One big and one small are practicing love

Chapter 32 Knowing desire and stopping desire

"Your bag was left in my car. It's broken and the items inside can't be used. I asked Master Zhao to buy a set based on the items in your bag. I happened to have nothing to do this afternoon, so I sent it to you. I'd like to say hello by the way. Let me heal your injury." Zuo Kunmin said slowly, one sentence at a time.

Seeing the tired Zuo Kunmin speaking these words unhurriedly, Liu Xiaochen felt guilty. The perfume matter has not been settled yet, and Teacher Zuo is still consuming it. It’s really harmful to myself and others.

Liu Xiaochen wanted to say that she was to blame for the broken bag. She shouldn't have left Zuo Kunmin without the phone and made Zuo Kunmin go through all the trouble.

But Liu Xiaochen knew that he shouldn't say this now. He should take the bag and let Zuo Kunmin go back to rest as soon as possible. Time was very precious to him. Even if he was really fine, he shouldn't be here for such a trivial matter as her. waste time.

"Thank you, Teacher Zuo. There's no need to use those things in a hurry. Gu Liya has sent your suit to the dry cleaners, and it hasn't been washed yet. Okay, I'll send it to you," Liu Xiaochen said.

"Your things are in my car, come with me to get them." As he said that, he had arrived at the library door. Zuo Kunmin held an umbrella and walked into the rain.

Zuo Kunmin was dressed in black and holding a black umbrella while walking on campus. The umbrella tilted downward slightly, covering the head, revealing only the straight and thick shoulders and long, straight legs. Even though his facial features are covered, his outstanding temperament is still eye-catching.

The students passing by turned their heads to look at Zuo Kunmin and whispered.

Liu Xiaochen held a transparent plastic umbrella, wore an off-white short knitted jacket, light blue loose jeans, white canvas shoes, and carried a bright yellow sunflower wool bag on his shoulder, following Zuo Kunmin.

She was five or six steps away from him, trying not to let passers-by notice that she was following him, and to make Zuo Kunmin feel that she was following him.

The rain was heavy. The two of them walked together silently, one behind the other, all the way to the parking lot at the school gate.

It was the same black off-road vehicle as last night. Liu Xiaochen walked to the back seat and pulled the door, but did not pull it. Zuo Kunmin opened the passenger seat and said, "The things are in front."

"Oh!" Liu Xiaochen moved forward, looked inside the car, and saw a bulging, brand-new white canvas bag placed on the car seat. He leaned forward and reached for the bag.

"Xiao Xiao!" Zuo Kunmin standing aside shouted.

As soon as Liu Xiaochen got the bag, he turned to look at Zuo Kunmin and replied: "What's the matter, Teacher Zuo?"

"Get in the car." Zuo Kunmin raised his head in the direction of the co-pilot and motioned for Liu Xiaochen to get in.

Liu Xiaochen hesitated, put away his umbrella, and got in the car. Zuo Kunmin closed the car door with a bang. Turn around and get into the driver's seat.

As soon as he got in the car, Liu Xiaochen dug out a plastic bag from his bag and put it over the dripping umbrella.

"It's okay." Zuo Kunmin said, taking the umbrella from Liu Xiaochen's hand, and throwing it together with his own black umbrella behind the car, and the two umbrellas fell into the back seat together.

"Teacher Zuo, is there anything else?" Liu Xiaochen asked.

"Master Zhao said he couldn't buy your pencil case. He had it cleaned by a dry cleaner, but there were still some marks."

Liu Xiaochen smiled easily and said, "I'll just ask Xinxin to make another one for me. She often hooks up some gadgets when she has nothing to do. The wool is also very cheap. You can knit several pieces with more than ten yuan of wool." With that, Liu Xiaochen He patted the sunflower bag in his arms and said, "She gave this to me too."

Zuo Kunmin also laughed and said: "I've compensated you for the things, but not the food. I didn't let you eat hot pot last night. Tonight Xiaoxu, Yanyan, you and I will eat hot pot together." Zuo Kun Min said and started the car.

