Fall in love with your enemy

Last time, the old man lied to me, and Gao Xinci was also busy, so what else do I have left at this time? What else can I do, where else can I go, who else can I rely on...

Could it be the persevering Lu Chengcheng behind me? ? ? !

I felt that someone was following me all the time. I took a look in the mirror and found that that person was indeed Lu Chengcheng. Hey! I was surprised!

This Mr. Lu, is our friendship that deep? Or is your compassion nowhere to be found? Why are you following me all the time? Does it bother your conscience that much if you give up on me? My dad is not as difficult as you! Do you like me that much? ? ?

I think no matter where I go first, I’ll get rid of Lu Chengcheng first! So I reached out and stopped a taxi, but I didn't expect that Lu Chengcheng was really as good as a dog-skin plaster. When I got into the back seat of the taxi, I even slammed the door in front of him, and he actually He went to the other side, opened the car door again, and sat next to me...

"Why are you following me!" I was so angry that I couldn't help but roll my eyes at Lu Chengcheng.

But Lu Chengcheng is such a persistent kid. Even though I was so rude, he just wouldn't leave.

"I'm worried. Just pretend I don't exist. You can go wherever you want. I'll follow you quietly. I'll leave after I drop you off." Lu Chengcheng lowered his head and didn't look at me.

Blanch it, return it when it’s not finished! Then I have no choice but to use my killer move!

"Haha, you probably don't want to go where I go."

"Then don't worry about it. Just go on your way. I'll leave after I deliver it anyway."

Lu Chengcheng still insists on following me. I have no choice but to follow him. If you want to follow, then follow him.

I patted the driver's uncle's seat and said, "Master, go to the cemetery."

and! I'll let you follow!

Lu Chengcheng's expression obviously changed, and his face turned pale.

"Why are you going to the cemetery!"

I leaned back and said, "Old Fu doesn't want me anymore, so of course I'm going to find my relatives who want me."

Lu Chengcheng's eyes were as big as the bottom of a bowl: "Then you can't bury yourself..."

"You are the one who wants to bury yourself! Just tell me if you dare. If you don't dare, go down to your mother for a hug right now!" I pushed Lu Chengcheng.

But I said this because I wanted him to give up. I didn't expect that in Lu Chengcheng's eyes, this was called "the method of provoking generals". Even though I chased him away like this, his eyes actually became more determined! He sat firmly and even fastened his seat belt. When he saw that my hand had not been taken back, he gave me a high-five...

"Go! Why don't you go! Who said you don't dare? You don't dare. Whoever doesn't go is a puppy. Uncle driver, go to the cemetery!"

Me: ...Okay, you are great, I can’t get rid of you, so just go.

This little kid is really persistent, but it doesn’t matter. Just take him with you. Anyway, I want to go see Brother Shu. If everyone doesn’t want me, then I’ll go find Brother Shu. The little kid wants to follow, okay. ah! I happened to take him over and introduce him to Brother Shu, who asked him to take him away at night!

I was secretly angry and turned away to avoid talking to Lu Chengcheng. Lu Chengcheng ignored me and the two of us reached the cemetery in a stalemate.

I haven't been here for a long time.

It used to be so familiar that I couldn't be more familiar with it. Sometimes I would even spend the night in this place after talking too much to my brother. I have always been very afraid of such gloomy places. In the past, my brother took me to watch horror movies. , often makes me afraid to sleep alone. I will run to my brother's bedroom, and he will suffer with me. He will sleep on the floor, make a bunk on the floor, and I will lie on his bed, on top of it. Looking at him, I was really scared at that time, afraid that a ghost would come out of nowhere and take me away, but since Brother Shu left, I am no longer afraid.

Brother Shu also became a "ghost".

The person I thought about day and night turned into a "ghost", how could I still be afraid? I know that no matter what Brother Shuo becomes, he will never hurt me. I have no reason to be afraid of him. I even...want to see him. I will try my best to see him, even if what I see is... The ghost I am afraid of, I know Brother Shu will protect me.

But after so many years, I still haven't been able to see him again. No matter how I "try to die", I will never see him again. He is gone and will never come back. I can rarely even dream. After meeting him, I could still more or less dream about him when he first left, but then it really disappeared, nothing.

Later, I experienced so many things, was too busy, and married Gao Xinci, so I moved away with him. There were even fewer people I could come back to see Brother Shu, and I could no longer dream about it. to him.

Perhaps, Brother Shu has reincarnated. I don’t know if he will come to me again. I don’t know what his new name will be after reincarnation.

Forget it, it’s better not to tell me. If someone like me is so unlucky that it will affect him when we meet, it’s better to let him live a good life on his own.

really...

My XX was actually reborn before I could catch up with Brother Shu when he was alive! At least let me take another look at him! I can barely even remember what Brother Shu looks like!

