Traveling through books in the 70s: The group favors the Wang family’s little koi carp

Shen Shengnan felt uncomfortable for no reason.

She didn't know what Shen Cao'er was doing in front of Shen Jin just now. She just felt uncomfortable looking at Shen Cao'er's pitiful appearance.

I feel a sense of dissonance in my gut and I don't know what's wrong.

Even though Shen Cao'er looked weak and pitiful now, she just felt that Shen Cao'er shouldn't be like this for some reason.

Based on her understanding of Shen Cao'er, she, the second sister, would not be able to show weakness to her family members like this even if she were to die.

According to Shen Cao'er's nature, the more likely behavior at this moment is that he is becoming more aggressive and crazy because he doesn't have long to live.

This is nature, a nature that cannot be smoothed out even by the in-laws.

So Shen Shengnan was actually prepared to face a 'madman' before she came. She thought that even if Shen Cao'er taunted her with words and hit her with objects as soon as she showed her face, she would not be surprised.

But what's the situation now?

Is Shen Caoer showing weakness to her and making her pitiful confession and apology?

Even if she choked when she spoke, Shen Cao'er could suppress his temper and apologize to her in a good-tempered manner, and would not make a fuss just because he was about to die...

With such an attitude, Shen Shengnan's back felt inexplicably hairy just thinking about it.

She didn't understand what it meant when something went wrong, there must be a monster, so she knew that Shen Cao'er's attitude was definitely not normal.

Seeing that she remained silent, Shen Caoer's eyes changed.

Thinking that she was still remembering the old grudge of being bullied and plotted against, Shen Caoer struggled to sit up from the hospital bed...

Shen Shengnan: "What are you doing?"

Shen Cao'er didn't care to speak and shook her head. She struggled to hold up her upper body, but because she had no strength, she fell down from the hospital bed.

Seeing this, Shen Shengnan rushed forward to help the person, but as soon as the person took hold, she was stunned for a moment.

Shen Cao'er was unexpectedly light.

She was the one who had gathered enough strength to catch him, but she was afraid that Shen Cao'er would fall headfirst if she didn't catch him.

But I didn't want to use the strength of the cow to finally pick up a bundle of light and somewhat unpleasant 'grass'.

At this moment, Shen Shengnan finally had an idea of ​​Shen Cao'er's death.

She sighed, straightened him up and sat down on the stool next to the hospital bed, and finally began to look straight at Shen Cao'er's pitiful eyes.

Shen Shengnan: "Tell me, what exactly do you want to do?"

Shen Caoer blinked his eyes as if he didn't understand what you were asking: "What do you mean I want to do?"

As she said this, she seemed to come to her senses: "Are you talking about what happened when I almost fell down just now?"

"I didn't mean it. I'm already like this. How could I deliberately risk my life for the next few days to threaten people? I'm not trying to scare you."

She smiled bitterly: "I feel guilty for you. If you don't forgive me, I just thought that I would go down and kneel down for you..."

Shen Shengnan's attitude towards her was negative even though she was so humble and making small explanations.

"Okay, there are only two of us in this ward, how long are you going to keep pretending?"

She was really fed up with Shen Cao'er's performance of this extraordinary show about death, which was also well-spoken.

If it hadn't been for the compassion that the hand holding her just now had, she would have left impatiently now.

Shen Shengnan: "Shen Cao'er, others may not know what kind of person you are, but I understand you best."

"I'm not stupid enough to think that your character will be smoothed out by suffering, so you don't have to pretend like this in front of me."

She raised her chin: "Let's be honest, what do you want to do with such a pitiful look on me now?"

"Want to plot against me? I don't think there's anything else I can do for you to plot against me."

The ugly yet realistic words were spoken directly to Shen Cao'er, spread out and told to Shen Cao'er.

Shen Cao'er looked at Shen Shengnan and seemed to see the shadow of Shen Jin in her once cowardly sister.

She lay there in a daze, thinking of Shen Jin's defense of Shen Shengnan just now, and of Shen Shengnan's nervousness when he first entered the ward and asked her where Shen Jin had gone.

Just now she had sourly emphasized to Shen Jin that she was Shen Shengnan's biological sister.

But now... the wry smile on Shen Cao'er's face suddenly became more sincere.

Her voice was very low, as if she was asking herself and Shen Shengnan: "Shengnan, do you think I have been a failure in my life?"

Her parents severed ties with her. Although they still care about her now, they can never go back to the beginning.

Her biological sister instructed her husband's family to torture her to death and hated her so much.

After her brother learned of her tragic situation, not only did he not come forward to rescue her, but he used her suffering as a bargaining chip to threaten her sister.

Neither of them took Shen Cao'er's life seriously.

It was as if her name was Shen Cao'er and she was just a grass that no one cared about.

She has lived until now, and has not been able to get everything she wants, everything she has tried so hard to grasp: a capable husband, a wealthy life...

Can't catch them all.

Even her sister, who was connected by blood and was the most talkative, she originally thought that she could easily control people as long as she showed weakness.

But no.

not like this.

Her biological sister had also divorced her a long time ago and had a new 'sister' when she didn't even care.

So what did she leave behind during this trip to this world?

Nothing you ask for is obtained, and all your relatives are strangers.

If this was retribution, then her retribution would be too cruel. She had done so many bad things in her life, and the worst was wanting to sell her own sister.

But isn’t that a failure?

Since she didn't succeed, how could the bad things she had done lead to "retribution" for herself like this?

The more Shen Cao'er thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became. This time the tears she shed were genuine.

She stretched out her hand to pull Shen Shengnan.

Shen Shengnan did not respond.

With tears in her eyes, Shen Cao'er clearly saw the defensiveness in Shen Shengnan's eyes.

She laughed at herself: "You don't have to be so defensive about me. I didn't want to plot against you this time."

Withdrawing his hand, he also withdrew the pitiful posture he had deliberately put up towards Shen Shengnan before.

Although Shen Cao'er was weak, her expression was much more sincere.

Putting aside the hypocrisy of constantly apologizing before, Shen Caoer was quite pleasing to Shen Shengnan at this time.

Shen Cao'er stopped pretending: "I just apologized to you and pretended to be pitiful to you. Don't think that I want to plot against you again. Why am I plotting against you now?"

It's just that the calculation is no longer a plan, the idea is still made.

Shen Cao'er did not deny this.

"I just have something to ask you for, so I did what you did just now. I originally wanted to soften your attitude first, and then ask for your help."

"I didn't expect you to learn so well from Shen Jin now. You have a hard ear and a clear mind. You don't take soft or hard advice."

She is no longer the same Shen Zhaodi who was careless, who cared about food but not about fighting, who was easily fooled and constantly suffered losses at the hands of her relatives.

Sure enough, when the name was changed, the person also changed. With a tough name, the person also became tough.

Shen Shengnan didn't know that Shen Cao'er was praising her for her toughness in his heart. He just wondered if there was anything that Shen Cao'er could ask of her for?

"You asked me for help? What can I help you with? Help you visit Shen Hua'er's prison or help you dig Shen Yu's grave?"