Fall in love with your enemy

The next time I came to the South Tower gate, I saw a miserable and desolate place. I felt sorry for my aunt, but I was also glad that I was not the loser. Otherwise, I would be the one who gets all this now.

I straightened my clothes, followed Liang Sen and a few strong aunts behind me, carrying supplements, and walked in with small steps. We crossed the long corridor and walked through the glass-domed living room, and went up to the third floor to my aunt's room. Knocking on the door, an extremely plain voice came: "Leave it at the door, I'll go out and get it later."

It seemed that she regarded me as the aunt who came to deliver medicine every day. I smiled bitterly and waved my hand. Liang Sen asked people to put all the supplements at the door of the room and moved them to the small living room outside. I cleared my throat: "Little Aunt, it’s me, I brought a few things over to see you.”

There was silence in the room for a while, and then there was a long sigh. After a long time, she gave the answer: "Come in, the door is unlocked."

I motioned to Liang Sen to stay not far away, and then opened the door and went in.

The room looks very tidy. The bedding has just been changed and exudes the fragrance of rose juice. My aunt has always had this habit. She likes roses and asks people to soak her belongings with rose petals every three days. Therefore, now my house My uncle dug up the back garden and asked people to plant roses of various colors. Because of this, my apple trees were forced to move. Now I estimate that I will be able to move my apple trees back soon.

The beauty in a floral-blue nightgown quietly half-reclined on two layers of pillows, with a pair of slender white hands folded over each other, covered with fragrant quilts, like a painting. The only flaw was her Her expression was not good, and her curved eyebrows were knitted together. She must be very dissatisfied with my arrival. Fortunately, such emotions were fleeting, and she remained indifferent, or perhaps listless.

"You think you won, did you come here to see my joke?" The aunt smiled lightly and said weakly.

I had no intention of adding insult to injury and didn't want to waste time with her, so I took a step back and bowed respectfully at the door: "Auntie, I'm overthinking this. I'm sick, and I don't want to come over to contact you." , but my father asked me to respect you as an elder. If the elder is leaving, he should come over and say a few words to you. Now that I have finished talking, I also asked someone to put the things that nourish your body in the living room. I'm leaving."

"You're here, sit down and have a rest."

Just as she was about to turn around, she sighed again and said, "But I don't have the ability to let others look at each other and let go of grudges, so I can only turn back with a straight face."

"Farewell, I'm afraid I'll give it to my aunt after I'm sick."

"I'm sick too. I don't want you to take this opportunity. Come and sit down and bring me the medicine." The aunt said with a slight mockery. She didn't know whether she was mocking herself or me. She would still laugh at me even if she won. Elder, I still have to take care of my brother-in-law's face and be manipulated by her.

However, this time was not bad, so I endured my temper and walked over with the medicine on the table.

"Sit down." She took the medicine bowl and drank it all in one gulp. At this time, she didn't pour the medicine away and pretended to be pitiful to her uncle.

I sneered and sat on the chair next to the bed. After thinking about it for a moment, I had no intention of being polite to her: "I heard that my aunt is not willing to go back to Yingjing and wants to go back to live in her old house in Jinhai?"

Hearing the implication of my words, Zhou Xia paused as she put down the bowl. Thinking about it, she, the third lady, was really afraid that she would end up in trouble. Now, she refused to go back to Yingjing to guard her family in peace and had to go to Jinhai. In that place, she struggled with wits and courage all day long to prove her identity. In the end, no matter what, her sarcastic smile could only be given to herself.

It's just that I didn't expect that she could really tear through this layer of window paper and really put this shameful identity on herself.

"I'm the only one in Yingjing. It's really boring. I'm not as good as Laozhai. Although I have more calculations, I'm still popular. Besides, what can I do if I go back? I'm a wife who was almost divorced. I'm no longer a threat. Can they still eat me?" Zhou Xia looked up at me and smiled helplessly.

I nodded slightly and chuckled: "As long as Auntie is happy, don't get me wrong. I just said it casually and never said anything bad about the old house."

"Stop pretending. There is no one else here. Yesterday I repeatedly requested that the surveillance cameras be removed. No one will find out what you really look like."

"I don't understand what auntie is saying."

"That's all, it's up to you. However, I would like to remind you, don't get too proud too early. You think you have won by driving me away, but in fact, this is just the beginning."

"What's the meaning."

I raised my head. Previously I had been distracted by my emotions and didn't want to talk to her anymore. It seemed that she didn't want to fight with me anymore. But now, I'm afraid she really agreed with what Lao Fu just wanted to tell me. People always She will tell the truth at some point. You know, Zhou Xia has stayed in the Fu family longer than me.

