After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

In order to see Xiao Changchang as soon as possible, Shen Ruoyan forced herself to eat every day.

But her reaction during pregnancy was very violent, and she often vomited after eating.

Shen Ruoyan could only endure the nausea, vomited after eating, and then ate again after vomiting. She managed to gain some weight in just ten days.

This time Lu Yan did not break his promise and walked in with a child in his arms that night.

Hearing the baby's babbling sounds coming from the yard, Shen Ruoyan immediately stood up, walked to the door and took a closer look. The person in Lu Yan's arms was her brother's son, Shen Chang.

Seeing Xiao Changchang, Shen Ruoyan felt sad and happy at the same time. All the suppressed emotions these days burst out at this moment. She walked to Lu Yan in a few steps and took the little baby while laughing and crying. Not to mention the appearance. strangeness.

The little guy was less than two years old and had no idea about the huge changes that had happened in his family. When he saw a familiar person, he excitedly raised his two fleshy arms and took the initiative to put his face towards her, wanting Shen Ruoyan to kiss him. I saw my aunt burst into tears.

Xiao Changchang comforted anxiously:

"Auntie! Auntie! Don't cry, don't cry! Wherever it hurts, let me blow it for you."

Shen Chang's dark eyes looked very much like Shen Ruochuan's, which reminded Shen Ruoyan of her brother's serious injury in prison, and she couldn't help but hold Xiao Changchang tightly in her arms.

"Xiao Changchang, aunt is fine, aunt just misses you too much."

With Shen Chang's arrival, Shen Ruoyan rarely had a few happy days.

But she knew very well that such a life would not last long, because Xiao Changchang definitely could not stay here for a long time.

She didn't know what tricks Lu Yan used to save Xiao Changchang, but Xiao Changchang was the child of a criminal ordered by the imperial court. Back then, all the men of the Shen family were sentenced to be beheaded at Caishikou. From that day on, Xiao Changchang Changchang is a person who should not exist in this world long ago.

Shen Ruoyan also wanted to keep her child by her side and watch him grow up day by day. Will she eventually be able to see the shadow of her brother and sister-in-law in Xiao Changchang? But if Xiao Changchang is left at the feet of the emperor, something will happen one day.

That night, when Lu Yan walked into Shen Ruoyan's room, he found that she was already sitting at the table waiting for him, as if he had already guessed what she was going to say. Lu Yan sat down next to her, his face calm.

"I want Qin'er to take Xiao Changchang away from here." Shen Ruoyan didn't beat around the bush and put forward her idea straight to the point, "Just think of it as a way to accumulate some virtue for our unborn child. I will definitely stay in the house obediently in the future. Here, I will stay with you forever."

Unexpectedly, those words moved Lu Yan, and the man agreed readily, with even a hint of smile in his eyes.

"Okay, I will arrange for someone to send them away."

Lu Yan acted very quickly and had everything arranged within a few days.

The day Qin'er left happened to be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the moon in the sky was almost perfectly round, but the people on the ground had to face separation.

Shen Ruoyan held Xiao Changchang on her lap and kissed her again and again, making the little baby giggle.

Seeing this warm picture, Qin'er suddenly wanted to cry.

Now that the young lady has a child in her belly, in a few years, will the young lady be able to hold her own child in her arms and kiss the cute little baby like Xiao Changchang?

She said she would stay with the young lady for the rest of her life, but she would no longer be able to see the young lady's child.

Sensing Qin'er's declining expression, Shen Ruoyan waved to her, took the little girl's hand, and said sincerely:

"Qin'er, you are the only person I trust, so I leave Xiao Changchang to you to take care of. You two must be well."

Qin'er held back tears and nodded heavily.

Shen Ruoyan whispered in Qin'er's ear again:

“After leaving the capital, Lu Yan said he would arrange a place for you to stay in Jiangnan.

You take Xiao Changchang to live here first. Lu Yan won't do anything to you for a while, but he will certainly send someone to spy on you.

You must stay calm and don't act rashly. After some time, when they relax a little, you have to take Xiaochang and escape as far away as possible. "

Qin'er nodded seriously, "Miss, I have written down all of this, so how can I contact you in the future?"

Shen Ruoyan lowered her eyes, secretly wiped the tears that overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and said:

"Remember, don't try to contact me. If you don't have any news, that's the best news."

"But Miss, you are alone..."

Before Qin'er finished speaking, she was choked up and speechless.

When she was a child, she was almost beaten to death by her cruel parents. If the young lady hadn't saved her, she would have died long ago.

For so many years, the young lady has been protecting her and taking care of her, so that she can grow up without any worries. Now that the Shangshu Mansion has collapsed and the young lady is pregnant again, leaving her alone here, Qin'er is really worried.

"It's okay. When Xiao Changchang grows up, I will definitely find a way to come to you."

As Shen Ruoyan spoke, she took out a small bundle from under the pillow and stuffed it into Qin'er's arms.

Qin'er's face turned even worse when she touched it, "Miss, these are..."

Shen Ruoyan nodded, here is all her dowry.

In the past few years, she had not been favored in the Lu family, and her daily expenses were all supported by the dowry from that year. In addition, after the family accident, she went around asking for help and gave away a lot of silver, so there was not much left from the dowry from that year.

Of course Qin'er also knew about these things. When she saw that the lady had given all her money to herself, she couldn't help but worry:

"Miss, what will you do next?"

"What else can I lack in this general's mansion?"

"But Miss..."

"Xiao Qin'er, don't worry. I have Lu Yan's child in my belly. For this child, Lu Yan will not treat me badly. Be obedient and accept these things for Xiao Changchang." Shen Ruoyan tried her best to smile and touched Qin'er's head, "Be good, you have to rely on yourself from now on."

Qin'er couldn't say anything anymore. The young lady was obviously not a few years older than her, but she kept standing in front of her and taking care of her, but she did nothing for her.

Qin'er cried and nodded, assuring Shen Ruoyan:

"Miss, I will definitely take good care of the young master!"

Only in this way can I be worthy of the young lady and everyone in the Shen family.

There were several knocks on the door, and Shen Ruoyan and Qin'er looked at each other, knowing that the moment of separation had finally arrived.

The two walked to the door. Qin'er handed the little baby in her arms into Shen Ruoyan's arms, then knelt down with a plop and kowtowed heavily to Shen Ruoyan three times.

"Miss, I will definitely take good care of the young master. You also promise me to take good care of yourself, okay?"

"Ok!"

Shen Ruoyan responded softly and nodded slightly, fearing that if she made a big move, tears would fall from her eyes.