He is more charming than Midsummer

After saying these words, Mr. Feng left.

Nan Xia looked up at the night and squinted her eyes, her eyes filled with confusion.

She did not take a step forward, but fell into deep thought.

What Mr. Feng said to her had already subverted her thoughts. Her feelings for Feng Jingxuan had always been complicated. Later, she felt that she hated him more.

But now she knew that Feng Jingxuan also had regrets, but she didn't know how to face Feng Jingxuan.

She always felt that she should say something to Feng Jingxuan.

What she said to Feng Jingxuan before might have been a bit excessive.

But Feng Jingxuan is missing now, and there is no way for her to see him. What if these things didn't exist.

If something happened to Feng Jingxuan really because of her words, she didn't know what she should do.

Did she do something sorry for Feng Jingxuan this time?

Nan Xia's mind was in a mess.

She sighed before going to the kitchen. After washing Chenchen's rice bowl absentmindedly, she dragged heavy steps back to Chenchen's room.

In fact, she doesn't need to do these things. The servants in the old house will do these menial tasks, but her mind is too messy today and she needs to do something to divert her emotions.

In the darkness, Nan Xia heard Chen Chen's even breathing and was about to leave when she heard Chen Chen ask: "Mommy, you are here."

The voice was clear and not sleepy at all.

Nan Xia looked at the faint moonlight outside the window and whispered: "Did I disturb you?"

She said helplessly: "I just came to see you, you can continue to sleep and just pretend I haven't been here."

"You didn't wake me, I'm not asleep yet."

Chenchen turned sideways, his bright eyes widened, he looked at Nan Xia and said, "Mommy, I can't sleep."

"You stay here with me."

Nan Xia sat beside the bed. She held Chen Chen's hand. He had gained weight recently, and his little hands were chubby and had some flesh when holding them: "Okay, I will sing you a lullaby, and you will fall asleep listening to the song." .”

Chenchen said, "Mommy, can you sleep?"

Nan Xia was taken aback.

Chenchen held Nan Xia's hand with his small hand and said, "I heard the conversation you just had with grandpa."

"Mommy, do you still like dad? You must still like dad. That's why after grandpa talks to you, you will stay in the yard in a daze."

"In that case, how about you stay with me at my old house during this period, and then wait for news about daddy together."

"I believe they will be able to find dad."

There was a light in the little guy's eyes, and he said firmly: "Nothing will happen to Daddy."

In the dark night, his voice was full of inexplicable hope.

Nan Xia's hand paused, and then she felt helpless: "Let you sleep well, who asked you to get up and listen to me and Mr. Feng talking."

"You're as big as a kid."

When she went out, she specifically stayed away from Chenchen's bedroom. Later, she also noticed that she lowered her voice when she spoke, but she didn't expect that Chenchen still heard her.

Chenchen has always been smart and has his own ideas. Although he is only five years old, sometimes she feels that Chenchen doesn't act like a child.

I have to admit that Feng Jingxuan taught Chenchen very well.

In fact, she can understand the feelings between Chenchen and Feng Jingxuan.

Chenchen has never seen himself since he was born. He has always been raised by Feng Jingxuan. He and Feng Jingxuan have been together for so long, so naturally they have a very good relationship.

Therefore, she was very grateful that Chenchen was willing to recognize her and leave with her in the end.

Chenchen moved his body and sat up. From this angle, he could look into Mommy's eyes. He said softly: "I heard Mommy and Grandpa talking and thought you were quarreling, so I went to see them." One glance.”

He suddenly lowered his voice: "Mommy, I have prepared for the worst this time. Maybe dad will not come back."

"Although I really hope that the Feng family can find him as soon as possible, I also know that there is a general probability that they will not be able to find him."

The little guy's tone was extremely calm: "If daddy really can't come back, then this is the only way."

"But I hope to hear the news of daddy's return as soon as possible during this time."

"Mommy, you will wait with me."

Nan Xia was silent, her hands stroking Chen Chen's back every now and then, soothing his emotions.

She really didn't expect that after Feng Jingxuan disappeared, she would have to wait for him.

She obviously thought she wouldn't care about that man, even if he died, she wouldn't care.

Seeing that Nan Xia didn't speak, Chen Chen continued: "Mommy, just stay with me at the old house. We will check on everyone's progress every day. It would be great if daddy could come back before I have the surgery. ”

"Mommy, don't you want to perform the surgery on me yourself? I asked Uncle He Zheng before. If you want to enter the ward, you must get Daddy's permission."

"Otherwise, you can't operate on me."

"The entire medical team was formed by daddy, and they only listen to his words."

As soon as Chenchen finished speaking, Nan Xia raised her head and bit her lip: "Do you need his consent?"

She spent so much time and energy, in addition to helping treat some seriously ill patients in the hospital, she also studied the medical team that treated Chenchen.

She had to admit that the medical team formed by Feng Jingxuan was very professional, but she still planned to help Chenchen perform the surgery herself.

These days, she feels that she is much calmer, and even if it is her biological son, she will not make any mistakes.

She was able to calmly operate on him.

She has done this kind of surgery, and even more difficult surgeries, and they have all been successful, so she can also be successful when she performs surgery on Chenchen.

But she almost forgot that all the things she wanted to do had to be approved by Feng Jingxuan.

"Yes, I want to stay in the old house and keep an eye on him every day to see if I find him."

Nan Xia nodded. For the first time, she realized that she really desperately hoped that Feng Jingxuan could come back, and it would be best to appear by her side now.

Only in this way can Chenchen's operation go smoothly.

"Go to sleep. I will be with you today and tomorrow." Nan Xia touched his hair and asked him to lie down obediently.

