One big and one small are practicing love

Liu Xiaochen hurriedly came out of the laundry room and saw him standing in the living room wearing a white bathrobe. He whispered, "Teacher Zuo!"

Zuo Kunmin turned around when he heard the sound and hurriedly came over. Hearing a muffled sound from the laundry room, he understood what she had come out to do.

Seeing that her face was pale and her clothes were thin, he picked her up and strode to the bedroom.

Zuo Kunmin put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and said with a serious expression: "I've been here before, so there's nothing I don't know about you. It's your first time to be sick, so why bother yourself so much."

"No, I just..." Liu Xiaochen wanted to explain, but as soon as he opened his mouth, his eyes turned red and he shed tears. The words were choked and I couldn't say a word. I turned away and cried silently.

Zuo Kunmin realized that his tone was harsh, and he also knew that the reason for her caution was that she was insecure after all.

Zuo Kunmin got on the bed from the other side, got under the quilt, stretched out his arms, put his arms around her cool shoulders, and gently hugged her.

"I'm sorry! It's my fault. I shouldn't only care about myself."

Liu Xiaochen was silent for a moment, sat up from his arms, looked at Zuo Kunmin, and said seriously.

"I'm just afraid that the cleaning lady will clean the room tomorrow and see it. And there..." He sobbed and continued: "It won't be clean the next day."

"Xiao Xiao!" Zuo Kunmin suddenly held Liu Xiaochen's hands and said affectionately and affirmatively: "I love you!"

Liu Xiaochen was stunned for a moment, raised his head slightly, looked at Zuo Kunmin, and said slowly: "I sometimes think that you and I are worlds apart, but the main reason why we can be together with you is because of Teacher Wang and the child They. Without them, would you still be with me?"

Zuo Kunmin turned away, looked up at the ceiling, shook his head slightly, and said slowly.

"I don't know! However, when you asked me this question, I suddenly remembered a sentence I had seen, 'I will recognize you, I will recognize you again and again.' Before, I didn't believe this sentence at all. It felt too metaphysical. But I just suddenly started to believe it."

"why?"

Zuo Kunmin took a long breath and said calmly: "I am already thirty-one years old and have been fighting in the mall for ten years. I have met many people, experienced many things, and experienced darkness, cruelty, sinisterness, filth, and... There are many feelings that cannot be assessed. The rich and complex experiences have made me more certain that you are special, unique and irreplaceable to me."

After saying that, Zuo Kunmin turned to look at Liu Xiaochen, made up his mind, and said solemnly: "It's still precious."

Liu Xiaochen grinned and said in a half-joking tone: "Teacher Zuo, I'm not used to you suddenly saying such disgusting and literary words."

As he spoke, he took his hand and touched his forearm, saying, "Look, I'm getting goosebumps."

"I'm speaking from my heart." Zuo Kunmin didn't smile, his expression remained serious, and he took advantage of the situation and hugged her again.

Liu Xiaochen also suppressed the smile on his face, took a deep breath, put his arms around his waist, pressed against his warm and thick body, and said nothing more.

The two hugged each other in silence for a while, neither of them speaking.

Quietly feel each other's body temperature, heartbeat, and smell. Express love in a primal and timeless way, like little animals do.

It was Zuo Kunmin who looked down at her first and saw her eyes were far away, looking thoughtful.

"What are you thinking about?" Zuo Kunmin asked.

Liu Xiaochen looked up at Zuo Kunmin and said, "I'm thinking about a misunderstanding."

"What misunderstanding?"

"I met Teacher Wang when I was 12 years old and saw you. I thought that men and women in big cities are as outstanding and good-looking as you two. To me, you are what the outside world is like."

"Have you fallen in love with me since you were 12 years old?"

Liu Xiaochen smiled, patted him on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "Teacher Zuo, when did you become so narcissistic?"

Zuo Kunmin looked at Liu Xiaochen with a smile, let go of her, sat upright and said, "I have always had a question. Did you like any boy before college? Was anyone chasing you?"

"Hmm~" Liu Xiaochen turned his eyes and thought, and said: "I have had a crush on two or three boys. Chasing me? Just write a small note, give a small gift, tutor me on math problems, etc. Hmm~ It seems There must be two or three.”

"That's not a lot. Why aren't you in love?"

"Well, there are two reasons. First, I wanted to get into a good university so much that I concentrated on studying. Washing my hair was a waste of time. Before college, I always cut my hair short like boys, let alone falling in love. . Secondly, when I thought about the men in the outside world who are as good-looking and excellent as you, I thought, I can’t fall in love in our county, I have to go to a big city to find a boy from outside to fall in love.”

As soon as he finished speaking, Zuo Kunmin turned over without warning, pressed Liu Xiaochen under him, and kissed him passionately.

After a moment, Liu Xiaochen looked away and affirmed with a slight breath: "No more tonight, I'm still in pain."

Seeing her panting, Zuo Kunmin's heart itched, but he felt sorry for her and respected her even more. He smiled and pecked her lips, and said helplessly: "Okay then."

"Get dressed, go upstairs and see the children."

"They're all asleep."

"Yanyan said that every time you look at her, she wakes up. Xiao Xu also asked several times tonight when dad will come back."

Zuo Kunmin took a long breath, got up from her, and said, "Turn off the lamp."

"what?"

"I'll get dressed." He said, taking off his bathrobe.

Liu Xiaochen hurriedly stretched out his arms to turn off the lamp, and he turned his back to her to get dressed.

Perhaps because of the conversation just now, Liu Xiaochen couldn't help but turn his eyes to look at him after turning off the lights, without the taboo and panic he had just had.

In the darkness, she stared at his body quietly. He has broad shoulders and a thick back, with well-defined bones, well-proportioned muscles, and slender limbs. In the dim light, Zuo Kunmin put on his vest, underwear, shirt and trousers one by one.

Liu Xiaochen quietly watched his every move and listened to the rustling sound of dressing. I feel a deep peace and slight joy inside.

"Teacher Zuo, no wonder so many women are throwing themselves at you." Liu Xiaochen said suddenly.

The clothes were basically put on. Zuo Kunmin was tying his belt when he heard this and turned around.

In the dark, he saw her staring at him with a smile.

He threw himself on the bed, hugged her shoulders, and said sternly: "Stop teasing me. When you are developed, I will take care of you."

Liu Xiaochen laughed playfully, and just as he was about to open his mouth to speak, he said, "Sneeze, sneeze!" He sneezed twice loudly in a row.

Zuo Kunmin hurriedly put the quilt on her body and said: "Tie her up tightly and go to sleep. Let's go to Phoenix Mountain together tomorrow morning."

"Good night! Teacher Zuo!" Liu Xiaochen said gently. As he spoke, he raised his face and kissed his thin lips.

Zuo Kunmin returned a deep kiss and said softly: "Good night! My baby!"

In the dark, Liu Xiaochen's heart trembled and he was slightly startled when he heard the name 'Baby'.

This was the first time he had called her so affectionately. In the six months since she had known him, she had never heard him say such words, even to his two children.

I stared blankly at him leading the door and leaving, then I came back to my senses and no longer felt sleepy. I can't help but think that half a year ago, the two of them were still familiar strangers, and now they have become a real couple.

Scenes from the past emerged one after another, and Liu Xiaochen analyzed them carefully.

How on earth did he recognize her, and how he recognized her again and again.