Fall in love with your enemy

The next time, I lost everything I valued in one day. After all, I couldn't hold on and fainted on the way home. Half asleep and half awake, I seemed to see the old man running towards me eagerly. Come, pick me up and say in my ear: "Don't be afraid, Dad will take you home."

Home? It's ridiculous to say this from his mouth. How can I have a home? Even if it had existed, once he came, it would be gone.

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital, with Lu Chengcheng and my cousin guarding me, while Lao Fu, my second uncle, and my younger uncle were outside.

I seemed to have been fainted for a long time. The old man was anxious and sweating profusely. He used his hands and feet to ask the doctor about my condition.

"Doctor, why doesn't my daughter wake up? She has been lying down for a long time and she still has a fever. Will she be okay?"

"She was frail when she was born, and then... her life was not very good. She lacked food and clothing, and was tired and sick. But after a period of time, she got better, and she never did it again. Will it be a relapse this time?”

"Something happened at home, and it's our fault as parents. Do you think she didn't want to wake up because of the psychological burden? So what can we parents do now?"

He was asking all kinds of questions, and he didn't even take a breath in the middle of several sentences. The doctor couldn't even get a word in when he wanted to answer. I couldn't hold it in and laughed accidentally.

Lu Chengcheng and his cousin immediately noticed my noise and leaned over.

Lu Chengcheng is indeed Lao Fu's biological son, and this is reflected in him. He is the first to talk. Before his cousin can open his mouth, he has already muttered: "You finally woke up! You know you were asleep How long has it been? Two days and one night! I'm almost dying and can't wait for you to wake up! And hey, do you know what the highest fever you can get? Thirty-nine degrees five! I said I'll measure how hot you are. , it almost smoothed out the wrinkles on my forehead!"

"Wait a minute? How can you burn your head when you measure your body temperature?! Come on, explain it to me!" My cousin suddenly realized something was wrong and his eyes almost popped out of his head. Lu Chengcheng immediately pursed his lips and took two steps back. The look really makes people laugh, but I don’t know why, but I can’t laugh anymore.

He hurt me.

Did he hurt me?

He ruined my life.

"You're so young, where do you get those wrinkles on your forehead?" I said casually and turned my head away. I didn't care how Lu Chengcheng came close to me. Anyway, he is my biological brother.

After my cousin finished scorning him, Lu Chengcheng turned back to look at me, moved the chair closer, and got closer. Perhaps because he knew the reason why I was lonely, he was surprisingly gentle today: "Shishi, are you thirsty? Do you want some water? Do you want something to eat?"

I just shook my head one by one. I knew I shouldn't bring my emotions to my innocent cousin, but I really couldn't get up and deal with it with a smile on my face at this time.

My cousin sighed and touched my head. After that, the ward was silent for a long time. I could only hear the old man asking the doctor endlessly outside. The three of us had a tacit understanding and no one would Spread the word that I'm awake.

I looked sideways out of the open door, and it was so ridiculous that it looked like a joke.

I fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, Lu Chengcheng and my cousin were no longer there, and my uncle was by my side instead.

After I woke up, I just looked at him blankly and said nothing.

I suddenly realized that the longer I knew my uncle, the less and less I could see through him.

Counting two lifetimes together, at the very beginning, I felt that he didn’t like me just because his family didn’t like him very much, so I became his playmate as a child.

Later, I felt that he was doing it for profit.

When I got married, I felt that he liked me again and that he had sincerely considered me.

Before he confessed a few days ago, I relied on him to the point where I would never leave him. I felt that I could be like an ignorant child in this old house full of dangers. I only needed to rely on someone to spend a peaceful life. summer vacation.

And now, I can't figure it out again.

I looked at his appearance, which was plain and deserted, with no emotion at all, just like the blue snowflakes blooming outside the window, cold and melancholy.

The vase placed next to the bed was also filled with blue snowflakes, which were very dazzling under the sunlight. I raised my hand to block it. It took only a moment for my uncle to notice that I was awake and put his hand on my forehead. He touched it and murmured: "My little ancestor, you finally woke up. It's okay, okay, the fever is gone. You're going to scare me to death, do you know..."

Haha, am I the one who is scaring you, or is it Lao Fu and my second uncle who are scaring you?

I glanced outside the door, and sure enough, I saw Lao Fu and my second uncle looking in through the crack in the door.

They want to know my attitude towards my uncle so that they can judge how they should "judge" him. It doesn't matter what bad things my uncle did, nor does it matter what I do. They are just afraid that my uncle said something that shouldn't be said. , I will make a fuss.

If it were before my rebirth, I might have just turned this page, but now I can't.

