Life is more than just living

Cheng Qi pursed her lips and said, "Zhang Jiaqi regarded me as a customer at that time and was not willing to make friends with me. If she had been willing to be my friend at that time, my college life would not have been so boring."

Chen Xu stretched out his hand and gently poked Cheng Qi's bulging cheek, "You, you were too young when you went to college. You are a college student when others have just entered high school. It is normal to be out of tune with everyone, but Lin Zihao I seem to really like this one of yours.

Cheng Qi said helplessly: "Lin Zihao is also a very good person. Although I can't be boyfriend and girlfriend with him, I think there is something wrong with his vision. It is normal for my husband to like me. After all, we have been dependent on each other for so many years. In his opinion, I am good in every aspect. But Lin Zihao is different. I don’t look amazing, so how can he fall in love at first sight? I really don’t understand him. Now think about anyone It’s a wonderful bond with people.”

Chen Xu smiled, "Lin Zihao regards you as his retribution. He feels that it is because he has done bad things, and you are here specifically to retaliate against him." Cheng Qi scratched her head, "How could this be? Actually? Although I don't like him, I didn't hurt him very much, I just didn't give him hope. Alas, in the final analysis, my husband treats him very badly every time. At that time, I thought my brother was very manly. It’s my fiancé’s self-consciousness. It’s quite embarrassing to think about it now.”

Now Chen Xu's mood is not so heavy, and Cheng Qi's mood is also better, so she is in the mood to talk about some insignificant things to pass the time. Cheng Qi said that the school organized a sports meeting on the eve of the National Day in her freshman year. Cheng Qi is petite and doesn't like group activities, so she didn't participate in any sports and was just a token spectator. She told Chenggong in advance her vacation time, and Chenggong said he would pick her up. After the sports meeting, the vacation begins. Cheng Qi was about to go back to the dormitory to pack her things and wait for her brother to pick her up. Unexpectedly, as soon as she walked to the door of the dormitory building, she saw Chenggong standing there with a smile on her face. Cheng Qi rubbed her eyes in disbelief, and like crazy, she jumped on Chenggong, and Chengqi caught her indulgently. Cheng Qi shouted excitedly: "Brother, you came too fast, wait for me, I will get something." She successfully put her on the ground and took her hand, "No need to take it, you come with me." "Cheng Qi followed him trustingly and didn't ask where he was going. He met Lin Zihao on the road. He came to find Cheng Qi to go home with him. When he saw a man pulling Cheng Qi, Lin Zihao stopped in front of him.

"Who is he?" the two men asked in unison. Cheng Qi's classmate, however, would only answer Cheng Qi, "Brother, I don't know him." Lin Zihao understood immediately that this was Cheng Qi's brother. Cheng Cheng glanced at him indifferently and pulled Cheng Qi away. Because they successfully bought Cheng Qi a house in college, the two of them spent that National Day in college.

On the evening of October 16th, Cheng Qi and Cheng Qi met Lin Zihao by chance while holding hands on campus. Lin Zihao happily came over to greet Cheng Qi, but Cheng Qi didn't even look at him, but leaned closer to Cheng Qi. Success looked at Lin Zihao condescendingly and said righteously: "Classmate Lin Zihao, my sister is only years old this year. She is a minor and does not consider being friends. Please stop harassing her in the future so as not to trouble her. Otherwise, don't blame me. I don't care about the friendship between fellow villagers and the face of Prosecutor General Lin." After saying that, he led Cheng Qi away casually, Lin Zihao stared blankly at the backs of the two people until they were out of sight.

After walking for a while, Cheng Qi asked in hindsight: "Brother, how do you know that man is a fellow countryman and that his father is the prosecutor general!" Shengli pretended to be mysterious, "The secret must not be leaked." Cheng Qi snorted, There is no interest in exploring this in depth. In fact, when Cheng Qi saw Lin Zihao a few days ago, she wanted to warn him, but when she thought about it, Cheng Qi had never told him about such a thing, so she rashly warned him for fear of arousing Cheng Qi's suspicion. Today was so unbearable that I didn't expect this silly girl to have any suspicion at all.

Cheng Qi had been waiting for Cheng Qi to complain to him, saying that someone was pestering her, but Cheng Qi never mentioned it before Cheng Qi. For unimportant people, unimportant things are too lazy to be mentioned. So what's important? That’s a lot: for example, the beef persimmons in the restaurant are too unpalatable and the beef is bitter; the yogurt and bread in the school supermarket are all expired for some reason; the school supermarket does not have the kind of small wings that I use, and I have to Go out to buy; go to the restaurant on the second floor to eat alone. Others looked at her strangely. Others were in twos and threes, but there was no way. None of her roommates refused to come. She could only go alone. They didn't I like the taste of the second floor; people always ask me if I am mixed race...

