Mecha Star Wars.

Chapter 37 Break Up

Song Ren never thought they would break up.

He always believed that the relationship between the two was very stable. Although there have been less gatherings and more separations over the years, Li Fangfang has hardly complained and has always expressed her understanding and support for him.

It was precisely because of her understanding that Song Ren felt that he owed her too much. He trained hard and made meritorious deeds, hoping to earn higher honors for Li Fangfang and be worthy of her waiting and dedication.

Everything was fine, why did you suddenly break up?

Song Ren didn't know why. He felt that maybe Li Fangfang had waited too long, and because his injury scared her this time, her emotions accumulated to a certain level and she exploded in anger. He hurriedly asked for leave from his leader.

When the leader learned of the situation, he approved a long leave with a stroke of a pen, and said that Song Ren would have to get married no matter what before he was allowed to return to the team.

Song Ren, who was on a long vacation, anxiously went back to coax Li Fangfang, but couldn't get through the phone.

As the king of special forces, Song Ren noticed something unusual. But I was more worried that something might happen to Li Fangfang.

He did not have the contact information of Li Fangfang's parents, so he had to go to her house to find someone first. When I saw Li Fangfang walking and chatting with other girls downstairs, smiling happily, I let go of my worries.

The moment Li Fangfang saw Song Ren, her smile completely disappeared and her face became stiff.

Song Ren's heart skipped a beat, and his heart that had just been relieved slowly picked up again. He sensed that things might not be what he thought.

Having met face to face, Li Fangfang couldn't escape. She said goodbye to her friends and walked with Song Ren to a coffee shop outside the community.

The coffee shop is really magical, it seems to be a holy place for breaking up.

Song Ren ordered coffee for the two of them and her favorite pastries for Li Fangfang. He waited until the food was served before he was ready to speak.

"Fangfang..."

"I have it!" Li Fangfang suddenly interrupted.

What's there? Song Ren was confused. But when he saw Li Fangfang unconsciously covering her belly with her hands, he frowned and had bad suspicions.

It has been 6 months since Song Ren was injured, and he has not been with Li Fangfang during this period. Li Fangfang said now that she has such a flat belly, it will definitely not take more than 3 months...

The breakup text message was received just yesterday...

"Who is it?!" Song Ren's good temper doesn't mean he won't get angry. Any man would definitely be furious when faced with this kind of situation.

Song Ren's hand placed under the table made a crackling sound, but he still suppressed the anger in his heart and did not show anything more than a bad look on his face.

Li Fangfang heard the anger from Song Ren's calm voice, took a peek, and was frightened by his sharp eyes. She couldn't help but tremble and couldn't speak.

Song Ren is a man who has been on the battlefield and seen blood. Once his aura is released, ordinary people cannot resist it.

Seeing Li Fangfang trembling with fear, Song Ren took a deep breath, controlled the overflowing emotions, and asked again in a soft voice, just like the tone he had been talking to Li Fangfang for so many years.

"Fangfang, who is it?"

"...Is...a college classmate." Li Fangfang shrank but said it.

Song Ren looked at the top of Li Fangfang's head steadily: "Are you forced?"

Li Fangfang's trembling body suddenly stopped, and then began to tremble again.

Song Ren saw what he still didn't understand. His heart felt like it had been crushed and crushed repeatedly by a steamroller, and his whole chest was filled with panic. He wanted to yell but saw that Li Fangfang kept trembling and lowered her head, so she held it back.

She was extremely scared, Song Ren knew.

Li Fangfang was the person he had kept in his heart for more than ten years, the partner he wanted to spend his whole life with. He knew very well what every one of her gestures and movements represented, and these familiarities now seemed like irony.

"When did it happen?" Song Ren sighed.

Li Fangfang saw that Song Ren did not explode, and her tone was as gentle as ever, and she slowly relaxed.

"Just when you were discharged from the hospital. I attended a class reunion and drank too much..."

Song Ren was hospitalized for about 2 months.

When he was discharged from the hospital, his boss expressed his intention to transfer him to another place. He disagreed and wanted to stay on the team and work hard to recover in order to prove that he could do it.

He remembered that Li Fangfang was a little unhappy at that time and didn't come for a few days.

But he was busy recovering at the time and didn't think much about it. Li Fangfang didn't show anything unusual when he came back a few days later, and she was very enthusiastic about helping him recover. He also felt that Li Fangfang was particularly supportive of him, and he was very touched...

So that's when?

Not right either. That was at least 4 months ago, and Li Fangfang's belly is now... that is, more than once.

Song Ren felt that there was a fire in his chest that wanted to rush out. He pinched his nose hard and took a deep breath. He knew that Li Fangfang had been waiting very hard for so many years as a soldier, and he felt very guilty...

"Speak clearly." No matter how calm and smart Song Ren was, he couldn't predict the current situation, and he still wanted to know why.

"I originally thought that you would be happy if you returned to your place and would no longer be in danger." Li Fangfang lowered her head and said, and Song Ren felt a little less angry after hearing this.

"But you don't want to, and you still want to go back to the army. I've been waiting for you for so many years, and we only see you a few days a year. It's easy for you to come back, and we can be together, but you don't want to!"

Li Fangfang was also angry. She understood, but after waiting for so many years, she wanted to be with Song Renshou even more. Song Ren didn't even want to refuse such a good opportunity.