I know that asking my uncle will not yield any results. He can guess it, and so can I. If I want to know specifically what the contents of my grandfather's will are, I have to trick my second uncle, and the first thing I have to do is let him know. They let down their guard and dispelled their suspicions about their brother-in-law.

Maybe it was for selfish reasons. In short, the moment my uncle approached me and gave me water, I suddenly stood up and threw myself into his arms. The water glass was knocked to the ground, and the clear cracking sound broke the tranquility of the hospital. It seems to add a touch of color to this pale pseudo-paradise.

The uncle was stunned for a moment. The second uncle outside the door breathed a sigh of relief and turned his back. The old man's frown relaxed.

I no longer suppressed it and allowed the grievances in my heart to explode at that moment. I cried so hard that I couldn't control myself. My uncle finally came to his senses and there was an expression on his face.

It's helpless and sad.

He hugged me gently and whispered in my ear: "Don't cry, don't cry..."

How could I not cry? You told me everything, how could I not cry? However, it is good for me that I can die knowingly.

I thought that things would reach another point here and I would have at least a few days of peace, but I was wrong.

When I was halfway crying, Lao Fu and my second uncle left, just like before. Lao Fu couldn't see me crying, so he usually chose to hide away. The room became quieter. After a while, my uncle also came. I went out to answer a phone call and came back with even worse news.

"My dear, are you feeling better? Let's go see Yun Jin later."

I didn't realize who Yun Jin was for a while, and it took me a long time to guess from my uncle's expression that he could only be the young man with a rosy face who said he liked me.

I know that he is not in good health, but I have asked the doctor at home and his condition is relatively stable. At least he is in better health than the writer back then. If there is no too serious stimulation, one or two There will be no problem within a year, but now my brother-in-law asked me to go see him.

So yes, something happened again.

My heart tightened, fearing that Yun Jin would suddenly leave like Brother Shu, so I grabbed my uncle's arm and asked anxiously, "Where is he?!"

"Don't worry, Yun Jin is on the second floor, and his sister is watching over there. Are you sure you are okay?"

"I'm fine, I'll go see him."

I brushed my messy hair, stretched out of bed, hooked up my shoes, and left. The distance from the fifth floor to the second floor had never felt so far away. I felt dizzy, listening to my uncle explain the matter in a simple way. After a while, I finally arrived in front of Yun Jin’s ward, but I didn’t dare to go in.

In the ward, Yun Jin looked pale and frightening, but he still had a slight smile on his face, looking at a neatly folded handkerchief in his hand and smiling foolishly.

I recognized that the handkerchief was mine. It was light sky blue and had two little rabbits eating carrots embroidered on it. I used to like it very much, but now I think it is childish, and gradually I don’t care anymore. Now I don’t know when. It fell into Yun Jin's hands and I didn't even notice.

It probably fell into my pocket when I was covering him with clothes when it was lightly raining that day. He carefully kept the things I threw away as if they were treasures...

My hand holding on to the door frame gradually relaxed. I thought, it was my fault again. I should not have provoked him and came to the old house and disturbed his peaceful life. If I had not come, the old man would not have gone. Sheng Huating will not break the strings, will not scare him, and he will not enter the hospital...

I choked, my whole body felt weak, and I took two steps back. My uncle supported me behind me. Yun Jin’s attending doctor saw my uncle coming and came over. I leaned on my uncle’s shoulder and spoke word by word. Listening to Yun Jin's ending.

"Third Master, Master Yun Jin's condition is not good. He hasn't been here for a follow-up examination for a long time. The hospital has not taken care of him for a while. The cancer cells have metastasized and worsened. He... may not be able to survive this month. Prepare for the funeral. Bar……"

I almost fainted again.

The uncle also took a deep breath. He did not expect such a result.

"Why... why didn't Yun Jin come to review and you didn't go find him? Didn't I tell you to watch him?" the uncle asked.

The doctor also looked helpless and pondered for a long time. He said, "It's Master Yun Jin who has lost his mind to survive. We also went to the old house to visit him, but he always stayed behind closed doors for various reasons. Later, we didn't There’s a way.”

"So it's not because he was scared, but... he got sick very early and has been enduring it?" I asked in a low voice.

The doctor nodded, and I felt suffocated again.

It wasn't the old man who harmed him. I did feel half relieved because of this, but the remaining ninety-nine point nine points were filled with sadness.

Why, why are Yun Jin and Brother Shu so similar? Why do they have to announce their departure deadline when I need them most? They left cleanly, leaving me alone in this world. I don’t know how to live at all. .

"Want to go in and take a look?" My uncle squeezed my hand.