"I told you that you probably wouldn't believe it. I didn't have a child, and you discovered the murder of Liu Zonglan. I really didn't want to make it easy for you, but I never thought about killing you. From time to time, I never had anything to do with you. No grudges, I used to be nice to you, but I had nowhere to vent my grievances, you are the only person I can find revenge on." Zhou Xia raised her eyebrows and smiled contemptuously.

"No enmity?" I snorted coldly: "I also feel that there is no enmity between my aunt and I. I have never understood why you insist on holding on to the matter between me and my uncle. Why do you clearly I know that you can't keep your child and you blame me for all this. Liu Zonglan's evil will be punished. If she dies, I won't have any trouble in my heart at all. I don't want to worry about those unnecessary things with you, but why, little aunt You are just being unreasonable and spreading rumors about me and other people. My relationship with the Lin family is not clear. I have a guilty conscience. I can't stand it if you want to go out and talk nonsense, but you won't even let go of the dead Yun Jin. This I just can’t understand it.”

But Zhou Xia shook her head, sighed slightly, and then looked away, but she didn't answer my question directly.

"You are so pitiful. No one in this family really loves you. Everyone wants to get something from you and prove something. What's the use of blood ties? Don't worry about the rights and wrongs in the family. Be selfish and live for yourself. That's enough. No one in this world is worth your life for, not even your closest relatives. Put away your cleverness and be stupid when it's time to be stupid. After these few years, when you get older, you will be old. Marry into the Gao family honestly, go away with Gao Xin, and never come back again, because you don't know how terrible the Fu family is, but I know..."

I glanced up and down, only to feel that her soul might not be awake under her plain expression.

"Auntie, you must be confused." I said very coldly.

"I'm not confused. It's you who believes too much in what you see with your own eyes. But in this family, you can act and pretend a lot. If you show up like this again, it will not be good for you. You will not end well, because you I don’t know your brother-in-law, I don’t know your second uncle, I don’t know your own father, I don’t know anyone in the Fu family! Fu Yunjin is a white-eyed wolf. As a student of the third room, your brother-in-law didn’t give him much. A prosperous life, but also gave him food and clothing, and cured his illness, but what did Fu Yunjin give back to your brother-in-law? The death of one person plunged the entire third house into dire straits. Don't be stupid, girl, he is just a human being Example, do you still want to see examples like Gengshiduo? There are no interests in this world, and no one will love you for no reason. Blood relationship is the most useless thing for a cold person and a cold family. .”

After listening to what she said, I felt that she was confused because of illness. I thought she could come up with any good tricks, but in the end she was just trying to sow discord. Who else knows what is going to happen in the future better than me? I have already suffered once and come back.

"I have seen many people who can act and pretend. Believe it or not, I already know the outcome of the future. No matter what state of life I am in, no matter where I go, my natal family will be my most beneficial support. My relatives are the ones who love me most in the world. You said you can act and pretend, and you have seen it. I am not more sincere than anyone else. I have acted in many dramas in my life, but I have to decide whether I can act or not. I believe It’s the same with everyone in this world, no one can act in one play for a lifetime.”

I sat upright and said, I think that my uncle might still be in his prime when I left in my last life, but the old man and my second uncle are already in their sixties. When they were young, they were too busy working and did not take care of their health. , so I am not very healthy in my later years. Even if I still want to do something, how can I still have the ability?

"You asked me not to take care of family affairs and to be an extremely selfish person, but as a child of a big family, I must not be selfish. You asked me to marry Gao Xinci and then fly away with him and never come back, but you Do you know how sad it would be to be in your husband’s family without your mother’s family?”

"It's even harder to live with my mother's family. Just like the Zhou family, they have always only regarded me as a cash cow." Zhou Xia looked at me and said so much, still looking frivolous.

"But not everyone's family in the world is like this. Don't tie me up with your thoughts. I don't believe what you say. I only believe what I see with my eyes. I love my family and I believe in them." Everyone loves me. You mentioned Yun Jin just now, so let me tell you carefully. Yun Jin is a very good person. He protects all the children like him in the old house very well. Many students in the house also regard him as their hero. Yes, his uncle gave him food and clothing, but with all his skills, how could he not solve his own food and clothing? You said that your uncle treated him, but how did he get sick in the first place? ? Is he born with a weak disease? It was clearly the third mistress who saw her brother-in-law unwilling to listen to her discipline, so she had to take the lead in venting her anger on his students. She asked the housekeeper to make things difficult for her again and again, and beat her when there was something wrong. Have you ever seen it? He was covered in wounds! His life was only nineteen years, and I couldn’t see the healed wounds. There were 319 wounds that had not healed or left scars. Yun Yan couldn’t sleep at night, and she remembered every wound one by one. Tell me, everything seems like it happened yesterday, so clear, heartbreaking. Aunt, please bring it in yourself. Yun Jin is a head taller than you, but not much heavier than you. Your own body Can there be more than three hundred wounds left in the empty space, and can there still be a good spot on his body?"

