My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

I have no way to accurately describe my mood at this moment. It seems that I am a little melancholy and accompanied by loss... Chen Qianyu and Chen Bailu are like a mirror, standing in front of me at an inappropriate time, allowing me to see myself who wants to do something but feels powerless.

At least, I wanted to keep Chen Bailu, bring him with me, train his mind, watch him grow, and eventually turn him into a man who can live independently from Chen Qianyu. However, I couldn't do it. My spirit was completely exhausted...

This kind of weakness did not come without reason; I worked hard, worked during the day, sang in bars at night, and even bought ten lottery tickets every day. I thought that through hard work and luck, one day I would reach the first peak of my life; but in fact, hard work only provided me with food and clothing, and luck was too illusory and illusory. I was still struggling to have a home in Suzhou...

I don’t know if I have ever equated love with faith, but the moment it shattered, I was shattered too, shattered to the point where I could never be put back together again.

It was from that moment that I suddenly felt that nothing mattered, and I even began to question the value and meaning of life.

I can no longer save myself, so how can I possibly go against such a countercurrent to save another person?

So, I didn't look back, lit a cigarette, and went back the way I came.

……

Perhaps, it was destined that we would meet like this. Just when I was about to reach another intersection, I saw Chen Qianyu and her husband. She was sitting in the passenger seat of a black Mercedes-Benz S450, which was a symbol of status, and the heavy and solid body of the car seemed to give people an endless sense of security.

At this moment, I tried to see Chen Qianyu's expression more clearly. I wanted to see her sense of security; however, the shadows of street lights and trees were reflected on the car window, disrupting my vision and preventing me from seeing Chen Qianyu clearly in this fleeting moment.

Finally, I can only wish silently in my heart that everything goes well for her and Chen Bailu after they go abroad.

Of course I wish them well, because in my life, they are the only brother and sister who regard me as a superhero. Through them, I seem to be able to see myself in college: high-spirited and full of ideals.

……

I was walking alone on the gradually deserted streets again. I wanted to buy a pack of cigarettes, but all the convenience stores I came across were closed. I wanted to have some wine, but after waiting for a long time, there was no taxi that could take me to the bar.

I felt increasingly irritated and simply lay back on a bench on the street, counting the number of stars surrounding the moon to verify the reality of the moon being surrounded by stars.

As I counted, I forgot the number. Then I felt so tired that I fell asleep on the bench.

I had a dream. I dreamed of the "Sky City" in Luoyang with only one shop sign. I stood at the door and imagined what it would look like when it was actually opened...

So, there was a pair of invisible hands creating and building it, accompanying the sunrise and sunset. At the moment when it was completely built, I saw a back that looked like Le Yao in the afterglow of the sunset.

She sat with her knees hugged, looking at the railway tracks in the distance. When night fell, a green train came from afar. The countless windows were all lit up. The light penetrated the night and fell on Le Yao's face. The train was moving quickly, and Le Yao's face became brighter and darker as the light shifted...

This is very much like her personality, sometimes bright and sometimes gloomy; she is gloomy enough, otherwise why would she leave the sign of "Castle in the Sky" alone in the cultural and creative park that has not yet started construction just because of a word from me?

She was also very clear, because before doing this, she had always dreamed that the sunshine that could shine on the world would also shine generously on this barren land...

……

A gust of cold wind blew and woke me up, but the scene in my dream continued while I was not fully awake; so, when I half-closed my eyes, I seemed to see the taillights of the green train gradually dissolving into the night...

I sat up from the bench and wiped my face heavily again. Suddenly, I felt a desire to go there and see the "Castle in the Sky" with only a sign, and then sit in the open space where I can see the train passing by, waiting for the sunset and the arrival of night.

The next moment, I picked up my mobile phone and saw that there was still more than 15,000 yuan left in my online banking, which was enough for me to go to Luoyang.

I don't even want to plan, I just go with the mood.

Maybe I'll go early tomorrow morning, or maybe I'll wait.

……

Back at the old house, I had no desire to sleep, so I cleaned the house again, even wiping the windows one by one... During this process, I suddenly received a call from CC...

I sat down on the sofa, and answered the call in a supine position. I smiled and said to CC, "Do you want to invite me over for a drink? I slept all afternoon and I'm not sleepy at all. I'm worried about having no place to have fun..."

CC's voice was very low, she said to me: "Robben was beaten and his leg was broken..."

I was stunned, then raised my voice and replied, "He was beaten! ...By whom?"

"I don't know. He was singing in a bar when someone blocked him in an alley and attacked him."

"I rely on!"

After thinking for a while, I asked again, "Why did he go to the bar to sing again? Didn't they say that he had been banned by those bastards from the Bar Association?"

"He couldn't succeed in anything and didn't want to leave Suzhou, so he had to make a living... Then he found a newly opened bar. The owner was a rich second-generation man who didn't buy into the bar association. Out of admiration for Robben, he kept him in the bar to sing."

I am silent...

CC also suddenly came to his senses and continued, "Robben and the boss challenged the authority of the bar association. They didn't dare to offend the boss, so they took their anger out on Robben, right?"

"I think it's fair to suspect that Robben and the Bar Association have finally sealed their feud... Let's not talk about this for now. This is a story for later. Tell me which hospital he is in and I'll be there right away."

After a moment of silence, CC replied, "He hasn't gone to the hospital yet. Xiaowu is with him..."

"His legs were broken, but he didn't go to the hospital. What was he thinking?"

"He said he had no money... Xiaowu asked him to borrow from me, but he refused to call me... I'm calling you so that you can send him to the hospital immediately. I'll transfer 10,000 yuan to you first. Don't say it's mine. I'll lend it to him in your name..." After a short pause, CC sighed in a crying voice, "How can there be such a twisted man in the world? Legs are not more important than face!... If he really doesn't want it, he might as well take it off, and then kick himself in the face a few times!"