Life is more than just living

Chen Xu tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep at night. Today's conversation with Lin Zhiyuan reminded her of many things from the past. In fact, what Lin Zhiyuan said before was not wrong. If he kept showing his presence in front of Chen Xu, Chen Xu would have buried many things about Teacher Lin deep in his memory. Was he too heartless?

Liu Jingsheng once said to Chen Xu: Don't dwell on the pain. Teacher Lin's death was the biggest pain in Chen Xu's heart. Every time he thought about it, he felt heartbroken. She obviously was still breathing and heartbeating when she sent Teacher Lin to the hospital. Teacher Lin died just because she didn't have enough money to pay for the examination and rescue fees. If Teacher Lin had received timely treatment, he might still be alive and well today. To put it bluntly, even if Teacher Lin doesn't make it through the rescue, it's still better than watching him leave helplessly and being helpless!

Chen Xu knelt down to the doctor and begged him to treat Teacher Lin, but the doctor pushed her away and said, "Don't make unreasonable troubles here. The hospital has a system and this is not something I have the final say. You'd better hurry up and collect money!" "Chen Xu has a small amount of money in her pocket, but it's not enough. She doesn't know what to do. Like a headless fly, running around the hospital, she ran to find the director, but couldn't find anyone. She had no choice but to run to the inpatient department to ask for help, thinking that the families of the patients could relate to her. But after she finished speaking, most people were indifferent. Most of the patients’ family members are used to seeing their family members tortured by the disease. She went to the doctor's office and the nurse's station to ask for help. The medical staff were used to seeing life and death and were numb. A nurse pushed her and said, "Situations like yours happen often, and it doesn't matter what we say. You should think of other ways!"

Chen Xu was unwilling and ran to another floor. Finally, an elderly doctor agreed to go with Chen Xu to have a look. But when Chen Xu led the doctor to the lobby on the first floor, he found that Teacher Lin had no breathing or heartbeat.

Many times, Chen Xu preferred to think of the day when Teacher Lin took her to school, but unconsciously avoided the time when Teacher Lin passed away. That was Chen Xu's eternal pain, and no one could share it. Whenever she thought about it, she felt like she was suffocating. People tend to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Over time, Chen Xu seemed to have forgotten that period of the past.

How did it all happen? Chen Xu remembered that in those days, Lin Zhiyuan was locked up, and Li Na's mother kept making troubles, forcing Teacher Lin to take the child out immediately, saying that if Lin Zhiyuan lost his job and had a criminal record, his daughter Li Na would not be able to Marry him. The second daughter, Li Na, has been pregnant for several months and cannot wait any longer. Teacher Lin was overwhelmed. She had never asked for help in her life, so she looked for connections everywhere. Later, Teacher Lin even went to find his younger brother Lin Feng, who had not been in contact with him for more than 20 years. During the process of asking for help, Chen Xu heard that Lin Feng had been transferred to the Longcheng City Procuratorate. According to Teacher Lin's return, at first, Lin Feng's attitude was extremely cold. Teacher Lin had to lower his face and say nice things before Lin Feng agreed to ask. Later, he made a phone call and after communication, he agreed to give the person who was beaten 1 yuan. Only then did the beaten director agree not to pursue the charges for medicine and nutrition.

Lin Pei returned home and sold everything he could at home, but he still couldn't come up with 1 yuan. At this time Zhang Yong came and said he could help. He spent all his money, but it was still not enough. Zhang Yong remembered that someone he knew owed him a sum of money, and he immediately went to ask for the debt. In the afternoon, Zhang Yong did collect enough money. Teacher Lin was so happy that he said to Zhang Yong incoherently: "Zhang Yong, you have helped Teacher Lin and Zhiyuan a lot this time. Thank you! Don't worry, I will return it to you as soon as possible." With that, he quickly handed over the money. Lin Feng sent it and asked Lin Feng to hand it over to that person.

That night, when Chen Xu came back with Teacher Lin, it was already late at night. Teacher Lin breathed a sigh of relief and said: "The matter has finally been solved. I have also recovered from a mental illness. I really hope that Xiaoyuan will come back tomorrow. He is staying there. I feel uneasy. I hope his father will bless him." .”

Lin Pei looked at Chen Xu, who had been accompanying her these days. She touched Chen Xu's head happily and said, "Chen Xu, you will go to junior high school soon. You are older than others, so you are considered a big girl. Study hard at school. I've contacted you to live on campus. You'll have more time to study, and you won't have to worry about your grandma being unhappy. When school starts, just bring the luggage and daily necessities I prepared for you. When the time comes, I'll see you off. Don't forget to come and see Teacher Lin during the holiday and tell me about your study." Chen Xu nodded repeatedly.

Neither of them could sleep that night. Chen Xu had been accompanying Lin Pei ever since Lin Zhiyuan's accident. Lin Pei sat up and saw that Chen Xu was not sleepy, so he told Chen Xu about Lin Zhiyuan's life experience. She smiled bitterly and said: "You are still a child. You should not hear such a heavy story, but I really have no one to tell you. Chen Xu, you are a girl. You must protect yourself and take good care of yourself in the future. You Remember: life is not just about living, it is about living well." Chen Xu kept nodding. Teacher Lin sighed again and said: "I don't blame Zhiyuan for not coming home all year round. This child is a hateful person. His father died inexplicably, and I failed to seek justice for him. There is nothing I can do. , in that situation, all I saw was a box of ashes. I also thought about following him with the child in my belly, and reuniting the family of three underground. But that night I had a dream, I dreamed that he was smiling He said to me, 'I have more important things to do. I'm leaving now. You take good care of the child and raise him up. I'll pick you up when the time comes.' I don't know if there is really a soul in this world, or if it's me. Subconsciously, I gave up on searching for the truth and seeking justice. Anyway, I believed it. At that time, I had a big belly and spent a long time searching for the truth. It was not realistic. People have to live, not to mention that I still have a child who is about to be born in my belly. , there was no formal job at that time, and eating was a problem. I feel sorry for Zhiyuan's father. People are like this sometimes, and they don't even want to think about those painful things. Because those things are too cruel, I dare not touch them at all. "

Chen Xu listened silently. Anyone who heard the cause of Wu Jianguo's death would find it very strange. But she was not very old at the time, so she just listened quietly. She wanted to comfort Teacher Lin but didn't know where to start. Neither of them slept that night. Teacher Lin gave Chen Xu a few words from time to time. Now that I think about it, it seems as if Teacher Lin has a premonition that he is leaving.