Fall in love with your enemy

The next time, I met Gao Xinci at Lin Zhai. Not long after he left, I suddenly started bleeding. In desperation, I rushed to Liang Sen for help.

I don’t know how I was taken away, but when I woke up, I was already in the hospital.

I sat up suddenly, feeling dizzy. The first thing I did when I got up was that I quickly covered my lower abdomen, but it was flat there.

I had a long dream.

I dreamed that late at night, I was trapped in an empty building with a little life in my belly. I tried desperately to protect him and tried to escape from the building step by step in the dark, but the floor was so high. There was no electricity in the building, so I could only walk down the steps little by little. I don’t know how long I walked.

The pain in my abdomen persists and the blood is dripping. I can’t see it, but I can feel it.

This is not the first time for me to be a mother, but this child is what I cherish even more. It is really hard-won. An An is an unexpected result for me, but this child is what I have been looking forward to for many years.

No, this is not a dream anymore.

I lost my memory for a whole week after my rebirth, and now I can remember it a little bit, but God, since I have forgotten it, why do you have to remind me...

I must remember that my marriage with Gao Xinci has come to an end. I must remember that he was so decisive and I was so stubborn. I had a quarrel that night for no apparent reason. In the office on the top floor of the shipyard, He left me and left, leaving me alone and confused.

I was pregnant, but I hadn't had time to tell him, and I didn't want to tell him, even if I regretted it soon.

There was a power outage in the company. I panicked and tripped in my hurry. Immediately afterwards, I suffered from abdominal pain and bleeding in my lower body. I called him and called him many times, just like tonight, but he turned off his phone and no one was there. I didn't answer. I held on to the pale wall of the corridor and could barely see the stairs clearly through the dim moonlight outside the window. But after walking for a long time, I couldn't stand it anymore.

I knelt down and pulled out many tissues but couldn't wipe away the dripping blood. Finally, I watched helplessly as a small translucent ball fell out. That was the fetal sac. When the fetal sac was gone, the baby was gone as well.

I can’t remember what happened next, but when I think about the estrangement between this child, it’s probably the end of it for both of us. I think of this memory, probably because the scene when Gao Xinci abandoned me just now is so familiar. .

Now that I think about it, the lessons from my previous life are still vivid in my mind. What should I do in this life? Do you still want to be with him?

When Liang Sen saw me suddenly waking up and wiping tears "inexplicably", his eyes suddenly widened and he almost jumped up in fright.

"Xi...Xi Shi, how are you? Are you okay?" Liang Sen calmed down, took two steps forward and gently touched my forehead, murmuring to himself: "It's not hot."

"What's wrong with me?" I asked choked.

"Are you having a nightmare?" Liang Sen squeezed my shoulder, "Don't worry, the doctor said it's just your menstrual period. You're too careless to remember these dates."

"She is in poor health and has irregular menstrual periods. There is no point in remembering her." A pleasant female voice came from outside the door. I looked up and saw that she was an acquaintance.

"Aunt Wensu." I sat up straight and bowed to her.

She glanced up at me, wrote something down in her notebook, pressed my shoulders and pushed me back to the bed, then poked Liang Sen: "Are you a family member? If not, call the family members. Finally, It’s nice to call a girl.”

Liang Sen frowned in embarrassment and stroked the back of his neck: "Doctor, what should I do if I don't have a girl..."

"Oh, I forgot, forget it." Aunt Wen Su replied lightly, her eyes never leaving the notebook in her hand.

I smiled wryly and shook my head, and Liang Sen quickly walked around her to the other side of the hospital bed.

"Aunt Wen Su, if you have anything to do, just tell me. I'm not a child anymore. I will remember to take medicine on time." I raised my head and said.

It took Ruan Wensu a while to finish reading the book. She tore off a piece of paper from the last page, wrote two words and threw it on the quilt. "That's it. Just follow the prescription and go downstairs to prescribe the medicine. You don't have to Of course I'm not afraid that you won't drink because you're being sentimental. If your body continues to be depleted like this, you won't be able to have children in the future. When the time comes, someone in the Gao family will urge you to blame you."

"Hey you..." Liang Sen choked when he heard this, and his face turned dark immediately.

I quickly grabbed him and looked at Ruan Wensu with a sorry smile: "That's what you said."

Ruan Wensu glanced at me with some disgust, looked around to see if nothing happened, and left. It wasn't until she left the door that Liang Sen turned back to look at me with a face full of surprise, his mouth hanging open.

"Xishi, are you okay? Who is this person? So you can still spoil her?!"

"Do you think I'm stupid after having a dream?" I shrugged.

Liang Sen nodded fiercely.

I pointed to the door, "That man, Ruan Wensu, the vice president of this hospital, when he was young... he chased the old man."

"What?"

"She didn't catch her, and was beaten by Zheng Lin. According to her arrogant character, she must have hated Lao Fu and Zheng Lin for pretending. That's not all. She later married Mr. Hou and gave birth to a child. I killed Hou Xiangyang, but Hou Xiangyang came to chase me and failed to catch me!" I pursed my lips and lamented that the mother and son had a hard life, and that they were "let down" by me and my father and daughter.

"No wonder..." Liang Sen narrowed his eyes and looked at me with a suppressed smile.

"She even asked me out specifically to ask me why I didn't like Hou Xiangyang. I had never seen this scene before. I was completely confused at the time. When I suddenly got up in the middle of the night, I had to lament the bad fate! So now that I see her again, let's If you can help it, then I won't." I sighed in a low voice, picked up the paper on the quilt and handed it to Liang Sen: "Come on, go and prescribe the medicine. It's too late today. If I don't go back, what should I do? It’s too late for us to run back now.”

Liang Sen took the prescription, said yes and was about to leave. I straightened my clothes and was about to get out of bed when Liang Sen suddenly turned around and said, "Oh, by the way, Xishi, didn't you faint when I just picked you up?" Well, you seem to have knocked something down. When I went over, I saw a mess on the ground. You have such a box on hand. I saw a piece of paper with your name written on it. It should be useful, so I will get it. I'm back, take a look while you're free, I'll be back in about ten minutes."

Liang Sen said, handed me a wooden box with rounded edges, then left and closed the ward door.

The wooden box looks very old, but it does look like it belongs to Lin Zhai. I turned it upside down and looked at it, and it seems that it belongs to Brother Shu, because most of Brother Brother’s things will have the word "hour" carved with a knife in an obvious place. Character.

His handwriting is very beautiful, but every time he writes my name, he deliberately writes it roundly, saying it is realistic. I suspect that he is up to something, but I have no evidence, but this does not hinder I jumped on his back and pulled his hair.

Call me fat? What nonsense! I clearly just have a round face.

Thinking of him, I smiled faintly, opened the wooden box, and took out a piece of neatly folded letter paper that had turned yellow due to too much time. There were three words neatly written on it: Collect from time to time.

It was indeed the handwriting written by my brother. I carefully unfolded the letter paper, and it was filled with a lot of dense writing. The two words at the top made my heart shake.

suicide note?

Brother Zhu did indeed write a suicide note, but I received one not long after his death. This letter was something I had never seen before.

I was a little curious, and then I sat upright and read word for word...