Song Ren originally wanted to say that his family members could stay together like they were with the army, but he still didn't say it.

Although the delay in the wedding was due to uncontrollable reasons, it was indeed his fault. It delayed Li Fangfang for too long and made her feel insecure. Maybe if I had obtained the certificate earlier, the problem would not have happened now.

"I was unhappy that day. There happened to be a class reunion, so I went." Li Fangfang continued to whisper, "Everyone was talking about their own development. Except for me, other classmates got married, and some divorced and remarried. I heard I felt uncomfortable and drank too much..."

Song Ren knew about that reunion. It was a high school reunion, and they were all Song Ren's classmates. They all knew everything about it. He originally asked Li Fangfang to have fun, so why did he get involved with his college classmates again?

"Later, after dinner, I went singing with them...I met...my college classmates there..." Li Fangfang felt embarrassed as she spoke, but now, it's better to finish it all at once. "He saw that I had drunk too much, so he kindly sent me home...but when I woke up in the morning..."

He didn't say anything later, but Song Ren understood. He couldn't help but press his hand on Tutu's temple. If it was just this accident, although Li Fangfang was unsuspecting, she was still the unconscious victim, and Song Ren would not be unforgivable.

"and after?"

"...Later...he showed up often and kept asking me for help. I told him that I had a partner, but he didn't listen. At that time, you were recovering in the hospital and you never showed up. He thought I was lying to him. , keep chasing me..."

"why did not you tell me?"

"...I dare not say it, because after all..." Li Fangfang felt guilty. If they had not had a relationship, she would definitely tell Song Ren. But after having sex, she felt guilty, couldn't tell others, and couldn't refuse herself.

"So when Rehabilitation was particularly nice to me, was it out of sincerity or out of guilt?" Song Ren thought of Li Fangfang's attentiveness during that period.

He also found it strange at the time that Li Fangfang had always been a coquettish character and was not very good at taking care of others. When the two of them were together, Song Ren mostly took care of her.

She was angry and Song Ren felt it. He didn't come for a few days, thinking that she was going to calm down. Later, she showed up very attentively to help him recover, and was even more considerate than when he was hospitalized. Song Ren thought she had figured it out. , I didn’t expect the truth to be like this.

Li Fangfang lowered her head and said nothing. It was obvious that her considerate care and encouragement were just a reflection of her guilty conscience.

Song Ren thought that he couldn't blame her completely, but his anger still surged up.

"Go on." Song Ren crossed his chest with his hands, his muscles tense.

"Later, you wanted to recover and return to the team. I was unhappy, but I didn't dare to say it. You pretended to be happy, which made me very annoyed. He...he saw that I was in a bad mood, so he asked..."

"At that time, I needed someone to talk to, and he was really nice to me, so I told him. Later...he took me to a bar to relax, and I didn't know after two drinks..."

Song Ren knew that although some drinks in the bar tasted like drinks, they had high alcohol content and could make you drunk without paying attention. Apparently drunk and...

"Later, he chased me every day, which was indeed very good to me. And you were never around me, so I..."

Obviously, the first time was an accident, the second time was half-assed, and then it just went with the flow.

Song Ren tensed up and asked, "Why did you just send me a message yesterday?"

He didn't blame Li Fangfang for being lonely, but since he already had second thoughts, why didn't he make it clear in time? Although he did make Li Fangfang wait for a long time, and he was also wrong, his heart has never been for anyone else!

Li Fangfang hesitated for a while and said, "I can't bear to leave you."

Song Ren almost laughed angrily because he couldn't bear to let him go and got pregnant with another man.

This is typical of eating from the bowl and looking into the pot.

"You informed me because you couldn't hide it, right?" He asked a little self-deprecatingly.

"...He knew I was pregnant and said he wanted to marry me. Let me make it clear to you..." Li Fangfang said naa.

Of course, she prefers Song Ren in her heart. After all, Song Songren is tall and handsome, his family is in good condition, he treats her well, and he has a relationship that has lasted for so many years since he was a child.

But it is precisely because of so many years of separation and separation that her feelings for Song Ren are partly uncertain.

She wants long-term companionship and greetings. And the person who appeared now fit her needs exactly.

Although that man was not as good as Song Ren in terms of figure and appearance, he chased her every day, asked her all kinds of questions and was willing to spend money for her. His family was very rich, so the balance in her heart tilted toward this man.

The relationship that lasted for more than ten years has changed beyond recognition in just these few months.

Song Ren didn't say anything for a long time, and Li Fangfang didn't dare to speak. Silence spread between the two of them.

After a while, Song Ren raised his head and stretched his stiff neck, took a deep look at Li Fangfang who still lowered his head and did not dare to raise it, and said "I wish you happiness." After saying that, he picked up his handbag and stood up.

The bag contained the approved marriage application, transfer orders, promotion notices and military medals. It turned out that I wanted to show it to Li Fangfang to make her happy, but there is no need to show it now.

He went to the front desk to settle the bill and left the cafe without looking back.

Li Fangfang looked at Song Ren's back, trembling lips, tears streaming down her face, unable to tell whether she regretted it or not.

My temperature has dropped in the past two days, and I feel cold when I wear long sleeves when I go out. Pick up a knitted cardigan to wear, hoping it won’t get cold so fast. (*^▽^*)