Fall in love with your enemy

Love is separated by mountains and seas, and mountains and seas cannot be leveled.

--Inscription

After the last episode, I realized that all the love that Silent Reading had for me was actually fake from the very beginning. Unfortunately, I believed that he loved him and could even resist the whole world for him.

I finally got the qualification to be with him, but he couldn't bear to throw it away.

No, I'm not even worthy of the word "forbearance" he used. His hesitation, even in front of my eyes, was only displayed for half a moment. What about when he couldn't see me?

He knew that we were going to get married soon, which was my last hope. But when he was about to die, he chose to commit suicide without hesitation, leaving me devastated.

what should I do?

He never seemed to think about it.

I can understand his mental illness and his sorrow and pain for the past, but what about myself?

After my brother died, I also wanted to die. I tried many ways to avoid my family. I hid and refused to let them save me. But that day, I finally decided to give up on this world, but he suddenly appeared and took me away. He pulled out of the darkness and told me that there could be someone in the world who loved me more than Brother Shu. He would do everything he could to love me. I believed it.

But why, when I finally saw the sun, he turned around and pushed me deeper into the abyss?

It turns out that he can save me, but I can't save him?

In the two years since he left, I have been living in a haze. I couldn't even feel my own existence. Only when Gao Xinsheng dragged me and pointed out other colors of life did I seem to have some direction. Until When I became pregnant with An An, my life changed again.

The family reputation, the bullying of the Gao family, I endured these hardships for another two or three years, and I seem to feel more comfortable later? It seemed that I was finally out of the sea of ​​suffering. Who would have thought that the death of silent reading was mentioned again, and my only hope was gone. I had a cold war with Gao Xin for half a year, and then I lost my child, and finally it was my turn to die.

From the first time I saw Silent Reading, to his death, to my death, to now, it has been fifteen years.

I may not have loved him for fifteen years, but I have truly felt guilty and missed him for fifteen years, and now he has given me this result.

"Lin Modu, you don't love me at all. You have never loved me. From the very beginning, you came here under the pretense of lying to me. Even from the first time we met, you were plotting to tease someone just like you. Poor guy, is it fun? Can it bring you a little comfort?" I cried for a long time before I stopped crying. The moment I stopped crying, I seemed completely cold.

I really thought I would never care again, and I let go, but Lin Modu, he really deserves to be the person who knows me best in the world. Even if I have a bronze helmet and iron armor, he knows how to easily defeat me with one move. enemy.

As I watched, Silently took out a box from the pocket behind me, opened it in front of me and looked at it. Suddenly all my efforts were in vain.

Those were two pairs of rings, which only belonged to me and Mo Du, one for love and one for engagement. The engagement ring was requested by the old man. The proper one was a five-carat square diamond ring customized from Lulu's house, and there were some others. It was selected from auctions in various exhibition halls. Although it was also a request of the family, we also put great effort into the design. The creek forest was engraved on the inside of the ring, which means our names "Xi" and "Lin", but compared with This, I still prefer the pair of love rings.

Although it is simple and rough, made of Ketan, it is not expensive or very good-looking, but it was polished bit by bit by Mi Du's own hands, and I cherish it very much.

After Silu Du died in his previous life, his promise ring was crushed by a wheel, and mine was missing. I did keep the engagement ring, and the marriage certificate was also stored in the safe, but I only looked at it twice. Years later, the follow-up products are not released very often. I never expected that I can still see them today...

With trembling fingers, he took out the promise ring and placed it in front of me. I don't know when he made these two rings again, but I already felt something in my heart.

"Are you back?" I looked up at him, holding my hands unconsciously, and in an instant my eyes were filled with tears again: "Lin Modu, are you back, or are you still standing in front of me like this from the beginning to the end... "

I think that I was reborn, and Chengcheng was also reborn. Perhaps as long as he died in that time and space, and suffered a fatal blow in this time and space, it is very likely that the memories will be connected. The so-called rebirth, Silent Reading did die, and in this time and space , he lost his eyes and was dying before the operation. He still remembers these two rings. It cannot be assumed that he has been secretly in love with me for more than a year.

I can’t say whether I was expecting it or what, but my heart broke the moment I heard the answer.

He stretched out his hand, placed it on my temple and stroked it constantly: "Shishi, out of fifteen years, I only stayed with you for six years. How did you spend the remaining eight years?"

I was stunned, and tears welled up in my eyes. I sighed that my life of silent reading should not end like the last life. But now that he is back, I can't change it. Now everything is ridiculous. How can I choose?

"I know I have done a lot wrong in both lives, but I love you for real. In my dirty life, you are the only one, only you are clear and clear. At all times, in this world, you are the hope that supports me in living. I don't believe you will completely forget me. I always feel that I missed something. It wasn't until I regained my memory after the eyeball removal surgery that I realized that you were the first to be reborn, and I understood why you still have me in your heart. Restraint, it’s because of me that you died, right? Did you fall in love with Gao Xinci in later life? Was he good to you? I don’t expect so much, but can you tell me whether you still have me in your heart? A little bit……"

"Why...you still want to lie to me now..."

When I heard Mi Du admit it from his own mouth, the heart-wrenching feeling became more and more intense. How sad and embarrassing was I? Even a moment's thought can be described as despicable.

It has always been my dream to have him come back, but it is different now than before...

It's too late, the time when I loved him has long passed, and I have no choice now about him. Why would he come back even though he knew I was in pain? I clearly lived a peaceful and smooth life when he died. I even wished he had never appeared in my life! Even if he comes back, why hasn't he kept hiding it from me since the surgery for so long? Doesn't he want to die? Why didn't he die directly? Why did he open my old wounds before dying? Obviously I will be healed soon...

"Give me an answer, Shishi, you still love me, right? You still love me, right? Otherwise, why would you avoid me in everything? Are you afraid that you will really be unable to control your thoughts and rebel? , you don’t love Gao Xinci as much as I do, right..." Mo Du held my face and burst into tears: "I love you all the time, and I really miss you in these years of being separated from you... …”

I watched Silent Reading getting closer to me as before, but there was a clear wall between us. I couldn't accept his love. I never thought about it, and I couldn't think about it.

My late husband and my husband are standing in the same place at the same time. How can I choose?

In a daze, the silent reading was already close to my lips, and my rotten heart seemed to see the light again, but I couldn't, so I turned my head to avoid it, and I was still patient at this time.

"Enough silent reading, stop making trouble."