After rebirth, I want to stay away from bamboo horses

But a long time later, Qin Shuo was reading a book at Zhen Xin's house and accidentally dug out the letter in the book. Only then did Zhen Xin find out that the original letter was from when senior Liu Kang beat Qin Shuo in playing basketball, and his punishment was to ask Qin Shuo to write a love letter for him.

Unexpectedly, this letter was stuffed into Zhen Xin's drawer by Liu Kang. The moment she knew the truth, Zhen Xin felt an indescribable loss in her heart, feeling like she was out of love.

Only then did he realize that what he thought was Qin Shuo was too embarrassed to express his love in person, and what he thought was a two-way relationship turned out to be just wishful thinking after his heart was opened.

However, if you really fall in love with such a person, you can't take back that different feeling.

Zhen Xin found more and more that her contact with Qin Shuo was no longer simple. He would have wild imaginations and want to get closer to each other. But Qin Shuo is obviously a straight man. No matter how Zhen Xin hints, he only thinks it is a little brotherly love. Zhen Xin can only put away other emotions and secretly fall in love with Qin Shuo.

"Then why did you tell Meng Liang?"

"Because I am the same as him. When I see him, I seem to see another myself."

The same humbleness, the same caution, the same love that cannot be achieved.

"Just because you and Meng Liang both like boys, you won't want to play with me after you get together, right?"

"No. He and I are not together. We are just study partners who help each other."

"Throughout the summer vacation, you were always with Meng Liang, dating together. Even after school started, we ate lunch together every day. I can see that you just don't want to play with me anymore. Every time I ask you to do something together, you always Reject me. I doubt that I am still your best friend?"

"Is it that important? After all, the paths we will take in the future are different."

You will fall in love with Kong Xiuzhu, and you will go both ways. Your story will no longer have a third party like Zhen Xin. Maybe you don’t need to wait for ten years to achieve success.

Since the ending is destined to be a failure, it is better to cut the knot quickly and get used to separation as soon as possible.

"Do I have to like boys as much as you do to be worthy of being your good friend?"

"I didn't mean that, forget it, whatever you think."

Zhen Xin felt a little sleepy and didn't want to dwell on this issue anymore. He left Qin Shuo with his back, opened the door and went in.

Qin Shuo lay on the bed and thought about it. He couldn't understand, what's the big deal about liking a boy? Will Zhen Xin's long-term friendship be affected by her different orientation?

Qin Shuo made a call to Zhang Beining, and it took a while before he picked up the phone.

"Xiaobei, what are you doing? It took me a long time to answer the phone."

"I just sent Xiao Yu home and I'm on my way home."

"Why are you two going? Are you back so late?"

"Went to the amusement park."

"Damn! You two don't take me with you when you go out!" Qin Shuo was angry.

"Didn't I tell you last week? I asked you to call Zhen Xin to come with you. You said you wanted to make up the exam and decisively rejected us."

Qin Shuo thought about it and realized that something like that had happened. Zhang Beining called him. However, he had just had a cold war with Zhen Xin at that time and was angry, so he immediately refused.

Qin Shuo sighed: "Well... okay, is the amusement park fun?"

"You didn't call me to ask me whether the amusement park is fun, right? Let's be honest, what do you want from me?"

"I just can't sleep and I want to talk to you."

"What's bothering our Mr. Qin? You always fall asleep and you can't wake up even after a thunderstorm!"

Qin Shuo seemed to hear Mrs. Zhang's voice, "Are you home? I'll go to your house to find you."

"Then come here, I'll take a shower first. Will you come to the king later?"

"Okay." Qin Shuo put on a T-shirt and went downstairs.

Before leaving the house, I suddenly remembered that the CD I took from Zhang Beining had not been returned yet. I hurried back, pulled it out from under a pile of homework, and picked it up.

When they arrived at Zhang Beining's room, Zhang Beining had just finished blow-drying his hair and came out, topless.

"Hey, Brother Bei, you have a good figure! Six-pack abs, six-six-six!" Qin Shuo sat on Zhang Beining's computer chair and pointed at Zhang Beining's belly and counted.

"It's okay, it's okay. Didn't I learn this from our Mr. Xiao Qin? I want to follow your steps and exercise well. You said that a man must be physically strong to protect the person he wants to protect!"

"You are the only one who has the same awareness as me. Xin Xin can't. Every time I ask him to exercise, he always refuses." After saying Zhen Xin's name, Qin Shuo suddenly felt a little down.

Zhang Beining found a clean T-shirt and put it on: "What's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"

"Well, it's a long story."

"Then let's keep the story short."

"Oh, no more." Qin Shuo hesitated.

"Don't tell me? Then why did you come to see me?"

"I'll return the disc to you. It's been there for a long time." Qin Shuo looked at the disc in his hand and quickly threw it on Zhang Beining's bed as if he had taken something dirty.

Zhang Beining said "Oh", nodded, and asked calmly: "Have you finished reading? Is it good?"

Qin Shuo scratched his earlobe and nodded sheepishly: "I've finished reading, but, eh... it's too scary⊙▽⊙"

"Scary?" Zhang Beining felt strange, "Are you sure you watched it?"

Qin Shuo raised his lips and smiled: "Look, didn't you tell Lu Mingyu that day that this was a horror movie?"

"You kid, are you trying to trick me?" Zhang Beining sat on the edge of the bed, took his phone and replied to WeChat.

"No, just kidding. The movie is not scary. What is scary is that after watching it, you will have that kind of white dream. Tell me, isn't this scary?"

"At our age, it should be normal to have dreams occasionally..."

Maybe it’s normal to dream, but dreaming about Bai Huahua is your own hair, but it’s so scary! Qin Shuo didn't dare to tell Zhang Beining that he was dreaming about Zhen Xin, otherwise, he would lose his face and how could he still be around.

Zhang Beining looked at the photo of the amusement park that Lu Mingyu had just sent to him on his phone. Lu Mingyu's selfie in the mirror was so cute that the corners of Zhang Beining's mouth turned up involuntarily.

Qin Shuo quickly discarded the unhealthy images in his mind, his face flushed, and he finally asked the question that was troubling him: "Xiaobei, do you know what it feels like for a boy to like a boy?"

Zhang Beining was startled by Qin Shuo's sudden question. He typed the wrong words in the reply to Lu Mingyu. His heart skipped a beat. Could it be that he discovered that he liked Lu Mingyu?

"Ahem, why do you suddenly ask that?"

"I have a friend, just... he is a boy. One day he suddenly told me that he likes boys. I was shocked. He also asked me if I thought he was disgusting..." Qin Shuo didn't want to To reveal Zhen Xin's secret, especially if everyone knows each other and has been an acquaintance since childhood, I have to use "a friend" instead.

Zhang Beining was a little uneasy. He put away his phone in embarrassment and looked at Qin Shuo with evasive eyes: "Do I know the friend you mentioned?"