One big and one small are practicing love

On the way to the hospital, Liu Xiaochen received a message from Bian Chang, telling her that Zuo Kunmin had been transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward.

According to the ward number, Liu Xiaochen came to the general ward area, knocked on the door lightly, and heard Zuo Kunmin's response: "Please come in."

As soon as he entered, he saw Zuo Kunmin standing in front of the window, wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown and a black sweater coat. Liu Xiaochen hurriedly walked over and said, "Teacher Zuo, why are you up? Where is Changchang?"

"Xiao Xiao, you're here." Zuo Kunmin turned his head and looked at Liu Xiaochen with a smile. He shaved and washed his hair. He looked much better. He continued, "Changchang just left. The doctor asked me to get up and move around."

"Have you had breakfast?" Liu Xiaochen asked.

"I just finished eating, Xiaoxiao, I want to go outside for a walk, you go with me, okay?"

Liu Xiaochen lowered his head and looked out the window and saw some people in hospital gowns moving around downstairs. He thought about the temperature on the way here and said, "Okay! But it's windy outside and the sky is cloudy. It seems like it's going to rain. You I have to change into a long coat and can only move around for a while.”

"okay!"

After saying that, Liu Xiaochen put down his canvas bag, took out Zuo Kunmin's navy blue long windbreaker from the closet, and helped him put it on. Then, the two of them went out together, walked slowly from the corridor to the elevator, went down, and came to the garden behind the building.

As soon as they approached the door, the automatic sensor glass door slowly opened. The cold wind blew in their faces, and they all shrank involuntarily. After taking two or three steps out, I suddenly felt a strong temperature difference between indoors and outdoors. I looked up and saw a drizzle of rain falling in the sky.

Liu Xiaochen stared at Zuo Kunmin and said cautiously: "Is it okay? Teacher Zuo."

"I'm not that fragile." Zuo Kunmin laughed and walked forward slowly, saying: "I've been lying in bed for three days. I can't even eat, drink or take care of myself. It's hard for me to say a few words. Sometimes I'm afraid. I can't take care of myself. I can only live like this in the future. So now I really want to feel the heat, cold, wind and rain, so that I can confirm that I can still live a normal life."

Listening, Liu Xiaochen felt moved and silently walked beside Zuo Kunmin.

The flower bed is blooming with dense clusters of chrysanthemums, including black chrysanthemums with red insides, purple chrysanthemums with overlapping petals, white Yaotai jade phoenixes shaped like spoon lotus, and small yellow wild chrysanthemums. The blossoms are blooming beautifully, swaying gently in the wind and rain.

"It's so beautiful!" Zuo Kunmin couldn't help but sigh as he looked down at the flowers as he walked.

"Du Niang has a big garden. The flowers she grows are more beautiful, including hydrangeas, dahlias, roses, lilies, etc. Especially the pool of blooming lotus. However, now that the flowering period of the lotus has passed, there is only a pool of dead leaves left. "

Zuo Kunmin stopped, turned to look at Liu Xiaochen, and asked, "Who is Du Niang?"

Liu Xiaochen turned his eyes and thought for a moment, then said: "When you recover, I will introduce you to Du Niang. She is very good at healing people. During this time, I have been working with her."

"Xiao Xiao!" Zuo Kunmin suddenly held Liu Xiaochen's hand, his cold hand holding Liu Xiaochen's soft and warm hand, and said, "I'm sorry, you have endured a lot during this period."

Suddenly hearing the words 'I'm sorry', Liu Xiaochen felt as if his heart was hit by something soft, shaking slightly. Although she had forgiven herself and did not need his apology, this 'sorry' seemed to be complete.

Suddenly, Teacher Wang's mood resonated. Maybe what she really needed was a sincere 'I'm sorry'.

"It's okay." Liu Xiaochen said, shook his head, and put his other hand on the back of his hand, which was also cold. She held one of his hands with both hands and said, "You helped me see many problems in my heart. Without you, I wouldn't have been able to achieve some understanding and transformation."

"This morning, I received a text message from Shen Liang. He said that during that time, he often saw you crying. When you were arranging flowers, eating, walking, or playing the ocarina, even when you smiled, there was an indescribable feeling in your eyes. Sad. Du Niang told him that you were already suffering from mild depression at that time. They didn't say anything because they were afraid that you would intensify the disease." After saying that, Zuo Kunmin stopped, turned around and hugged Liu Xiaochen, saying, "I'm sorry. , Xiaoxiao, I once caused you so much pain."

Feeling the strength and warmth from Zuo Kunmin, and smelling the smell of disinfectant on his body, Liu Xiaochen's nose felt sore and she shed tears. She hugged his waist tightly and said, "It's really hard to fall in love. We We have all paid a lot for this, a lot of sacrifices, let’s not push each other away easily, let us learn to love each other sincerely.”

"Okay! Let us learn to truly love each other!"

Tiny raindrops fell softly on their faces, hair, and clothes. The cold wind was blowing, and Liu Xiaochen's long hair and Zuo Kunmin's windbreaker were gently rising and falling in the wind. Pedestrians on the road slowly walked past them.

"Cough! Cough! Cough..." Zuo Kunmin coughed suddenly, and his body trembled slightly.

Liu Xiaochen quickly let go of Zuo Kunmin and affirmed: "Let's go back."

"Okay." Zuo Kunmin said, holding Liu Xiaochen's hand again. The fingers of both hands were clasped tightly together, and they walked slowly in the wind and rain.

Eight days later, Zuo Kunmin's physical indicators returned to normal and he went through the discharge procedures.