After that, Lin Zihao stopped for a few days and no longer had a sense of presence in front of Cheng Qi. Although Cheng Qi admired Cheng Qi for dismissing Lin Zihao with just a few words, she still felt a little unfinished. In fact, she really wanted to take Cheng Cheng and proudly say to Lin Zihao: I have a boyfriend, and this is my boyfriend. .

Speaking of the past, Cheng Qi was a little surprised, "I really don't understand what Lin Zihao likes about me." Chen Xu sighed, feeling a little sympathetic to Lin Zihao.

At this moment, Lin Zihao was lying on the bed at home in a daze. His mother came over and called him, "Hurry up and change your clothes to meet the girl. You'll be late." Lin Zihao slowly went to brush his teeth and wash his face. Blind dates were really embarrassing, but his mother never tired of asking people to introduce him to partners.

Cheng Qi is the Bai Yueguang in Lin Zihao's heart. He was really attracted to Cheng Qi back then. That little girl was pink and tender, not very stunning, but even when I was awake and dreaming, it was her, and I couldn't get rid of her. After seeing success during the National Day of that year, Lin Zihao reflected on himself. Maybe he was too impatient and aroused the resentment of other parents. Lin Zihao breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that he had to think long term, change his methods, and slowly penetrate into Cheng Qi's life circle.

Lin Zihao reflected on the fact that he chased too closely, which must have aroused Cheng Qi's resentment and complained to his brother.

Lin Zihao saw that Success had an outstanding temperament, a strong aura, and a feeling of self-power without anger. He called his father that day and asked if he knew a relatively powerful man in Beicheng County named Cheng. Lin Feng thought for a moment and said, "I know a few people with the surname Cheng. I don't know which one you are talking about?" Lin Zihao thought for a moment and said, "His surname is Cheng. He is very tall, probably over 1.9 meters tall."

Lin Feng blurted out: "That should be a success! He is the richest man in Beicheng and a real estate developer. I have no contact with him, but I have been in contact with his two cousins. One is the deputy county magistrate of Beicheng and the other is the criminal police captain. What's wrong? ? Why are you suddenly asking about this person? What happened?" Lin Zihao smiled, "It's okay, his sister is from our school, my junior girl. I heard that she is a fellow villager, so I asked about it." Lin Feng said meaningfully Oh, "My son knows about investigating girls' family backgrounds. It seems he is really interested in it." Lin Zihao was too lazy to pay attention to his father's teasing and hung up the phone.

After listening to his father's introduction, Lin Zihao suddenly understood Cheng Qi's attitude of ignoring him. Of course, a little princess from such a family would not show any pretense to Meng Lang's suitor who suddenly appeared on the way. It seems that he was indeed abrupt. But fortunately, with such a sister-controlling brother watching over her sister, Cheng Qi will not be chased away by others for the time being. She is only a freshman, and she plans to continue her graduate studies here next year, so the two of them graduate together. I always thought that the future was long, but his tenderness was ultimately wrong. Thinking of this, Lin Zihao smiled to himself, picked up the car keys and went to the milk tea shop that his mother mentioned. It was funny to think about a grown man going to a milk tea shop.

Cheng Qi said to Chen Xu: I thought Lin Zihao had given up long ago. I made it clear to him in my senior year.

That day, Cheng Qi suddenly received a call from Lin Zihao, asking Cheng Qi to go out and meet him to finally put an end to his pursuit of more than three years. As time went by, the two gradually became familiar with each other. Although Lin Zihao is five years older than Cheng Qi, because he has been studying, Lin Zihao is not too mature and is just a big boy. He pursued Cheng Qi relentlessly, but Cheng Qihao refused again and again. Cheng Qi sometimes looks in the mirror and says to herself, "This face is so ordinary, why did it attract Lin Zihao? What kind of vision does he have!" Cheng Qi used her experience of less than 20 years old to figure out how Lin Zihao persisted. For some reasons, she had always wanted Lin Zihao to give up, but Lin Zihao seemed to be ready for a protracted war. When Lin Zihao made an appointment this time, Cheng Qi originally didn't plan to go, but after thinking about it, she decided to give up on him completely. After Cheng Qihe successfully reported, she went to the place agreed by Lin Zihao - the football field of Longcheng High School as promised.

