Fall in love with your enemy

Continuing from the last time, after Jiang Yinan passed away, I was thinking about it in Qianhe Hall from morning till evening. During that time, countless possibilities came to my mind, but I denied them all in the end.

I have no way to avenge him, and I can't find anyone to avenge. I want to leave everything behind and go, but I can't. I dare not say that I really don't care about Chengcheng anymore, not to mention that there is Yangyang at home, and Yangyang is only three years old.

I always have doubts about Jiang Yinan's accidental death, but this time, the person behind him was too secretive and too ruthless. If it was really my second uncle, he wouldn't have to confess to me in front of my brother, but if it wasn't him, I really can't think of who else it could be. However, he is the instigator after all. If it wasn't him, Jiang Yinan would never leave me.

Maybe I should be the one who committed suicide? Only when I am gone, will Second Uncle lose all the troubles, and he will not care whether he has hostility towards Cheng Cheng or Jiang Yinan.

Later in the evening, Feng Shizhi came to bring me food. When he saw that I had finally opened the lock on the door, he took a deep breath. I was very upset about being discharged from the hospital early, but for the sake of him not suffocating myself to death, I forced myself to swallow a few bites of food.

He was watching from the side, and finally found the right opportunity to ask me in a low voice: "Brother has always wanted to see you, what do you think..."

I didn't even raise my head, concentrating on the bowl of soup in my hand. I lost count of the number of tears I had dropped into it. The soup tasted very bitter. I swallowed hard before replying, "Besides my brother, who else could it be?"

I could taste the dishes on the table; they were all made by my brother. Everything he did was to coax me and think about me. I couldn't even show my blame for my second uncle in front of him. Unfortunately, although I had really thought about being the closest family member to him, my second uncle refused to have me.

"Oh, there's also Brother Qingyun, sister-in-law, second uncle and younger uncle. The ones outside are still the same ones. You guessed it, but I think your mental state is not very good. It's enough to just see your brother. There's no need to see others..." Feng Shizhi spoke lower and lower.

I smiled bitterly, raised my eyes and looked at him with a smile: "No one is important, I will only have you in the future, you just accompany me, as for those people, you can send them in, I have no opinion on who they meet, anyway, it doesn't matter... By the way, remember to tell my brother, this meal is too empty, so put less salt in the future."

Feng Shizhi was speechless at the last sentence and took a tissue to wipe the tears that were still falling into my rice bowl.

I avoided him, stood up and prepared to go back upstairs: "You call the stewards back to clean up, I'm fine, but I'm really sleepy now, I just want to sleep, if my brother wants to see me, you can call him to stay, see you tomorrow morning."

After saying that, I went upstairs, walked a few steps on the stairs and listened to the noise. Feng Shizhi should have gone out. Not long after, a group of people came in tiptoeing. My brother was among them. He lowered his voice and asked me why I was still sleeping since I had slept for a whole day.

Obviously, my answer to this question was very cowardly. I really couldn't sleep, but when I went back to the room and looked around carefully, I found that the step from proposing an idea to getting an answer was also very difficult.

Feng Shizhi had already cleaned up the small living room, balcony, dining room, cloakroom, and bathroom. He didn't leave any sharp weapons for me. Not only did he take the fruit knife, but my eyebrow razor was also nowhere to be found. He even took away the porcelain vases we used for ornamental purposes. He really knew my character. In a moment of excitement, I would smash the vases and cut my wrists with the pieces. Not only that, he even covered the windows for fear that I would jump out.

But there is always a way out, and there is always something about me that he doesn't know.

Before that, I still wanted to tease him, so I went out and went up to the rooftop. As expected, he was really waiting for me there. The moment he turned around, he had a feeling of wanting to see me but not wanting to see me at the same time, which finally turned into complaints. He took off his coat and came forward to put it on me. I pursed my lips to signal him to look under the railing.

"This is only the third floor, it won't kill anyone."

"Theoretically, three floors are not lethal. Don't you think about how much higher the height of our house is than the theoretical height?"

"That's not the case. It's not like I didn't jump before."

"Are you still very proud? Should I give you an award? You have the most stubborn temper and the most stubborn character." Feng Shizhi rolled his eyes at me, and his aura of bickering soon disappeared. He paused and sighed, "It's better to be safe than sorry. Even if he's just injured, it's still uncomfortable."

