Life is more than just living

When Zhang Li returned home, Zhang Yajie was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot. When he saw Zhang Li come back, he quietly asked her where she had been, and Zhang Li told the truth. Zhang Yajie was stunned, "How could you go to Han Yidao?" Zhang Li looked at her mother, "Because he is a good person." Zhang Yajie sighed, "I know. That kid Han Yidao is indeed a rare good person, but look at you now With his dad. How could you..."

Zhang Li said: "Don't you know now that Han Yidao is not Han Guofa's son? Besides, who else can I look for besides him? What did Han Guofa do?" Zhang Yajie sighed and said, "I asked him when I left just now. He said he wanted to go to the company to have a look." Zhang Li walked to the house where Zhang Yajie lived and whispered to her mother: "Mom, I have something to tell you. I think this Korean has a bad conscience. No wonder he took the initiative to accompany me that day. During the examination, it turned out that he had bad intentions and wanted to trick me into aborting the child. Recently, he keeps running to the company, so there must be something going on here. Li Zhilan knew that I was pregnant, and there was no way he would let me give birth to the child. They are really a couple. Yeah, it's really just as bad. Mom, I've decided to give birth to this child." Zhang Yajie touched her wet eyes, "If Korea doesn't want you anymore, how are we going to raise this child? We don't have much money on hand. It’s not enough to raise a child. How much does it cost to raise a child now? Besides, how can you get married after raising a child? "

Zhang Li said categorically: "I don't want to get married anymore. I can never find someone as good as Han Yidao again. This Korean guy ruined me back then, and I didn't have the shame to go to Han Yidao, so I ended up breaking the pot." I fell out with him. In the past few years, I asked for money from him to buy things and saved more than 20. The real estate certificate of this house is in my name. Thanks to this house, we can transfer our household registration here. Mom, I want to Okay, didn't he ask me to have an abortion? I have to ask him for a sum of money, and we will be divorced from now on. I will secretly give birth to this child. Even if he doesn't give me money, I will give birth to it. You can help me take care of the child first. After I gave birth to my child, I went out to work."

Zhang Yajie wiped her tears and said, "If you really want to have a baby, you can take care of the baby at home. The baby still needs to be fed milk. Milk powder is so expensive! Let me go out and be a nanny!" Zhang Li said impatiently, "What are you doing? Isn’t it enough to serve others? From now on, you can help me take care of the children while I go out to work. I’m younger than you, and I’ve also gone to school, so it’s easier to find a job than you. Korea sent this bastard, he ruined me, and now he’s doing it again He wanted to go back to the company and get back together with his wife. How can it be so cheap? Zhang Yajie is cowardly by nature. She whispered: "Xiaoli, that's about it. This house is worth a lot of money. Mom has been fighting for half her life." In addition to supporting your education, I haven't saved any money. It's impossible for me to buy a house in the provincial capital in this life. Zhang Li smiled bitterly, "Then you mean I got a good price? Mom, you don't need to mention this anymore. I just said I would have an abortion tomorrow. I had already gone to the family planning service station before I came back, and everything was agreed upon." "

Zhang Yajie looked at Zhang Li in confusion, "Didn't you say you wanted to give birth to the child?" Zhang Li nodded, "Yes, but if I don't agree to the abortion, I don't know what these two people will do to me. I'll just pretend Abort the child, and then, let them rest assured that if they don’t care about me from now on, I can give birth to the child with peace of mind. This child is my own, and I have no intention of blackmailing them in the future. It just depends on whether South Korea has the will to do so. . Let’s see if he will give me money if I ask for an abortion this time!”

In the evening, Han Guofa came back with a happy face. What Zhang Li didn't know was that Han Guofa spent a day in the company, going to various departments to familiarize himself with the situation. Zhang Yajie frowned, and Zhang Li said while eating: "Old Han, I want to have the child aborted tomorrow. Can you accompany me?" Han Han was stunned for a moment, "I really don't have time tomorrow, let your mother accompany me." Go ahead! He took out a wad of money from his bag and said, "Take a taxi back and ask your mother to buy more nutritional supplements and take a good supplement." "Zhang Li was not polite, reached out and took the 1 yuan and put it in her bag.

The next day, Hanfa was sent to the company. Zhang Li and Zhang Yajie went to the family planning service station together. Zhang Li had already been there the day before. She quietly gave 3000 yuan to the doctor on duty and asked her to issue a holiday. I received the surgery bill and said that I could pay for the surgery as usual. Zhang Li soon got the operation sheet, took a taxi back downstairs, and called home, but no one answered. It seemed that the nanny had gone to buy groceries. The two mothers hurried upstairs, and Zhang Li went to lie down on Zhang Yajie's bed, saying that it was for convenience to take care of her.

When I came back from Korea in the evening, I saw Zhang Li lying on Zhang Yajie's bed looking very sick. Han Guofa looked at the "Informed Consent Form" on the bedside table and felt guilty. When he saw Zhang Li covered with a quilt on a hot day, he asked her: "You sweat so much, why do you cover yourself with a quilt?" Zhang Li said: "My stomach hurts, I sweat cold sweat, and I feel cold." South Korea I had mixed feelings in my heart. I always thought that Han Yidao was my son. Everything changed overnight. Suddenly, a daughter was already that big. Zhang Li was originally pregnant and wanted her to give birth, but it turned out that she was pregnant. There were so many details. He asked the B-ultrasound doctor to do something, and he felt a little uncomfortable. After all, he was his own flesh and blood. He sat by Zhang Li's bed for a while, got up and left silently. In the evening, the Korean hairdresser didn't come back, so he called Zhang Li. The caller said he would have a meeting at the company. After get off work the next night, he came to see Zhang Li again.

