Life is more than just living

Chen Xu talked about that past in detail. Lin Zihao was devastated after hearing this. Although he knew it must be related to him, he didn't expect the matter to be so serious, so serious that he couldn't bear it. It turned out that his summer camp trip had changed the fate of so many people.

Chen Xu didn't know Lin Zihao very well, but he could tell that this man of his own age was well protected by his parents and had not suffered too much. Chen Xu sighed and comforted: "So I have always told you before that it is better not to know some things! You were just a child at that time, and you were not the initiator. So you don't have to blame yourself too much. Let the past be in the past! I used to resent you, but now I am relieved, maybe everything is destined! Only by thinking this way can I let myself go, otherwise I will not be able to overcome the difficulties in my heart."

Chen Xu wanted to get out of the car, but when he saw Lin Zihao's appearance, he couldn't bear it. She knew that she was a little too kind, and Lin Zihao should bear this. But considering that Lin Zihao didn't mean it subjectively, he still said a word of comfort: There is no way to change the past, let's look forward.

Lin Zihao suddenly turned to look at Chen Xu and said: You know Cheng Qi, right? Chen Xu nodded: "Yes, we are still classmates in elementary school!" Lin Zihao suddenly laughed, "How is she now?" Chen Xu blinked, feeling that this young man's thinking was too fast. So she said her husband was back and she was fine, so there was no need to worry. Lin Zihao nodded, and then said with some melancholy: "Chen Xu, do you think I have suffered retribution? I used to have everything going smoothly until I met Cheng Qi. I chased her for four years, but I don't deserve happiness. Well! I used to think that it was because I rejected my suitors in spite of their faces, so I met someone like Cheng Qi who didn’t take me seriously. It turns out it’s not because of this, but because of what I did unknowingly. I did something wrong. I caused my aunt to lose her life; I caused my cousin to lose his job and embark on a path he despises; I caused your neighbor to go to jail for more than ten years; I caused you to lose the hope of life early. Mentor. So, even if no one loves me in this life, I deserve it!"

Chen Xu felt that it was a mistake for her to come out today. In fact, she had been hesitating on the way here whether to tell Lin Zihao the truth. Chen Xu had selfish motives for telling the truth, and Lin Feng would retire in a few years. She hoped that her eldest brother could help. Lin Zihao worked in the court, and with Lin Feng's connections, his future was bright. He might be able to help Lin Zhiyuan in the future. It makes Lin Zihao feel guilty. When his eldest brother is in trouble, he may be more willing to help. Unexpectedly, he used too much force and made this kid talk about cause and effect. She didn't expect this effect, and she really couldn't laugh or cry.

Lin Zihao asked Chen Xu again, "There are many rumors about my cousin. Some people say that he is a smiling tiger and very insidious; others say that he is very moral; but I think he is a person with a big picture: facing Both me and him can be calm. If it were me, I wouldn't be able to do it. He treats you as a sister, which also shows that he is an amazing man: I heard from my dad that Wang Zhiqiang had an idea for you and was intercepted by his cousin. Hu, his courage is evident. He is not moved by your beauty and only regards you as his sister. He is indeed a determined person." A few unrelated words made Chen Xu even more dumbfounded. , Chen Xu smiled helplessly and said: "I thank you for believing that the relationship between eldest brother and me is innocent. Outsiders may not think so. Thank you! By the way, since my eldest brother is willing to recognize you, he also You treat it as a relative. Don’t think about the past, and don’t mention it in front of your elder brother. Your aunt, my teacher Lin, is a very, very good person. She must hope that everyone is well and that we all live a good life! "

On Friday night, Chen Xu took the high-speed train to accompany Cheng Qi, changing shifts with Zhao Yuhan, and wanted Zhao Yuhan to come back and visit the flower shop.

Cheng Qi is now in a very good state of mind. Although Cheng Cheng has not come to her, the two of them video chat every day. Cheng Qi said that this was often the case when she was in college, and she is here waiting for him to come back. You can comfort yourself: If the love lasts for a long time, how can it last day and night? Chen Xu was very happy to see her like this. Liu Jingsheng was also very happy about Chen Xu's arrival, although Chen Xu had to stay with Cheng Qi and could not stay at home.