"Everything is gone, there is nothing to be sad about." I lowered my head and smiled bitterly. Feng Shizhi pulled me up again. It was the first time I saw him talking to me so seriously.

"Shishi, you just said that you only have me. Have you forgotten it in the blink of an eye? I don't want to be abandoned either. What can I do to make me more important in your heart? Gao Xinci needs you, Jiang Yinan needs you. You always feel that they have some difficulties in their hearts and how sad their past lives were until they met you. So you want to bring them enough warmth and love, and even if you let them go, there will be compensation, but what about me?"

"When I was chosen for you, my master said from the beginning that I live for you. I have no one else in my life. You are my only one. I have no parents or relatives. Ninety percent of the heads of the Fu family are orphans. In order to fight for their own future and lives, let alone classmates, even brothers can climb into the bed and suffocate people to death in exchange for themselves. Growing up in such an environment, I have always been alone. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even have any friends. I am also very pitiful. You have already abandoned me once. Can you not do it again?"

I looked at him, and for a moment I really softened my heart: "If I leave, I will definitely find a way out for you before that."

I calculated my own property and according to the pre-arranged distribution of inheritance, 50% would be returned to my brother, 20% to Chengcheng, 10% to Yangyang, and the remaining 20% ​​would belong to Feng Shizhi. Even if he didn't become the head, he would still have nearly 50 billion in inheritance after leaving the Fu family. Moreover, most of what I gave him were cash and shares in the Fu family's family businesses to ensure that he would not be dragged down by the Fu family after inheriting the property. I thought this was enough, but Feng Shizhi still refused.

"I have no way out. People's beliefs will not change. I have remembered this for too many years. If you leave, I will have no choice but to choose the same path as you."

"So...so corny." The corners of my mouth twitched.

Feng Shizhi's expression changed instantly, his eyelids almost twitched up to the sky: "Can you please not ruin the atmosphere?"

I shrugged and he came over and hugged me again. We rarely had intimate physical contact. He said he disliked me, so besides William, this was the second time I asked him to help me "kill someone". I was really flattered, but unfortunately I couldn't think about these things at the moment. He hugged me for a while, then let go, turned and left, probably wanting to give me room to choose. I looked at the rooftop and went back, sat on the bed in the room, and patted the ground below.

This courtyard, this room, and this bed have been with me for a long time. In my previous life, I was keen on suicide as a hobby for several years, and they have been with me like this. Perhaps this is the last time.

Chengcheng told me that cutting one's wrists is the stupidest way to die. It is extremely painful, and even if you are rescued, there will be sequelae in the days to come. Just like Chengcheng, because his heart stopped beating for a while, the recuperation period was also very difficult. I should be lucky and there will be no recuperation period. I told Jiang Yinan that if he died, I would definitely accompany him.

I took out the soft knife that I had hidden close to my body from my sleeve. Feng Shizhi didn't know this and just gestured but couldn't bring himself to do it for a long time. Finally he got up the courage to make the move and was about to do it when someone knocked on the bedroom door again.

"Shishi, are you asleep?"

It was my brother's voice. I didn't want to implicate him in my second uncle's affairs, so I swallowed my resentment and went to open the door. My brother looked very haggard. He should have found out everything about Jinhai today. I think this must have been a great torture for him. His father was originally kind and amiable, but three years later, he turned into a vicious person who forced his brother's orphan to death, and kept him in the dark the whole time. No one can easily accept this.

When my brother saw me open the door, he came in immediately. As if he was afraid that I would close the door before listening to him, he put his hands gently on my shoulders and looked me up and down as if to check for any wounds. After a while, he let out a long sigh.

"Brother, it's late, aren't you sleeping yet?" I asked.

"Oh, there's something I wanted to come and tell you." My brother paused, his face showing mixed feelings.

I couldn't think of anything he could say to cheer me up at this time. It was just the last night, and I couldn't think of any way to repay him. At least I wanted to see him for the last time. I accepted it and followed him downstairs. But I didn't expect that besides my sister-in-law and brother Qingyun, my second uncle and younger uncle were also sitting in the living room on the first floor.

My uncle pulled me to sit next to him. No one was quicker than him to grab the seat. In front of many people, he asked me directly: "Shishi, why don't you go back to Yingjing with your uncle? The environment there is good, there are many fun things to do, and the food and drinks are all top-notch in the country. You can go there just to recuperate for a while."

