One big and one small are practicing love

Because of a bottle of perfume, look what you have done.

I wasted a day in the library, spent a week's living expenses on a bottle of fake perfume, and was ridiculed and argued with others. He was injured because of this bottle of fake perfume, which frightened Xiao Xu and made Teacher Zuo tired from running around.

The canvas bag was broken and fell on Teacher Zuo’s car. The bag contained books borrowed from the library, a notebook full of notes, and a pencil case given by Sun Xinxin. They were all stained with blood and fake perfume, and they needed to be compensated and repurchased.

Desire, it's so real, so powerful, so destructive. It makes people feel distracted, mentally depressed, and their behavior is out of control.

Now calm down and think seriously.

I couldn’t remember what the perfume smelled like at the art exhibition, and I couldn’t confirm it was Chanel No. [-].

The two are related because the woman in the exhibition is elegant, beautiful and intellectual. Chanel No. [-] is expensive, glamorous and famous. I thought that if I was ordinary and ordinary, I could become the woman in the art exhibition by spraying on such perfume.

After recording, observing, and thinking about my own behavior, I discovered that I am so ignorant and imbecile driven by desire.

It turns out that the real obstacle is yourself.

It was still dark, and the rain was still pouring down. In the large and empty study room, only the row of incandescent lamps by the window was on. Liu Xiaochen sat alone under the lamp, holding a pen and writing in his diary quietly.

The roommates were all still sleeping. When the alarm rang, Liu Xiaochen quietly got up, carried a bag with a sunflower pattern woven with white, yellow, and brown wool, took an umbrella, and went out.

The night before, Liu Xiaochen packed his things for going out.

Anti-inflammatories, Hao Qingqing’s library card, a new pink soft-cover notebook, a black carbon pen... When putting the glass in the bag, I thought to myself, it’s a good thing I didn’t put this cup in the bag last night, otherwise my arms would be like a hedgehog. .

This is the last day of the seven-day holiday, and it must not be wasted anymore.

Write a diary to sort out your mood, and read a book for a day. The reason why I came out so early without taking my phone was because I didn’t want to face my roommates for the time being.

When she went back last night, Gu Liya kept asking Liu Xiaochen about Zuo Kunmin. Liu Xiaochen said he was dizzy and weak and avoided talking about it.

Back in the dormitory, Liu Cuili, Hao Qingqing, and Gu Liya discussed Zuo Kunmin's gossip about being handsome, domineering, and a gentleman. Ask Liu Xiaochen about Zuo Kunmin, whether he is married, what his wife is like, and what is her relationship with Zuo Kunmin.

Liu Xiaochen only said that he felt uncomfortable and would talk about it another day. Liu Xiaochen didn't want to deceive them, but she respected Zuo Kunmin and didn't want to tell others about his private affairs without his consent, especially when it involved Teacher Wang.

I didn’t think about it well and didn’t know what to do, so I could only escape temporarily. As soon as the dormitory door opened, I took my bag and went to the school study room to write in my diary. I went to the cafeteria for breakfast, went to the water room to get a glass of hot water, bought a piece of hand-pulled bread from the vending machine, and went to the library.

Because the library card was in a canvas bag, the bag was left in Zuo Kunmin's car. Liu Xiaochen borrowed Hao Qingqing's library card last night and went to the library to borrow two volumes of "A Dream of Red Mansions" published by People's Literature.

This book was on Liu Xiaochen's reading plan when he first started school, but he always thought it was 'useless'. He should first read a 'useful' book on finance and economics related to his major.

I tried to read it three or four times before, but couldn't get into it. I don’t know if it’s because my mentality has changed, or because my reading ability has improved. I was very addicted to reading it this time. I saw the small, real and touching plots in the novel, I could understand some of the author's words, and I was aware of the beauty and truth contained in it.

Liu Xiaochen sometimes read quietly, sometimes wrote down word by word, and sometimes stopped, holding his head and listening to the sound of rain, thinking in a daze.

I went to the toilet two or three times, drank warm water and took anti-inflammatory medicine, and ate bread for lunch in the corridor. Stand up and lean against the window to watch the rain and relieve your body's fatigue. Such a day, immersed in books.

Listening to the sound of rain, completely immersed in reading a book you like, it is quiet, joyful and fulfilling.

After reading the thirty-fifth chapter of "A Dream of Red Mansions", after Baoyu was injured by his father, everyone in the house came to visit him. Only Lin Daiyu stood alone under the shade of flowers, looking at Yihong Courtyard from a distance, watching people coming and going. Seeing this, Lin Daiyu cried sadly as she thought of the benefits of having parents.

After reading the second paragraph of this chapter, Liu Xiaochen suddenly felt sad, shed tears and closed the book. He covered his face and cried quietly for a while, then wiped his tears with the back of his hand.

Before she finished wiping her tears, someone tapped Liu Xiaochen on the shoulder from behind. Liu Xiaochen turned around and saw only a straight waist at first. Then he raised his face and saw clearly that it was Zuo Kunmin. Startled.

Zuo Kunmin wore a long black windbreaker, a black turtleneck sweater, and black trousers. Zuo Kunmin, dressed in black, actually looked a little tender. Looking at Liu Xiaochen with a smile, he gently pulled up a chair and sat down next to her.

"Teacher Zuo, why are you here?" Liu Xiaochen mouthed in a low voice, with tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes and a smile on her face.

Zuo Kunmin didn't reply. He looked down at the book in front of Liu Xiaochen and glanced at the notebook with writing on it. He whispered: "Dream of Red Mansions, couldn't you watch it? Why did you cry while watching it?"

Suddenly someone tapped Zuo Kunmin on the shoulder. It was a kind old lady. She pointed to the "no talking" sign on the wall.

Liu Xiaochen and Zuo Kunmin looked at each other and smiled. Zuo Kunmin pointed to the door, Liu Xiaochen nodded, packed his things, including books, notebooks, pens, and water bottles, and put them into the Sunflower satchel one by one, and the two of them came out quietly together.

When they reached the corridor, Liu Xiaochen asked again: "Teacher Zuo, why are you here?"

"How is your injury?" Zuo Kunmin asked.

Liu Xiaochen shook his head and smiled back: "It's okay, it won't affect normal life."

Zuo Kunmin took out a mobile phone, handed it to Liu Xiaochen, and said, "Why didn't you bring your mobile phone when you came out? When I called, your roommate answered the phone. When there are no classes, you are usually in the library."

"I forgot to bring it, thank you."

Liu Xiaochen took the phone with a smile, pressed the power button, and looked at the display. He saw two unread text messages and eight missed calls. He clicked on it to check. Both text messages were sent by Zuo Kunmin. Among the missed calls, three were from Master Zhao, four were from Zuo Kunmin, and one was from Sun Xinxin.

He didn't have time to read the content of the text message carefully, so he looked up at Zuo Kunmin. Cold sunlight filtered in from the corridor window, and he saw obvious redness in his eyes and a tired look on his face. He asked, "Teacher Zuo, what do you want from me?"