When I came to the cemetery, my mood changed again and again. At first I felt a little sad recalling the past, but later I wanted to curse people so much! Oh my God, what would happen if you just moved the time of my rebirth two years forward? Let me take another look at Brother Shu and spend a few days with him! You have to take me back to high school. Even if I have too much homework, I still have to get acquainted with this little brat Lu Chengcheng and Lu Yinyin again! I asked the old man to abandon me again, just in time for the Empress Dowager Cixi to hit me the hardest. God, you are so cruel!

God said: Is it your fault that your life is so miserable?

Me: OK, you can do it...

……

Alas, in fact, I can’t blame God. It’s true that there are very few heroines in rebirth novels who are worse off than me. God wants me to have a better life, but he is also very difficult to deal with. If this happened to me two years ago, I would It was just when my brother was ill, and he was going to leave in front of me soon. Then I would probably scold God even more harshly than I do now. Forget it, God is innocent too...

I looked up at the sky in the distance. The sky was also gray today. It was clear that the sun was shining brightly in the morning, but now it is dark. There are no clouds. It is not cloudy. There is not a cloud at all. But I just can’t see the sun. The sun is not there. I don't know where it is hidden, but I can't find it.

The sky is still gray.

I sighed, and based on my past memories, I wanted to go up the mountain to find the location of Brother Shu’s cemetery. I remembered it should be halfway up the mountain.

Lu Chengcheng was still following me. I turned around and said, "Why are you still following me? Didn't you say you'd leave as soon as you delivered it? I'm here. You should go home quickly."

All joking aside, I actually don’t want Brother Shu to take him away, and I don’t want this little brat to go down and disturb Brother Shu.

But Lu Chengcheng actually refused again!

"No, I have to see what you are going to do. This is a cemetery. Aren't you scared?" Lu Chengcheng's face turned pale. I remember it must be his first time coming to the cemetery. He was so scared that he even wrapped himself in clothes. .

But I really can't tell a joke now, and I don't want to quarrel with him. I don't know what's blocking my heart, and I feel so uncomfortable that I can only talk to Lu Chengcheng softly.

"Are you afraid? What are you afraid of? This place is buried with people that others think about day and night and will never see again. They are so pitiful. My relatives are also here. What is there to be afraid of? Besides, it's broad daylight now. , who are you trying to scare?" I rolled my eyes at Lu Chengcheng, "Are you going or not? If not, I will leave first and ignore you."

"Go, go, let me go, don't leave me here..." Lu Chengcheng looked around tremblingly.

I suddenly laughed. This was the first time I saw a scared expression on Lu Chengcheng's face. I thought he was really paralyzed. But after being reborn, I actually felt the popularity in this little brat. I stepped forward Go grab his sleeve and lead him up the mountain.

"Don't worry, I won't leave you here." I said softly.

After walking for about five or six minutes, I came to the burial ground of my relatives.

I let go of Lu Chengcheng's hand and walked forward. I touched the photo of Brother Shu placed on the cold stone tablet.

The writing brother in the photo is smiling brightly. Who would have thought that at that time, writing brother was actually seriously ill and could not be saved, but he could still smile so happily.

I knew that he must be in pain at that time, and it hurt every day, and he had to take a lot of medicine to hold on. But in order not to scare me, he just held on and laughed every day. He hid all the painful aspects. Get up and don't let me see him until the day he leaves...

"What are you looking at? If you have the ability, come in and challenge..." Lu Chengcheng muttered from behind.

I couldn't hold it in anymore, and I swallowed back the tears that were about to come out, and turned into an unstoppable smile. Lu Chengcheng also let go of his fear, and laughed with me. We sat in front of Brother Shu's grave, laughing. Can't stop.

The sentence that Lu Chengcheng read was what was written on Brother Wu's tombstone. I'm not talking nonsense. He really wrote it like this. Writing this sentence on the tombstone was Brother Wu's last wish. He insisted that Aunt Lin and I must agree. To write this sentence, I have to write it a little bigger, which makes me feel sad every time I come back to see Brother Shu. The moment I see Brother Shu’s tombstone, my original sadness will break.

Lu Chengcheng poked me: "This relative of yours... is quite humorous."

I smiled and said, "This is a topic we discussed with Brother Shu when he was still here. He asked me what we would write on the tombstone if we died. Brother Shu said he would write this."

"Then what did you say you wanted to write at that time?"

"I said... I want to write Big Wolf's classic lines."

I squinted my eyes and moved closer to Lu Chengcheng. Lu Chengcheng wanted to hear what I had to say, so he naturally came closer to me. I took advantage of this "good opportunity" and stretched out my two sinful little hands to Lu Chengcheng's neck to scratch him!

"I will definitely be back!"