I glanced at my second uncle and saw that his face was extremely dark at that moment, but it recovered quickly.

I smiled and pushed my uncle's hand away: "Uncle, I'm still a little girl. I don't want to go over and look after your child all day long..."

"Hey you..." The younger uncle was speechless, but looking at the second uncle's expression, he chose to attack again: "Shu Yi and the others have their aunt to look after them, and they are very well behaved and won't make trouble. At most, I can prepare a separate room for you so that you won't be bothered. I was thinking that you are sick, and the medical level in Yingjing is the best in the country."

"But my properties are all in Linjiang and Jinhai. Even if I leave, I won't be away for too long. Besides, Yangyang is still young and he doesn't have a mother, so he can't leave me..." I said while wiping away my tears.

No matter whether there is a future or not, it doesn't matter if there is one. As long as there is, I will always need my uncle. I know he treats me well because of the education that old Fu gave him. He probably thinks of himself as one of the three siblings from the eldest house. He has always taken good care of Yangyang. I happened to remind him more often, and apparently his reaction was what I hoped.

The second uncle was silent for a long time, and finally found something to say: "Shishi, speaking of this, are you feeling unwell?"

I shook my head. It was the truth. It had been a whole day. I was almost unconscious, as if I was torn apart. I just had no energy. My second uncle waved for me to come over. Before I could sit down, he had carefully taken the soft knife from my sleeve.

"This thing is not fun. Second uncle will keep it for you first and give you a better one later." As he said this, he stuffed the thing into the pocket of his Zhongshan suit.

He is afraid that I will die. It is like this every time. I can fool everyone except him.

I smiled. It’s not that he had never been nice to me, but I didn’t know how it had come to this. He was the one who loved me the most in my previous life until the end.

I sighed and thought that if he only wanted the knife, I would accept it. I turned around and was about to go back to where I was sitting. But my brother was frightened. He didn't know I had such a dangerous item on me, so he rushed over and looked me over again.

"Brother, I'm really fine." I shook his hand off, looked around the room, and laughed out loud: "I haven't even had time to do anything yet, and you're here..."

"You little bastard, you..." My brother couldn't finish his words halfway through. His eyes just moved to my second uncle and then quickly turned back, at a loss for what to do for a moment.

There was only contempt in my heart. I had to consider the future on the one hand, but I couldn't control the present on the other. I only felt hatred, but I didn't dare to turn my face against the person in front of me directly, but I couldn't help wanting to hurt him. I knew that everything he did had nothing to do with my brother.

Wiping away my tears, I took a deep breath and said, "I was just teasing you, brother. I didn't mean to do that. I just thought it was boring to lie down for a whole day. Brother, didn't you want to tell me something?"

My brother was startled for a moment, then quickly pointed me behind him. My sister-in-law stood up from the small sofa, her smile was very forced, and she hastily stroked her belly: "Shi, Shishi, I'm pregnant. This is your brother and I's first child. You promised me that you would take care of him with me. I don't have any experience in taking care of children, you know..."

My sister-in-law spoke softer and softer, and gradually she choked up. Everyone knew that it was very embarrassing to say this now. No wonder my brother could still laugh when he went upstairs. He finally had a child, but this child came at this time, and his original fantasies about life were also shattered by half.

I calculated the time and it's about the same. Zhou Yi was also born at this age in the previous life, a little younger than my An An.

"Can you at least wait until your nephew is born? Shishi, you promised your brother..." My brother pulled me.

They held me back with the child, but I never thought about what would really drive me to death. My second uncle let them say such things to me. Do you think it's okay? But my brother and sister-in-law are really right. My sister-in-law is not in good health. Three months ago, she told me that she had never had sex with my brother. Now she is pregnant and can only be in the early stage of pregnancy. She is weak and pregnant, and she can't stand the stimulation.

I finally nodded.

My brother and sister-in-law both breathed a sigh of relief, but at that moment my eyes went dark, my breathing became rapid, and I fell down due to exhaustion. I don’t know if I was caught or not, and I don’t know how long I was unconscious. I only know that I woke up in the hospital again.

The first person to see it was Uncle Hou. He poked his head out and said in a low voice, "Shishi, you are pregnant. The results show that you are two months pregnant."