Fall in love with your enemy

The next time, the plan was completely over, and I was completely crushed.

I always feel that every time I accomplish something, the first thing I want to think about is never solving any trouble for myself, but being soft-hearted and feeling that I have not done well here or there. Many times I also feel that I am being pretentious and annoying. , Fortunately, God gave me this shortcoming, and he will always give me a way to solve it, which is to keep giving me all kinds of troubles, so that I have no time to think about the past.

I sighed out the window, and smiled as I sighed, even though it was a forced smile.

Things at home have come to an end, but there are still a lot of things outside.

Zheng Lin pretended to investigate the spies over there, and also tried to find a way to send people into her small courtyard to help Ji Bin. Kang Rui's disappearance case has not yet been solved. This matter concerns Brother Shu. I can't bet all my chips on the Hou family. Even though I believe in Xiang Yang, Uncle Hou is someone who will definitely seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. He will not let The only son came to interfere. Also, I have to find a way to deal with those troublemakers in the Zhou family, and I can't let them go unchecked all the time.

Thinking of this makes me have a headache, and I don’t know how many tomorrows it will take for my head to start. I don’t dare to think about the past anymore, so I have to cover myself up and sleep, otherwise I won’t be energetic tomorrow!

But I had just yawned, and before I could even open the quilt, there was another "dong-dong" knock on the door.

"Who is it?" I probed my head.

"It's me." The voice of silent reading came from outside.

I was a little confused, but I changed my clothes and got up and went to the door. When I opened the door, I saw Mo Du wearing a very flat black shirt and a pair of gold-rimmed eyes. He was leaning gently against the door with his face on his face. He had a very gentle look on his face, and a smile formed on his lips after seeing me.

"Read silently? It's so late, why aren't you sleeping yet?" I looked down at my watch, it was already 11:30 pm.

Except for me, no one in the Fu family has the habit of staying up late. If there is no work, they will turn off the lights early and go to bed. I looked behind me and saw that except for the faint light in the corridor, everything in the living room was already dark. .

I still remember that he didn’t have the habit of staying up late when he was reading silently. He always strictly controlled himself to go to bed early and get up early.

"You haven't slept yet." Mo Du chuckled, and stood up straight after joking: "Actually, I didn't want to disturb you, but when I saw that the light was still on in your room, I came over with some hope, and it turned out that You really haven't slept yet, it seems I will be very lucky." He said silently, his eyes narrowed to a slit.

But I was even more confused and couldn't help but frown: "Why? Do you want to stay up all night playing mahjong with me? But we are missing two."

I read it silently and burst out laughing. I reached out and patted my head in awe: "What are you thinking about? I can't play mahjong."

"What about Landlords?" I tilted my head.

But Silent Reading seemed to have no intention of joking with me anymore. His eyes were suddenly covered with a layer of watery mist as if he had drunk a lot of wine. He stared at me with a smile on his red cheeks, and suddenly stretched out his hands to hold me gently. Lived me.

I was a little dazed for a moment, but when I felt it was inappropriate and wanted to withdraw my hand, it was too late. I held it tighter and kept rubbing my thumb on the back of my hand.

"Read you silently..."

"Shishi, I want to take you somewhere. Can you stay with me for a while? It won't take you long, it'll be fine in a while."

I seemed to have been blocked by something and remained speechless, probably because I was really surprised - in my memory, it was clear that Silent Reading was not this character. Although there were some traces of my previous life that could be found in my behavior, but Apparently silent reading is still more active than I thought.

I didn't reply for a long time, and the expression in my silent reading suddenly changed, and I became obviously lowered, and my long eyelashes drooped: "If you are sleepy, then forget it."

"Well...it's not bad, but where are you taking me? It's so late." I thought for a while and said, after all, I have been working on Wang Yi's affairs for so long these days, and I can't even do such a small thing. It’s really unreasonable to refuse to agree even to requests.

Seeing that there was still room for a turn in the matter, Mo Du suddenly raised his head like a lively deer and looked at me with a smile: "You'll know once you get there."

Before I could react, She Du took off my coat hanging on the hanger at the door and draped it over me without any explanation. He took my wrist and ran out. The sound of cheerful footsteps rang out in the quiet night, waking up one after another. The sleeping souls, the aunts who were lightly asleep or keeping vigil turned on the lights one by one with the sound of footsteps. Occasionally, one or two opened the windows and looked in the direction we were running.