I shook my head, I didn't dare, I didn't dare to see him. If seeing him again meant goodbye forever, I would rather not see him. Otherwise, I would never forget that scene for the rest of my life. I sat back on the seat in the corridor and signaled to my uncle not to worry about me. .

My uncle sighed, left me, and went to see Yun Jin by himself. When Yun Jin saw him, he smiled as faintly as the setting sun but still warm.

The uncle stretched out his hand and gently touched his heart, but in the end he didn't touch it. He tried to avoid it and took back his hand.

Yun Jin's smile became even brighter. He was the one who suffered, and he was the one who comforted others. I have never seen anyone with such a good attitude like him.

"Does it hurt?" My uncle lowered his head and asked secretly.

Yun Jin held his hand and put it on her heart, saying softly: "Look, it's still fine. It doesn't hurt."

How could it not hurt? It's just a cover-up. I have seen Brother Shu not taking medicine at night and lying on the bed in pain. I don't dare to think about bringing that kind of situation to Yun Jin.

"Third Master, I met someone." Yun Jin smiled foolishly.

My heart beat faster.

My uncle naturally understood what he was thinking. Who else had he seen besides me in so many days? It’s just me.

"She said she would take me away. If I had known earlier that I could meet her, I would have lived well... But it was too late..."

Yun Jin's voice gradually became tearful, but every word was still so clear, and every word was like a sharp knife that made my heart bleed.

I'm not worthy of his expectations at all! I can take him away for a while, but how can I keep him safe? Brother Zhi died in front of my eyes back then, and now Yun Jin, I don’t even have that ability.

I give up on myself and live casually, so how could I be the person Yun Jin said could change this place...

I'm sorry for him, and I can't save him.

The uncle sighed for a long time, but in the end, in the face of life and death, even if he was as wise and brave as the third master, he could not think of a way. He could only pat Yun Jin on the shoulder and say softly: "Stop thinking nonsense." , take good care of your health.”

I couldn't stand it anymore and covered my eyes. After a while, my uncle came out of the ward, hugged me and rubbed me.

Uncle Bai came over after hearing the news. He was panting when he ran in front of us. It took him a while to straighten up.

He is a very flexible fat man, his words are humorous, and he is upright. I have not had much contact with him, but I can definitely tell that he is an honest man, and he is the best brother with his uncle, so he is trustworthy.

I endured my sadness, stood up and bowed slightly to Uncle Bai.

"Hey, don't, don't, don't, don't be so polite, kid." Uncle Bai patted his chest and wiped the sweat from his head. After talking to me, he turned back to look at his uncle: "Is this your daughter? She looks like this. Too big?!"

"Are you blind? How old am I to have such a big daughter? This is my niece! I belong to my family, you have seen her before." The younger brother-in-law poked Uncle Bai hard and glared at him.

Judging from their posture, the uncle did not reveal anything about the family to him.

Don’t let the scandal of your family be publicized...

I stood next to them and listened to the gossip for a while. On the surface, I meant that my uncle wanted to ask Uncle Bai to take care of Yun Jin, but everyone could see on the inside that he wanted to use Uncle Bai's power to suppress the many people in the family. A heart ready to move.

It's not a good thing to make a fuss, and the main thing is to calm it down.

Uncle Bai understood clearly, and he was very considerate and didn't ask any unnecessary questions. After he said boldly, "Don't worry, your child is my child"... he was scolded by the nurse.

"Family members, please don't make any noise." The nurse sister glared at him.

The three of us all smiled lightly. Uncle Bai scratched his head and said repeatedly: "Yes, yes," and then entered the ward dejectedly.

"Good boy, it's time for my uncle to go back." My uncle patted my back and said.

Of course I knew that he was going back to his old home to stabilize the situation, and I was glad that he was going back.

Otherwise, I may not be able to implement my plan.

I smiled and nodded, pretending to be a good boy, and my uncle left.

I stood there, stopped laughing, and called Liang Sen.

"Miss? Are you feeling better?"

"I'm very fine." I paused and said, "Take a few people with you and come find me at the hospital in half an hour. Let's go do something that goes against our ancestors."

After hanging up the phone, I stiffened and returned to my ward. Lu Chengcheng came back again, looking concerned about me, but I had no time to pay attention to him, so I went straight back to the bed and called the nurse to give me the last dose of fluid. , and took the food box from the child sent by my uncle, opened the box, and swallowed the food inside one bite at a time. Lu Chengcheng was a little surprised, even scared.

"You...what's wrong with you? Don't scare me..."

"It's nothing. I just have to go out in a while. I have to make sure I have the strength to hold on." I poked my chopsticks on the rice in the food box.

I thought, I can't offer incense to my cousin alone.