One big and one small are practicing love

He immediately called his friend Zhang Chengjiu who worked part-time together. He was Liu Xiaochen's classmate for six years in junior high school and high school. His university is also in Beijing, but at a different school. We arranged to work part-time together during the holidays.

She wanted him to quickly find someone who worked for her, and also told him that she wanted to meet Teacher Wang.

But Zhang Cheng turned off his phone, and Liu Xiaochen knew that he must have had another fight with his girlfriend. He is a love brain, and when he gets into a fight with his girlfriend, he gets angry and shuts down his phone.

Instead, he called another part-time friend, Sun Xinxin.

She grew up with Liu Xiaochen. She was in the same class in elementary school. Teacher Wang also taught her for half a year. Now she and Zhang Cheng are in the same school but in different departments. Sun Xinxin heard that Liu Xiaochen was going to see Teacher Wang and was happy for her and promised to find someone to work in her place.

When it was almost 12 o'clock, Sun Xinxin sent a message saying that she had finally found the right person, and asked Liu Xiaochen not to worry and to go see Teacher Wang with confidence.

Tomorrow's part-time job has been secured, and I feel relieved.

Headache, confusion.

Liu Xiaochen didn't wash up and lay on the bed with thoughts abounding. I couldn't help but think of Teacher Wang's conversation about changing himself because of his own name.

Liu Xiaochen was originally called Liu Xiaochen.

Jingzhe was born at dawn in the morning, when people were preparing to go to work in the fields. The name given by her father has a simple and clear meaning to commemorate the time of her birth.

Liu Xiaochen became Liu Xiaochen because the day of registration was during the busy farming season. Her father had to work in the fields, and her mother was in confinement and asked the women in the village to go to the village committee to register.

The public official asked what the name was? The village woman didn't know, she didn't have a phone, it was almost time to make lunch, and she didn't have time to go home to ask. She thought of her daughter Xiaohui, who had just started school, and complained that the word "hui" was difficult to write, so she replied, "Write whichever word is easy."

The public official thought for a while and wrote 'Liu Xiaochen' in the name column. The village woman also misremembered her date of birth, so Liu Xiaochen had to think carefully about it every time she wrote down her ID number.

Like most girls from the lower class, she was born and given a name. Such seemingly important things were treated casually and roughly.

Liu Xiaochen has always disliked her own name, because her classmates often gave her the nicknames "Liu Xiaotu", "Xiao Xiaotu" and "Tu Ke La", which is really a rustic name.

Once, Liu Xiaochen cried angrily because her classmates called her a nickname. Teacher Wang learned about it and comforted her. Those words changed Liu Xiaochen's understanding of her name and also changed the focus of her awareness of the world.

"Xiao Xiao, your name is very meaningful! Do you know how amazing Tu is?"

Liu Xiaochen shook his head with sobs.

"Nuwa used clay to create humans. In the Bible, Jehovah also used clay to create Adam. In Greek mythology, he built clay and cast stones to create the second resurrection of mankind."

"These are all stories, they are false."

"This is all true!" Teacher Wang affirmed and said seriously: "Human beings were created by soil. It can even be said that soil created the world."

Liu Xiaochen became even more confused, shook his head and frowned, "I don't understand."

Teacher Wang explained: "All life comes from the soil, and all things cannot grow without the soil. For example, the grains, vegetables, and fruits we eat do not grow from the soil. Big trees, mountains, oceans, rivers, Human beings and animals are all carried and nourished by the earth. The earth is made of dust.”

"But life requires not only soil, but also many other things, right?"

Teacher Wang's expression suddenly became serious, he looked into Liu Xiaochen's eyes and said.

"Xiaochen, you are right. Human life is like dust, tiny and limited. It is manipulated by various external forces and cannot be autonomous. Therefore, if you want to control your own life, you need to use other people's power to combine with yourself and make your life thick and powerful. , so that we can not be manipulated and squeezed out of shape by fate."

"What does he mean?"

Teacher Wang solemnly said: "It is wisdom and love."

Liu Xiaochen, who was only 12 years old, heard the words "wisdom" and "love" but didn't understand what they meant. But for some reason, my body and mind trembled, and a light seemed to light up in my heart. An unspeakable emotion surged out from the depths of my heart, and tears filled my eyes uncontrollably.

"Xiaochen, you should know that life is fragile and perishable. When people live in the world, don't do things blindly and ignorantly. Don't just enjoy eating, drinking and having fun. When suffering comes, you will be cowardly and paralyzed. You should cherish this life, explore yourself and the world, and create Your own value, by providing service and value to others, allows your life to expand, extend, and pass on in this vast world. Remember, wisdom and love are the lights on your way forward."

"Teacher Wang, what are wisdom and love? How can I get them?"

"Wisdom is vast and profound, and it is worth your life to explore and learn. I have a way to acquire wisdom, you must remember it."

Teacher Wang paused and said solemnly: "We must have a pure and open heart, listen carefully to the truth, truth, wisdom, think deeply, and the most important thing is practice and correction. Don't just accumulate concepts in the brain, but through actions Really collide with this world, thereby transforming wisdom into heart cognition.”

"What about love?"

Teacher Wang, who had bright eyes, suddenly turned sad.

With a slightly sad tone, he said: "Love is very important to people, but it is hard to get, easy to lose, and the outside world and one's own heart are full of limitations. I haven't learned it yet, and I have many questions. Maybe you can treat love as a skill Homework, practice it yourself, how to love.”

After this conversation, this light kept flickering on in Liu Xiaochen's heart.

……

Liu Xiaochen thought a lot and had no sleep all night.

When the alarm bell rang at five o'clock in the morning, Liu Xiaochen got up.

There was no call from the dormitory yet, so Liu Xiaochen used the flashlight on his mobile phone to illuminate his face, washed his face and brushed his teeth, tied his hair into a short ponytail, put on a clean blue and white sportswear, and put on freshly dried white canvas shoes.

Put the already prepared gifts, bank cards, and mobile phones into the light pink schoolbag.

As soon as the dormitory door opened at 5:[-], Liu Xiaochen picked up his schoolbag and went out.