Life is more than just living

Guo Jian's voice was a little hoarse, "Zhang Jiaqi, right? Do you want me to take care of you!" Upon hearing this, Zhang Jiaqi suddenly pulled her hand back desperately, but Guo Jian's hand was big and strong. Zhang Jiaqi suddenly became excited, "Mr. Guo, stop joking and let me go!" She struggled for a long time to no avail. The two people couldn't see each other's expressions in the darkness, and Guo Jian's doubtful voice sounded, "Why don't you give it a try?" Zhang Jiaqi said excitedly: "No, I can take care of myself! You just met each other for the first time today. , it’s so weird to say this. I’m just too sleepy, maybe a little confused, that’s why I’m saying this! I don’t need sympathy, really! Don’t pity me!”

Guo Jian turned on the car's interior light with his left hand, and Zhang Jiaqi reached out to block the light. Guo Jian still held her hand, stared at her sideways and said, "Look at me!" Unexpectedly, Zhang Jiaqi lowered her head and did not look up at all, "Mr. Guo, please let me go!"

Guo Jian looked at the girl Zhang Jiaqi carefully: she was very thin, her skin was a little dark and rough, her clothes were very old, and her collar was a little torn. "Guo Jian stretched out his other hand and held her tightly with both hands together, "Zhang Jiaqi, give me a chance and give yourself a chance. Zhang Jiaqi finally raised her head and met Guo Jian's gaze, "Mr. Guo, what do you mean?" Have mercy on me? No need. Guo Jian shook his head, "I rarely pity others. I feel sorry for you, just like I felt sorry for myself back then." "

Zhang Jiaqi lowered her head again, "Mr. Guo, it's too late, I have to go home." Guo Jianqi loosened his hand slightly, and Zhang Jiaqi withdrew his hand and wanted to open the car door and get out of the car, but the door was locked. , cannot be opened.

Guo Jian looked at her seriously, "Zhang Jiaqi, don't be afraid! What are you afraid of? I won't hurt you!" Zhang Jiaqi said, "I'm afraid of disappointment, because I feel there is no hope at all. Once I have hope, it will inevitably I will be disappointed, and I will be hit harder. I don’t want to do this. I don’t know what you mean today. No boy has ever confessed to me since I was a child. I know that I am not lovable, even though I work hard. My mother often scolds me, and my aunt always says that I am bad at this and that. So please don’t say you like me, I don’t believe it!”

Guo Jian sighed, "Silly girl, why do you despise yourself so much? You can't despise yourself just because others despise you!"

Zhang Jiaqi looked at the darker street outside, "My life is like this road. I can't see the way forward clearly, so I can only move forward in the dark. Don't give me hope, I'm scared. After my father passed away In the past few years, I have pretended to be strong, but only I know how fragile I am. The reason why I pretend to be strong is because no one cares about my vulnerability." Zhang Jiaqi sniffed, "I'm going back, Mr. Guo, goodbye !”

Guo Jian did not let her go, but took a deep breath, and then said with determination: "I have some money. Although I am not a rich man, it will not be a problem to solve your current difficulties. Are you willing to follow me? Look everywhere?" Zhang Jiaqi said decisively, "I don't want to!"

Guo Jian looked at her curiously, "Why? Am I really that bad?" Zhang Jiaqi tried to sit up straight, trying to look more imposing, "It's not for that reason. I don't have any merits worthy of others' liking. I have You know yourself, so you don’t have to lie to me and say you like me. What’s more, we just met for the first time today, and we have only been together for more than ten hours. If you say you like me, I won’t believe it. You just listen to what I say. These tragic pasts are just impulsive. I heard that men are protective. I don’t need others to take care of me. Don’t think that I lack love just because I am deceived! But Mr. Guo, you said you are rich, right? Do you think I am like this? A poor girl will be tempted when she hears you are rich, right? You are right. After you said so many words, I will remember two words: rich! But do you want to support me? "

Guo Jian couldn't laugh or cry, this girl was so different. He deliberately teased her, "What if it is?" Zhang Jiaqi looked at Guo Jian, "It's not impossible, as long as you give me enough money! I can't get married anyway, even if I find a poor boy who is willing to have me , if you get married, you may get divorced if you can’t stand the drag from us two. Instead of doing this, it’s better to make some practical money so that you can live a more comfortable life. It’s better than living hard to make ends meet every day. Can you How much will you give me?"

Guo Jian looked at Zhang Jiaqi with a smile. Zhang Jiaqi felt a little uncomfortable being stared at. She felt that she was too stupid. Would she even lose this part-time job that paid 2000 yuan a month? She was thinking of how to make amends, saying that she was joking. At this time, Guo Jian suddenly grabbed Zhang Jiaqi's hand again and said seriously: "Date with me, be my girlfriend, I will give you 1 yuan a month, and I will keep [-] yuan for my monthly salary to refuel the car." I will support you and leave the rest to you. If we can get married in the future, then I will give you all my money and you will give me pocket money. How about that?"

Zhang Jiaqi looked at Guo Jian blankly, not knowing whether what he said was true or false, whether he was trying to deceive her or just kidding her. She was at a loss for a moment. Guo Jian suddenly opened the central lock and let go of Zhang Jiaqi's hand. "Go back to sleep. I'll find you tomorrow!" Zhang Jiaqi quickly opened the door and fled.