Fall in love with your enemy

Last time, my uncle finally confessed everything to me. I didn’t believe everything, but what is certain is that 80% of what he said should be true. He must be hiding something. But after saying so much, I have already I'm satisfied. Besides, my grandfather told his second uncle about his will. The second uncle will definitely not tell everything to his younger uncle. My younger uncle is already very capable if he can guess 70% or 80%.

I breathed a sigh of relief and realized that my trip was worth it.

My uncle ruffled my hair: "My dear, actually you don't have to worry too much, the boss and the second brother are very worried about you... I will still be there in the future, as long as the three of us are together for a day, no one can do anything to you. "

"Thank you, uncle..." I said listlessly. I feel really uncomfortable today. I guess I have suffered too much psychological trauma, and my weak body will be unable to withstand it again.

My uncle didn't notice anything strange about me, so he hugged me and rubbed me again. I always felt that he had something else to say, and sure enough, after pondering for a while, he finally spoke.

"Good boy, um... I saw Gao Xin quit last night. Did you two quarrel?"

Hearing this, my heart trembled: "No, it's just... there is some misunderstanding. I just need a clear explanation."

"Actually, from my uncle's point of view, I don't recommend you to be with that child. If you don't like it, don't tie him to him."

"why?"

"It's hard to be with someone you don't love."

"But I really like him and love him very much." I looked up at my uncle, always firm in what I believed.

I have been married to Gao Xinci for seven years, and we have a child. He is so good to me, how could I not love him? I love him, I have always known this, but now my uncle suddenly denies me, I really can’t explain...

Do I love him or not? It seems that I have never really said that I love him, but I am used to being with him. Can habit be counted as love?

"Then what is love?" I asked.

"It's not about enduring it anyway." My uncle picked up a stone from the ground and threw it into the sea. Then he picked up another piece and gave it to me: "You are still young. Don't think about the future. Try it. Vent and make yourself feel better.”

I smiled, took the stone and threw it away, but it was of no use.

"If... the eldest and second eldest children told you something and asked you to get along with that child, can I help you find a way?" The uncle took a deep breath and couldn't stop making small movements with his hands.

"Uncle, if we marry the Gao family, it will also enhance the status of our own family."

I tilted my head and followed my uncle's escaping eyes, as if he was deliberately teasing me.

The old man and the second uncle do have the intention of marrying me, but they have not yet started to implement it. It is not too much to have a meal with the Gao family occasionally. The uncle has considered it too early.

"What's so good? It's just a few businesses at most, and you have to be sacrificed? Look at the chaos inside the Gao family. The shipyard is not a small company, and the Gao family is not a small family. Although our Fu family is not famous, , but compared with their family, it is still a long way off. If you can't live well in your own family, then it will be over if you marry her. Our family is not so poor that we can't open the pot. We don't have to ask you to climb high, so you can Listen to my brother-in-law. At most, fall in love. When you've had enough fun, break up. Find someone you really like. No matter how young you marry, just live a happy life. Don't worry about the boss and the second child. I'll go there. Tell them." The uncle gritted his teeth and said.

"No need." I looked into the distance, feeling much more relaxed, "Old Fu, he never mentioned marriage at all. I am with Gao Xinci of my own free will."

"Damn girl, it is indeed your puppy love!"

While I was in emotive mood, my uncle suddenly lost his mind and pulled me back to reality. This made me angry... It was a true marriage but you didn’t know how to comfort me, and it was fake and you despised my puppy love! Uncle, it’s really hard for me to do this!

I huffed angrily, pouting and giving my uncle a white look.

My brother-in-law gloated, and thought the damage dealt to me was not ordinary enough, so he added: "Actually, getting married is not a bad thing, but the main reason is that you look... tsk, which makes people think that our Fu family is very insincere. "

"Then you mean I'm ugly! There's nothing you can do about being ugly! Gao Xinci only likes me!" I grabbed my uncle's sleeve and wouldn't let go, feeling furious.

"Okay, okay, I won't bully you anymore." My uncle made me happy and hugged me again, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

"Oh yes, there is also Lu Chengcheng's matter." I suddenly remembered.

The uncle turned around in confusion: "Chengcheng? What's wrong with him?" The uncle said, his brows couldn't even open.

"Uncle, is Chengcheng really Lao Fu's biological son..." My voice became lower and lower.

On the one hand, it's because I'm really not feeling well, and on the other hand, it's because I'm worried.

I watched as my uncle's expression gradually turned ugly, and he began to run away from me again, but I kept chasing him. No matter how much he delayed, he still had to tell me.