"So what? Does it have anything to do with you? You said that he is so pitiful and shining through the ages. Has his kindness and greatness ever benefited you? Is he also very good to you? He knows that his end is coming. , why bother to provoke you? Doesn’t he know that he will probably die in your arms when he walks out of that door? You will not be involved in rumors after his death. People are selfish. For him, he What he insists on in his heart, his sister, and the students he takes care of are all more important than you! You are just a tool for him to climb up a high branch and appear in front of everyone!"

"So what? Does he have any other options? He saw his life coming to an end before his eyes. When I saw him, he had less than a month left to live. He was free, but his sister What? There are more than a hundred fatherless and motherless orphans in the old house. They still have a long way to go. Once he leaves, all the suffering will befall these children. What else can he do! If it were me, suffering day and night for nineteen years with no way to cry out, I would definitely be even more cruel than him! Not to mention a stranger whom I have only known for half a month, I have the desire to drag my whole family to hell! I am the young lady in the family, I have an obligation to the whole family, and it was my fault for not discovering his distress earlier. Not to mention being used by him, even if I paid for the lives of all the helpless descendants of the Fu family over the years, I have nothing to say. !Don't tell me anything about those in power needing to be ruthless. I don't have that kind of ambition or ability. I just want my loved ones to live well! I just want everyone in my family to be able to seek justice. ! I have a clear conscience and am not afraid that you will record what I said today and spread it around."

Lao Fu just told me that I can't let others see everything in my heart, but I really can't keep these words in my heart, so I can only express them out loud.

Zhou Xia may have been really touched after hearing what I said, and her eyes trembled. I also believed that she was not a ruthless person at first. Sadly, after much thought, she still fell into an empty silence and shook her head gently. Shake his head.

"Silly boy, the other young masters and ladies in this family may have your thoughts, but you are different. You are abandoned. You are different..."

When the word "abandonment" was mentioned, I was indeed touched. I was in poverty for thirteen years and did not have a complete family. I was indeed sad about this, but I soon suppressed this emotion.

"Abandonment" was not what my parents wanted, and it was a helpless move. I have long since let go.

And I think, if it hadn't been for these thirteen years, I wouldn't have met my brother, and I wouldn't have had such a life of being well-loved even if my biological parents were not around. I have nothing to say.

"You still don't understand, being his daughter will be very pitiful..." Zhou Xia looked very pitiful for me, and even had tears in his eyes.

I sneered, and after saying this I was completely relieved, so I raised my eyes and looked at her even more pitifully: "I heard that my aunt is going to take two children back to the old house this time to relieve her boredom. I don't know which two are she going to take?"

"I'll take Shuyi and Shutong with me." Zhou Xia took a breath and said calmly.

So I lamented even more. My aunt has two sons and three daughters. It’s just that she can’t see her daughters on weekdays. I could easily predict her choice at this time. It’s not that I don’t feel sorry for my two younger brothers who were born in bad health. , but what’s wrong with my sisters? Why can't I feel my mother's love since I was born? Zening and Zexin are just two of them. I am a little older and I have given birth and can help take care of some of them, but Zelu is still an infant, she is less than one year old.

Once, when I was holding this young child on the rooftop to bask in the sun, my heart broke when I saw her crying and smiling at me. Looking at the sun rising in the distance, I lost my mind several times. The idea of ​​revenge against Zhou Xia came up because I thought about thousands of possibilities, and I couldn't imagine how such a young child would live without her mother one day.

But now it seems that her mother never cared about her life or death.

A gentleman will be blessed with good fortune and good fortune for ten thousand years. The name of my sister, Xiao Luer, comes from the Book of Songs of the Pre-Qin Dynasty, "Yuanyang". It was originally for good intentions, wishing the gentleman a long life and good luck to enjoy it together. It is a pity that it was her father who gave her this name, not Mother, Xiaoluer is no different from not having a mother.

"That's why it's so pitiful to be your daughter."

I left this sentence behind, not wanting to waste time and energy on such a selfish person. Even if it was true, I didn't want to hear it anymore, so I left without looking back.