Traveling through books in the 70s: The group favors the Wang family’s little koi carp

Xu Zhi: "While I enjoy your care and protection for me, I pretend to be stupid and pretend that I don't know. Then who have I become?"

Can't go on like this.

In the past, she didn't want Shen Yousheng to break through this layer of window paper because she felt that Shen Yousheng was neither stable nor decisive.

He is not a person who can talk seriously about relationships.

For example, I fell in love with Yunxiu at first sight, and then pursued Yunxiu with all my heart.

Later, he became disappointed with Yunxiu, the two had a falling out, and started to look back at her again.

For such a person, even if Xu Zhi knows that Shen Yousheng is not evil and has no bad intentions.

But he didn't dare to talk to Shen Yousheng about a partner.

Who knows if he will turn around and fall in love with someone else after being so hot for a few days.

This is Xu Zhi's concern. To be arrogant, she is picking on Shen Yousheng.

But now...

After experiencing Liao Wenqing's incident, Xu Zhi suddenly realized that she had underestimated Shen Yousheng's feelings.

Shen Yousheng was not at all what she had imagined - a person who depended on his mood for everything and could be up and down in an instant and chase others.

This can be seen from the fact that she misunderstood Shen Yousheng several times and faced Shen Yousheng with unpleasant words and a bad attitude, but Shen Yousheng was still worried about her and protecting her.

Shen Yousheng's mind was never erratic and easy to cool down.

He is serious.

The one who is truly erratic and does not take relationship issues seriously... is herself.

She was relying on Shen Yousheng to like her, so she deliberately used her temper to bully others, including after learning that Liao Wenqing was beaten, she went to Shen's house and threatened to sever ties with Shen Yousheng.

Isn't that also coercing Shen Yousheng's love for her to wantonly demonstrate, lose his temper, and express dissatisfaction with Shen Yousheng?

The clearer he thought about it, the more Xu Zhi couldn't believe that he was now like this.

Maybe Shen Yousheng thought she was very good, and thought she was still as innocent, upright and enthusiastic as before.

But only she knows.

She has changed so much from her former self, maybe because of Shen Yousheng's liking and being around her, she feels a little overwhelmed.

It may also be that she has never experienced emotional problems before, doesn't know how to deal with them, and is unsettled, so the more she engages in them, the more she becomes unrecognizable.

Xu Zhi couldn't accept herself like this at all.

Her expression was complicated: "Shen Yousheng, I feel that I am not worthy of you, at least I am not worthy of what you have done for me now."

"I want to rethink what kind of person I, Xu Zhi, am and what kind of person I want to be in the future. I can't allow myself to shed light on Yu Yunxiu and Liao Wenqing's plot against me just because I cried today." Chapter."

"And continue to accept your kindness and concern."

"This is wrong. I will become more and more sensitive and fragile, and my temperament will change. Because you are here, you make me feel confident. As time goes by, I feel that I will not be like myself. Do you understand what I mean? "

Shen Yousheng didn't quite understand.

But Shen Jin understood.

In fact, what Xu Zhi means is an eternal problem.

Whether it is placed now or in future generations, it is quite difficult to solve.

That is whether you can still find yourself in a relationship.

Xu Zhi was already in a mess right now, and after experiencing something like this, her heart and mind were confused.

If at this juncture she was moved by her fourth brother's dedication and perseverance, she would nod her head and agree to be with her fourth brother.

Then the harm she suffered from Yu Yunxiu and Liao Wenqing this time will be smoothed over by her fourth brother's busy schedule.

What did Xu Zhi get after the damage was wiped out?

There was no growth, she just wiped her tears and found a safe haven that made her feel at ease.

So from now on, I know that she will rely more and more on this safe haven named Shen Yousheng.

Become fragile, afraid of being plotted and hurt again, and dare not communicate easily with others.

Maybe it will darken, from being so well-intentioned and gullible to others, to becoming suspicious of everything and no longer willing to help others.

Perhaps because there is no sense of security, one can only draw security from a safe haven and start to cling to this safe haven crazily.

