Fall in love with your enemy

Next time, I came to the place I was most familiar with, but for a moment, it felt so strange. Maybe it was because I hadn’t been back for a long time. I recalled the past and talked with Lu Chengcheng about writing my brother.

My brother and I...

I don't know whether I am lucky or unfortunate to meet him, but if I could do it over again, I would definitely choose to know him and be my closest relative.

Even though, I will spend the poorest thirteen years because of him...

"I am not close to Lao Fu and my mother. It was also because of the reason when I was a child. I don't live with them. Can you believe it? In fact, I didn't know that Lao Fu was my father and I only met my mother when I was in the second grade of junior high school. I didn’t know it until now, and it’s only been two years now.” I sighed and talked about the original incident.

"Ah? Why?"

Lu Chengcheng looked like he was reading a book, his eyes were round and round, and he would change his expression several times every time I said a word. I smiled slightly and just thought he was reading a book.

I looked up at the distant sky.

"Because they are very busy and have their own careers. Old Fu has Ke Yi and my mother has Hua Qiong. They don't have time to take care of me, so they put me in foster care at the home of my mother's good friend Aunt Lin. Before my mother appeared, I always thought I was Aunt Lin’s child, but unfortunately it wasn’t... Brother Zhi is Aunt Lin’s son. He is three years older than me. He was the one who took care of me during the years I lived in Aunt Lin’s house. Me, because Aunt Lin is not at home often and she is also busy with work, so I have been taking care of me for the first thirteen years. He is very good to me, so good that I feel... as if I don’t have my parents. It’s not a big deal. I’m not upset when neighbor kids or classmates say I’m a child without parents, because I have a brother-in-law, but..."

I couldn't help but want to cry, but I still held back my laughter. I pointed at Brother Shu's photo.

"But you have also seen that Brother Shu doesn't want me anymore. He is dead. He died of illness...Heart failure, there is no way he can be saved."

I choked up, and Lu Chengcheng patted my back gently from behind.

I continued as if I would choke to death if I couldn't get it out.

"We were very poor at that time. We didn't have a big house, luxury cars or beautiful clothes. I wasn't that greedy for money. Apart from living expenses, all the rest of the alimony from my husband and my mother was written to us. I used it to treat my brother's illness. I don't think poverty is a big deal at all. I think it's enough for medical treatment and living. But I never thought that the money is not enough... It really costs a lot to write about my brother's illness. Money...a lot, but Brother Shu wants to give me the best life. He feels that I shouldn't suffer hardships with him. He wants me to return to the standard of living that I should be at, so I often use it secretly to buy it for him. He used the money from the painkillers to buy me delicious food. He thought that taking less painkillers would only cause more pain in the middle of the night and wake him up a few times. It was nothing serious, but he didn’t expect it to be so difficult..."

I feel sad when I say this, but suddenly I have another emotion, which is worse than sad. It makes me unable to breathe...

"Later, Lao Fu and my mother got divorced, and they came back..." I was scared and shrank back, "They found out that Aunt Lin used my alimony to treat Brother Zhi, and they found out that I was working with him. Brother Zhi lives in a messy little house. They give Aunt Lin a large amount of child support every year, but Aunt Lin only lets me survive with the minimum living allowance. They are angry and want to take me away, although on the surface there is nothing. No matter what, I still gave Aunt Lin a certain amount of money on time to treat Brother Zhi, but the money was far less than before! It was not enough at all, and Aunt Lin’s own work could not support Brother Zhi’s high treatment expenses. Brother Shu's treatment had to be intermittent. I wanted to go back to the Lin family, but the old man and the others wouldn't let him... I had no money, so I could only... I could only watch Brother Shu's body getting worse day by day. ...I begged them! I begged my old master and my mother, but they refused to save Brother Shu. Later, Brother Shu died of illness..."

When I said this, I was almost out of breath.

"That's why I hate Lao Fu! I hate my mother! I hate why they came back, why can't they just let me stay with Brother Shu all the time, and just live peacefully like that? It's them, it's Brother Shu who came back when they came back He died, and it was their fault! But Aunt Lin told me that it was not their fault, but Aunt Lin's fault. She should not have secretly used the alimony given to me by my old husband and my mother to treat my brother. It was her fault. Wrong, my parents just want to do good for me, but I really can’t figure it out... I still blame Lao Fu and the others. I can’t really become a family with Lao Fu, and I can’t stay with them after Brother Shu leaves. Talking about family ties, I just want money. After my brother left, I became afraid. Only then did I realize how important money is. I just want money. I just hope that no one I care about will die in my life. It's just because of the lack of money..."

"Brother Zhu is the person closest to me. You said I don't understand family affection. It's not that I don't understand it. The only person I can call a relative in this world is dead. That's why I can no longer have family affection. He's gone. This love in my heart is missing, it will be missing forever, and it cannot be made up, do you understand?"

