Fall in love with your enemy

Continuing from the last chapter, I was originally reading silently to explain my rebirth to me, which was enough to make me despair, but now I had to hear it again. The heart source of silent reading was gone. Whether I will live or die in the future depends on fate, and Gao Xinci suddenly Encountered a car accident...

Is God going to kill me? What did I do wrong? If I am really guilty, I will not die well in both lives. I pray to come straight to me and don’t hurt my family. Even if my family is all guilty, please kill me first. I don’t want to see you again. .

"How is Xin Ci?" I held back tears and grabbed Feng Shizhi's arm and asked.

"He's fine. There shouldn't be any major problems. He just hit the railing. I'm worried that he's had a big car accident before and may have some psychological problems. Zuo Qiao told me that he's a little stiff, but first Don't be anxious..."

I almost slipped down, but Feng Shi caught me in time.

How can I not worry? Of course I can hear the physical meaning in Feng Shi’s words. Gao Xinci had a car accident when his brother was hospitalized, and he almost died that time! How can you not be afraid?

Hitting the railing may be a trivial matter to others, but not to him. The key is that he has a mental problem and I can't help him at all. I was busy taking care of my brother when he had a car accident last time. I didn't go to see him until he got better. A few times, I was indifferent at that time. Gao Xinci has always been very taboo about mentioning this matter. If it was for this reason, he would not even care about me.

Zuo Qiao has always been a person who doesn't exaggerate. Even he said that Gao Xinci was a little stiff. I didn't dare to think about it. I was trembling all over and didn't know what to do. I just wanted to go and see him quickly, but something suddenly happened behind me. There was sudden laughter.

I looked back, and I only paused twice before laughing. If I didn't know him well, I would even wonder if he had encountered something happy, and would throw his head back and laugh so obsessively, with only two breaks in the middle. Take a deep breath and let out all your emotions.

Good, very good, very good. God still has not let go of his sister. It has been the last three days, but he wants to tell you that Nian Nian's life is hanging on a sharp blade again. The sharp blade can fall at any time, and Nian Nian's life I will just follow this sharp blade.

What he wanted in life was to live for Nian Nian, and he was just one step away from it, but God played a huge joke on him.

That smile is the result of extreme pain and sadness, and the laughter of extreme sadness is unwillingness and anger, broken expectations, heart-breaking pain, and loss of words.

Twice, he gave up his life twice, and once even dug out his healthy heart and offered it to her, but in the end he could not save Nian Nian's life.

Maybe there is a theory of cause and effect in the world. Silent reading has done too many sins for this, so God doesn't want him to get what he wants. But God, who is not born clean in the beginning? How innocent is reading silently? He was forced to become a black piece on the chessboard, to assume the role of "evil" in the world, to be used by others, and to suffer a lot. Is it his natural wish? Isn't it fate? He did many evil deeds and suffered retribution, but who was going to repay him for the suffering he had put in?

It turns out that the good consequences can be ignored, but the bad intentions must be offset by grabbing a weak person?

Turning a weak person into a person with nothing and destroying the few lovers he has left, the world seems to like to see this kind of loneliness and pain the most.

The empty left eye socket of Silent Reading finally shed tears, laughing at the unfairness of fate and his own incompetence. But without eyeballs, he would naturally no longer have clear tears. What flowed out from the tightly wrapped gauze was scarlet blood. .

"Si Du, Du Du, don't cry... If you still have a way, believe me, trust me, even if that person dies, in the years since I found him, I have never given up on finding a replacement heart source for Mo Nian. I have been looking for it for a long time. There will definitely be another one, believe me, don’t cry..."

I said I wanted to persuade him, but in the end I had no energy left. I held his cheek and looked at his blood and tears. I just felt that there was really no hope in this life.

It's so painful that we can't stand it any longer.

Blood and tears mixed together and were wiped everywhere by me, overflowing his clean face. He closed his eyes tightly in the filth and shook his head in despair: "It's too late, it's too late, it's too late." , I failed again, do you think I will have a third life? But I am so tired..."

"Read silently, listen to me. I will find her again. Niannian will be fine. I will never let her leave us... Read silently?" I was trying my best to explain while suppressing my tears. I covered my mouth and couldn't wait to hear it. I died immediately, not wanting to bring my choked voice to Silent Reading, but Silent Reading was one step ahead of me. I tried my best to comfort him, but he fell down and fainted.

I still remember the doctor told me that I must not let my emotions get too excited when reading silently, but now...

"Hurry, go and call the nurse over and tell me that the eye of Mo Du is bleeding. Go and ask what to do. Go! Go..." I couldn't help but push Feng Shizhi, and he hurried out.

Birth, old age, illness and death are the norm in hospitals. The pale mist climbs up to the top of the head, completely covering the already desolate consciousness. Those who are destined by fate will have to be blinded and drifting in the miserable sand dunes for the rest of their lives.

When I was taken out of the ward, my mind was still empty, as if my soul had been taken away. After a while, a doctor came out and told me that the problem with my silent reading eyes was not serious, and that it would be fine just to apply medicine, and gave him a sedative. Rest, but during the recovery period in the future, he must not be so excited again, but I probably can't do it.

The recovery period for silent reading is three months to half a year. If Nian Nian does not have a heart transplant in another six months, he will die. If I can't find a heart source again, do I have such great ability? Even if Nian Nian dies, silent reading will not be allowed. Sad?

It would be better for me to just kill him as he said.

I stood there blankly for a while, then Zuo Qiao came and tapped my shoulder behind me. I turned around and saw that he looked gray and dusty, and there was a scratch covered with mud under his rolled-up sleeves, although it was not deep. , but also looking at people.

"Where's Xin Ci?" I asked.

Zuo Qiao looked a little ugly. He calmed down and said: "Madam, don't worry, he is not serious, just bandage it. Zhu Wenqing broke his hand. Xin Ci told you not to worry. I will come to you after bandaging."

"Broken hand? Then, what does that mean? Is it a fracture or a fracture?" I asked a little surprised.

Zuo Qiao realized that he was serious and waved his hand again and again: "No, no, no, the bone fracture is slight. It's really fine. Xin Ci was behind the passenger seat in the rear seat at the time. After Zhu Wenqing spun, he turned toward him. Yes, the car overturned, and his arm was underneath it, with a bit of a bone fracture, Xin Ci just hit the car door, he was just frightened."

"What about you?" I glanced at Zuo Qiao's wound that was still dripping blood: "It looks like... isn't the problem very big?"

Zuo Qiao nodded: "It's just a scratch, so I came here to report it."

I sighed and looked at the ward where Xin Ci had been bandaged to where he pointed, but I couldn't go there. I could only wave my hand: "Go and apply the medicine, otherwise you will get infected. Xin Ci will trouble you." Help me take care of him. He won't see me for things like car accidents. As for Zhu Wenqing, the best orthopedic surgeon in Jinhai is at my house. I'll call him later and ask him to come down."

"Okay, thank you madam." Zuo Qiao paused and said: "By the way, madam, actually you don't have to take the car accident too seriously. Xin Ci has never wanted to see you at any time. He just Just out of anger..."

"I understand, thank you."