I know that I don't have much time left, but when the days really become counting down day by day, I still feel a little flustered and uneasy.
I'm afraid that there won't be enough time left for me to organize everything.
I sat at the table and put all my assets together. Looking at those asset certificates, I couldn't help but feel emotional.
From having to look at other people's faces for food and clothing in the orphanage, to what I have now, it seems like I have experienced a very long dream.
Even looking back at the ups and downs I have experienced now, I still admire how I survived in the first place.
The only regret is that the happy time is always very short.Fate seems to be against me. Those things that I have been looking forward to for a long time are finally obtained with great difficulty, but they are always quickly and cruelly taken away.
Like Li Xue, like this child...
And I think these properties are probably the only things I can leave to my two children.
Just as she was thinking, the door of the bedroom was gently kicked open, and Qiao Na walked in carefully carrying a bowl of porridge.
Putting the porridge in front of me, she quickly touched her earlobe, and she could see how hot the bowl of porridge was.
But she didn't care about her fingers, but urged me: "Drink it while it's hot! It's full of ingredients that nourish qi and blood, which is good for you and your child. This breakfast must be good, you Now that you are double, you can't be careless."
Jona is always so careful. Ever since she came to this seaside town to raise a baby, Jona has put a lot of thought into how to take care of me as a pregnant woman. She has done many things by herself. She even strictly watches over my three meals a day , all ingredients must be of the day.
She even looked up a lot of books on pregnancy, a single girl, but she learned about pregnancy in detail, just to take care of me conveniently.
I drank porridge, my stomach was warm, and my heart was even hotter.
"How is it? Is it delicious? I specially checked the recipe and boiled it."
Looking at Qiaona's expectant eyes, I raised the corners of my lips and praised myself without hesitation: "You made it? It's even better than the chefs in restaurants outside."
Qiao Na glared at me, and pretended to blame: "Hey, hey, isn't it a bit outrageous to boast? I don't think I can cook so deliciously with what I have learned."
"You're being modest." Naturally, I was determined not to admit that I was deliberately praising her.
Qiao Na had a helpless expression on my face, and then threatened me: "Since it's so delicious, you can't leave a single bite this time!"
The smile at the corner of my mouth disappeared immediately, and I kept complaining: "It's over, it's over, I'm digging a hole for myself."
The bowl of porridge that Qiao Na sent over was a big bowl full, and I couldn't finish this amount when I was healthy, let alone in the current situation of frequent nausea caused by cancer.
Of course, Qiao Na was just saying that, and she didn't really force me to eat it all.
After I took a few more mouthfuls, it was Jona who reached out and stopped me.
"If you feel sick to your stomach, don't force yourself to eat." Qiao Na looked at me with a bit of worry in her eyes. In front of me, she was no longer the cold and reticent character when she first met.
During these last days, I never felt lonely when I had Jona to accompany me.
I took Jona's hand, asked her to sit beside me, and then handed Jona the estate distribution letter written in the drawer and all the asset certificates.
Seeing this, Qiao Na was taken aback for a moment.
"You are..."
I smiled lightly, "In the few days left, I always have to make arrangements to be at ease."
"Don't talk nonsense!" My words made Jona's face change, and she blamed me with a bit of annoyance: "Didn't you think it through? In two months, the child will be taken out by caesarean section, and then your brain cancer will be arranged." Surgery. Don't think about it, you will be fine."
What Qiao Na said is naturally the most ideal result in my mind, but Bi Changlin also said that now that the treatment is stopped, there is no way to guarantee that the cancer cells will not spread rapidly.
What Bi Changlin said was that I still have two months to live, but once the cancer cells spread, I am afraid I will not be able to last even two months.
"Two months is just a conservative estimate. Didn't the doctor also say that? There may be a miracle. It may be more than two months, and there will be a longer time for you to have the opportunity to receive treatment."
