Life is more than just living

Liu Jingsheng looked at the tearful Han Yidao and didn't know what to say for a moment. He hesitated while holding his cell phone. Han Yidao was completely sober at this time. He wiped his tears with his hands and walked towards the door. Liu Jingsheng chased him and asked: "What are you going to do?" Han Yidao said to go home. Liu Jingsheng grabbed him and said, "You drank so much, and it's too late now. I'll see you off later."

Liu Jingsheng drove to the downstairs of Wu Sixian's house. Han Yidao said, "Jingsheng, during the video just now, did Chen Xu guess that I was here? What she said at first was relatively normal, but then when she talked about trivial matters, she was a bit incoherent, and she talked about other men chasing after her. She also said that she wants to find an ordinary person to live an ordinary life and no longer pursue love, are you telling me that?"

Liu Jingsheng sighed, "Han Yidao, please listen to my advice: you are a man and should cheer up. Think about it, Chen Xu, a weak woman who was broken up, did not seek life and death, but worked very hard to live. You have Why not cheer up? If the fate is not over, we will definitely meet again. If the fate is over, then we can only accept fate and let it happen."

Han Yidao said to Liu Jingsheng: "Jingsheng, we were classmates before, but I never got to know you well. Thanks to Chen Xu, I have you as a friend. I thank you for everything you have done for Chen Xu." Liu Jingsheng said. "No need to say thank you. Everything I did for Chen Xu was not for you. Chen Xu deserves it." Han Yidao looked at Liu Jingsheng. The lights in the car were dim and he looked hard into Liu Jingsheng's eyes. "Jingsheng, What would you do if you were me?"

Liu Jingsheng also looked back at Han Yidao seriously, "Han Yidao, just respect your heart. I'm not you! First of all, my parents will respect my choice, because my parents have been suppressed by my grandfather for so many years, and they have had enough. I have overcome the pain of children being manipulated by their parents, so relatively speaking, I have more autonomy. Your situation does not exist here. If I like a girl, my family will support her unconditionally, no matter what her family background is. , no matter what past she has."

Han Yidao looked at the dark night sky outside, "Liu Jingsheng, as you said: On the one hand, I couldn't let go of Chen Xu, and on the other hand, I felt very sorry for her. At first, I thought I could do it and give her happiness, but in the end I found out that I He is really an incompetent person. The fate between us may have really ended. I want to ask, no joke, you are so good to Chen Xu, don’t you have any love for her? "

Liu Jingsheng thought for a while, "Speaking of this, it's all thanks to your adoptive mother Li Zhilan. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have the chance to meet Chen Xu. The first time I met Chen Xu, I felt amazing. I bought it from her She didn't recommend anything like other salespersons, and she still advised me to spend wisely. At that time, I felt that this girl was not only beautiful, but also very kind. She was not the kind of person your mother said she was. I began to pursue her. At that time, she directly rejected me and said that she already had a boyfriend. After learning about Chen Xu, my parents couldn’t wait to go to the mall to see her. She introduced clothes to my parents for a whole morning, but this old couple Even though she forgot to buy something, she didn't feel any dissatisfaction, so my parents spoke very highly of her. This also strengthened my determination to chase her. She never gave me a chance, and she never gave me a chance. Give me any fantasy. Later, I found her anxiously stopping a car on the street, the time your grandma was sick and hospitalized. I helped her, and that's when she said something to me. I saw her because of you Grandma was pushed into the emergency room, where she cried anxiously. I knew I had no chance. She really regarded your grandma as a relative. Later, after Grandma Wu fell asleep, Chen Xu called your mother and asked why Old man's mental illness? I particularly admired her courage at that time, because generally speaking, with her status, she should please your mother."

At this time, Han Yidao suddenly said, "What did you say? My grandma got sick from anger?" Liu Jingsheng suddenly remembered that Chen Xu had told him, but he didn't expect that he accidentally let it slip. He scratched his head and said, "Oh, look at my words. I forgot to promise Chen Xu not to tell you. That time it was indeed your mother who made your grandma so angry that she was hospitalized. Chen Xu was afraid that you would be sad, right? , so don’t let me tell you. Think about it, how much Chen Xu has endured silently since she made her relationship clear with you! So don’t blame Chen Xu, she has paid a lot for you, and she wanted to be with you wholeheartedly. Together. You can't go on. There are her problems and your problems. In short, it's not the best time. So don't suffer needlessly here and live a good life! Although I know that I can't be Chen Xu's boyfriend, I still don't I hope to become a passer-by in Chen Xu’s life. Therefore, I shamelessly went to find Chen Xu, hoping to be an ordinary friend with her. As the two of us came into contact more and more, I fell in love with her more and more. On my birthday, I put these I told Chen Xu about the loneliness of having no friends for many years and not being understood. Chen Xu cried twice. What a kind person she is! I think she is like the sister of my compatriots, so I can no longer care about her. I have no other thoughts, I just want to stay with her and take care of her for the rest of my life."

Han Yidao looked at Liu Jingsheng and said, "Thank you, Jingsheng. Although you said that everything you did for Chen Xu was not for me, I still want to say thank you for being so kind to Chen Xu. Chen Xu's life was too hard before. God sent you to her only after God opened his eyes. You are more blessed than me. I can’t even think of being a brother now, and I’m more selfish than you. Ask me to be her brother and watch her fall in love and get married with someone else. I You can't do it!" Liu Jingsheng reached out and patted his shoulder, "I understand. Okay, go up early. Maybe the old man is still waiting for you to go back. Don't let her worry about you anymore."

Han Yidao walked into the house and found that Wu Sixian was indeed waiting for him. He walked to Wu Sixian and said, "Grandma, go to bed early. You don't have to wait for me in the future." Wu Sixian looked at him, "Yidao, tell the truth to Grandma, Xiaoxu, did you two break up? She just left. When she was young, she would still call me from time to time. Recently, she has not called me for several days." Han Yidao did not hide it, "Yes, grandma, our relationship is not blessed. I don't want to go on like this. After all, I still It has not withstood the test." Wu Sixian said: "Yidao, you just think too much, why can't you live for yourself?" Han Yidao scratched his head, "Grandma, it's not that I don't want to, but this will continue to bring trouble to Chen Xu. To hurt her. She is a person with very low self-esteem. She has built up her self-confidence with great difficulty. If she loses her confidence because she is denied again and again, then my sin will be too great, so I can't be so selfish. She is not You have to be with me to be happy, and others can give her happiness." Wu Sixian sighed, stood up slowly, and said as he walked: "I'm old and can't care about that much anymore, you can make as much trouble as you want!"

Han Yidao went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water. He looked at himself in the mirror and raised his fist, Chen Xu, believe me, I will be fine, and we will all live well.