the protagonist in the book was always Lu Siyin himself.

There was never any mention of the original owner, nor was there any occupation or deception.

Lu Siyin didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.

I should be happy...

God gave her a chance to start over, to make up for everything, to atone for her sins, and to make corrections.

Everything starts from childhood.

Xu Shuyan remarried, and Lu Siyin cried and fussed, begging her to take him away with her. Without his father, he didn't want to lose his mother again.

Although Xu Shuyan has a cold attitude, she has never liked herself and her sister since she was a child.

But it didn't matter, her occasional sudden enthusiasm was enough to make Lu Siyin trust her completely.

In order to be able to leave with her, Lu Siyin could be a flawless daughter, be well-behaved and obedient, abandon painting that he loved and persevered in, or break up with his biological sister and completely cut off contact.

No self or soul.

Gradually, Lu Siyin became as mean and ruthless as Xu Shuyan, and inexplicably regarded Lu Jingshu as a thorn in his side.

She didn't know why she did this. Like a mindless puppet, Xu Shuyan did whatever she said, regardless of right or wrong, and she also ignored the blood relationship between sisters.

Later, in 2030, her grandparents passed away and Lu Jingshu was taken to the Lin family.

She is still as cold-tempered as she was when she was a child. The only difference is that now she is just as cold to herself as everyone else. There is no difference.

snort!

Since she is so aloof, she will not take the initiative to please her. Whoever becomes a licker will be unlucky, and will lose everything in the end.

Lu Siyin thought this and became extremely angry. He silently wrote the words "Lu Jingshu" in his diary one by one, and then drew a big cross as if to punish him.

I don't know what the reason is, maybe it's because he wants to attract Lu Jingshu's attention, and he can't stand the way she doesn't care about anything.

Lu Siyin did something completely different from the character she created:

It was deliberately designed to let Pei Chenxuan, a high-ranking bully, block Lu Jingshu who was reporting to the key class on her first day.

It would be best for the two of them to have a fight and beat Lu Jingshu severely to let her know how sad it would be to be in a high school without his protection.

Lu Siyin thought so, and was in a good mood, waiting for Lu Jingshu to come to him with a bruised nose and face, and take the initiative to repair the relationship with him and please him.

But after waiting and waiting, the news finally came that Lu Jingshu was late for the first day of registration, got into a fight, and beat up Pei Chenxuan.

From then on, Lu Jingshu had no chance with Class A.

Lu Siyin lowered his eyes and stabbed the diary with his pen.

This was not the result she wanted.

Lu Jingshu, I really hate you! ! !

That day, she wrote angrily in her diary, feeling very angry.

He also childishly swore that he and Lu Jingshu would be inseparable from now on.

Unreasonable and childish...

Next, Lu Siyin really did what she thought. With Xu Shuyan's acquiescence, she would oppose Lu Jingshu in everything, no matter how big or small.

Whatever she likes, she must take it back, and whatever she cares about, she must mess up.

Sometimes, when Lu Siyin thinks about it, he feels that he really owes Suisu. No wonder his sister hates him. Who can tolerate this?

Of course, the consequence of being a monster is that you will be slapped in the face every time, losing face and dignity again and again, just like the vicious female partner in the novel.

Every time she was in a state of embarrassment, she worked tirelessly to provoke him, becoming more extreme and excessive each time.

Thinking about it now, she has always been kind to her. Otherwise, according to Lu Jingshu's ability, it would be easier for her to shut up forever than to eat and drink.

At that time, Lu Siyin never thought about this level, and chose the clumsiest and most extreme method every time.

The only purpose is to get Lu Jingshu's attention.

Later, under the guidance of Xu Shuyan intentionally or unintentionally, every time she provoked to no avail, Lu Jingshu stole the spotlight instead. Xu Shuyan openly and secretly provoked a cold war. Lu Siyin gradually became afraid of failure, became more resentful towards Lu Jingshu, and gradually forgot his original intention. All he could think about was trying every possible means to defeat Lu Jingshu once and prove his idea to Xu Shuyan.

She was crazy and impulsive at the time.

In her senior year of high school, Lu Jingshu suddenly revealed her strength, surpassing Gu Wen by dozens of points, and won the first place in her grade, leaving Lu Siyin behind.

The gap between the two is getting wider and wider.

During the last mock test in high school, Lu Siyin looked at the picture of Lu Jingshu, who was firmly ranked first on the honor list and had a score close to perfect, and couldn't explain how she felt in her heart.

Back at Lin's house, Xu Shuyan looked at her report card and asked coldly: "Who is first?"

Lu Siyin hesitated.

Xu Shuyan got the answer from her silence and became furious. She threw the transcript hard at her face with her backhand. The sharp edge of the paper scratched her face, and she felt a sharp sting, as if she was bleeding.

"It's really useless. What else do I need from you?"

This sentence seemed to be the trigger all along. Lu Siyin's heart seemed to be squeezed tightly, and the discomfort came like a tide, making her breathless.

Lu Siyin had no sense at all. She blamed all this on the innocent Lu Jingshu, like a lunatic.

The impulse caused her to lose all ability to think. The next day, she sneaked to the rooftop of the dormitory.

The dormitory where Lu Jingshu lives...

Seeing that familiar figure walking out of the dormitory corridor without realizing it, Lu Siyin had a ferocious face and a terrifying and frightening look in her eyes. She picked up the vase and smashed it down without hesitation.

If you can’t get it, then destroy it!

Lu Siyin thought paranoidly.

In the end, of course, he didn't succeed. Lu Jingshu was unscathed and stood there without moving.

At the last moment, Lu Siyin unknowingly turned his head.

Lu Jingshu calmly raised her head and met Lu Siyin's determined eyes.

After a few seconds, as if she couldn't bear it anymore, she looked away and her eyelashes trembled slightly.

The disappointment in Lu Jingshu's eyes was like a fire, burning her whole body.