Fall in love with your enemy

The last time, after leaving Zheng Linjie's place, I met Gao Xinci head-on, and only in his arms could I feel at ease.

For more than half a year, I have been thinking that maybe what he said before was always wrong. I am the duckweed. If I didn’t have him, I wouldn’t be able to trust anyone completely, and I don’t know where I belong. , but it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t have me, because even he doesn’t have anyone he can really get close to. His ability is enough to support himself to live well, so I am the one who really needs him.

Gao Xinci was stunned for a while before he came back to his senses. The first thing he did was to hug me tightly, patting my back gently with one hand, and stroking my hair with the other hand. He didn't Speaking directly about Zheng Lin's pretense, he looked at his watch and thought about it, then changed his topic: "Shishi, let's go home, are you hungry? I cooked a lot of your favorite dishes. You have been sick recently. I’ve lost so much weight, let’s make up for it, okay?”

go home? Yes, sometimes I just need to go back to a peaceful and stable place.

I nodded, and Gao Xinci held my arm, took out a handkerchief to wipe my tears, and was about to take me away, but the sound of silent reading soon sounded behind him.

"Shishi, wait a moment."

I turned around, silently read three steps and then trotted over in two steps. I was a little surprised, because after knowing my thoughts, silently, although he would make fun of me at certain times, he would not do it in front of Gao Xinci. No matter what the performance, Gao Xinci had always maintained this balance with him without offending each other, but today it suddenly broke, and he didn't know why.

After Mo Du came closer, he handed me the phone and motioned for me to answer the phone. I was stunned for a moment before he sighed and whispered: "Your phone is turned off and dad can't contact you. I know you were with me this morning." Ask only when you are out."

"Ah?" I just took out my phone and took a look. It was indeed what I said silently. Then I remembered that I forgot to charge it last night, so I quickly answered the old man's call: "Hey, Dad, what's wrong?"

The old man breathed a long sigh of relief: "It's okay. I just saw that you were walking in a hurry in the morning, and you haven't reported that you are safe until now. Dad was a little worried, so he asked, eh, why did you go to the hospital? Are you feeling unwell? Really? You can’t hide this from dad."

"Oh -" I didn't know what to say for a moment. After all, my whole family had warned me not to come see Zheng Lin. I was feeling depressed when I looked up and saw that the silent reading had a good cover. I quickly said, "I'll come." Look at Mo Nian, and Xiangyang still has my physical examination report, so he stopped by to pick it up."

"That's right." Lao Fu replied.

I breathed a sigh of relief after I got through the test. I took advantage of the opportunity to look up at Gao Xinci. Only then did I realize that he and Modu had met again at some point. Both of their faces were not very good-looking, and each one looked skinny. It was hard to laugh, so I knew I was in trouble again.

"Are you done with your work now? Go home early. Your second uncle and younger uncle will be back tonight to have a meal together." Old Fu said again.

But I couldn't listen anymore, so I just agreed repeatedly and hung up the phone. After returning the phone to me, I pulled Gao Xinci and wanted to leave, but after testing it, I realized that the man, who was more than 80 meters tall, Big man, a little Karami like me couldn't really pull him away, so he finally stood there blankly.

"I remember Teacher Lin has class today, why is she still free to come to the hospital?" Gao Xinci said, holding me in his arms with each hand.

I naturally understood that he was jealous and wanted to show off to Silent Reading, but sometimes he couldn't accept it, especially in public. This is a hospital, and I didn't want outsiders to laugh at me because of my personal affairs. , Moreover, Silent Reading was on a very unfavorable side. His original purpose was just to get me to answer the phone and nothing else. Gao Xinci's pressure was really unnecessary.

Fortunately, the silent reading still gave in as always. After looking at me quietly, he did not embarrass me: "It seems that even if Mr. Gao no longer becomes my student, he is still very familiar with my class time. Thank you for your concern." Yes, I'm here to pick up Mo Nian, and I stopped by to see the elders who have supported our family. Now that I've finished reading, I have to go find Mo Nian, please do as you please."

"Well, it's windy today, so it's not good for me to stay outside all the time. Silu, after you pick her up, go home early, bye." I said a series of words, and this time I could drag Gao Xinci away. This little farce stopped when they moved.