Nowadays, Liu Jingsheng's business is closed, so he is very free. Apart from helping Cheng Qi deliver supplies every day, he just reads books. He told Chen Xu that Lin Zihan had contacted him recently. It's just a normal greeting between the two people, and they will contact each other in two days. Chen Xu is very happy. She is not in a hurry. She hopes that Zihan and her brother will get along slowly. They are both adults and know what they want. If the two of them can get along, it will be a matter of course.

Cheng Qi's mood has improved recently, her appetite has also improved, and the little flame of gossip has started to burn again. She has the mood and time to care about how Chen Xu and Han Yidao are doing; what is the progress of Gao Shan and Wang Xue? Chen Xu was helpless, why did he always care about this? Cheng Qi said confidently, "I can't help it. I was raised by my husband and I have never been in a serious relationship. I just want to hear other people's love stories!"

Chen Xu suddenly remembered and asked: "You also said that you have never been in a serious relationship? But someone has pursued you! Isn't Lin Zihao the suitor? I think that young man is tall and handsome, and he is also very sunny. Really, there is no such thing as Have you ever been tempted?"

Cheng Qi looked at Chen Xu in disbelief, how come you still know Lin Zihao? Chen Xu was helpless, "What's strange about me knowing Lin Zihao? His father is our prosecutor general, and he is my eldest brother's cousin. Tell me, what's going on? I also gossip about your love history!"

Cheng Qi waved her hand, "This is not a love story. It has never started at all. Just like when you are walking on the road, a person who distributes small advertisements comes and pesters you and insists on giving you one. That's it. It’s not even an episode!”

Chen Xu looked at her sideways, "Hey! This is dishonest. I heard Lin Zihao say that he has been chasing you for four years. You seemed to have mentioned it once before, saying that Lin Zihao was pestering you. It’s Zhang Jiaqi who came to your rescue, it’s not just as simple as posting a small advertisement! Tell me!”

Cheng Qi raised her head and said, "Am I shooting myself in the foot? I'm eating myself in the head!"

Chen Xu joked: The masses have sharp eyes and cannot tolerate your denial. Hurry up and recruit the truth!

Cheng Qi sighed: Lin Zihao and I have a bad fate. I met him on the first day of college.

That day, she successfully settled Cheng Qi into the university. When she was about to go home, she walked to the parking lot. Instead of getting in the car immediately, she said to Cheng Qi with a smile: "Baby, you go back to the dormitory first." Cheng Qi understood that he was afraid that he would stand on his own. I was sad to see the car drive away from behind, so I smiled and waved and walked back with a jump. After walking for a while and looking back, Cheng Qi was still looking at her with a smile. When she saw her turning back and waving to her, Cheng Qi suppressed her reluctance and continued walking. Arriving at the side of a teaching building, it blocked the view. After about three minutes, Cheng Qi gently poked her head out from the corner. The car had just started, and Cheng Qi watched the car drive out of sight before jumping back to As she walked back, she kept comforting herself: If our love lasts for a long time, how can we stay together day and night?

After walking for a while, we came to a small fork in the road. The baby was a little confused and didn't know which way to go. When she came in the morning, she was led by the senior who welcomed the new students. When she came out, she was successfully led. She didn't remember the route at all. She looked at the students and parents coming and going, and was planning to inquire. I saw a boy standing opposite, holding a book in his hand, looking at him. Cheng Qi had no intention of asking him for directions. She never thought about it, but he took the initiative to strike up a conversation and said, "Are you a freshman? Are you lost? Do you need help?" Cheng Qi didn't like to interact with strangers, so she looked at him warily. I glanced at him and, regardless of whether it was right or not, walked forward faster. But the man enthusiastically walked with Cheng Qi and introduced as he walked, "Little sister, the fork in front of you, to the east, is the residential area of ​​​​the family area, the middle one is for the gymnasium, and next to the gymnasium is the North Campus. "The one on the west side is for the West Campus. If you go to the West Campus, just walk along the football field and you will see the girls' apartment." Upon hearing this, the baby hurriedly walked towards the middle road without saying thanks. The boy smiled and watched Cheng Qi jumping up and down from behind. He couldn't help but laugh out loud. How could any college student walk like this?