"Yes." said the uncle.

My heart sank suddenly, my whole body became weak, and I could hardly stand.

No wonder, no wonder, the old man was so kind to him! Lao Fu left everything to him! Am I stupid? I haven't seen through this lie after so many years. He is really tolerant and didn't reveal even half of it to me. If Shang Mingyu hadn't told me, I might never know about it in my life. The most terrifying thing is that I There is only two months of age difference between him and Lu Chengcheng.

Therefore, the relationship between Lao Fu and the Empress Dowager Cixi had broken down long ago, even before I was born.

I just don't understand, why can two people who have no feelings for each other still have children? Why did they both have to give birth to me? To show me how cruel this world is? Or do you want to use me as a punching bag for their failed marriage?

"He is your father's illegitimate son. His existence is the source of your parents' divorce, your separation from your biological parents when you were young, and your mother's mental disorder, which led to domestic violence against you." This is what Shang Mingyu later sent to me. information.

When I saw that message, I just felt like my sky was falling. Am I really so unlucky? No matter who I treat better, who I rely on more, God will find a ridiculous reason to separate me from that person in a short time, and now even Lu Chengcheng has not let me go.

He is my biological brother, ha! Ha, that’s funny.

Last night, I secretly went over to see him to see if he looked like me and acted like me. I stared at him for a long time and found that he really looked nothing like me.

Obviously he is the illegitimate child, he is the one who seems to be at fault, but God has given him the best of everything, good looks, healthy body, and parents who love him. What about me? I can't compare to him in anything, even the necklace around his neck, I feel ironic when I look at it.

It was a wolf-tooth-shaped white jade pendant, which was a symbol of the descendants of the Fu family. Old Fu put it on him personally, but I didn’t have it. Old Fu explained it to me. He said he hoped that I would be a descendant of the Fu family after I turned 18. The elders in the family made the decision and picked the best one for me, along with the identity of the heir to the head of the family. I didn’t believe it, because I had known for a long time that the name written on the family tree by the old man as the heir was not mine at all, but I There was no other way but to accompany him to complete this ridiculous scam.

How many years? For countless years, I pretended to be crazy and acted like I didn’t care about my old master, but could I really not care about him? I have lived in the Lin family for thirteen years. During these thirteen years, have I really not thought about where my father is? Is it really possible to not think about it at all? There is no child in the world who doesn’t want to have parents who love him. I lied to everyone, including my brother.

How I want to tell the old man that the wolf fang pendant was never worn on Chengcheng's body, but turned into a blunt knife and stabbed into my heart. Every time I saw it, the wound would become an inch deeper. Holding on to my relieved mood, while you were laughing and joking with Chengcheng, I was busy repairing myself, but the repair speed couldn't keep up with the damage, so I could only be pierced slowly, and then my flesh and blood became blurred, and I was in unbearable pain. .

I really hate it!

I hated Lao Fu, but when I made up my mind to leave him, I looked back and found that he had already controlled everything about me. None of my relatives or friends had anything to do with him, and I had no ability to leave him.

I hated Chengcheng, but when I walked up to Chengcheng, he turned around with clear eyes, stuffed the candy in his hand into my mouth, and muttered a few words worriedly, "Why haven't you eaten again? Your stomach is It's not good. Don't come to me when you're rolling around in pain..." After that, I relented again.

I think he doesn’t want to be an illegitimate child, right? The fault should be Lu Yinyin's irresponsible mother and Lao Fu's reckless father. Chengcheng is not wrong. He has not known who his biological father is for sixteen years, but then I thought again. ,And me? I also didn’t have biological parents for thirteen years. Even if I did have biological parents later, I didn’t live a comfortable life. If my father doesn’t love my mother, it would be better if I didn’t have them. Where did I go wrong?

Everyone is saying that I am not as good as Chengcheng, but who has considered me? I have lived in a shabby little bungalow since I was a child. After being poor for so many years, I have become wild. I have no thoughts and knowledge. I asked myself that I and the old man are not of the same class at all. God suddenly One day I want to go back to my old master, what can I do? No one has ever taught me how to behave in his class, but someone will teach Chengcheng. What can I do?

Chengcheng stared at me and ate a whole squirrel mandarin fish. Then he felt relieved and fell asleep on the table. I sat on the side and looked at him quietly. When he was "deeply in love" , I stretched out my hand to trace his eyebrows.

He looks nothing like me and has no personality, but he is indeed my biological brother. Can I really retaliate against him cruelly? I think about the past carefully, let alone this life, let’s just talk about the last life. I said I hated him so much, but what about my actual actions?

