Life is more than just living

Zhang Li left, and Han Yidao looked at her back and sighed. Chen Xu was not jealous, but took Han Yidao's arm considerately.

Chen Xu looked at Han Yidao, "Yidao, what kind of person is Zhang Li? She used to be your girlfriend, and I suddenly became a little curious. Can you tell me about it?" Han Yidao nodded, "Zhang Li is a miserable person. She is not a bad person, but she is extremely insecure. The first time I met her was when I was five or six years old. One summer vacation, my grandpa accompanied my grandma back to her hometown in the south. I was picked up by my mother. At that time, Zhang Li was sent here by her uncle. It is said that the reason why Aunt Zhang divorced her husband was because she gave birth to a daughter. She had to entrust Zhang Li to her mother and went to the city to be a nanny. Later, Aunt Zhang's brother After getting married and having children, Zhang Li's grandmother wanted to take care of her grandson, so she sent Zhang Li to Aunt Zhang. At that time, Zhang Li was thin and small, and she was very afraid of births. My mother did not agree with Aunt Zhang to take care of the child at that time, because she was afraid that the child would make trouble, and Aunt Zhang repeatedly I promised that the child would be well-behaved. My mother reluctantly agreed. Aunt Zhang was afraid that Zhang Li would be an eyesore to my parents, so she was kept in the utility room where Aunt Zhang lived and was not allowed to come out. One time I went to the freezer to get ice cream. , and gave one to Zhang Li by the way. Unexpectedly, Aunt Zhang thought Zhang Li had secretly taken it by herself and slapped her twice. I was frightened at the time and quickly said that I gave it to her. Aunt Zhang followed me Said, 'My child, you are kind and Auntie thanks you! But these are not things she should eat and we can't afford them. If we don't abide by our duties, your mother will kick us out, and then we won't have a place to live. We’ve eaten.’ I didn’t understand what she meant at that time, because I shared all the delicious food with Meng Xiangyu, why couldn’t Zhang Li? That day, Zhang Li didn’t dare to cry even after being beaten. I saw She was too pitiful, so I asked her to play with me. Aunt Zhang kept telling me not to make me angry and not to eat my food. Zhang Li followed me like a little puppet and I asked her to sit down. She sat down and didn't dare to move. When I gave her a toy, she took it in her hand and didn't dare to play with it. I gave her something to eat, but she was so scared that she hid back. Later, I thought it was boring and sent her back to Zhang. Auntie, I took out a few candies and gave them to Aunt Zhang, saying that I don’t like them, so give them to your children. Aunt Zhang then took them and handed them to Zhang Li. Zhang Li peeled off the candy wrapper and put one candy into her mouth. She looked at me and smiled. When my mother came back in the evening, I told her about the ice cream, and she nodded and said, "She knows the situation." Later, my mother became so kind and helped Zhang Li find a kindergarten. From then on, Zhang Li and Aunt Zhang have been living together. At my house, Aunt Zhang reminded me every day to let Zhang Li know her identity. Zhang Li helped clean the house every day, shine my mother's shoes, and wash underwear. After that summer vacation, I went back to my grandma's house, and I hadn't seen Zhang Li in nearly ten years. In the past, when I was in the third year of junior high school, my mother took me back to prepare for the high school entrance examination. Zhang Li was already a rebellious girl, and she often went against Aunt Zhang. But she liked to stick to me and was not as shy as she was when she was a child. Later, when she entered high school, she She didn't get into a key high school, but her mother wanted her to get a good education, so she went to our high school with the help of my mother. It seems that from that time on, she told others that I was her boyfriend. I was a little surprised at the time and didn't have the heart to expose it. She. At that time, Meng Xiangyu hated her very much and often laughed at her for being shabby. So she often asked me for money to buy things, and I couldn't spend all my pocket money. She also sympathized with her, so she responded to her requests. She thought it was love, so she was often arrogant. She coquettishly shows off to others how good I am to her. I never met the girl I liked during college, so her so-called girlfriend was widely recognized by my classmates. When I was about to graduate, I heard that she was getting together with my dad. I felt very embarrassed and didn't understand it at the time, but I didn't delve into it later. Now think about it, how helpless Zhang Li was at that time! People who don't know her say she is shallow and vain. In fact, she is not a bad person, but a poor person with no sense of security. Now she wants to give birth to a child, not because she wants to trap my father. After all, she just wants to have a relative. "

Chen Xu rested his head on Han Yidao's shoulder, "Yidao, Zhang Li is right about one thing. She said you are a good person. Your heart is so kind. You are still trying to excuse what she did. Okay, everyone She has her own life, let’s not feel sorry for others, maybe she feels very happy!”