Seventy-year-old book: The villain Zaizai’s best mother

He only needs to be whole-hearted, not to be perfunctory, and not to be a foil for others, so as to achieve the happiness and perfection of others.

He would rather face cruel loneliness soberly than embrace false happiness in a daze.

He was the one who was abandoned. This fact took root in his heart and could never be erased.

No matter how they try to make up for it now, it won't help.

Because he has become pain itself, beyond redemption.

He had no intention of continuing his work and sat at his desk until early morning.

He was obviously calm, composed, and measured, but when it came to that matter, he became manic, violent, and unable to calm down.

He knows that there is a devil in his body, which is usually suppressed, but when he is stimulated one after another, he will lose control.

As the night deepened, he calmed down a little and took out the photos of his children from the drawer.

The child is innocent, and he bears his own pain, not wanting to hurt them.

Just then, the phone on his desk rang.

Gu Yunshan picked up the phone and regained his calm and restrained appearance, "Hello, hello, I'm Gu Yunshan."

The person on the other side cried without saying anything, "Gu Yunshan, why are you so cruel? Even if you hurt me, how could you still hurt mom? She, she had a heart attack when she came back. You are satisfied now!"

Gu Yunshan said nothing and subconsciously tightened the microphone in his hand.

Lan Xuemei was very emotional: "Mom is sick. She never let anyone know. She...she knows that she owes you and is sorry for you, so she always wants to make up for it. He hopes that you can go home and live happily as a family. Reunion Day.”

Gu Yunshan still didn't speak.

Lan Xuemei: "Gu Yunshan, you are noble, you are superior, you look down on me, I don't blame you. But you can't... be so cruel to your mother. She is not wrong, it's just fate. We were both wrong at the beginning... "

Gu Yunshan hung up the phone directly.

There was a dull pain in his stomach, but he didn't want to take stomach medicine, so he just sat quietly and waited for the burning pain to drown him like a tide.

He suddenly wanted to go home and have a look.

Mid-Autumn Festival is the Reunion Festival and his birthday, but he has never had a birthday since he was a child.

He has long stopped caring about it.

When he was a child, he lived in a tight spot at home. His mother was partial to his twin brother, beating and scolding him, and often even denied him food. She was so partial that he couldn't understand why.

After knowing the reason, he no longer resented it, but was full of expectations, hoping to reunite with his biological parents.

He tried his best to study, become stronger, and get help from kind-hearted people.

When he was 12 years old, kind-hearted people left their local area to work in other places. Even though he was admitted to junior high school with the best grades, no one supported him to study anymore, so his mother forced him to drop out of school and go home to work in the fields to earn work points.

He refused, so he sneaked away, relying on walking, riding on bullock carts, and tractors, escaping the plans of gangsters and traffickers along the way, climbing on trains, riding on trucks, begging for meals, and eating wild vegetable tree roots. I don’t know how I entered the capital city and how I found the compound where Yan Feiyu was.

He crawled into the compound through a dog hole, hid in the flowers outside their house and looked in.

They live in a stylish little red building. Lan Xuemei owns a piano and can draw. She is the daughter of her parents, and she has been cared for since she was brought up.

It was supposed to be his home, his parents, and the life he should have, but it was deprived of him.

When Yan Feiyu saw him, he was immediately attracted to him and stared at him hard.

She led him to wash his face, then looked at him in disbelief.

When he told her the truth in a dumb voice, her eyes widened, as if she couldn't believe it.

But she soon burst into tears of joy, hugging him and kept saying that God was wise and that the family could live together happily in the future.

She wanted him to live and grow up with her daughter and be good brothers and sisters. She wanted her son back but she didn't want to give up her daughter!

Gu Yunshan, 12 years old, is scarred, sensitive, stubborn and paranoid. He cannot accept this seemingly happy outcome.

The stubborn young man stared at Yan Feiyu and said word by word: "If you want me to stay, you must let her go back."

At a young age, he knew that you can't have your cake and eat it too, and that life is not perfect.

Yan Feiyu was stunned, her face was full of pain, it was difficult to make a choice. She wanted a son but couldn't let go of her daughter. After all, she was the daughter she had raised since she was a child. The relationship they had lived with for more than ten years could not be given up.

When her daughter ran back happily from outside and called her mother, the struggle in her eyes subsided.

If her daughter comes and asks her, she will say that he is a distant relative.

Gu Yunshan knew that she had chosen her daughter.

He could almost clearly feel the mountain above him pressing down, pressing him tightly, leaving no room, no expectation or hope.

His world was dark.

He has lived in the cracks since he was a child, and was suffocated by the mountains above his head, but he tried his best to carry it. Because he knew that those were not his biological parents, and it was right for them to treat him badly. He wanted to find his biological parents, who would love him, cherish him, and treat him well, and all the suffering would be worth it.

No matter how difficult the environment is, no matter how hard the life is, he has hope in his heart and light in his eyes.

Now, the mountain was pressed down by his own mother's own hands.

It didn't give him any hope.

He was heartbroken.

The hope in his heart shattered and the light in his eyes went out.

His heart was filled with darkness.

He asked his biological mother for a sum of money, then turned around and left decisively, feeling cold in his heart.

Yan Feiyu was crying behind him, asking him not to be so stubborn and heartless at a young age and to let him communicate.

She may never know how he was treated in the countryside.

Maybe even if she knew, she wouldn't care, because if she stood up for him, it would mean she had to send her daughter back.

He took the money and returned to the countryside. He asked his grandfather, the party secretary, to help him, and said that the brigade would pay for his education.

He went to junior high school, high school, and Tsinghua University as he wished, became the best graduate, entered the national heavyweight mechanical unit, and worked smoothly.

Ever since Yan Feiyu personally pressed down the mountain, he no longer had any expectations or feelings for them.

It should be said that he no longer has any expectations or feelings from others, he only believes in himself.

He is his own master, an absolute powerhouse in his own field.

He does not allow himself to be weak!

He went back to his dormitory to take a short rest, and the next day he reported to his boss, asking to work overtime and go on a business trip, and then freed up the Mid-Autumn Festival to go home to visit relatives.

With a stroke of his pen, the leader naturally agreed and signed immediately.

Gujialing.

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