After getting my physical examination report from Xiangyang and waiting to go back to deal with the old man in the evening, I was dragged back to the small courtyard by Gao Xinci. He drove along the way. I was thinking about Zheng Lin's pretense and had nothing to say. Occasionally, I would look back at him when I was free. There was no likeness or resentment in his eyes, just a light expression. If he had never been like this when he was with me in the past, if he had, I would definitely ask what was going on, but since then After Wang Yi's incident, all questions were unnecessary.

It probably really left a mark on Gao Xinci's heart. More than two hundred days have passed, and the passion for love has gradually faded away, leaving only these plain appearances. Sometimes I also want to complain that he has changed and is indifferent. But the words came to his lips but he couldn't say them out. Why was he so indifferent? Why is there a rift in our relationship? These things were caused by me, and I really can’t find anything wrong with his actions.

There is company when I feel lost, support when I am wronged, gifts during holidays, and help when I am in trouble. Later, in order to make up for it, I confessed to him a lot of things I had done that I was worried about in private, including the source of my silent thoughts, my suspicions about the cause of Brother Shu’s death, He thought carefully about the investigation of Kang Rui, Chengcheng's identity and the Lu family's difficulties, and the speculation about William's sudden disappearance. He told me his thoughts and sent his cronies to investigate with Liang Sen's people. , everything has been done thoroughly, I really have nothing to say, and in the end I can only come up with a "wrong theory" to comfort myself:

Isn’t this how couples live their lives? Everyone is different. The love will pass, and the remaining days are life. In fact, the most important thing about two people’s companionship is no longer feelings, but responsibility. Gao No one can compare to Xin Ci's level of responsibility. Why should I be dissatisfied?

After peeping for a long time, Gao Xinci noticed my gaze and glanced at me in the rearview mirror. I quickly took it back and pretended to take the mirror out of my bag to put on some lipstick.

"What's wrong?" Gao Xinci asked.

I shook my head: "Nothing."

When we reached the red light, he stopped and rubbed my head comfortingly. Then he was silent all the way, and soon we arrived at the courtyard.

As promised when we were in the hospital, Gao Xinci was going to cook after changing his clothes. Unfortunately, I really didn’t have any appetite, so I pulled him over and said no, I just asked my aunt to cook some light dishes. So he took his notebook and revised the plan in the living room as usual. He was working and accompanying me. I would lean next to him and do the questions. Occasionally, I would ask him if I had any questions. I originally thought that I would just hang out like this all afternoon and go home in the evening. Yes, but when the clock in the room reached twelve o'clock and dinged a few times, the person who took away my textbook was not the aunt who came to ask me to eat, but Gao Xinci.

I pressed my brows to express my doubts, and he smiled slightly. He didn't know which muscle he had suddenly cramped, but without any explanation he held me in his arms and shook me, and reached out to pull off the slippers on my feet.

"What are you doing?" I was stunned, and I felt that the smile on his face at this moment was very malicious.

"Help me take off my glasses." Gao Xinci whispered.

In fact, my original intention was to ask him if he had any hands, but when I looked carefully, I saw that he actually had both hands. One hand was on my waist, getting under my clothes and groping around, and the other hand was grabbing my feet. I had no choice but to endure my curiosity and did as he asked. Who would have thought that I had guessed it correctly? As expected, without the things to block my eyes, he leaned down and bit my lips tightly. I was so moved by this. I was startled by the sudden intimacy, and my instinct was to hide away, but he was already prepared. I said why he suddenly grabbed my feet, it turned out to be because he was afraid that I would run away! He held my waist and made me unable to move, so I had to accept it obediently. Unexpectedly, he went even further. A simple kiss was not enough. After a short time, he held my chin and asked me to open my mouth. When the tip of his tongue touched, my whole body suddenly felt... People have become soft.

It took him a long time to let go with satisfaction. I suppressed my pounding heart and looked at him with a blushing face. Finally, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I ran to the edge of the sofa with a "Teng" sound. I covered my mouth and looked around to confirm. When no one saw it, he said shyly: "What are you doing? Auntie will come over soon and ask us to eat. What if she sees her? If you are not shy, I will be shy..."

Gao Xinci smiled happily, got up and walked over, dragging me up and holding me in his arms again. He was still afraid that I would run away, but this time he grabbed my hand, took the gold-rimmed glasses from my hand and wiped them. After putting it on, he paused and then said: "We have been living together for half a year, and the aunts have already gotten used to it. One of them asked me two days ago, saying that he hasn't seen us hugging each other in the past few days. Yes, did we have a quarrel?"

