One big and one small are practicing love

Sun Xinxin took the initiative and said: "When I was a child, every night, many people sat on this small bridge to eat and chat, and children played around. Xiaoxiao and I often sat here, listening to the old people talking about the past, and listening to big brother or The eldest sister tells stories. Teacher Wang likes this bridge very much when he comes here. After dinner, he often takes the little one here to sit for a while, always smiling and listening to people talk."

Listening, Zuo Kunmin looked up at the sky. In the dark blue night, there shines a Milky Way, the spoon-shaped Big Dipper, and the thin crescent moon. He couldn't help but say: "The night sky here is beautiful, and I like it here too."

After chatting for a while, Zuo Xu and Zuo Yan wanted to go ashore to catch fireflies. After they came up, they walked forward together. Zuo Xu and Zuo Yan were in front, running around chasing fireflies. Zuo Kunmin and Sun Xinxin walked leisurely, with cool breeze blowing from time to time.

On the way, when she met villagers, Sun Xinxin greeted them with a smile and introduced to them that this was Teacher Wang's husband. What surprised Zuo Kunmin was that all these strange villagers, old and young, actually remembered Wang Luoxia.

"Xiaoxia has been teaching here for only half a year. Why do they still remember it?"

Sun Xinxin's tone suddenly became enthusiastic and said: "Teacher Wang is really excellent and has done a lot of good things for the village. He built schools, village temples, village committees, and also modified a large reservoir that once drowned people. Many children have passed away. After Teacher Wang built it, very few people drowned again. Everyone will never forget Teacher Wang."

With that said, they came to the temple in the center of the village. Sun Xinxin stopped, pointed at the red wall, and said, "No, this is the village temple built by Teacher Wang."

"Let's go, I want to go in and have a look." Zuo Kunmin said, walking around to the main entrance.

After entering, Sun Xinxin explained one by one and said: "In the past, this was an adobe temple wall, which collapsed when it rained. There were also several leaks in the temple, and the clay statue of Guanyin was ruined. Teacher Wang came out Money, finding people, building the temple, remodeling the statue of Guanyin, and building the temple wall into a high cement wall. Also, in this row of houses, a small family once lived here." As he spoke, his tone suddenly changed. Gotta be excited.

Zuo Kunmin followed Sun Xinxin's gaze and looked over. He saw four or five small bungalows, one end connected to the temple and the other end connected to the stage.

"Xiao Xiaojia, you originally lived here?"

"Yes!" Sun Xinxin nodded heavily and said, "Their family came from Zhangye, Gansu Province. They had no place to live, so they lived in an empty house next to the temple. However, it used to be a mud house, which was small and shabby. It was also Teacher Wang who re- It is a flip-top house with all kinds of furniture inside, as well as convenient water and other conveniences. The opera singers came and stayed temporarily. Now, there is an old man with no descendants living here, and there is also a woman who doesn’t know where she came from. Domestic violence lives here with children.”

Zuo Kunmin stared at the row of short houses, two or three of which had lights on. Take a deep breath. I think, for some people, a house that is sheltered from the wind and rain can be a home. Now, she is homeless again, where is she? how have you been?

Just as he was thinking about it, Zuo Xuhuan ran over and shouted: "Dad, look, I caught a firefly." As he said that, he ran up to Zuo Kunmin and put his hands together tightly in a hollow shape. Zuo Yan followed closely behind.

"Let go of the firefly and let it fly freely." Zuo Kunmin said lightly, and motioned for Zuo Xu to open his hands.

"Okay!" Zuo Xu reluctantly opened his hand slowly, and the firefly, which was shining with a faint bright yellow warm light, immediately flew away, and soon followed two or three other fireflies, flying into the distance.

Next, they went to the reservoir and the village primary school. Along the way, Sun Xinxin talked about Wang Luoxia and Liu Xiaochen. Zuo Kunmin listened silently and occasionally asked questions.

After returning, Zuo Yan and Zuo Xu went to live with Sun Xinxin at her house, while Zuo Kunmin returned to the yard alone and came to live in the west room.

With only the lamp on his desk turned on, Zuo Kunmin sat quietly at his desk, staring at the apple tree outside the window, falling into deep thought.

Why do people always know what is truly valuable after losing something? I've always been here, so why haven't I come here with Liu Xiaochen to take a look in the past three or four years? The diary on the desk has never been seen. Even if he could see that she was unhappy sometimes, he would turn a blind eye and use other topics to divert the conversation.

Ask yourself, work is just an excuse and deception, it is actually selfish. He only cares about himself and never cares about her true inner feelings, let alone spending time and energy to help her solve it.

Perhaps she sensed this herself.

He talks about love, but his actions are still based on selfishness, asking for her dedication, satisfaction, and care for him. Because of her forbearance and obedience, I thought she would never change or leave. Also, deep down in his consciousness, he knew that she had no father or mother, and as long as she didn't tell him, no one would blame him.

Zuo Kunmin knew very well that Liu Xiaochen was a smart woman. She must be aware of the problems he is aware of at this moment, and there is even a lot of hurt that Zuo Kunmin is not aware of. Then, Liu Xiaochen was as if he was undergoing surgery without anesthesia and was consciously in pain.

It turned out that she left with a lot of wounds.

Thinking of this, Zuo Kunmin was heartbroken and shed tears.

I also thought of Wang Luoxia. Although they were alive, they and their husbands often did charity together. But she never expected that she could still try her best to do good deeds at the most desperate time in her life. What kind of mood does she have, even when she is deceived, hurt, and deprived of her life, she still treats the world kindly?

Zuo Kunmin kept running away and deceiving himself, thinking that Wang Luoxia had forgiven him by going home with her. I didn’t think deeply or study it carefully, but now I feel it through my relationship with Liu Xiaochen. Only then did Zuo Kunmin truly understand the essence of feelings, and understood how deeply he had hurt Wang Luoxia, and how he could easily forgive such pain.

Now, Zuo Kunmin really wants to know what Wang Luoxia was thinking at that time, what kind of suffering he endured, and whether he still had deep hatred when he died? If you leave with deep hatred, can your soul find peace?

Those who have passed away cannot be understood or compensated. Realizing this, Zuo Kunmin once again strengthened his determination to find Liu Xiaochen.

Regardless of whether she can truly forgive and be with him again. But you must find her, understand her true thoughts, express your guilt, and apologize sincerely.