I remember his birthday, his preferences, and all his habits. I know he is allergic to peanuts, so no matter how much I like peanuts, there is never a spoonful of peanut butter in the house. I know he can’t drink, so when there is a banquet at home, I will try my best to rush back to help him stop drinking. I know He is not sociable, so whenever Ke Yi has any overseas assignments, I go with him on the pretext of traveling. I know that he is actually lonely, so no matter what I do, I will think about him and pretend to dislike him. She will also take him to play with her.

In the end, all the emergency contacts on his mobile phone were filled with my phone number.

I'm annoyed by him, but I can never ignore him.

This is called cheapness.

I used to think that I was really miserable if I died before I was thirty, but now I think that I was really lucky to live that long.

I started sobbing and my shoulders hunched slightly. I could hold it in at first, but as it went on I became more and more sad and I covered my face.

"Be good..."

My uncle hugged me tightly, and I leaned on his shoulder and cried until I was in the dark.

How ridiculous, everything is ridiculous, isn't it? My brother-in-law has harmful intentions for me, but now I am crying in his arms.

"Go home." My uncle said softly.

I didn't answer.

Home? Where is my home? How can I still have a home? The only writer who loved me unconditionally is dead. I no longer have a home.

I cried for a while and raised my head again. I wiped away my tears and felt ashamed. I turned my head away, not wanting my uncle to see what I looked like now. I choked with sobs and felt that my sky was covered with a cloud. Layers of dust.

"I'll take you back..." My uncle chased after me.

Fortunately, I didn’t need to think of a reason to refuse this time. My uncle’s phone rang, and my aunt’s voice came from it:

"Fu Mingyan! Your cat taught your daughter to lick her hands, and she learned it! I'm going crazy!"

I couldn't help but laugh out loud, and turned around to look at my uncle's face. He was very embarrassed.

My uncle couldn't take me home. He gently comforted my aunt, then looked at me in embarrassment and pointed to the phone. Of course, I signaled him to take care of my aunt first.

My uncle disappeared very quickly, just like Pei Zhen. In less than thirty seconds, I could no longer see his shadow. So, being my uncle's child is indeed a very happy thing, but it's a pity that I am not.

I was the only one left in this area. It stopped and I looked towards the sea.

The sun has already risen in the sky, and the sun is shining all over the earth, but I still can't feel any warmth. I feel dizzy and don't know where to go. After thinking for a long time, I suddenly thought of Gao Xinci.

My uncle said he saw him leaving?

I accidentally took out my mobile phone and dialed the familiar phone number. I thought that I could forget all the things that happened to us yesterday, and I could swallow all my complaints against him. Now I I just want him to come back to me. I don’t need his explanation, and I don’t need his apology. I just want him to accompany me. I can only rely on him. Now I have a lot of bitterness in wanting to be with him. Said, if not, I think I will die...

"Hello..." Not long after, his voice came from the phone. The voice was full of exhaustion and exhaustion.

I hurriedly moved the phone to my ear: "Xin Ci, where are you..." I tried my best not to cry.

"Shishi, what's the matter? You...what's wrong with you? Are you crying?" He still heard it.

I swallowed and wiped away my tears: "I didn't... I just wanted to see you."

"I have left Jinhai." He said seriously.

My heart suddenly sank to the bottom, and I was suddenly stunned, not knowing what to say.

Fortunately, Gao Xinci is a very "caring" person. If I couldn't speak, he would speak for me.

He took a deep breath: "Shishi, I'm sorry, I... I shouldn't have treated you like that, I was wrong, I don't know if you will forgive me, but I still have to say, Shishi, I will really do it for a while. I can't accept the position that Lin Mo wrote in your heart. I don't think anyone in this world can accept that there is someone more important than him in the heart of the person he loves. In fact, I can see clearly that that diary is that of some people. It was a conspiracy to sow discord between us, but that is indeed what you have really thought about, and I can’t let it go. Maybe we should all calm down..."

"Are you going to break up with me?" I asked blankly.

"It's not a breakup, it's a matter of calm consideration. I don't want you to be with me for reasons other than love. I will never force you."

He stopped here and was silent for a while. I heard his sobbing. After a long time, he recovered.

"That's it, I still have something to do, so we won't contact you for a while, but if you need anything, send me a message and I will go back... You... Okay, remember to eat well and take your medicine on time , I’ll hang up first.”

There was no response from him on the other end of the phone, only the busy tone of "beep-beep-".

I held the phone and didn't leave my ear for a long time.

Looking at the sea, I was very confused.

What should I do now?