"Huh?!" I suddenly felt outrageous. Thinking about it, I always felt that I was hiding something very deep, but the aunts' sharp eyes were so scary that they would take out a handful of melon seeds to watch my excitement anytime and anywhere.

Gao Xinci nodded with the same feeling of "sadness", and then looked up at the layout of the small living room: "I think the problem is that our house is too small, and the aunts' actions can only be limited to the small courtyard and outside. The kitchen and living room are still occupied by the two of us, so bumping into something is inevitable, so I thought that after the exam is over, we can move to a bigger house, just like Xie Yushuhe and Luolinsheng. The smoke is like that, so you can’t hit it.”

"I want to buy a house again." I squinted my eyes and said, straightened my body and sat up straight, and followed his example and looked at the small courtyard: "Actually, I think it's not bad, and it's just the two of us. There is no need to buy a big courtyard with four or five buildings stacked together. Your family is here because it is a pretense for the tribe, and mine is because my second uncle and the others also move in from time to time, and there are many people. Otherwise, my old man will also live there. I don’t want to guard such a big empty yard alone. Our two families have enough houses in Linjiang. If we want to find a bigger place to live during the summer vacation, we can just move to the manor. Mr. Fu They just bought me two sets in two days, and I haven’t been there yet.”

"Coming from Linjiang, I want to say that if we don't go to college in Linjiang in the future, we should buy a bigger house near the university." Gao Xinci said while letting me lean on his shoulder. After waiting for a while, he tentatively asked me: "Shishi, have you ever thought about where to go to college? Yingjing? Or go back to your hometown of Jinhai?"

I was stunned for a moment, and only then did I remember that there was this important issue. However, I was not nervous about my studies. I knew that those things had already been determined. In my last life, I was admitted to Kelan University in this city and a university. With an ordinary book, no matter how hard I try in this life, I will still score less than 600 points in 589. The most I can do is to study for an unpopular major in Linjiang University. But Gao Xinci is different. He closes his eyes and scores 700 points. In the last life, he and Chengcheng were dragged away crying by the people from Yingjing University with scores of more than 700 points.

I didn't even notice that time flies by so fast. It turns out that we will be separated again soon for four years. Although I know that even in different cities, he will still come back to see me once a week, but the two of us are here now. We are in such a lonely state every day when we are together. If we separate, I don’t dare to think about what will happen. Moreover, there are many classes in the Finance Department of Yingda University. He has to come back to see me on weekends and I have to catch up on papers. I don’t want him to be so tired. .

But with my grades, I couldn't get into any of Yingjing's universities, and with so many things going on at home, I really couldn't leave Linjiang with peace of mind.

I sighed and got out of his arms, sat on the sofa and huddled up: "If you want me to divert my attention from Zheng Lin's pretense, then this is a really bad topic. Why don't you mention it?" I will only feel more uncomfortable in college, and we are going to be separated.”

"How could it be?" Gao Xinci came over with a little distress and still hugged me: "I will go wherever you go."

I could only smile bitterly at his words. Love is very good, but what is more important than the future? He thinks it doesn't matter where he goes, but I will feel guilty for the rest of my life.

"Mom told me that she wants you to study abroad. It happens that she stays in China to look after the domestic industry. It will be better for your family to show your face in foreign markets. Moreover, Zhu Wenqing's mother is from a foreign country. Man, if I study abroad with you this time, it can be regarded as visiting relatives, killing two birds with one stone, right?" I said with a wry smile.

"But I have never planned to go abroad. If I leave, my mother will be the only one to support the eldest son. Then the second master and the third master will definitely make troubles one after another. There is William watching eagerly not far away. Also, Gao Han Entropy went abroad to study before, and his market power there has already been established. Even if I went there, I would not gain as much as if I stayed in China to consolidate the market in just a few years. Besides, if I go abroad , Zuo Qiao must also go with me, Zhu Wenqing is probing for a kiss, isn't Zuo Qiao going to leave his hometown and stay away from his parents? Moreover, I can't bear to leave you." Gao Xinci said very seriously, only the last sentence softened a little After talking for a while, he kissed my forehead.

