Jona hesitated for a moment, obviously hoping that I could reconsider.

But I hurriedly urged her: "I'll let you drive!"

Qiao Na could only bite the bullet and start the car.

As the distance between me and Li Yunzhou got farther and farther, my heart seemed to be torn in two.

I couldn't bear it anymore, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes, and the pain in my heart made me cover my face and cry out.

I really don't want Li Yunzhou to become like this because of me.

I also know how painful it will be for him not to find me. Although I endure the torment of illness, Li Yunzhou suffers no less pain in his heart than I do.

But even though I knew this, I still cruelly hurt him, making his hopes come to nothing again and again.

I can imagine his despair when he saw that the villa was vacant, and I seemed to be able to empathize with him, trembling uncontrollably.

I feel sorry for him, but I can't turn back.

Qiao Na has been silently by my side, seeing my tears, she didn't comment on anything, just handed me the tissue silently.

I don't remember how long I cried, I just fell asleep in the car in a daze.

I had a very long dream. In the dream, Li Yunzhou was always looking for my whereabouts. When I saw Li Yunzhou, his eyes had lost light, and he was like a walking dead.

I called him to stop with distress, he couldn't turn around, the moment Li Yunzhou saw me, his pupils were dilated.

He rushed towards me eagerly, hugging me tightly, not willing to let go for a second.

And I was also greedy for his embrace, pillowed on his shoulder, tears gushed out uncontrollably...

"Sorry……"

I muttered to myself, but woke up in a daze, only to realize that I was still in the car at this time, and everything just now was just a dream.

The only real thing is the tears that haven't dried up on my cheeks.

Qiao Na parked the car slowly at the gate of a small courtyard. Seeing my appearance at this moment, Qiao Na felt distressed in her eyes.

She sighed weakly, "Why are you doing this!"

I smiled bitterly, and raised my hand to wipe away the tears on my cheeks.

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. If something happens to me, he will have to adapt to life without me."

I said this to comfort myself, but it was just an excuse I found for my "selfishness".

I dare not see Li Yunzhou, just because I "selfishly" want to give birth to this child.

Qiao Na sighed heavily again, and changed the subject.

"This is the small courtyard I told you before. It is newly rebuilt. Although it is not as good as the villa at home, it is still very clean inside."

Qiao Na's words diverted my attention. I opened the car door and got out of the car, intending to walk into the small courtyard to take a look.

This is a relatively remote town in the United States. Although the transportation is not very convenient, the life in the town is very comfortable.

However, it is precisely because of the inconvenience of being blocked that it is even more difficult for others to find out whereabouts. This is why I chose to wait for production here.

Walking into that small courtyard, it was much more exquisite than I imagined.

The courtyard is paved with all stone bricks. Several cherry trees are planted around the courtyard wall, and the wall to the south is covered with roses, which adds a bit of romance to the quiet courtyard.

To the west of the small courtyard is a grape trellis. Although the grapes are not yet ripe this season, you can see the small blue particles piled up together, which is somewhat inexplicably cute.

There are three floors in the small courtyard, and the decoration is the decoration style of ordinary buildings. The interior is covered with tiles, and the living room is also covered with carpets, which is equivalent to a small villa.

As soon as I entered the room, someone came down from upstairs, two doctors in white coats, and several servants.

Seeing the doctor's white coat, I felt a sense of resistance in my heart, and looked at Qiao Na questioningly.

"What do you mean? Didn't I already say that I gave up all treatment?"

Jona hurriedly explained to me: "You misunderstood, these two doctors are not treating brain cancer, but preparing for your delivery."

I froze for a moment, and looked at the two doctors in surprise.

One of them was a young female doctor. Although her face looked a little harsh, her tone was very gentle.

"Ms. Ruan, hello, I used to be a professional physician in the obstetrics and gynecology department of an authoritative hospital in China. I have won many awards in China in academic research. You can rest assured that I will take good care of you and your fetus."

The other is an elderly female doctor with a kind face, which is a bit like that of an old mother.

"I am a professional midwife, and many children are delivered by me. I have also worked as a confinement woman. I can take care of the children from birth to the end."

I was stunned for a while, surprised by Qiao Na's carefulness.

Jona walked up to me and gently took my hand.

"I know you are determined to give birth to this child. The town here is remote and the transportation is not very convenient. If anything happens, having a professional doctor around can at least give you some peace of mind."

I glanced at Qiao Na gratefully, and apologized for my question just now.

"I'm sorry, Jona, I misunderstood you and almost failed your kindness."

Qiao Na shook her head lightly, "There is no need to say such polite words between us."

Jona and I lived in this seaside town. The folk customs here are very simple and the scenery is very pleasant. It is very suitable for raising a baby here.

Jona specially placed a recliner for me in the yard, and put a thick layer of blankets on it, which allowed me to lie on the recliner, bask in the sun, and listen to music, which was quite special.

My hands gently stroked my belly, the warm sun enveloped my body, and my whole heart was warm.

I gazed tenderly at the swollen belly. Now that the fetus is six months old, I look forward to the birth of this baby even more.

Just in my situation, even if I want to have a normal delivery, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for the child to be full-term.

When I gave up treatment, Bi Changlin warned me that once I gave up treatment, I would not live long.

And after the examination in the hospital, the doctor also told me, conservatively estimated, I still have two months.

In two months, the child is still less than one month old, so the child can only be taken out by caesarean section.

But fortunately, although the baby of more than eight months is a premature baby, his body has been fully developed, and basically there will be no problems.

Just as I was thinking, there was a sudden strong fetal movement in my stomach, and I felt a slight discomfort.

I patted my stomach to appease the naughty guy in my belly.

"Hey, wait a little longer, mom will let you come to this world safely."

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