"Teacher Zuo!" Liu Xiaochen said anxiously, "I did something wrong and troubled you. If you do this again, I feel really bad. I..." Liu Xiaochen said, his voice trembling.

The car had turned around and flowed into traffic, the wipers rising and falling rhythmically on the glass.

"Fasten your seat belt and take photos at the intersection ahead," Zuo Kunmin said.

Liu Xiaochen took a deep breath, buckled his seat belt, lowered his head and said nothing.

"Tell me, what's on your mind?" Zuo Kunmin asked.

Liu Xiaochen clasped his hands together, and after thinking for a moment, he said crisply: "Teacher Zuo, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have bought that bottle of perfume."

Zuo Kunmin said calmly: "It is normal for girls to like cosmetics and beautiful clothes. There is nothing that should or should not be done."

"Teacher Zuo, I didn't lie to you. I was on the bus yesterday morning, and I was really determined to study hard and improve my self-worth. But as soon as I returned to the dormitory, I smelled the perfume sprayed by my roommate, and I was addicted to it for some reason. Watch online , I was thinking in my head, and my mind was too distracted to read." As he spoke, Liu Xiaochen choked and stopped.

The sky is dark.

The car was at the end of a long queue. The red light at the rear of the car was shining, the water mist was filling the air, and the red light reflected in the air. Zuo Kunmin drove slowly and steadily without saying a word.

Liu Xiaochen took a few deep breaths silently, and then continued after feeling relieved.

"I accidentally saw Chanel No. 269 being sold in a boutique for [-] yuan, which was much cheaper than the official website. At that time, I thought it was a fake, but at that time I wanted to own this bottle of perfume so much that I bought it. But I didn't expect it. , because of this bottle of perfume, so many hurtful things happened to others and ourselves..." As he spoke, he was choked and speechless again, tears falling down.

"Don't blame yourself, it's just a bottle of perfume, buy it if you like it. Look in the bag, I bought you a genuine Chanel No. [-]." Zuo Kunmin said relaxedly, with a hint of coaxing in his tone.

Liu Xiaochen looked down at the canvas bag and saw a white cardboard box. He took it out and saw Chanel's English logo printed in black font in the middle of the box.

Liu Xiaochen did not hesitate to place the box in an empty space in the middle of the car and affirmed: "Thank you, Teacher Zuo, I can't have it."

"Take it! It's not good to suppress desires too much. Desires will only stop when they are satisfied."

"There are many desires that do not need to be satisfied. Especially this kind of material delusion that consumes time and money and is beyond the reach of one's own ability." Liu Xiaochen said, looking sideways at Zuo Kunmin, and said softly and firmly: "Every more desire will be fulfilled." It truly consumes people's time, effort, and money. I think it is possible to stop craving only by truly understanding the nature of desire."

The car stopped, and there was an intersection with red lights in front of it. The red numbers on the signs changed every second.

Zuo Kunmin turned his face sideways and saw clearly that Liu Xiaochen's face was covered with tears through the blue light emitted by the LCD screen. Thinking of how she was injured last night and was shaking all over in pain, she didn't even shed a single tear. At this moment, I blame myself and cry over a bottle of perfume.

My heart couldn't help but hurt.

"Stop crying." Zuo Kunmin said softly. As he spoke, he couldn't help but reach out and get close to Liu Xiaochen's face.

Liu Xiaochen looked panicked and hurriedly turned away, his head lowered.

"Bee! Bee! Bee!" Several harsh whistles sounded suddenly, shattering the delicate atmosphere.

Zuo Kunmin hurriedly retracted his hand and turned around. He looked up and saw that the green light was on, and the sirens were honking one after another. Start the car and drive forward slowly.

"You have deviated. Please turn around at the intersection ahead." The navigation announced.

Only then did Zuo Kunmin realize that the car was going straight when it should have turned left.

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