Traveling through books in the 70s: The group favors the Wang family’s little koi carp

Noticed that something was wrong with Xu Zhi's expression.

Shen Jin squatted next to her again and asked with concern: "Xu Zhi, are you okay?"

When asked this question, Shen Jin actually found it quite ridiculous.

Putting herself in her shoes, if she were Xu Zhi, she wouldn't be fine.

Being plotted by a former friend together with an unscrupulous person, it can even be said to be a plot to death. Xu Zhi is just a naive girl in her teenage years.

How could he possibly accept such a tragic reality suddenly?

She hugged Xu Zhi and said, "Cry if you want. Anyway, there is no one else here."

Xu Zhi held back tears and shook her head. It wasn't that she didn't want to cry, but how could she have the face to cry?

If she cried and Shen Yousheng was angry, he would have to comfort her. It was obvious that Shen Yousheng was the most aggrieved in this matter.

How could she have the nerve to cry and pretend to be pitiful to avoid problems?

Relying on crying and self-pity to ignore and ignore the harm she had caused to Shen Yousheng?

Shen Yousheng never felt sorry for her from the beginning to the end. Even though he was misunderstood by her, he still used his own methods to protect her.

But what about her?

What did she do?

Until she hid here just now, she was prejudiced and impatient towards Shen Yousheng.

She felt that he was looking for trouble again and pulling her into mischief.

Xu Zhi stood up against the wall little by little, biting her lower lip with a pale face, looking straight at Shen Yousheng.

Then... bowed hard.

"Shen Yousheng, I couldn't help you before. I didn't believe you. I was blind and blind, and I couldn't tell the difference between good and bad. I didn't believe in an irrelevant person who appeared out of nowhere and I didn't believe in your character."

Taking a deep breath, Xu Zhi blinked hard to hold back the tears in her eyes. Her eyes were filled with bitterness: "I almost... got you into trouble, I'm sorry."

She didn't dare to think about how she would make up for Shen Yousheng if Yu Yunxiu's plan to 'go with the flow' succeeded.

Probably no matter how much you try to make up for it, you can't make it up.

And once Yu Yunxiu's plan succeeds, she herself will not be able to protect herself without the so-called 'blocking stone' in Liao Wenqing's words.

Shen Yousheng ran out of time and thought to protect her, so her brain would fall into Liao Wenqing's hands sooner or later.

A person like Liao Wenqing, who has two faces in front of others and behind others, can be selfish and cold.

Xu Zhi couldn't even forget how unpleasant the words Liao Wenqing had just said when he belittled Grandma Cai as a yellow-haired girl in front of her to express his sincerity.

It seems like she, Xu Zhi, is so worthless.

If such a person really succeeds, the rest of her life will be ruined.

Today, I can belittle Grandma Cai in front of her because I fell in love with her at first sight.

Tomorrow he could be disadvantaged by showing affection to a girl he 'favored' more.

Thinking of what she had gotten out of Liao Wenqing's mouth, the group of them had already discussed the plan against her.

She was going to rely on people's words to force her to be with Liao Wenqing.

Xu Zhi felt chills all over just thinking about it.

Seeing that her face was pale and shaky, Shen Jin quickly helped her with his eyes.

Shen Yousheng also took two steps forward in a hurry. He didn't care: "Why are you apologizing to me? They did it mentally and unintentionally. If you had noticed something was wrong earlier, you would have been better off."

"You have nothing to apologize to me for. The most important thing is that neither of us suffered. Now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, Liao Wenqing's true face has been exposed. Don't feel pressured anymore and regret that you didn't believe me before."

Shen Yousheng made it clear: "I don't mean to blame you. I still say the same thing. No one can predict everything in a flash of their mind."

"Just like before today, I only saw that there was something wrong with Liao Wenqing, but if you asked me to guess the relationship between him and Yu Yunxiu, I wouldn't even be able to guess."

It’s just a matter of calculation but no intention.

Shen Yousheng was actually very open-minded.

It had already happened, so there was no point in regretting it. Fortunately, they discovered it in time and there was no loss.

This is the most important and most fortunate thing.

Xu Zhi looked away in embarrassment, and wiped her face with her sleeves: "No one can predict everything in a blink of an eye."

"But..." She just blamed herself, blaming herself for being so stupid.

Obviously Shen Yousheng had noticed something was wrong a long time ago and told her, but she didn't believe it and turned around and scolded Shen Yousheng for thinking too much and being petty.

Xu Zhi: "In the final analysis, I am too conceited and too smart."

Belief wholeheartedly in what others deliberately show to you, thinking that what you see must be true.

But he forgot to trust his friend's most down-to-earth and sincere character.

Just because character can change, character is invisible to the naked eye.

So Qingpiaopiao was denied and ignored by her.

Xu Zhi smiled bitterly. She didn't know what to say about herself. What she did recently was quite ridiculous.

He can generously trust a stranger, but is stingy in trusting his friends.

Xu Zhi said from the bottom of her heart: "If you win, from now on... we should keep our distance."

"Ah?" Shen Yousheng didn't even turn around for a moment.

Why did you apologize to him sincerely just now, feeling that you couldn't bear to be with him during this period, and then you want to keep distance from him in the blink of an eye?

He was so close to Xu Zhi that he could tell that Xu Zhi said this from the bottom of his heart.

But precisely because it came from the heart, it made him even more confused.

Shen Yousheng: "What did I do wrong again?"

"No." Xu Zhi shook her head, "You are right, it was me who was wrong. I was so wrong."

"Every time I learn something, I gain wisdom. I now know that there are too many problematic aspects in my character. I am bad at being a good person, I cannot recognize people well, and I am naive and think that the world is full of good people and poor people."

But reality slapped her hard and told her that she was actually the 'poor person'.

She thinks she has the ability to help many people, but in fact she can't even understand her own problems and handle them well.

She is not a perfect person, nor is she a really good person.

Xu Zhi: "My mind is very confused right now. I think I have to rethink what kind of person I want to be in the future."

"To be honest, after what happened with Liao Wenqing, I can't say that I have a shadow in my heart, but I definitely don't dare to trust someone so gullibly anymore."

"You don't know that during this period, after I learned how difficult the situation at Liao Wenqing's family was, I also specially organized many help activities, such as calling for donations, such as donating medicine and materials to his seriously ill grandma."

She said with a sarcastic curve on her lips.

Like laughing at how stupid I am.

Just because of Liao Wenqing's one-sided remarks, he showed love to others from the bottom of his heart. Maybe behind the scenes, the young and old of the Liao family were laughing at her, a silly girl.

She also betrayed the trust of so many well-meaning people by making them donate their stuff to such a piece of shit.

Shen Yousheng was confused when he heard this, and interrupted to ask: "But... what does this have to do with us keeping a distance?"

He thought that without Liao Wenqing in the future, their relationship would be further improved because of this incident.

But he didn't expect Xu Zhi to act out of common sense and instead want to distance herself from him. What's the point?

Xu Zhi smiled bitterly: "Let's put it this way, I think I'm not worthy."

A faint blush suddenly appeared on her pale cheeks.

"I...I just heard Liao Wenqing say that the reason why you protect me so much is because you treat me..."

She was too thin-skinned to say the word 'like'.

Xu Zhi lowered her head and her voice gradually became softer: "It's not that I haven't noticed this before, but I seem to be a tortoise. I just want to say that as long as you don't explain it to me clearly and don't break the window paper, I can escape from this. question."

"But now, I suddenly feel that I can no longer be so unclear. I can't continue to pretend to be confused, otherwise I will be sorry for the protection you have given me."