One big and one small are practicing love

As soon as the door was locked, Liu Xiaochen's panic became more intense. Liu Xiaochen collapsed on the ground leaning against the door, pulling his hair hard to calm himself down with the pain.

What Liu Xiaochen didn't expect was that she couldn't calm down that night.

Why did Teacher Zuo do that? Playing around? sincere? Test?

What would have happened if I hadn't resisted? Did he do the same to Gu Liya that night? What kind of person is Teacher Zuo?

If there were no Teacher Wang, Zuo Yan, and Zuo Xu, what would be left between you and Teacher Zuo? Are morals and taboos more important, or uncontrollable and uncontrollable emotions?

……

These questions were like poisonous snakes, biting Liu Xiaochen's heart all the time, causing pain.

Hearing some movement upstairs, Liu Xiaochen realized that it was already 5 o'clock in the morning. Did he also have a lot of doubts last night?

After hesitating for a moment, Liu Xiaochen got up. While I was washing, combing my hair, and changing clothes, I heard the sound of footsteps coming from the stairs. Look at the time, it's 5:10, he usually goes downstairs at 5:[-].

Soon, I heard the sound of the electronic door lock turning. Liu Xiaochen had changed his clothes and was about to stand up when he heard the sound of the door slamming. Liu Xiaochen quickly walked to the door, took a deep breath, quietly unlocked it, and slowly opened the door.

There was a bright light outside the door, the sensor light was on, but no one was seen.

It was the first time I saw Zuo Kunmin going out so early. Is there something urgent at the company, or do you not want to see me?

I didn't understand the question last night, and I have new doubts today. No matter what, what needs to be done must continue. Make cough soup, steam oranges with salt, and boil preserved egg and lean meat porridge.

Uneasy.

Once I cut my left index finger with a knife, and I forgot to put a cloth on the casserole lid once, and the thumb and index finger of my left hand got blisters respectively.

Liu Xiaochen didn't feel any pain from his wounds while working at home or running on the road. When I got to school and was about to review my lessons, I felt the burning pain on my fingertips.

There are four days left for the final exam. No matter what, I have to find a way to review. I must pass the final exam. Tell yourself rationally that you can no longer indulge in self-entanglement and find a way to extricate yourself.

I couldn’t read the book, so I read it quietly. Copy the key points for the exam drawn by the teacher, word for word.

These methods really worked, and I didn’t think about them again throughout the day. Occasionally, my thoughts wander, but once I realize it, I immediately force myself to study.

At 9 o'clock in the evening, after putting the children to bed, Liu Xiaochen was copying books in the bedroom. There was silence in the room. For the first time, it felt as if my ears could wander, and I couldn't help but listen to the movement at the door. The slightest sound slows down breathing.

10 o'clock, 11 o'clock, 12 o'clock... I never heard the door ring. Except for the National Day period, he always returns home before 12 o'clock, not to mention that he left home after 5 o'clock this morning.

When it was almost 1 o'clock, Liu Xiaochen was really sleepy, so he put down his pen and lay down to get ready for sleep. Just as I lay down, I suddenly heard Zuo Xu's shout from upstairs.

"Little teacher, come up quickly!"

Liu Xiaochen quickly got up, put on his underwear, and trotted upstairs. See Zuo Xu standing anxiously at the stairs.

"What's wrong? Xiaoxu?" Liu Xiaochen asked in a panic.

"Yanyan couldn't stop coughing."

Liu Xiaochen followed Zuo Xu to Zuo Yan's room. As soon as he entered the door, he heard Zuo Yan coughing intensively. The bedside lamp was on, and from a distance he saw Zuo Yan coughing violently while leaning forward and backward.

Liu Xiaochen quickened his pace and approached the bedside. He saw that Zuo Yan's face was swollen and her breathing was short.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with you?" Liu Xiaochen asked urgently, patting Zuo Yan's back.

After coughing for about another minute, Zuo Yan stopped, put her hand on her chest, and said feebly: "Little teacher, my chest hurts."

"Why is it serious again? Yanyan, did you take your medicine on time at school during the day? Did you drink the pear and radish soup I made for you? Isn't there no physical education class today?" Liu Xiaochen was so anxious that he was incoherent.

Zuo Yan nodded and said: "I took the medicine and drank the soup. There was no physical education class. The last class in the afternoon was the final exam mobilization meeting. We stood in the playground and listened to the leader's speech for a long time. It was very cold. The cough started to get worse in the afternoon. ." Zuo Yan answered clearly and logically.

Liu Xiaochen then remembered that it was getting cooler today. Look at the clothes changed by the bedside, a thin sweater and a pink jacket. I forgot to call Aunt Zhang to add some clothes to Zuo Yan. Dr. Yang said that catching a cold will aggravate the cough.

Thinking of this, Liu Xiaochen felt regretful.

"I'm sorry, Yanyan, I forgot to bring you thick clothes." With that said, Liu Xiaochen hugged Zuo Yan tightly.

Zuo Yan buried her head deeply in Liu Xiaochen's arms and said, "Teacher Xiaoxiao, don't blame yourself! You are the best person to me, better than my father and grandma. I like you the most."

Hearing Zuo Yan's words, Liu Xiaochen was moved and shocked. First of all, Liu Xiaochen had never heard Zuo Yan say such passionate words to anyone. Secondly, Liu Xiaochen didn't quite believe it, but two or three months of care was no match for years of care from her father and grandma. I thought Zuo Yan was trying to make her feel at ease.

"Yanyan, wait a minute, I'll pour you a glass of water." After Liu Xiaochen finished speaking, he comforted Zuo Xu and went back to his room to rest while he went downstairs to pour some water.

Go upstairs again and feed Zuo Yan some water.

Zuo Yan drank half the glass and said, "Teacher Xiaoxiao, it's so late, why isn't dad back yet?"

Liu Xiaochen looked at the electronic watch on the bedside. It was 1:48 and said, "How do you know dad hasn't come back yet?"

"Every night when dad comes back, he will come to my room to see me, no matter how late." As she said that, Zuo Yan suddenly smiled and said, "Teacher Xiaoxiao, let me tell you a secret! Every time dad comes to my room, I Pretending to be asleep. In fact, I woke up as soon as he opened the door. Dad would kiss my forehead and hold my hand every time. Dad’s hands are big and have calluses on the palms. I really like dad’s hands."

Liu Xiaochen touched Zuo Yan's head and said with a smile: "Why are you talking so much tonight? Dad may not come back tonight."

Zuo Yan grabbed Liu Xiaochen's left hand, looked at the band-aid lovingly, and said, "Little teacher, does it still hurt? I'll blow it on you." As she said that, Zuo Yan pouted and blew on Liu Xiaochen's finger.

"Yanyan, be good!" Liu Xiaochen couldn't help but kiss Zuo Yan's forehead and said, "Go to bed quickly, we have to go to school tomorrow!"

I don't know if it was because of Zuo Yan's sincere comfort or because she was too sleepy. Liu Xiaochen returned to the room, thought nothing of anything, and fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes, having a dreamless night.