"Miss? Mr. Lin? Where are you going so late?"

"I can't sleep. Let's go out for a walk. Auntie, please take a rest early." She Du seemed to be very happy.

And I was so anxious that I came out wearing slippers! He ran so fast that I couldn't keep up, and my slippers almost reached my ankles! While running, he replied behind him: "Auntie, please go to sleep, I, I, I... I'm just hungry. I went out for a late-night snack and will be back soon!"

My inner OS: Huh, let’s look at the scenery. This black and cold winter scenery is such a hell of a scenery. What can you see? Even if you want to look at it, let me change my shoes first...I will definitely eat this meal tonight, otherwise I will lose money. died!

Just as I was thinking, I was already pulled into the parking lot by Silent Reading. I was lifted up and stuffed into the passenger seat like a small pendant. Silent Reading fastened my seat belt for me, and then quickly ran to the driver's seat and drove. The road at night No one was there, and I don’t know if it was for this reason. I drove extremely fast tonight while reading silently, and it even made me feel like someone was trying to murder me.

My weak mind couldn't help but force my body to grip the seat...

After driving for almost twenty minutes, I pushed the accelerator silently and took me to the suburbs. Apart from the car under me, all I could see was an endless lawn. There was the sound of gurgling water directly in front of the lawn. I walked forward. After a few steps, we realized that we were at the top of a canyon, with the surging Linjiang River below and a hill not far away.

I looked around this place, and it seemed a bit familiar, but I still couldn't remember where I had seen it before.

I still don’t understand what Silent Reading brought me here to see, but after getting off the car, I felt that the air was quite good.

Come to think of it, I've been at home these days, being sick and working hard on planning issues. It's been a long time since I've had a good rest, so it's good to come out for a breather.

Silently picked me up from behind and shocked me again, but before I could scream, he put me down again. I sat on the front of the white car, and my feet in pink plush pig head socks were covered by him. Holding it in his hand, he looked worried and guilty, and it took a long time before he raised his head to look at me.

"I'm sorry, Shishi, I was walking so fast that I didn't even notice. You haven't changed your shoes yet, and your feet are already so cold." Mo Du said softly, rubbing his hands and covering my feet even more tightly. some.

Me: I'm embarrassed to death! He quickly pulled his feet back and grabbed the ears of the two little pigs, his face turned red to the roots of his ears, and his inner drama was about to explode!

Brother! Now that you've dragged me out, stop worrying about these trivial things, okay? He even scratched my jiojio and it made me itchy! No need to!

But on the surface, I was still gentle, peaceful, and friendly. I calmed down and said, "It's okay. I didn't feel it even if you didn't tell me. I was born with cold hands and feet. No matter how much I wear them, I feel that way. I don't blame you." I raised my head and tried to find a way to change the subject. Just in time, the hazy night gave me inspiration: "Sidu, what on earth did you bring me here to do?"

After reading silently, he relaxed and smiled, lowered his head and glanced at his watch: "You will know soon."

I didn’t understand what he meant, but he was very active in reading silently. He took a coat from the back seat of the car and put it on me. In addition, there was a well-made mahogany box, which looked like what he called a “surprise.” ".

"What is that box?" I asked as I poked my head around.

"Close your eyes."

Silently smiled and stretched out his hand to cover me. I closed it obediently, and he came closer again, as if he was whispering in my ear. The softness like a stream of water cannot be described in words. I can only feel the light wind on the ear. .

"three."

"two."

"one."

I put down my hand while reading silently, and looked up at the sky. It was still cloudy just now. Suddenly, the silver-white moonlight passed through the clouds and sparsely sprinkled on the earth. It fell on the endless flowing river, and the blue scrolls shimmered. In the sparkling sky, occasionally a few lone birds flying south chirped a few times, and then ran towards the place where the moonlight rose.

The autumn water was the same color as the sky. At that moment, I seemed to see the picture in the textbook.

I couldn't help but smile. Silent reading always has such magic. I don't know why he always has so many ways to let me see many of the most dazzling moments. He can be easily liked no matter where he goes. .

"Don't look back." Mo Du said softly from behind, and then the wooden box opened lightly.