Zhang Li looked at him, "Old Han, have you returned to the company to work?" Han Han nodded. Han Guofa was very embarrassed. Li Zhilan had been asking him to break up with Zhang Li for the past two days, but Zhang Li had just aborted the child yesterday, and he couldn't bear it. Zhang Li saw that he was hesitant to speak and said, "If you have anything to say, just tell me." Han Guofa put his hand on his nose and coughed, "Zhang Li, that's what happened. Yidao is not in the company either." Li Zhilan can't support it alone anymore. Rongfa Company has been my hard work for many years, and I can't watch it go bankrupt, so I have to go back to the company to take charge. What kind of person is Li Zhilan? You have known it all these years. Yes. Zhang Li, our fate has come to an end. I can’t delay you any longer. You are still young, not yet 30 years old. Why don’t you find a good man to marry? It was also a combination of circumstances that led to this. Forget it. , let’s not mention the past. I am already so old, and I don’t want anyone to poke my back again. As he said that, he took out two bundles of money from his bag and said, “This is 20, that’s all, this is still me. Carrying what Li Zhilan gave you, let’s go back to our original ways from now on! "

Zhang Li smiled miserably, "It's all up to you." Han Guofa stood up and wanted to leave, but Zhang Li reached out and grabbed his wrist, "Old Han, besides money, can you leave me another thought?"

Han Hanfa was stunned, "What do you want?" Zhang Li touched the watch on Han Hanfa's wrist with her hand, "I don't know how much your watch is worth? I just want to keep a souvenir, do you think it's okay?" Han Hanfa said. After thinking about it, Fa took off his watch and put it in Zhang Li's hand. Then he took the informed consent form for the surgery and went out without looking back. Han Guofa returned to his room, tidied up briefly, and left without saying goodbye to Zhang Li and her daughter. When Zhang Yajie saw Han Guofa leaving, she quickly ran into the house and asked Zhang Li, "How was it?" Zhang Lixiao She sat up and said, "Mom, please pay off the nanny's salary and let her go. Just tell Han that he doesn't want me anymore. We can't afford to hire a nanny." Zhang Yajie acted immediately and waited for the nanny to leave. , Zhang Li said again: "Mom, the contact person will come to change the lock for us." Soon the door lock was changed.

Zhang Yajie was worried and asked, "What did you say?" Zhang Li told her mother at this time, "He gave me 20 in cash. This was prepared a long time ago. When he heard that I had an abortion, he immediately broke up with me. It's so heartless. It's not convenient for me to go out now, and it will be troublesome if my belly is discovered." Zhang Li walked around the room very cautiously, without even stepping out of the house.

A week later, Zhang Li wore a loose skirt and went to the bank with her mother to deposit money in the card in batches. She checked online how to make a reasonable deposit. She had more than 20 yuan before, and when put together with the one issued by South Korea this time, she had deposited 15 yuan each in one-year, two-year, and three-year time deposits, and she still had more than 3 yuan in hand. Zhang Li came out of the bank and quickly took a taxi home. She said to Zhang Yajie: "Mom, these more than 3 yuan will be reserved for these few months of living, childbirth, and confinement expenses. I will go to work when the child is a hundred days old. When the child grows up, The money is really not enough, and we can still earn more than 1 yuan in interest every year. It’s okay, we will never die of hunger.” Zhang Yajie couldn’t help but nod.

Suddenly Zhang Yajie said as if she remembered something: "By the way, when I was cleaning your bed this morning, I saw the watch issued by South Korea. He left it behind. Will you come back to get it?" Zhang Li smiled, "It's not that he left it behind. I don't care what he wants." Zhang Yajie asked: "Isn't this watch very expensive?" Zhang Li nodded, "It costs hundreds of thousands! But I want this to give it to my child in the future. If the child asks who his father is, , I said that his father is dead, and the only thing left is this watch as a souvenir. If life is difficult, you can exchange some money."

Zhang Yajie is cowardly by nature, and she wiped away tears as she spoke, "You said that you are a perfectly good girl, but you have spent five years in vain with an old man, and now you have a child without a father. How will you live your life!" Zhang Li comforted her mother, "Mom, the matter is over, aren't you asking for trouble by saying this? Think about it, with my normal conditions, I can only marry a poor boy from out of town, and I have to work hard for half my life just for a house. Now that I have a house, some savings, and a child of my own, I don’t regret it anymore, because regrets are useless. "

Zhang Yajie looked at her daughter, "Xiao Li, I noticed that you have changed in the past two days. You have your own opinion now." Zhang Li smiled bitterly, "Mom, I am also a mother, and I have to fight for my children. Okay, Mom , I can’t go out anymore if I have nothing to do. If the neighbors ask me, you will say that I went to work elsewhere.” From then on, the mother and daughter lived in seclusion and waited for the childbirth with peace of mind.