"Then you will definitely take the Yingda University exam. That is the best choice for you in China now. The shipyard's head office is also in Yingjing. It would be the greatest help if you go there. I can't pass the exam..." I curled my lips and said dejectedly: "As for me, I don't really want to leave Linjiang. I guess it would be better to go to Linjiang University, and I can't choose a good major. Kelan University is quite good. As for the Jinhai you mentioned The university is great, and I don't have to worry about not getting into it. My dad donated more than two buildings there, but I really don't want to go back to my old house. I'm afraid that because of my brain, I will have to go there in a few days. I lost everything because of my misfortune."

"You want to stay in Linjiang, and I happen to want to, so let's go to Linjiang together." Gao Xinci squeezed my palm, still smiling, "It doesn't matter whether you are professional or not, what do you have? If not, let me help you. Anyway, each of our families has a throne to inherit, and you don’t have to worry about not being able to find a job. I can teach you about business matters. But if you really just want to go to the finance department, it’s a big deal. I also donated a building to Lin Da, it’s not a big deal.”

Me: Dumbfounded, the buff black man had a question mark face, I sat up straight with a "shudder", and reached out to touch Gao Xinci's forehead.

"My dear, you are not confused by the fever, are you?"

"Of course not." Gao Xinci looked very serious. He took my hand and gestured to me seriously: "Look, the most important thing is that we have always been together. We have just been engaged for less than a year. Years, how can we separate them? This is very unreasonable! Secondly, it is true that the head office of the shipyard is in Yingjing, but think about it, our family’s biggest business is shipbuilding, especially our eldest son, 100% Seventy percent of the income comes from shipbuilding, but Yingjing doesn’t even have a river! Now, according to the family’s wishes, they want to move the head office to Linjiang. After all, this is our hometown, and my old house is still there. Here, don’t you think? It’s just that right now, there are a lot of documents to sort out, so it was delayed for a while.”

"Ah? You're not just trying to make me happy, are you talking nonsense? How can the head office say it's going to accommodate you? It would be a pity to give up on such a good location in Yingjing." I obviously didn't believe it, but Gao Xin resigned What he said does seem to make sense.

"Why are you coaxing me? Otherwise, you think I will go to high school in Laijiang. It is reasonable for my mother to move with me. Why are the second master and the third master rushing to buy real estate first? And we just put Ying Jing We didn’t say we would give up on becoming a branch company. No matter how good the location is, it still depends on the actual situation. Previously, our family wanted to do real estate and catering. We moved the head office there because of the large flow of people in Yingjing. , isn’t this because I had no experience before, the pressure of competition was high, and I suffered losses, so I decided to return to my old business. Not only can I be closer to the factory in Linjiang, but I also have more opportunities for cooperation. Recently, my mother wants to start a business with the Zhao family. We are meeting to discuss cooperation. If their new electronic products can be modified and put on our boats, it will be safer to go to sea. Do you think this is true?" Gao Xinci nodded in agreement as he spoke. , suddenly thought of something and suddenly shrank his neck, then glanced at me with a wry smile and said: "Why do you say this again? If we still stay in Linjiang, then we really don't need to buy a new house in Linjiang." Isn’t it right next to our two manors..."

I stared blankly at Gao Xinci's appearance, feeling sour and bitter in my heart. I couldn't tell exactly what it felt like. I understood that the main reason he said so much was because he didn't want us to separate. Unfortunately, I had thought about complaining before. He has been emotionally indifferent to me over the past year.

Or maybe he didn't want to be indifferent, but he just couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart. Today, it was because of Zheng Lin's incident and he wanted to make me happy that he went through it forcefully.

Seeing that I didn't reply, Gao Xinci probably muttered in his heart, thinking that I must have guessed what he was thinking, so he finally gritted his teeth and hugged me tightly: "Well, I just can't let you go. I can't live a day without you! I won't go to Yingda! I will stay in Linjiang! We have agreed on where you are and where I will be, don't even think about going back on your word!"

I couldn't hold it back, I laughed out loud, put my arms around his neck and kissed him gently, and nodded.

Only then did Gao Xinci approach me with a smile to discuss the renovation of the manor and make everything the best.

This scene is like going back to the time when we were never separated. I thought that reconciliation would be my extravagant dream in this life. It turns out that one day it will come true. I thought about his promise to me that we will never be separated and what is about to happen. This is the happiest time in college, and I can’t help but abandon all the sadness these days and look forward to the days to come.