Jona said this to ease my heart. Both of us know that the so-called miracles are vain hopes that doctors like to leave to terminally ill patients.
My heart is naturally full of fantasies, but I have to face reality.
I looked at Qiao Na, and my heart was at peace.
"Jonna, I know my body myself. Of course I also want to survive to the end, but many things cannot be determined by our will."
Qiao Na pursed her lips and did not refute anything.
I smiled lightly and asked: "In the short time left, I always have to arrange everything, right? You are also different. I will leave with regret, right?"
I deliberately spoke in an understatement tone, not wanting the atmosphere to become heavy.
Qiao Na had no choice but to follow me, put away those documents, and said solemnly: "Don't worry, I will help you deal with these."
I nodded happily. By my side at this time, Jona is the only person I trust completely.I also believe that she will solve everything for me.
I casually asked, "Has everything been taken care of at the hospital?"
"Yes, everything has been arranged. I have sent all your cases to the hospital, and the hospital will make arrangements in advance to arrange surgery for you around the day."
Hearing that Qiao Na had arranged everything, I felt much more at ease.
I raised my eyes gratefully to Jona, and said sincerely: "Jona, thank you for being by my side all the time. If you weren't here during this time, I don't think I might be able to survive."
Jona shook her head, "Don't say that, you changed me a lot, and I'm glad to be by your side. My mother left me when I was very young, so I never Having received maternal love, it was you who made me understand the greatness of maternal love and what it means to be strong as a mother."
Qiao Na held my hand tightly, looked at me with encouragement, "I believe you will be able to survive. When we return to China, I will continue to be your bodyguard!"
I looked at her with a smile, tacitly never mentioning the worst outcome.
I explained clearly what happened behind me, and I felt a rare sense of relief in my heart.
Regarding property, I left most of the money to Chihi.A small part was donated to Dean Chen's small courtyard to help her continue to take care of the homeless fur kids.And I also left a sum of money for Qiao Na alone. She has been with me for so long and has been doing her best. I don't want to treat her badly. The dangerous task on the road is farther away.
I'm afraid that there won't be enough time left for me to organize everything.
I sat at the table and put all my assets together. Looking at those asset certificates, I couldn't help but feel emotional.
From having to look at other people's faces for food and clothing in the orphanage, to what I have now, it seems like I have experienced a very long dream.
Even looking back at the ups and downs I have experienced now, I still admire how I survived in the first place.
The only regret is that the happy time is always very short.Fate seems to be against me. Those things that I have been looking forward to for a long time are finally obtained with great difficulty, but they are always quickly and cruelly taken away.
Like Li Xue, like this child...
And I think these properties are probably the only things I can leave to my two children.
Just as she was thinking, the door of the bedroom was gently kicked open, and Qiao Na walked in carefully carrying a bowl of porridge.
Putting the porridge in front of me, she quickly touched her earlobe, and she could see how hot the bowl of porridge was.
But she didn't care about her fingers, but urged me: "Drink it while it's hot! It's full of ingredients that nourish qi and blood, which is good for you and your child. This breakfast must be good, you Now that you are double, you can't be careless."
Jona is always so careful. Ever since she came to this seaside town to raise a baby, Jona has put a lot of thought into how to take care of me as a pregnant woman. She has done many things by herself. She even strictly watches over my three meals a day , all ingredients must be of the day.
She even looked up a lot of books on pregnancy, a single girl, but she learned about pregnancy in detail, just to take care of me conveniently.
I drank porridge, my stomach was warm, and my heart was even hotter.
"How is it? Is it delicious? I specially checked the recipe and boiled it."
Looking at Qiaona's expectant eyes, I raised the corners of my lips and praised myself without hesitation: "You made it? It's even better than the chefs in restaurants outside."
Qiao Na glared at me, and pretended to blame: "Hey, hey, isn't it a bit outrageous to boast? I don't think I can cook so deliciously with what I have learned."
