My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

I always have a contradiction when I am half drunk and half awake: I am afraid that I will be drunk and can’t find my way back to my old house; I am also afraid that I will not be drunk, but I only have one piece of my heart, but I chew it over and over again. Self-torture; therefore, whenever this happens, I will pause intermittently, and then look at the flickering lights, and gradually hold my breath...

This is very easy to hallucinate. If there is Jane Wei's imprint in the hallucination, I will continue to drink; if the hallucination is accompanied by a period of sleepiness, I will often choose to go home.

This time, before I had time to make a choice in the hallucination, I was interrupted by the bar owner who suddenly appeared in front of me. He said to me with a bit of displeasure: "Zhaoyang, everyone is a friend. Sometimes I am I'm sorry to offend you...but it's like a snowball. The more you owe, the more you owe...Can you clear the debt at a convenient time?"

I looked at the people around me and said, "We were drinking, and I paid for half of them... Why do we owe more and more?"

"The remaining half that you haven't settled will be recorded for you."

I pushed away the woman who was almost next to me and replied: "There are so many of us drinking together, why don't we all catch me collecting wool by myself?"

"You are not a man. The rest are all girls. How dare you let a girl pay the bill for you?"

I subconsciously touched the bridge of my nose, and then said with a smile: "Brother Hui, you are right... everyone is playing together for the purpose of being happy... Since I have gained the emotional value, I can't say anything." Search, I can’t bear to spend that little money on drinks... Let’s do this, I’ll get paid again tomorrow, and I haven’t had enough fun today, so why don’t you get me another bottle of whiskey... I like the taste of whiskey the most, like a flower blooming in a rice field. Hydrangea, both mellow and round... delicious! ”

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After the whiskey was served, I poured them a glass one by one, and then went to the bathroom alone. There is a safe passage behind the bathroom that few people know about. After getting rid of my need to urinate, I left the bar that I had been patronizing for nearly two months through that safe passage.

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I was not drunk yet, so I was wandering alone in the already deserted streets, lamenting to myself: I am probably a person destined to be a wanderer, so much so that I can’t even go to a bar to drink. It seems I am destined to wander between bars. I wander around, and then stop visiting due to various circumstances, such as today; but in fact, I have adapted to the environment and atmosphere of that bar...

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When I was tired from walking, I sat down on the bench on the street again. I didn’t think about anything very deliberately, but because my heart was blank, I let loneliness take advantage of it, and then I thought of many things that made me feel lonely. things...

I finally regretted it a little bit. I wanted to have a bar of my own so that I could drink in one place for a long time. Speaking of bars, Luoyang is actually a good choice.

Le Yao and I stayed in that cultural and creative park and opened a bar like this, selling coffee during the day and alcohol at night. The rising sun and setting sun every day were the source of emotional value...

Thinking of this, I finally lit a cigarette, then closed my eyes, and continued to think...

Although the pictures in my mind are getting richer and richer, I don't have the desire to contact Le Yao and tell her. It seems that something is blocking me, making me prefer to stay in Suzhou to fend for myself instead of pursuing it. That little glimmer.

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The next day, I was woken up by the ringing of the phone. It was a call from Fangyuan. After I answered the call in a daze, he complained to me and said: "Zhaoyang, there is someone named Brother Hui. Find the company." He said... He said that you drank in his bar and never paid him... and asked you to pay back the debt for drinking. "

I still responded in a daze: "Just say I resigned."

Fangyuan was silent at first, and then replied coldly: "Is this an attitude to solve the problem?"

"You don't understand the situation. This guy looks nice, but he's actually very bad... I was tricked by him. I suspect that half of his bars are bartenders."

"If a fly doesn't bite the unsealed egg, it will be over if you don't go and drink."

"I have no plans to go to his place to drink again."

"Then you should pay off the previous debt first. If this guy makes trouble in the company, it will damage the image of our company."

I sat up from the bed and replied after a while: "How about you help me put it on first..."

Fangyuan almost shouted back: "A total of 12358, how do you want me to pay for it?"

His roar silenced me. After a long while, he said, "I know, I'm going to the company now."

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I was a little flustered because I knew that no matter what, I would never be able to collect more than ten thousand yuan today, but the other party had already set out to fight me to the death. I'm not afraid of others fighting against me, but I'm afraid of being implicated in the company. After all, I haven't officially resigned yet, and to a certain extent, it also represents the company's image. The main body of the company is Suzhou's top local department store, and its image is the top priority. No matter what, you can't harm the company because of your personal behavior.

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When we arrived at the company, it was much calmer than I expected. Everyone was at their workstations, busy with their own things, including Fangyuan. It wasn’t until I stood next to him and shouted that he raised his head and looked at me...

I asked: "Where is Zhang Xiaohui?"

"Who?"

"The one who calls himself Brother Hui."

"gone."

"Leave?...Are you letting the dogs chase him away? This guy doesn't even want money!"

"Who told you that you didn't ask for money?" Fangyuan stopped what he was doing, and while looking at me, he replied: "It was our school girl Chen Qianyu who paid it back for you..."

I was taken aback, and then questioned and said: "Where are these two people? They can't even fight together!"

"This time, we really got together..." After a short pause, Fangyuan said again: "You forgot, I helped her brother Chen Bailu find a job as a security guard in the company... She just sent Bailu came to the company to report...just in time for this matter...if she hadn't helped you advance the money, you would be in embarrassment right now..."

I was stunned for a while, but when I came back to my senses, I was still silent. The silence was because I had mixed feelings in my heart.

Fangyuan sighed, and then said in my silence: "Qianyu has solved such a big trouble for you, wouldn't it be a bit unreasonable for you not to treat me to a meal?"

"Well... I have to treat her to a meal."

"This is her phone number. Remember it."

I wrote down Chen Qianyu's phone number; after a brief silence, Fangyuan said again: "We haven't officially started work yet. I advise you to think carefully about whether you want to resign... wait until you officially start work. You also give Lao Chen a formal reply..."

"Didn't I express it to you and Lao Chen a long time ago... Is there anything else to think about?"

Fangyuan's expression became more and more serious, and after thinking for a while, he finally replied: "Zhaoyang, the reason why you have reached this point is because no matter what you do, you don't know how to leave some room for yourself... ...If you don't want this job, don't say anything else...Without your source of income, how are you going to repay Qianyu's more than 10,000 yuan?...Are you really going to lick your face and give it up? "

Fangyuan wanted to go on, but I stopped her: "Stop talking...I won't lose a penny of the money I owe others."

"Since you have this awareness, then think carefully about work..." After saying that, Fangyuan packed some things and put them in his briefcase, and then said to me: "I'm going to see you. A few clients... If you are not busy, please help me sort out the recent projects... The company has a working lunch at noon today. "

Looking at Fangyuan's hurried away figure, I felt even more mixed emotions in my heart. I seem to see a scene like this: I am a cargo ship that has deviated from its course, and he is a helmsman who is doing his best to repair it, and what lies in front of us is an iceberg that has not melted for thousands of years.