Traveling through books in the 70s: The group favors the Wang family’s little koi carp

It's not a joke, Shen Shengnan said it seriously.

When Shen Cao'er asked her to help, she could only think of things that she could help with but her parents couldn't.

Shen Cao'er: "..."

Shen Shengnan was now unfamiliar to her, and he could say such words so lightly.

"No." She was really weak in front of Shen Shengnan for the first time and said in a weak voice, "I'm not asking you to do these things."

"I...I'm about to die. I don't know how long I can last, but I don't know why. I'm in good spirits after seeing you today."

She didn't know that this was the effect of Shen Jin secretly feeding her space drinking water.

I just thought I was somewhat happy to see an old acquaintance.

Her eyebrows slowly softened, and Shen Cao'er whispered: "I'm not saying this to win your sympathy, although I intended to win your sympathy at the beginning."

But Shen Shengnan didn't accept this, so she simply acted more realistically and spoke openly.

Shen Cao'er: "I didn't expect you to be so direct now, so I'll just tell you directly."

"I'm about to die. There's something in my heart that I can't let go of."

"As I said just now, I have been struggling all my life until I have nothing left in the end, so... little sister... I am afraid."

She couldn't help but have a cry in her voice. Shen Cao'er took a deep breath to suppress the urge to cry: "I'm not afraid of death. Maybe I was afraid of death at the beginning, but after such a long time, I have long accepted this The result."

Shen Shengnan frowned: "Then what are you afraid of?"

Shen Cao'er: "...I'm afraid there won't even be anyone to burn paper money for me after I die."

"I have no children. I have a stepson, but they don't recognize me as my stepmother."

"I don't have a husband. Even though I have been married twice, I have never been in love with anyone."

"My relatives...not to mention, you all know."

She choked with sobs: "So, little sister, I am embarrassed to call you little sister. Second sister, I am really scared. I have never done anything good in my life, but I haven't done many bad things either."

Under Shen Shengnan's questioning eyes, Shen Caoer coughed and looked away.

"Well, I thought about doing a big bad thing, but didn't I do it in the end?"

"I don't know how I ended up like this. I can't even find anyone who can pay my respects to me."

Shen Shengnan: "Mom and dad..."

Knowing what she wanted to say, Shen Cao'er shook his head: "My parents are getting older, and they will have to hang around my sister-in-law and grandchildren in the future. I have already chilled their hearts, not to mention..."

Shen Cao'er looked gloomy: "What's more, my parents don't only have two children like us."

"The eldest brother and eldest sister are also their children, and as long as I think about competing with them for incense during the holidays, I feel sick!"

Although it is not recommended to promote such superstitious ideas now, the concept is here, how could Shen Caoer not think about it at all.

They say that when a person dies, he or she is dead, but what if death is not the end of the world?

What Shen Cao'er is most worried about now is that she had a bad relationship with Shen Hua'er and Shen Youyu when she was alive, and she wished they would die before her.

Even after death, they can work together to quarrel with each other. There is no peace before and after death.

and……

Shen Cao'er: "It's not just because I don't want to be sacrificed by my parents with them, I'm a bit greedy. I've never been good or cared about in my life."

"So I always wonder if there will be someone who can miss me after I die."

Shen Caoer raised his eyes and looked at Shen Shengnan with helpless eyes.

"Ke Shengnan, tell me, how many people are there in our family? How many people are I close to?"

"So after thinking about it, I can only shamelessly beg you. After I leave, during the holidays, treat me as a relative, miss me, and burn something for me. Don't make me feel too pitiful down there. Even if I kneel down for you..."

As she spoke, tears fell from her eyes.

She originally made up her mind to win over Shen Shengnan's sympathy and get Shen Shengnan to agree to this matter. Shen Cao'er was so cool when she thought about it, but who knew she could be so useless now when she said it out.

I can't help crying even if I cry.

It's really sad.

……

Seeing Shen Cao'er howling there, Shen Shengnan helplessly held her forehead. She never expected that Shen Cao'er would be waiting for her here after going around in such a circle.

So is it time to remember that she is such a 'good person'?

She has never left a way out for herself in her whole life, and now that she has reached a dead end, she wants to ask someone to leave her some last bit of dignity?

Unable to help but lower his head and sigh, Shen Shengnan suddenly felt that her second sister was hateful and pitiful.

It's like what Shen Cao'er said himself, he doesn't know what he's going to do in this life and what he's missing.

Even for such posthumous matters, she had to think carefully and ask for help. If it were her, she would cry, both with shame and desolation in her heart.

"Okay." Shen Shengnan was afraid that something would happen if she cried again, "Stop crying. Isn't that what happened?"

"If you ask me to go to the Public Security Bureau to beat Shen Hua'er now, I can't do it, but for this matter... Hey, why are you going around in circles?"

Shen Caoer cried for a while.

He raised his head suddenly: "Then you agreed?"

Shen Shengnan was helpless: "I don't like you, and I don't want to recognize you as my sister, but this kind of thing..." Even if a stranger begged her like this before dying, she would not be short of those few sticks of incense during the holidays.

Even now that she saw Shen Cao'er so excited, she felt a little sad because of human nature.

What is this called?

I have never seen such a living person live like this. She has to ask others to arrange everything after her death. She actually knows in her heart that no one will care about her after her death.

It's ridiculous to say this.

Shen Shengnan: "Don't worry, I agreed. You don't have to worry about what will happen a hundred years from now. I will have a baby in the future, and I also told him that he has an aunt named Shen Cao'er."

"If you ask him to offer you incense during the holidays, you will never sacrifice with Shen Hua'er and Shen Youyu."

Shen Caoer understood what kind of person Shen Shengnan was.

If she can say that, then the matter is settled.

With a big stone in his heart, Shen Cao'er wiped away his tears and raised the corners of his mouth, crying, laughing, pitiful and embarrassed.

After laughing a few times, she suddenly seemed to remember something, the smile on her face faded, and she said seriously: "You promised me this, I can't repay you with anything."

Shen Shengnan: "I don't need to..."

"No." Shen Cao'er interrupted her, "Listen to me, I definitely can't repay you in this situation, and I don't have the ability to repay you."

"But I had a dream two days ago. If you don't mind it, I can tell you about it."

She was not a fool. Shen Jin valued that dream so much. Although she didn't care about it, she could always use it to make a good deal with Shen Shengnan.

She felt guilty so as not to take advantage of her death in vain, and felt uneasy because there was no agreement on terms of exchange.

Even though she knew that her sister was benevolent and righteous and would do what she said, but... let's just think that her villain's heart judged the gentleman's heart.

She always felt that she had to give something to make this matter more secure.

Shen Shengnan: "Dream?"

"Well, dream, just now Shen Jin asked me carefully what kind of dream I had, and then ran out..."

……

Ever since everyone in the fourth room went to the hospital to visit Shen Cao'er that day, life seemed to have returned to peace again.

But the undercurrent beneath this calmness was known only to Shen Jin and Shen Shengnan, two people who had heard Shen Caoer's dream.

Regarding Shen Cao'er's dream, Shen Shengnan had no intention of listening to it at first, and he was not prepared to take it seriously. He just thought that Shen Cao'er had gone crazy in the hospital and started to talk about the dream seriously.

But after knowing how much her little cousin valued that dream, she couldn't help but become more concerned about it.

This intention...I could tell right away that something was wrong.

For example, Shen Cao'er said that her future husband in the dream... How could he be so similar to Yu Niangang?