"You're being modest." Naturally, I was determined not to admit that I was deliberately praising her.
Qiao Na had a helpless expression on my face, and then threatened me: "Since it's so delicious, you can't leave a single bite this time!"
The smile at the corner of my mouth disappeared immediately, and I kept complaining: "It's over, it's over, I'm digging a hole for myself."
The bowl of porridge that Qiao Na sent over was a big bowl full, and I couldn't finish this amount when I was healthy, let alone in the current situation of frequent nausea caused by cancer.
Of course, Qiao Na was just saying that, and she didn't really force me to eat it all.
After I took a few more mouthfuls, it was Jona who reached out and stopped me.
"If you feel sick to your stomach, don't force yourself to eat." Qiao Na looked at me with a bit of worry in her eyes. In front of me, she was no longer the cold and reticent character when she first met.
During these last days, I never felt lonely when I had Jona to accompany me.
I took Jona's hand, asked her to sit beside me, and then handed Jona the estate distribution letter written in the drawer and all the asset certificates.
Seeing this, Qiao Na was taken aback for a moment.
"You are..."
I smiled lightly, "In the few days left, I always have to make arrangements to be at ease."
"Don't talk nonsense!" My words made Jona's face change, and she blamed me with a bit of annoyance: "Didn't you think it through? In two months, the child will be taken out by caesarean section, and then your brain cancer will be arranged." Surgery. Don't think about it, you will be fine."
What Qiao Na said is naturally the most ideal result in my mind, but Bi Changlin also said that now that the treatment is stopped, there is no way to guarantee that the cancer cells will not spread rapidly.
What Bi Changlin said was that I still have two months to live, but once the cancer cells spread, I am afraid I will not be able to last even two months.
"Two months is just a conservative estimate. Didn't the doctor also say that? There may be a miracle. It may be more than two months, and there will be a longer time for you to have the opportunity to receive treatment."
Jona said this to ease my heart. Both of us know that the so-called miracles are vain hopes that doctors like to leave to terminally ill patients.
My heart is naturally full of fantasies, but I have to face reality.
I looked at Qiao Na, and my heart was at peace.
"Jonna, I know my body myself. Of course I also want to survive to the end, but many things cannot be determined by our will."
Qiao Na pursed her lips and did not refute anything.
I smiled lightly and asked: "In the short time left, I always have to arrange everything, right? You are also different. I will leave with regret, right?"
I deliberately spoke in an understatement tone, not wanting the atmosphere to become heavy.
Qiao Na had no choice but to follow me, put away those documents, and said solemnly: "Don't worry, I will help you deal with these."
I nodded happily. By my side at this time, Jona is the only person I trust completely.I also believe that she will solve everything for me.
I casually asked, "Has everything been taken care of at the hospital?"
"Yes, everything has been arranged. I have sent all your cases to the hospital, and the hospital will make arrangements in advance to arrange surgery for you around the day."
Hearing that Qiao Na had arranged everything, I felt much more at ease.
I raised my eyes gratefully to Jona, and said sincerely: "Jona, thank you for being by my side all the time. If you weren't here during this time, I don't think I might be able to survive."
Jona shook her head, "Don't say that, you changed me a lot, and I'm glad to be by your side. My mother left me when I was very young, so I never Having received maternal love, it was you who made me understand the greatness of maternal love and what it means to be strong as a mother."
Qiao Na held my hand tightly, looked at me with encouragement, "I believe you will be able to survive. When we return to China, I will continue to be your bodyguard!"
I looked at her with a smile, tacitly never mentioning the worst outcome.
I explained clearly what happened behind me, and I felt a rare sense of relief in my heart.
Regarding property, I left most of the money to Chihi.A small part was donated to Dean Chen's small courtyard to help her continue to take care of the homeless fur kids.And I also left a sum of money for Qiao Na alone. She has been with me for so long and has been doing her best. I don't want to treat her badly. The dangerous task on the road is farther away.
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