I felt tears falling down my face, it was so hot.

I told the secret that I had buried in my heart for so many years, and I actually told it to Lu Chengcheng! Even though I can't believe it myself, it's true.

Well... Lu Chengcheng listened quite seriously.

Come! Cry for my sister! Look how sad you are!

Forget it, I won't bully the little boy anymore. I patted Lu Chengcheng on the back.

Lu Chengcheng still doesn't know what he is thinking about alone. Maybe he is thinking about how to comfort me? Or let’s compare and see who is worse off between the two of us? I didn't know, so I had to sit there blankly and wait for his answer.

After a long time, Lu Chengcheng was willing to speak. He first sighed and then raised the topic.

"I have been living with my mother for more than ten years. Almost all my relatives on my mother's side are gone, even dead. I saw them when I was very young, but then I never saw them again. I have no feelings for them. They didn't have much of an impression. My mother took me away soon. We rarely went back to visit graves. Even when we went back to our hometown, my mother wouldn't let me go to the cemetery. She said she had to wait until I was an adult. I really felt that she It's a bit superstitious, but I'm really too lazy to visit the graves of these relatives I don't know, so I've never mentioned it, so I don't have such a strong concept of relatives. I only have one relative, my mother. You’re no better.”

I curled my lips, "If you want to have relatives, you will have a lot of them in the future..." I looked at Lu Chengcheng with a wry smile: "A lot of relatives here in the Fu family will annoy you to death! Maybe the family relationship mixed with the competition for interests is just disgusting. Let me tell you, I have to wear earplugs when visiting relatives with Lao Fu during the Chinese New Year. Do you know about earplugs? It’s really terrible. They and Lao Fu are so pretentious that they have to cooperate with Ke Yi. Forget it, there is actually someone who wants to arrange a marriage for me so early! How old am I!"

Lu Chengcheng started to laugh at me, but he couldn't laugh anymore. His expression gradually turned into disgust and worry: "Stop telling me such things. The more you talk about it, the more scared I will be. How are you going to live this day..."

Lu Chengcheng's face twisted into the shape of "囧", but the more he acted like this, the more excited I became! I leaned into Lu Chengcheng's ear and said, "Good boy, I'm going to call my second uncle now to report the good news of your joining the Fu family, and then ask him to introduce Aunt Zhang from the company next door to you~ You go and get married." !”

Lu Chengcheng shook me off awkwardly, and didn't forget to tease me: "Shouldn't you introduce Aunt Zhang's daughter to me?"

I knew that Lu Chengcheng would definitely find the "essence" of what I just said!

"That's Aunt Zhang. What I'm talking about is introducing you to Aunt Zhang. If I introduce you to a daughter, then you two have to work together. I don't know when you can become the chairman of the company. Just introduce a director directly. How refreshing it is to grow up! As the saying goes, if a female college student holds a gold brick, a female college student who is thirty years old will be rewarded with a fortune! A female college student who is three hundred will receive an elixir, and a female college student who is three thousand will be among the immortals..."

My expression became more and more obscene. Lu Chengcheng shuddered when he heard this. He pushed me away, got up and ran. He was afraid that I would catch up. He ran so fast, and shouted at me as he ran: "You Where did you learn these crooked principles?”

Hehe, sister learned it from the future! Advanced, right? Excellent, right? Let’s be realistic!

The two of us had been fooling around for a long time, and when we realized that we were really tired, we sat back to rest next to Brother Shu.

Ok……

I guess if the writer were looking at us now, he would be quite speechless, right?

Lin Mo wrote: What a good Fu Xishi! Are you here to see me? The flowers didn't bring a fruit basket or a fruit basket, but they still started playing here with me! Would you like to give the cemetery a little face? ? ?

I couldn't hold it back and spit out another mouthful of water.

Impossible, impossible, Brother Zhi would not say that to me! He wants me to be happy, he doesn’t just want to watch me cry in front of the grave, right?

Thinking about it this way, I feel like the writer in the photo is smiling a little happier.

But not long after I saw Brother Shu happy... Lu Chengcheng suddenly leaned on my shoulder again, and he didn't even tell me in advance. With my small frame, he almost pushed him out, but fortunately I had good concentration. .

but……

This cute little boy, why are you still crying? Are you infected by my sad and melancholy temperament? Not so! Although I do know that I have a unique charm. I am melancholy, cold, aloof, and don't let strangers in. I have the kind of temperament that makes people unable to look away, but you won't just cry on me. Already? How do you want me to coax you?

A little beautiful boy was lying on my shoulder crying... You have to know that I am a married woman. Although we are a brother and sister now, we still have to maintain the principle of giving and receiving and not being intimate with each other. How can you... How can I bear not to touch you? It’s not that I’m lustful! This is the high-end game when Tang Monk comes!

Pooh! What am I thinking! This is my brother!

