Mecha Star Wars.

Chapter 436 Listen to your heart

Usually, the space station can only be seen in the news.

Lin Fan also saw the scene on TV more than once. I envy and admire the astronauts on the space station.

Flying dream! Who doesn't want to go?

Do you have the glory of the eighteenth generation of your ancestors? What an honor to be written into the history books!

But this glorious achievement is not something everyone can achieve.

Strength, qualifications, diligence, and hard work are all indispensable.

So most people can only watch the scenes in the broadcast, drooling with envy, and silently blessing in their hearts.

And now, Zhu Cunjun told her that she could go to the space station? !

The balance in my heart began to tilt slowly.

Zhu Cunjun looked at Lin Fan's agitated look, and felt a little complicated. He complained about Cui Yan, and he really knew human nature.

Even he may not be able to withstand such a temptation, let alone a young man?

"It doesn't matter whether you go to the space station or not. You can go according to your own needs." Zhu Cunjun continued to explain the mission plan to Lin Fan in detail, trying to make things clear.

"Considering that your stay in space will not be too long, the level of training will not be as realistic as that of real pilots. As long as it can reach a balanced and controllable standard, it will be fine."

Xingchen's space test is mainly to test whether she can survive in the space environment and move freely.

So it doesn't matter even if she returns as soon as she is out of breath.

As long as it is verified that she is safe and controllable in the space environment, the rest can be done slowly.

Even postponing the launch of the space shuttle is not unreasonable.

If you take too long a step, your balls will be pulled. Taking one step at a time is more in line with Country H's style of doing things.

Cui Yan clearly listed the first, second and third steps of the plan in the plan, but Zhu Cunjun omitted some places here for the convenience of description.

Talking too much may also put pressure on Lin Fan's psychology.

These details will naturally be made clear to her after Lin Fan agrees.

Seeing Lin Fan nodding, Zhu Cunjun said again.

"In addition to these trainings, you also need an early psychological preparation intervention to adapt to the psychological impact of sudden changes in the environment. Although your stay is not long, you still need psychological intervention. I want Jin Sichen..."

"Don't call him!" Lin Fan suddenly interrupted, looked at Zhu Cunjun's gentle gaze, and lowered his eyes, "Please don't tell other people about this. I don't want them to know. What if I never come back? if……"

Zhu Cunjun felt bad, but he had to continue speaking.

He pursed his lips and continued to smile, with a comforting voice, "...Okay, I'll ask them to arrange another psychologist."

Lin Fan nodded stiffly.

Exploring unknown areas... She knew in her heart that no matter how high the success or failure rate was, for her, it was either life or death.

Just live.

If it was death...she didn't want the people she knew and cared about to face this kind of suffering with her.

"Xiao Lin." Zhu Cunjun saw Lin Fan's face began to sink, and sighed secretly in his heart, "Don't feel any psychological burden. It's okay if you don't agree. The director can guarantee that it will never have any impact on your current life."

Lin Fan looked at Zhu Cunjun's tolerant smile and thought of Father Lin.

When he was a child, he would always say with a smile, "Xiao Fan, it's okay. Dad is here, you just need to be happy."

But when Lin Fan grew up, she realized that she had to walk her own path.

Father Lin's protection is more words than words.

It was as if his absence from the family later led to a series of chain reactions.

Lin Fan was far away from her family and her familiar hometown, but she went back home again. She wanted to take a breather and rest for a while, but unexpectedly she was hurt even more...

If it weren't for a coincidence, the appearance of the stars would have attracted John Woo's intervention.

Now, Lin Fan's life is still a pool of stagnant water, and she will still struggle to sink in the mire.

Father Lin is still here, but Lin Fan can't feel happy or joyful...

Anyway, it's fine now.

Lin Fan turned over, and now has the ability to repay and protect him and Lin's mother. It can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.

But same thing.

Lin Fan can't always be happy by Lin's father's side, and the director can't always protect Lin Fan.

There is no intention of cursing the director, that is to say, no one can protect anyone for a lifetime. This is true for biological parents, let alone other people who are not related by blood?

Lin Fan knew that his life had been greatly improved by relying on Xingchen's relationship.

Very good position, very high salary, very comfortable living environment...

These are things she never thought about even when she was young, when she dreamed of being the wife of a domineering boss who loves me.

She clearly knew that Xingchen's performance was excessive.

The 800 recovery period does not count.

The accident involving Green Bastard does not count.

Ugly women don’t count either.

All the time, the tasks she has done have been smooth sailing, even easy to accomplish.

Is it because she has great abilities?

Yes and no. Although her current ability is good, but speaking of herself, which of her colleagues in the special clinic is not better than her? Who can't be replaced?

Why can she get such good treatment and such high salary?

It's because of the stars!

Is it possible to salvage the probe without stars?

OK! Just a little slower.

Can the fire in Sichuan Province be okay without stars?

also! The economic damage will be slightly greater, but the fire will eventually be put out.

So what is the necessity for the existence of stars?

Isn't it just that she should stand up when she has to?

John Woo once said that those who do what they do mean to keep their heads in their belts and be ready to contribute to the country at any time.

He is only a senior special agent, but he is a minister...

Lin Fan's mind was in a state of confusion.

She knew that she should agree decisively and firmly promise to "complete the task."

But the mouth felt like it was stuck and I just couldn't open it.

It turns out that she is afraid of death...

Lin Fan suddenly realized this. My heart aches.

When she was not afraid of death, she was not afraid of anything. She even longed for death and hoped for liberation.

Life at that time was boring, boring, and painful, and so many people advised her to live.

She was also thinking about her parents, and she could live on for as long as she could, but she actually yearned for death in her heart.

But now that she is well, she feels that life is starting to be exciting and enjoyable. She has money and leisure, and everything is great.

But she was scared to death...

Lin Fan didn't want to admit her cowardice, but she was clearly aware that she was shrinking.

It's so ironic.

When she didn't care, no one accepted her. Now that she has finally found happiness and begun to cherish life, she has to face such a choice again.

Maybe it's because she has never been in the military.

As an ordinary person, she cannot be like John Woo or Song Ren, who can give up her life at any time without hesitation...

Zhu Cunjun saw Lin Fan's expression changing again and again, and knew in his heart that for ordinary people, such a decision would always be difficult.

Leaving aside the impulsive heroics.

How many people today are still willing to rush forward despite knowing that there may be a dead end ahead?

Especially when Lin Fan lacks everything now and it won't have any impact even if he doesn't go?

No matter how powerful the stars are, life only comes once to everyone!

Last time, he was almost killed by the Green Bastard, but he was narrowly saved. The situation was critical at the time and she couldn't allow her to think too much.

Now faced with the decision of life and death again, Lin Fan might find it harder than ordinary people to make up his mind.

Zhu Cunjun persuaded with a gentle tone.

"This conversation is just to talk to you and listen to your thoughts."

"You don't have to rush to answer me. You can go back and think about it slowly. There's no need to be in a hurry. Don't be mentally burdened."

"There is only one thing. As myself, I hope you can remember it. It is more important to listen to your heart and be true to yourself than to receive unnecessary praise and vain glory from others."

"No matter what choice you make, I and all my colleagues at the Special Office will be your solid backing."

I think that as ordinary people, except for sudden accidents and when their foreheads are hot, they will instinctively shrink back from the known possibility of death.

I can't help but think of the lovely people who shed their blood back then. They really dedicated their passion to this land.