One big and one small are practicing love

As soon as he left the ward, Shen Liang called Liu Xiaochen and said, "Where are you?"

"Where's the hotel?"

"Have you had dinner?"

"not yet."

"What do you want to eat? I'll buy it back and we'll eat it together."

"I can do anything. Just buy what you like to eat."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Liang first bought rice porridge, side dishes, a lot of skewers, and beer, and then came to the hotel.

After knocking on the door and entering, I saw Liu Xiaochen with long wet hair hanging down. He had a faint shower fragrance. He was wearing light gray cotton pants and a pure white loose sweater. He looked particularly refreshing and clean.

Seeing Shen Liang carrying a hand full of things, Liu Xiaochen took the initiative to pick it up and said, "Why did you buy so much?"

"Nuo, it's yours." Shen Liang handed the rice porridge and side dishes to Liu Xiaochen, while he was still carrying beer and skewers.

The two came to the table and opened the food one by one.

"I also want to eat skewers and drink beer." Liu Xiaochen looked at the pile of skewers eagerly.

Shen Liang chuckled lightly, moved a little closer to Liu Xiaochen, and said, "I didn't expect you to be so good at it."

"What did Teacher Zuo and you talk about?" Liu Xiaochen said, casually picking up a skewer.

"Let's talk about you." As he spoke, Shen Liang opened a can of beer with a bang and asked, "Would you like to drink it?"

Liu Xiaochen took the beer, took a sip of wine first, and then ate a bite of meat, chewing slowly without saying anything.

Shen Liang opened another can of beer, drank half of it, then looked at Liu Xiaochen and said, "I want to confirm two things before breaking up with you."

Liu Xiaochen had just brought the meat skewers to his mouth. After hearing this, he slowly put it down, looked up at Shen Liang, and said, "Why do you want to break up with me?"

"First, I want to confirm that he still loves you. This afternoon, from what he said, I already know the answer. Now, I want to confirm, do you love him? Xiaoxiao, tell me, do you still love him? "Shen Liang looked at Liu Xiaochen steadily.

Liu Xiaochen avoided Shen Liang's gaze, looked down at the can in his hand, and said, "That depends on how you define love."

"How do you define love?" Shen Liang asked.

"Du Niang said that true love goes against human nature. It does not treat the other person as a thing to satisfy one's own sense of lack. It must go against human nature to develop a deeper and willing intention. There must be mutual support, mutual transformation, and mutual growth. Will." Liu Xiaochen said, looked up at Shen Liang and said: "I don't want to lie to you, and I can't lie to myself."

Shen Liang nodded and said, "I understand." After that, he raised his head and drank the rest of the beer in the can with "gudong, gudong".

Liu Xiaochen also drank silently, drinking a whole can of beer one sip after another.

"Don't drink like that, you'll get drunk easily." Shen Liang quickly took the can from Liu Xiaochen's hand, picked up a skewer of meat and handed it to Liu Xiaochen, saying, "Eat something."

Taking the meat skewers, Liu Xiaochen took a bite and chewed it slowly.

"Actually, I have been deceiving myself. Of course I understand that you and Mr. Zuo have a deep relationship and can't let go of each other." Shen Liang said, sighed and said: "Zhang Qian and I have been separated and together for ten years, even if we hurt each other, There are many insurmountable obstacles for each other, and we are still inseparable. Although she is now with the wealthy businessman, I can still be sure that she loves me the most."

"You love each other, but you can't be together, right?"

"There seems to be some debt between me and her in the previous life, and we are together in this life to repay each other. The separation between her and me seems to be a relationship that has to be broken up after the debt has been paid off."

Liu Xiaochen suddenly put down the skewers in his hand, raised the can again, and took the initiative to clink glasses.

"Drink less." Shen Liang said, raised the can, touched it gently, and the two of them took two sips each.

Putting down the can, Liu Xiaochen said, "I paid off the money I owed him, thinking that I would no longer owe him anything in this life, so I could stop seeing him. However, when I knew that he was critically ill, I was instinctively willing to risk everything, Don't care about anything, just go to him. I know that the debt of love I owe him will never be repaid in this life."

While listening to Liu Xiaochen talking, Shen Liang had been eating skewers in silence. After listening, I just finished eating a bunch of meat, put down the sign, raised my head and said.

"I met you again in Hangzhou. I thought that you would be like me and have experienced vigorous relationships. You are willing to start a dull and ordinary relationship, but I now understand that you are different from me."

"What's the difference?"

"You are still constantly learning, improving, and cultivating yourself. As Du Niang said, you are not just for your own selfish enjoyment and happiness, but to save yourself first and then help him transform."

Liu Xiaochen thought for a moment and said: "The burden on him is very heavy. He works and benefits many people and cannot take care of himself. He needs someone to help him take care of some real things, family, children, emotions, food, and life. I In the past, paying for him was a kind of instinct, which contained my personal expectations and needs. Now, I really know myself, understand him, and understand how to really get along with each other."

With a 'bang', Shen Liang opened another can of beer, raised it high and said, "Now, we officially break up, happy breakup!"

Liu Xiaochen watched Shen Liang drinking quietly and said, "I'm sorry, Shen Liang, I hurt you."

"No!" Shen Liang chuckled and said: "During this period, we accompany each other, study and play together, and we are more relaxed and happy. There is no harm. I am just a little regretful. In the future, I will not I will never meet a girl as good as you again."

"Everything in the world is impermanent, and we have no control over external things like love. The important thing is that we must learn to adjust our yin and yang and be self-satisfied. For other things, we can only let nature take its course."

As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Liang suddenly stood up and said, "I can't stay with you any longer. I'm afraid I'll regret breaking up with you. Let's hug each other as a final farewell."

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to get a room again and sleep. Now it's not good to be in the same room with you in the middle of the night. I'll go back to Shenyang tomorrow, rest for two days, and take the interview." As he said that, Shen Liang opened his arms.

Liu Xiaochen stood up, walked closer, leaned in gently, hugged Shen Liang, and said, "Thank you, Shen Liang."

Shen Liang gently hugged Liu Xiaochen's shoulders, smelled the fragrance in her hair, and choked with sobs: "Remember, before taking care of others, take care of yourself first. If we are destined to meet again in the future, we will meet again."

After saying that, Shen Liang picked up the schoolbag beside him, turned around, and left quickly.