Seventy-year-old book: The villain Zaizai’s best mother

Gu Yunshan sat at the table, not working for a while, and his thoughts seemed to sink into a bottomless abyss. There was no light or warmth there, it was cold and dark, which made his heart sink.

During these years away from home, he rarely wrote letters to his family, let alone to his wife. After all, a marriage that started with deception was devoid of any emotion and was full of control, betrayal, and deception. Naturally, he would not be emotionally involved.

But this telegram still stirred up a ripple in his heart.

For so many years, from childhood to adulthood, he has been walking alone, as if he was abandoned in the eternal wasteland, without a warm habitat for him to stay.

He would rather immerse himself in the ocean of knowledge and devote himself to his work, even if he is exhausted, he can still get a moment of peace.

Soon he was engrossed in the intricate drawings, forgetting time and reality.

I don't know how long it took, but someone pushed in the door. It was a woman who looked to be in her forties. She was beautiful, dignified and elegant, which showed how beautiful she was when she was young.

She held two lunch boxes in her hands and said softly: "Yunshan, have you not eaten again?"

Gu Yunshan, who was concentrating on his work, didn't even raise his head. He was immersed in his own design world and said coldly and domineeringly: "Get out!"

No one is allowed to disturb him when he is working. The technicians and assistants around him know this, so even if he does not eat for a day, they do not dare to disturb him casually and just leave the food for him.

By the time he came back to his senses from work, it was often already midnight, and he would inevitably have a stomachache after eating cold food.

But he didn't care at all, as if his physical illness didn't bother him at all.

The elegant woman was startled by his yelling, her beautiful eyebrows slightly furrowed, a look of hurt appeared on her face, and then she felt distressed again.

She said with concern: "Yunshan, I heard from your colleague that you have been refusing to eat well, and your body will not be able to bear it if you continue like this."

Gu Yunshan's thoughts were interrupted and he had no choice but to put down his pencil and look up from the huge drawing. His dark and cold eyes were devoid of any warmth or enthusiasm.

The young man's handsome face was sickly pale due to long-term irregular eating.

He said in a cold voice: "Ms. Yan, what advice do you have?"

Yan Feiyu's eyes turned red instantly, "Yunshan!"

Gu Yunshan said coldly: "Yes, I am Gu Yunshan!" He emphasized the surname Gu.

Yan Feiyu couldn't help but choke, and raised her hands to cover her eyes to wipe away her tears, "You still hate me. Back then I..."

"Ms. Yan!" Gu Yunshan interrupted her coldly, "Ms. Yan, please be careful what you say."

Yan Feiyu bit her lip, wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, and put the lunch box on the table, "You are a kid who doesn't want to eat well, so I gave you some food."

Gu Yunshan: "No need."

He walked aside, filled half of the tea jar with warm water, took a sip, took over the lunch box that his colleague had left aside, and started eating directly.

At the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, we are not afraid that the food will be cold.

Of course it wouldn't taste good, but he didn't care, he had gotten used to it after so many years.

When he was a child, he didn't even have to eat cold meals.

His mother was partial, but his father turned a blind eye, because when he was in school, his mother often "accidentally" forgot to leave food for him. When he was very hungry, he would dig wild vegetable roots and chew the juice.

If the eldest sister, third aunt, and others hadn't secretly taken care of him, he might have starved to death before he could grow up.

Is it useful to try to be courteous to him now?

Now that he has grown up and has become an excellent engineer, does he care about being courteous to him?

Yan Feiyu looked at him distressedly. The young man in front of him was extremely handsome and elegant, but he had a heart of stone that he could not hide no matter what.

After Gu Yunshan finished eating, she said softly: "Yunshan, during the Mid-Autumn Festival this month, would you like to go to your house for dinner? Let's all have a reunion dinner."

Gu Yunshan wanted to refuse, but he choked on the food in his throat. After swallowing, he said coldly: "Aren't you afraid that your family will know?"

Yan Feiyu smiled bitterly: "Yunshan, I have never been afraid of others knowing. It's you who are too stubborn and unwilling to compromise."

Gu Yunshan lowered his eyes and looked at her, "So, you invited me because of Lan Xuemei?"

Yan Feiyu said hurriedly: "Of course not, I want to invite you to the festival. You are here alone, your family is not around, you... are alone, I want to invite you to the festival."

Gu Yunshan looked away and said sarcastically: "Sending warmth? Lan Xuemei and I have the same birthday. You didn't just invite me to celebrate her birthday to join in the fun. Ms. Yan, do you think I would be so contemptuous of myself?" "

There is still more than a month before the Mid-Autumn Festival. Yan Feiyu invited him so early. Wasn't it just that if he didn't agree, she would come again and again until he agreed?

Yan Feiyu's face suddenly turned pale, as if he had been slapped, "Child, why are you...why are you talking like this? Why are you so extreme and stubborn?"

She couldn't believe it.

Gu Yunshan said coldly: "Didn't you know about my stubbornness and extremeness when I was very young?"

He would rather be broken than broken!

Yan Feiyu was in great pain, his heart was bleeding from his accusation, and his voice was a little sharp, "Then tell me, what's wrong with what I planned for you? You stay in the capital, stay with me, and grow up with Xuemei Being together, you two get married and have children. Isn't this a happy thing for everyone? Why don't you want to? Do you have to dig out my heart and cut it in two? "

Gu Yunshan originally wanted to respond with more intense, ruthless, and cold words, but when he saw Yan Feiyu's pale face and trembling hands, he swallowed his words.

He is no longer the stubborn, extreme, loveless and impulsive boy he used to be. He has grown up and has cultivated his iron skin and bones. He will no longer be hurt by others, and he will no longer long for family affection and love.

She is not wrong.

He was not wrong either.

He said when he was a child that if he took the money and went home to study, they would be cleared.

He shouldn't have hatred, let alone expectations, because no one in this world will truly love him.

Regardless of the turmoil in his heart, Gu Yunshan could not say a word, and his expression remained calm and indifferent, without any unnecessary emotion.

He strode to the door, opened the office door, and said in a cold voice: "Ms. Yan, please don't come here again."

This is what it means to send a guest.

Yan Feiyu's tears rolled down her face, she covered her face and staggered away.

Gu Yunshan looked at her staggering back and was distracted for a moment. Why didn't he agree? We go to have a meal during the Mid-Autumn Festival and everyone is happy. What’s wrong with that?

Back then, he promised to stay in the capital, stay in that wealthy family, be with Lan Xuemei, and grow up to get married and have children. Isn't that good?

Lan Xuemei is smart, beautiful and generous. Wouldn't it be nice to be his wife?

In the eyes of others, all this is good, very good, but in his eyes, it is not good, not good at all.

No matter how good it is, it's not what he wants.

He doesn't want to give in!

Don't settle!

Not to mention charity! ! !