I suppressed my sinful thoughts, pulled down the sleeves of my clothes, and gently patted Lu Chengcheng's back through the sleeves, hoping this would work... Anyway, this is how I coaxed my son in the past, usually It's quite effective, but my son is a child under ten years old... Will this trick be useful for boys who are about to become adults? Can anyone give me an answer to waiting online?

Okay, no need to answer, I think I have seen the effect, it is of no use at all! Oh no, it works! It made Lu Chengcheng cry even harder!

At first I was sobbing, but now I'm bursting into tears. This and this... are like fountains! Brother, why don't you cry for a while? It's all on my clothes. I just washed them yesterday!

Okay, the little goodwill I had just built up towards Lu Chengcheng was completely ruined, I knew it! Nothing will happen if I stay with this little brat!

……

Oh, forget it, I can't say that. After all, when I cried just now, I wiped my tears on Lu Chengcheng. Let's just treat it as even. But this kid, you can't cry like that. I'll take it with you. Half a bag of tissues is far from enough for you to cry...

"My mother actually secretly got the certificate from someone else behind my back. Wuwuwuwuwuwu..."

It's a pity that Lu Chengcheng was crying so hard that he didn't even raise his head to see how disgusted I was looking at him, so I had no choice but to admit it and be merciful and lend him his warm embrace.

"It's going to rain and my mother wants to get married. There's nothing we can do..."

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

I know I can't comfort people, but I don't know that this will make him cry harder. Oh, forget it, I'd better shut up, my clothes will get wet if I continue to comfort him!

Oh, no, why is there water on top of my head? Lu Chengcheng didn't cry on my head. What's going on?

When I looked up, I realized that it had become overcast at some point, so was it raining just now? rain! I didn't bring an umbrella! We are still on the mountain!

"You have a crow's mouth..."

When this happened, even Lu Chengcheng couldn't cry peacefully anymore. He had a sad look on his face and gnashed his teeth in my ear.

"You have to make sure my mother wants to get married, and you won't let it go even if it rains!"

Ah...is this my fault too? It’s your mother who got married, not mine. It’s raining because God doesn’t give you face. What does it have to do with me...

I laughed awkwardly, there was thunder in the sky, and suddenly Lu Chengcheng slapped me again.

"Let's go! What are you waiting for? Waiting for lightning to strike you???" He grabbed the last piece of toilet paper in my hand and wiped away his tears, took off his coat and covered both of our heads, grabbed me and ran away .

Ha...this kid is still an activist.

I followed Lu Chengcheng all the way down the mountain, but the cemetery is a desolate place after all. Even if we went down the mountain, there would be no buildings to shelter us from the rain, and we couldn't even get a taxi! There are not even ghosts here... ah no, there are only ghosts here except the two of us, but the ghosts, grandparents, uncles, aunts, brothers and sisters can't protect us from the rain, so we can only continue to run with our clothes on. Run out of this trail and onto the main road. If you're lucky, you might be able to get a taxi.

Lu Chengcheng is much taller than me, so the task of holding up the clothes can only be left to him. As for me... I can just relax and shamelessly hide under the clothes! Anyway, even if Lu Chengcheng asked me, I would be right. I am so much shorter than him. Even if I raise both hands to the highest level, they would not be above his head. If I lift my clothes, he would have to bend down and run with me, unless He really wanted to be so tired.

For the first time, I am satisfied with my height of less than 1.6 meters. Really, even if the sky falls, there will still be tall people who can support me! As a little man, I had no choice but to "reluctantly" accept the blessing of the tall man, and I secretly rejoiced.

But I waited for a long time, but I still didn't get a word from Lu Chengcheng about not helping him lift his clothes. We all ran to the bus stop, and he didn't even say anything to me. I only got an "inexplicable" sentence.

"I will be your new relative from now on." Lu Chengcheng shook his clothes beside him, seemingly casually.

ah? Am I hallucinating? What did Lu Chengcheng say?

His words were like a mosquito humming, but I heard them very clearly, but I still didn't dare to confirm them.

Who would want to be my relative? I am such an unreasonable person, I know nothing, and I have a bad temper. Is it possible that besides Gao Xinci, there are other blind people in this world who are willing to endure my temper? Can Lu Chengcheng be willing?

I just thought it was a hallucination, and I was still wondering how I could hallucinate such words. I never expected that I would still have relatives.

But Lu Chengcheng couldn't wait for my answer, so he said again: "Are you willing?"

Me: "What do you want or not?"

Lu Chengcheng's face turned red and his eyes wandered. "We've been making trouble for a long time and you didn't even hear me!" He patted me.

I was so confused by the photo. Could it be that... wasn't that what I heard just now?

I opened my mouth tentatively, still feeling embarrassed: "What you said...could it be, 'I will be your new relative from now on?'"

Lu Chengcheng turned his back and said to me: "Nonsense!"

It really is.

So, I became a person with relatives again.

I feel weird in my heart, I don’t know what this feels like...