A few days after school started, news spread like wildfire that the little girl in the class, Cheng Qi, had a suitor. Everyone knows that there is a senior boy who often comes to see her. Cheng Qi ignored her every time, as if she hadn't seen him. Originally, there were tens of thousands of people in one university, and people from different colleges and different classes did not have the opportunity to meet often. But Cheng Qi jumped all the way, and suddenly stopped because she was lost. She looked confused at the intersection and ran into the boy's heart. After that, he stayed near the cafeteria of the West Campus. A few days later, I finally saw Cheng Qi again. He stepped forward and introduced himself, but Chengqi seemed not to have heard and walked around him and left. But he didn't give up. He didn't have any classes in his senior year, so he had plenty of time. Because he was ready to continue his postgraduate entrance examination at this school, he took training in a tutoring class run by a tutor in the school. The girls in Cheng Qi's class were watching indifferently, wanting to see if sparks could fly between the two. Cheng Qi ignored the pursuit of boys. Everyone was surprised. They all knew that Cheng Qi was young, but they did not expect that this little girl did not panic or look proud when faced with the enthusiastic pursuit of a boy who was five or six years older than herself. It's like he doesn't exist.

When the pursuit and interception had no effect, the pursuer changed his strategy and investigated Cheng Qi's age and hometown from the outside. One night, Cheng Qi left her self-study class because she left her mobile phone in the classroom and went back to get it. When I came out and was alone, the boy came up to me. Cheng Qi was a little nervous when she saw that there was no one around, but because of the poor lighting, the boy didn't notice. The boy followed her closely, "Cheng Qi, can you listen to me say a few words? Just a few words." Cheng Qi walked quickly towards the dormitory without saying a word. The boy walked next to Cheng Qi and said to himself: "We are fellow villagers. My home is in Longcheng City, less than 100 miles away from Beicheng. We are really fellow villagers. I won't lie to you. Let me show you my ID card." "As he said that, he took out his ID card and held it up to Cheng Qi's eyes. Cheng Qi ignored him and continued walking. The boy continued to talk to himself: "My name is Lin Zihao. I am 22 this year. I am five years older than you. You are still young. If you are still young, If you don’t want to have a boyfriend, we can try to be ordinary friends first. You can treat me as a fellow countryman and a brother. I just want to get to know you and let you have an impression of me. If you want to find a boyfriend in the future, you can consider me. Really. I'm in law school, my parents both work in the Procuratorate, and I'm meters tall..." Balabala. Cheng Qi looked at him as if she was crazy and remained silent. Seeing Cheng Qi glance at him, Lin Zihao seemed to be inspired and was about to continue to promote himself. At this time, a female voice from behind sounded, "Cheng Qi! You are Cheng Qi?" Qiba?"

Cheng Qi looked back and saw a short-haired girl looking at her with a smile under the street lights. Cheng Qi felt like she had seen her somewhere. When the girl saw her turning back, she quickly squeezed in between Cheng Qi and Lin Zihao, "Cheng Qi, it's really you! We are in the same class, I am from Class 11 of Beicheng No. 1 Middle School, and I am in the class next to you. It's great to meet an alumnus here. Come on!" He said, holding Cheng Qi's arm affectionately and walking towards the dormitory together. Cheng Qi originally objected to other people's overly affectionate behavior, but at this moment she preferred it. Lin Zihao saw that he could no longer talk, so he had to leave. After walking a few steps, the girl looked back, confirmed that Lin Zihao had left, and let her go. Cheng Qi stretched out her arms and smiled coquettishly. Although Cheng Qi is young, she is not stupid. This girl is clearly here to save her. Cheng Qi rarely took the initiative to say: "Hello! I did see you more than once in the corridors and stairs in high school, but I don't know what you call you?"

"My name is Zhang Jiaqi, and I study accounting at the School of Business Administration. I live in dormitory No. 13. Fellow fellow, this is my phone number. If you need me for anything, call me." She said and stuffed a note into Cheng Qi's hand. inside. Cheng Qi was speechless, how could this person prepare someone's phone number anytime and anywhere? How it feels like receiving an original business card.

On the way back to the dormitory, Zhang Jiaqi tried her best to liven up the atmosphere, and Cheng Qi cooperated, so she was not silent until she reached the door of apartment building No. 9. After Cheng Qi said goodbye to Zhang Jiaqi, she ran in, and Zhang Jiaqi hurried to her dormitory.

At this moment, Cheng Qi pursed her lips and said, "Zhang Jiaqi regarded me as a customer at that time and was not willing to make friends with me. If she had been willing to be my friend at that time, my college life would not have been so boring."