One big and one small are practicing love

Zuo Kunmin stood up, walked around the table, pulled up a chair, sat next to Liu Xiaochen, stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, and said: "Appearance, talent, wealth, fame, I have used this as a criterion to explore emotions. They also measure me by these standards. Facts have proved that when appearance is the most important thing, the result can only be cold and harsh criticism of each other, pretending to be perfect, hiding the true nature, and being unable to truly connect with love. Xiaoxiao, you made me feel what true love is What."

"What is it?"

"It is the natural flow of positive energy such as joy, beauty, and purity." Zuo Kunmin said, taking Liu Xiaochen's hand and gently interlocking with her fingers.

He said piously: "People of my age no longer have the pure and beautiful belief in love. They tend to deny, doubt, criticize and escape from love. My daily life is like carrying a huge boulder and walking in mud. Time and My energy is almost completely drained by work and life. It is difficult for people like me to have confidence in love and be patient with it."

Liu Xiaochen unconsciously squeezed Zuo Kunmin's hand tightly, feeling the warmth, strength and texture from his palm, and touching the cocoon in his palm.

Zuo Kunmin also received this weak power, paused briefly, and continued: "Every time when I am tired, the look in your eyes reveals understanding and distress. The hard work I have shouldered is truly taken over by you, and I can Get rid of it. The children are the biggest worry in my heart, but I really can't take care of them. Seeing you taking care of the children patiently and tenderly, I have no worries and can move forward wholeheartedly. Xiaoxiao, you make me feel The power of love is real.”

"The things I do are too small and too limited."

"Have you ever seen a diamond as big as a mountain?"

Liu Xiaochen shook his head.

"Precious and beautiful things are small and rare, but that does not hinder their preciousness and power. Xiaoxiao, do you know why I have been able to correspond with you for six years?"

"It's under Teacher Wang's instructions."

"Not entirely." Zuo Kunmin said, sighed and said: "In the past few years, Xiaoxia and my father have left one after another. The business that was originally run by three people was all on me. I was under a lot of pressure. Still Two little lives were born, Yanyan was frail and sick, and little Xu was naughty and troublesome, and my mother did not want to take care of the children. During that time, I was very tired and lonely, with no one to talk to."

As he spoke, Zuo Kunmin suddenly raised his voice and said: "But every time I see your letter, I can feel temporary respite and comfort. You use all kinds of beautiful words to say good things about the classmates in the class. You write spring The apricot blossoms bloom on the bridge, and I watch the sunset set in the classroom. It seems that in your eyes, everything in this world is beautiful. I use Xiaoxia's identity to say something from my heart. You were the rare light that I had during that time. and warmth.”

"Are you a little disappointed after seeing me?" Liu Xiaochen asked.

"It's a surprise again and again." Zuo Kunmin said with certainty, smiled, and then said: "The energy that people convey face to face is far greater than letters. I thought you were just an innocent little girl, but I didn't expect that you are so young. You are so responsible. You are thoughtful, wise, and spiritual, and you often say things that inspire me. You bring me a lot of deep comfort."

Liu Xiaochen opened his mouth to say something, but suddenly heard a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" Liu Xiaochen muttered quietly and stood up.

"I'm going to open the door. The barbecue I ordered should be here." Zuo Kunmin said and stepped towards the door.

Sure enough, it was the person who delivered the food, two bottles of beer and a handful of skewers wrapped in tin foil.

"Xiaoxiao, do you want to eat skewers?" Zuo Kunmin asked, opening the tin foil to reveal the charred skewers, and the aroma of meat immediately filled the room.

"I'm not hungry, let me find you a wine glass!" Liu Xiaochen said, getting up.

"Do you drink?" Zuo Kunmin said, putting the cap of the beer bottle towards the table, saying goodbye gently, and then the bottle cap opened with a "Peng" sound.

Liu Xiaochen looked at Zuo Kunmin, smiled, and said, "Teacher Zuo, I always thought that you only drink red wine and eat steak, but I didn't expect that you also like to have skewers and drink beer."

Zuo Kunmin smiled and said, "You can't tell. Not only do I like it, but my dad and my grandpa also like it. Since I can remember, every time I go back to Shenyang with my parents, even if we only stay for a day or two, my dad will secretly take them with him. My grandpa and I go out to have skewers and drink beer. My mom only likes to drink red wine and eat steak. She doesn’t like my dad’s behavior. She thinks it’s rude and unhealthy. For this, my mom often scolds my dad. I’m afraid of my mom Angry, so when she was alive, I rarely did this. Sometimes, I forget that I like this kind of life."

Liu Xiaochen took another bottle of beer and said with a smile: "Since you said so, I won't pretend anymore. I actually like drinking beer. When I was a kid, my family owned a restaurant. After I was busy in the evening, my dad liked to drink some wine. , often asked me to come over and drink together, just one or two sips at first, half a glass a glass, but later I developed my drinking capacity, and drinking one or two bottles of beer was no problem at all." After that, he also pinned the beer bottle on the edge of the table, and gently Say goodbye and open.

"It seems that I ordered less wine!" Zuo Kunmin said with a smile, raised the bottle and said, "Cheers?"

"Cheers!" Liu Xiaochen touched it gently, making a crisp sound of glass collision, and said with a smile: "One bottle for each person, just right." After saying that, he raised his head and drank.

Zuo Kunmin couldn't help laughing when he saw Liu Xiaochen drinking heavily. He thought to himself that he had been tired for a long day. He originally wanted to come back to tease her and relax by seeing her shy and cute look. Unexpectedly, now he treated her like brothers. Bottle for drinking.