The two simple words "dependence" will eat away little by little the little self Xu Zhi has left after being hurt... By then, the ending will definitely not be too happy.

But why did her fourth brother fall in love with Xu Zhi in the first place?

Because of Xu Zhi's self-confidence, her enthusiasm, and her kindness, she organized everyone to dedicate love to families and individuals in need. When her brother was hurt, Xu Zhi would stand up and stand in front of her brother.

So firm.

Xu Zhi at that time, in her brother's words, was bright.

But looking at Xu Zhi now... she has a pale face, a slightly trembling body, red eyes, some evasive and unconfident looks, including lips that are bleeding a little from embarrassment and entanglement.

This is Xu Zhi, and it is not Xu Zhi.

Shen Jin knew that Xu Zhi had also discovered her current problem, and knew that she had reached a very critical decision period at this time.

That is, after being hurt, you should choose to find a hug to hide in, not strong, but relaxed and at ease.

It is better to lick the wounds yourself, and when the wounds are completely healed, you will become a new, stronger self.

Obviously, even though Xu Zhi is confused now, she still firmly chooses the latter.

After receiving the look from her fourth brother asking for help, Shen Jin spread her hands helplessly.

In fact, she quite supports Xu Zhi's decision. No matter when, she chooses to be strong and find herself. There is nothing wrong with this.

Otherwise, a safe haven can allow people to hide for a while, but it cannot protect others for a lifetime.

It was because of her fourth brother's suffering that all the hard work turned into a trial for others on their way to 'ascension'.

No.

Can't say the same.

It can't be said that his fourth brother is 'bitter'. In Shen Jin's view, in a relationship, even if it is such a vague and ambiguous relationship, it is a two-way growth for both parties.

Xu Zhi now understands that she wants to grow.

Shen Jin also hopes that her fourth brother can understand and grow up.

After sending Xu Zhi away, who kept bowing and apologizing to her fourth brother, Shen Jin patted her fourth brother's head as he looked hard in the direction Xu Zhi was walking.

"Don't look, everyone is gone."

Shen Yousheng looked away and weakly said something very literary: "Why do I feel that she is slowly moving away in my life."

Shen Jin clasped his hands behind his back: "People always come and go in life. As long as we live up to our expectations when we meet, that's enough."

"Even if there are some regrets, life is more worth remembering because of these regrets."

"And I don't know when you will be destined to meet again. Even if there is no fate, at least this time it will not be a bad fate..."

Speaking of this, Shen Jin's little head nodded, and she came to the conclusion of her fourth brother's unrequited love: "That's good."

"You're right." Shen Yousheng felt that this was a good statement. At least this paragraph was not like Yu Yunxiu's, which was a bad relationship.

It's still a nightmare-level fate.

Xu Zhi and Yu Yunxiu are different after all.

Shen Jin patted him on the back of the head again: "Okay, don't think about it. Let's go to the police station to pick up the baby. You'd better behave well when we get back. Our baby has sacrificed too much for you."

In fact, just now Liao Wenqing couldn't restrain his lust and wanted to go hard on their naughties.

Shen Jin almost couldn't help but lift up the plastic sheet and rush out to throw a stone at Liao Wenqing.

If the old lady hadn't taken the time to wink at them and tell them to hide and not act rashly, she and her brother might have been the ones who entered the police station today.

Even now, when I think of that bitch Liao Wenqing, not to mention Shen Jin, Shen Yousheng is indignant.

Shen Yousheng: "When I get back, I have to tell dad what happened today, and let dad find an opportunity to beat the crap out of that grandson, otherwise I won't even be relieved!"

Especially here he was angry because of his broken love.

Shen Yousheng was angry: "It's all thanks to Liao Wenqing!" Otherwise Xu Zhi wouldn't have been able to reject him so quickly. Without Liao Wenqing, Xu Zhi would have agreed to be with him if he had pestered Xu Zhi for a few more years.

it's good now.

All ruined.

When he arrived, he didn't even keep the wife in front of him, and was thrown away.