I tickled Lu Chengcheng until he burst into tears. He tried his best to hide from me. I knew that he was most afraid of tickling, and the second most afraid was me leaving him here.

Lu Chengcheng was frightened by the tickling, and he held my hands and refused to let go. I was not as strong as him, so I was actually "killed" for a moment! He grabbed both my wrists with his left hand, and then tickled me with his right hand!

I laughed so hard that I couldn’t breathe and shouted, “You cheated!”

"You deserve it, who asked you to scratch me first!"

"I was wrong, I was wrong, you are my eldest brother, okay, eldest brother, I was wrong..."

I kept begging for mercy, but it took Lu Chengcheng a while to let me go. The two of us looked at each other and burst out laughing.

No one else can laugh so happily in the cemetery...

After a while, we both seemed to feel a little bad, and we suppressed our laughter at the same time. I wonder if this is considered to be a tacit understanding? Anyway, after looking at each other, I really felt...I didn't feel as uncomfortable as before.

Lu Chengcheng sat a little closer to me. I felt that he was not as scared as before. He began to read carefully what the writer wrote on the tombstone.

In addition to that sentence, his name was also written on it, as well as "My favorite writer at all times."

"Is it you from time to time?" Lu Chengcheng asked me while looking at it.

"Nonsense, who else could it be besides me?"

"Lin Mozi, this name comes from... Silent writing, silent writing of the text." Lu Chengcheng's fingertips traced Brother Wu's name.

I originally wanted to watch quietly, but Lu Chengcheng insisted on mentioning Brother Zhi's full name. I couldn't help but raise my hands and cover my head: "Don't mention me writing the text silently. As soon as you mention it, I will remember it. I haven’t memorized a bunch of ancient poems yet, but my boss actually asked me to write them silently~"

I guessed right. After I said this, I would definitely be laughed at by Lu Chengcheng.

"Just memorize it honestly. I still remember that my old classmate was so angry in the office that he couldn't say anything. When I looked at it, I realized that it was you who wrote on the paper the words "Ten Years of Life and Death, Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf, hahahahahaha" …”

"I have to write, I have to write! Don't worry about me! My boss didn't scold me, it's not you who judged me, and it's not you who is angry..."

I gritted my teeth and pinched Lu Chengcheng's neck and shook it, but he held me down smoothly. After I stopped resisting, he put his hand on my shoulder again. The one I dislike...

"Men and women can't kiss each other!"

"We are now considered siblings..." Lu Chengcheng smiled helplessly and curled his lips.

"Don't mention your siblings to me. If you don't mention it, I can still talk to you properly." I pursed my lips and squinted my eyes, as if I wanted to deal with Lu Chengcheng.

He had no choice but to give up, "Okay, I won't mention it. Who wants to be your brother?"

He went back to look at Brother Zhi's tombstone, but I knew that there were only those few words on the tombstone. He should have finished reading it long ago. He just didn't know what to say. Now both of us have to admit that it really became They lost each other's relatives, and the people who should least be a family became a family. He really didn't know what else to say.

That’s all I have to say. I think we can still be friends for the last day. It’s not sure what happens tomorrow, but today, we can still be considered friends. I ask myself that I don’t hate him, but the relationship between the elders The estrangement has determined that we cannot live harmoniously under the same roof. Today may be the last day we smile at each other, and today we can talk to each other for the last time.

I leaned on Lu Chengcheng's shoulder.

"Lu Chengcheng, actually I really envy you. You have a mother, and soon you will have a father. My old man likes you very much, and he will be very kind to you."

Lu Chengcheng also leaned his head on mine.

"What about you?" he asked me.

"He likes me, not more than he likes you. In fact, I know that Lao Fu favors boys over girls, which is very serious. He is good to me because he has no choice. He has no son. He only has a daughter like me. You can be nice to me, but in the future, when he has you, I will be nothing."

"But you are his biological daughter. No matter how much I say, you are just a stepson..."

"But in fact, our starting points are the same, both... I am a daughter he doesn't like, stupid and disobedient, and the custody rights are still in the name of his ex-wife, whom he hates so much, and you, who is so good at studying, He knows everything, and he still likes your mother. As time goes by, I think even if it were me, I would like you more."

"What about Lin Mozu? Who is he? He likes you so much and you treat him as a relative. Is he your childhood friend?"

Hair loss? Childhood sweetheart?

I was stunned. These two words are both used to refer to close friends who grew up together. However, Brother Shu is a person who has not been with me since I grew up. He was no longer around when I was thirteen and was far away from me. Come on, I don’t know if he can be regarded as my childhood friend or childhood sweetheart.

But, he was indeed the one who brought me up.

Thirteen years, does it count as my entire youth?

It can be regarded as... my short-lived youth without interest entanglements and intrigues.

"That's right..." I sighed.