Dots of fluorescent light rose from behind me, followed by hundreds or even thousands of them, some scattered, and some gathered into a pile, becoming a brighter light source, as good as the moon. I couldn't help but reach out and touch it, and the star clusters appeared again. Spread out, and for a moment it seems like hundreds of flowers are blooming.

At that moment, many precipitated memories arose in my mind, and I felt like crying after a brief moment of joy.

I finally understand, why do I feel familiar here? How could I not be familiar with it? I have been here before. More than ten years ago, I deeply loved this place and the person who brought me here. I stood up again here and discarded all the bad things. For the first time after Brother Shu left, I saw that the world was colorful. When I looked around, it was no longer gray. Ninety-nine fireflies lit up the night sky.

A chill ran across his cheeks, and he raised his trembling hands, but he could no longer change the established fact.

There is no chance that I will ever be the same as that young man back then.

This is the Valley of Lovers, the place where Mo Du and I fell in love.

At that time, even I couldn't see my future. I even had a premonition that I would not live to be eighteen years old. It was silent reading that pulled me out of hell bit by bit, made me throw away the drugs that controlled my emotions, and made me You can live a normal life like others, and you can go out and see the sunshine.

I love him. I once loved him hysterically. Because of him, I could not think about food and drink, and could not sleep at night. For the first time, he made me feel what it is like to love someone. It is sour not to see him, but to only see him. It's sweet, but it's bitter when you miss it, and the tears you shed are salty.

I also thought that I might never love anyone as deeply as I loved him again in this life. Maybe I did. From the moment I fell in love with him in my second year of high school, I regained the habit of writing a diary. , at first I thought I was just picking up my old habits, because I had a bad memory due to the side effects of taking medicine, and I wanted to remember some things that I couldn't forget. But later I realized that for me, I only feel good about things about him. can not forget.

I want to write down every word, every expression and movement, happy or sad, verbatim.

What was even more fortunate was that he loved me too. In the end, he proposed to me on the cruise ship, surrounded by the applause of many strangers blessing us. He put the ring on my ring finger, stood up and kissed my lips gently.

I have never loved anyone else as much as I love him. People say that first love is different. I have confirmed that it is indeed different.

But he died.

The memories came to an abrupt end, and it felt like a dull knife was stabbing into my heart again and again. There was no response to my calls for help, and the pain of heartbreak overwhelmed me.

How could I forget? How could I forget that on October 15th of the year I was seventeen, it was on this day that silent reading led me to a new life. It was like this in my last life, and it is the same in this life. I said that I would only love him for the rest of my life. Man, but he has treated me like this in two lifetimes, but I have broken the promise...

Yes, I broke my appointment. I broke my appointment seven years ago. I died silently, but I am still alive. Not only that, I also fell into the arms of another person.

It’s too late, it’s too late for anything. Even if I am reborn and Silent Reading comes back to me, there is no room for turning back. I am already married...

"Look, there's a shooting star." The voice of silent reading sounded from behind again.

I was brought back to reality from my fantasy, and I quickly wiped away my tears and looked at where his finger was.

When the stars fall into the mortal world, they bring their last color, and at the end is a dreamy sky blue, cutting through the sky, fighting for themselves to create the beauty of death.

It's almost over here. Except for the hug from behind and the romantic confession of longing, everything else is the same as in the previous life.

I desperately wanted to be patient, but I couldn't deceive my heart, so I could only keep my back on my back and wipe away every tear I shed.

"I've finished watching it. Even if I haven't seen enough, it's gone. All the fireflies are gone. I don't know when the next meteor shower will be." Silently sighed for a long time, but after the pessimism, his voice became more cheerful, and he stretched out his hand to touch me. Shoulder: "Do you like it?"

I hurriedly concealed all my sadness, suppressed my choking voice and pretended to be relaxed and asked: "Fireflies don't seem to be a thing of this season."

Silently reading, he raised his head and smiled as before, with his hair blown by the evening breeze: "I always have desires, maybe I'm lucky. I didn't have high hopes when I was caught, but I didn't expect that I would really like them." They were raised until autumn, probably because I told them every day that they must live well, and when they are released, they must bring a very beautiful sister over. They can see the beautiful sister, so they live for you. Woolen cloth."

He leaned down and looked at me. At that moment, for me, the barrier between life and death was easily broken.

The stars in the sky are not stars, they are in his eyes.