After rebirth, I want to stay away from bamboo horses

Qin Shuo didn't dare to look at him and said hesitantly: "No...how could it be possible? He is actually a college classmate of mine. How could you know him? Haha..."

Zhang Beining silently turned half around and breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that Qin Shuo was talking about someone else and it had nothing to do with him.

"Ahem, then...how did you reply to him?" Zhang Beining was also curious about what Qin Shuo thought.

"I don't know. I just feel like I'm confused."

"Don't know? You still don't know your own heart?"

"Actually, I can't tell you what it feels like. I just feel a little weird. It seems that after knowing this situation, I feel like I have become two people in two different worlds. I even feel that I can no longer be good friends."

"People from two worlds? That's not the case, right?" Zhang Beining felt a little strange. "I think that since your friend chooses to tell you and confess his situation to you, it means that he quite trusts you."

"Actually, he didn't take the initiative to confess to me. It was his deskmate who confessed to him, and then I overheard it. He simply didn't hide it from me and told me everything." Qin Shuo frowned and looked at it. Looking at the mosquito bags on his calves, he was embarrassed to admit that he overheard it.

"Then if, one day, I suddenly told you that I also like boys, how would you feel?" Zhang Beining thought of some possibility and decided to give Qin Shuo a vaccination first.

"You? Do you really like boys? Who do you like?"

"I mean what if! I don't like anyone." Zhang Beining didn't want to reveal his little thoughts about Lu Mingyu to anyone without being completely sure. What if Lu Mingyu didn't like him or even felt that he was missed by a good friend? It's a disgusting thing, how should he deal with it?

Qin Shuo looked at Zhang Beining suspiciously, thought about the scene, touched his chin and said, "Then I should be quite surprised."

"Apart from that? Do you have any other feelings? Do you think it's disgusting to be my friend?"

"No, how could it be! You are my old friend! Not only will I not feel disgusted, but I will also bless you to marry a sweetheart!" Qin Shuo said decisively, his cheekbones flying with laughter.

Zhang Beining gave Qin Shuo a slap in the face: "Get out of here, you bastard! It's not certain who will marry whom!"

"Ah? If someone marries you, is it possible that I really have a male sister-in-law?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? I'm talking about something that doesn't exist!"

"What do you mean?" Qin Shuo looked at Zhang Beining's somewhat proud expression, as if he had seen through everything, and was confused.

"I mean, you kid, you're done!"

"What's wrong with me?" Qin Shuo looked confused.

"You, you are a fan of the authorities, you are in love without even realizing it!"

"What are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"

"Based on what you just described, I can reasonably guess that you, eighty or ninety percent, are in love with that classmate of yours!"

"Impossible! I'm straight, straight! What I like is girls." Qin Shuo immediately retorted.

"you sure?"

"Sure."

"It doesn't make sense. Then why can you decisively send blessings when you know that I like boys? But for your boy friend, when you know his orientation, you feel confused?"

Zhang Beining's words hit the nail on the head, and Qin Shuo was stunned!

Qin Shuo opened his mouth, unable to speak, and murmured to himself: "Yes, they are all small, why do they feel different?"

"What are you muttering about there?"

"I...how could I like him? He is my good friend! I am a straight man, there is no way I can like him!" Qin Shuo did not dare to think that way and quickly shook his head vigorously.

"Forget it, if you say you don't like it, then you don't like it! Don't worry, will you be the king?"

"No, no, I still have something to do, so I'll go back first." Qin Shuo couldn't digest this possible fact for a while. He just wanted to go home and hide, and sort out his chaotic thoughts.

"You're not right! I've started the game and my teammates are all ready. Now you're telling me that you have something wrong?"

"Brother Bei, you are my caring and good brother. You will definitely not blame me, right? Do you still lack a teammate? How about I bring you a substitute?"

"No need, it's been a while now, if you dare to let me go, it's still 6, please give my brother a favor!"

"Okay, I'll leave politely right away. By the way, Brother Bei, can you keep tonight's matter a secret for me?"

Zhang Beining never likes to gossip about other people's affairs: "Don't worry, I'm not that kind of person."

When Qin Shuo heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief, enthusiastically helped to close the door, and hurried back home. This time, he was sweating all over, and he quickly took another cold shower.

Lying back on the bed, Qin Shuo was even less calm than an hour ago.

Knowing that Meng Liang likes Zhen Xin, and Zhen Xin likes boys, it is a double kill. But now, he found out that he might also like boys, and he even liked his little Zhen Xin. It was triple kill, quadro kill, Qin Shuo felt that the sky was about to fall...

In this short night, he couldn't believe what he had experienced╮(╯＿╰)╭!

With trembling fingers, he opened the browser and searched on Baidu for "How to determine if you like someone?" "What should a boy do if he likes a boy?"

Qin Shuo was afraid that if he knew that he, like Zhen Xin, liked boys, it would definitely subvert his traditional view of love.

And I'm afraid that if I confirm that I and Zhen Xin are different, does that mean that I won't be able to integrate into the world of their address books, and will end up drifting further and further away from this old friend of many years?

Qin Shuo recalled everything he had with Zhen Xin over and over again, trying to find evidence that he didn't like Zhen Xin.

However, they grew up playing together and have long since penetrated into each other's lives. If they didn't like each other, how could they have lived in harmony for so many years!

He, Qin Shuo, would never become brothers or friends with someone he didn't like.

But why do Zhen Xin and Zhang Beining feel different when they are both growing up?

When I think about it, Zhang Beining looked like he came out of the shower just now.

They were both shirtless. Qin Shuo only thought that Zhang Beining had a good figure and well-proportioned muscles. He worked hard to exercise.

But seeing Zhen Xin's fair back, he had an indescribable feeling, and even substituted Zhen Xin's face in Bai Huahua's dream.

No way? Do I really like him?

Qin Shuo suddenly froze, covering his mouth as if he had discovered some great secret of the century.

He thought for a long time and finally came to a conclusion.

Maybe it's possible that I really like boys?

Maybe it's because Zhang Beining looks as strong as himself and not his type, so he feels calm inside?

Qin Shuo fell into self-doubt. He was neither sure whether he liked boys nor whether he liked Zhen Xin. There was no solution...

No sleep tonight.

He decided to ask someone else after returning to school, such as... Meng Liang?