Cheng Qi didn't understand why he made an appointment here. Lin Zihao gave her the answer, "I used to study in this high school and often played football here. I was also favored by several girls because of this. I was stopped from confessing my love and I found love letters that others secretly put in my schoolbag. . I was not yet 20 years old at the time, and I looked down on this so-called love story of love at first sight. I always thought it was blind and too childish, so I dismissed it. But in the fall of 2010, on the day when I entered college as a freshman, I suffered my retribution. The moment you walked into my sight on campus, my heart fell. For more than three years, you have always ignored me. I want to understand today why I don't want to be with you. Eyes. Can you give me a reason? It also brings an end to my wishful thinking in the past few years."

Cheng Qi looked at him and said seriously: "Lin Zihao, thank you for liking me. You are the only person besides my brother who has liked me. But I'm sorry, I already have someone I like. My heart is small, I just It can hold a person." Lin Zihao clenched his hands into fists and placed them at his side, "Is he your brother?" Cheng Qi was stunned and didn't ask him how he knew, but just nodded silently. Lin Zihao's voice suddenly rose, "Cheng Qi, do you understand clearly: gratitude is not love, and dependence is not love. You should try to get in touch with other boys, give others a chance, and give yourself a chance. Maybe you will find that you There is no love between you and your brother." Cheng Qi looked at Lin Zihao sincerely, "Since you know that the person I like is Success, you must have investigated us. Then you should also know that the two of us have been dependent on each other for sixteen years. It’s been a long time. I don’t know what love is or what family affection is. I only know that success grows in my heart. If he leaves me, I will be heartbroken. If we get married in the future, I’m afraid we will still be criticized and slandered. But I'm not afraid. I can give up the whole world, but I can't give up on success. He is my belief. The reason why I went to your appointment today is to give you an explanation. I hope that the senior will meet the person he really likes soon, and I'm destined not to be your type. To be honest, I don't know what you like about me. Maybe you just don't want to admit defeat and are unwilling to give in. I'm not worthy of your insistence. Please let yourself go! There are so many good girls, don't do it for A person who doesn't care about you is a waste of time." Lin Zihao swallowed, wanting to say something but not knowing how.

Cheng Qi was wearing a white cashmere coat. The wind was strong and she felt a little cold. Lin Zihao resisted the urge to cry and took out a red cashmere scarf from his coat pocket and handed it to Cheng Qi. Cheng Qi looked at him confused. Lin Zihao looked up at the gray sky, "This is yours! Do you still remember the snowman you built when you were a freshman? You wrapped this scarf around its neck, and I took it away. I took it with me It took me to the postgraduate entrance examination and I think it brought me good luck. I have always treasured it and hope that one day when you accept me, I will tell you this episode. In fact, I had expected this result when I came here today, but I still I feel very unwilling. But I will never pester you again, maybe my other half is waiting for me." Then he opened the scarf, wrapped it around Cheng Qi's neck, and then strode away.

Cheng Qi walked out of the playground and found a familiar car parked beside the playground. She ran over and opened the passenger door and got in. "Oh, I'm freezing to death. Huh? How did you get here?" She successfully leaned over, fastened her seat belt for her, and drove home without saying a word. Cheng Qi looked in the wrong direction, "Sheng Cheng, it's not time to get off work yet, why are you going back so early?" Cheng Qi said expressionlessly, "Don't you think it's cold? Go back and take a hot bath." Cheng Qi chuckled, " It just so happens that I'm tired too. Chenggong, you're the best, I love you so much." Chengqi smiled and accepted her confession, Cheng Qi was a little dissatisfied, "It's rude of you to do this, Chenggong. I said I love you, and you should do the same. Say you love me." Chenggong quickly turned to look at her, and then continued to look forward, "Okay! I said, you love me." Cheng Qi was dumbfounded, what kind of rhythm is this, and when did this guy learn it? So glib.

After returning home, Cheng Qi came out and sat on the sofa in the bedroom after taking a shower. She found something red in the trash can. She walked over and saw it was a scarf, so she asked, "Why did you throw away my scarf?" Cheng Qi's face did not change color. Without skipping a beat, she said, "I don't want these things from several years ago." Cheng Qi didn't bother to expose this petty man.

Cheng Qi said a little bit unbearably: "I used to not care about other people's feelings and was only interested in successful things. But since I became pregnant, I have become a little sentimental. I hope that all good people can be safe and happy and that their dreams will come true." The one you love happens to love you too, and it is best if both of you are in love with each other, and there should never be any more wishful thinking and true love."