Chenchen said with peace of mind: "Okay, good night, Mommy."

"Good night."

It wasn't until she heard Chenchen's breathing that she sighed, and then curled up on the small sofa in the room.

sleepless nights.

Even for Chenchen, she hoped that Feng Jingxuan could come back quickly.

When it was almost dawn, Nan Xia had a dream. She dreamed that Feng Jingxuan was finally back, and she breathed a sigh of relief.

When I woke up, I realized it was all fake.

He Zheng came early in the morning. After he saw Nan Xia, he quickly said: "There is good news. Someone saw Mr. Feng at the beach that day. He provided a lot of clues. Do you want to go there together and listen to it? .”

Nan Xia said without hesitation, "Okay."

He Zheng said: "Don't worry, just finish your breakfast first. That person can't leave anyway."

After Feng Jingxuan disappeared, they also had some other speculations. After all, he had too many enemies. They were most afraid that Feng Jingxuan would be kidnapped by his enemies. But now that someone has seen Feng Jingxuan, they can guarantee that at least he has not been kidnapped by his enemies. Deal, that's a good thing.

After Nan Xia went to the kitchen to make medicinal meals, He Zheng murmured: "I thought Miss Nan didn't care about Mr. Feng anymore,"

Chenchen glanced at him and said, "So, what secrets do you have that you are hiding from mommy? Can't you tell me in advance?"

He Zheng immediately said seriously: "Young Master, please stop asking so many questions."

"There are some things that I can't say."

He knew that Chenchen wanted to ask about Xia Chuwei, but there were some things that Feng Jingxuan should tell in person, not him.

He has no qualifications.

After breakfast, Nan Xia and He Zheng left to meet that person, an ordinary fisherman. He also met Feng Jingxuan by chance. The clues he could provide could not be counted as too many, but they could only indicate that Feng Jingxuan had nothing to do at that time.

Then Nan Xia went to the beach again.

At the end of the day, she also looked very tired.

Later, Tangning called. After learning what happened here, she felt completely incomprehensible.

"So, Feng Jingxuan is missing, and you have been looking for him recently."

"What does his disappearance have to do with you? You don't have to feel guilty at all."

Nan Xia said helplessly: "But I always feel that if I hadn't said what I said that day, maybe nothing would have happened to him."

"Forget it, if something happened to him because of your words, it was also his fault and had nothing to do with you. You don't need to blame yourself at all," Tangning said nonchalantly.

"You don't need to worry about Chenchen's illness. Anyway, even if you can't go to battle in person, I think it doesn't matter."

"The medical team Feng Jingxuan has chosen is already very good, and the operation will definitely be successful."

"I actually think it's a good thing that Feng Jingxuan disappeared like this, so that he can't hurt you. After Chenchen recovers from his illness, you can find an opportunity to take him away. That will be very convenient."

Tang Ning said seriously: "Xia Xia, this is actually a happy event for you, isn't it? You should be happy."

"You hate Feng Jingxuan so much. Now that something happened to him, you should be eager to celebrate."

celebrate?

Nan Xia lowered her eyes. She had indeed thought about making Feng Jingxuan pay the price before, but at this time, she found that she was not happy.

Her voice was hoarse: "I don't feel happy."

How could she be happy?She even felt very sad.

There was silence for a moment, and then he sighed: "Xia Xia, I don't want to accuse you, but your state is very wrong."

"You have to know that Feng Jingxuan is sorry for you in the first place. When he ends up like this, you should actually... forget it, I don't advise you anything, but you have to know that he is a scumbag, and you shouldn't have to worry about such a scumbag. The man is sad.”

"I'm very worried about you now, afraid that you will feel guilty and unable to live a good life. You have to know that he is not worth it at all."

After hearing this, Nan Xia said quietly: "Ning Ning, I understand what you mean, I have a sense of proportion."

Tangning took a deep breath and said, "As long as you are sensible, I'm afraid you won't be able to think clearly and do something stupid. Let me tell you, even if you still like Feng Jingxuan, you should think about Chenchen. He The things I did to you in the past were not worth what you paid for."

After saying this, Tangning hung up the phone.

Nan Xia's eyebrows jumped sharply.

Does she still like Feng Jingxuan?

She is now staying in the Feng family's old house, firstly to take good care of Chenchen, and secondly, to get first-hand information about Feng Jingxuan.

She wanted to find Feng Jingxuan because of Chenchen.

Chenchen cares about him so much, not to mention that Chenchen also needs him for his surgery.

but……

Nan Xia closed her eyes and her forehead hurt a little. She knew that these were just excuses. She really longed for Feng Jingxuan to come back as soon as possible.

But it's not just her who also likes Feng Jingxuan.

She just had many things she wanted to ask Feng Jingxuan personally.

During this period, Mr. Feng and He Zheng both told her a lot about Feng Jingxuan, and she also learned about a completely different Feng Jingxuan from them.

This Feng Jingxuan was not as bad as she thought.

He did a lot of things silently behind the scenes.

He could take care of Chen Chen more carefully, and he worked hard to help Chen Chen find a matching bone marrow.

In order to prevent her from misunderstanding too much, he actually sent people to look for Song Yushang, but Song Yushang disappeared midway and there were no clues.

She thought Feng Jingxuan was deceiving her, but in fact, Feng Jingxuan had done all these things.

When Yubao and Yinbao disappeared, he dragged his sick body and led people everywhere to search for their bodies. As long as he got a little bit of news, he would rush there even in the middle of the night, even if he came back disappointed every time.

She was surprised by how much he cared about his children.

He obviously paid so much behind the scenes, but said nothing. In front of Nan Xia, he showed an indifferent side.

After so long, if Feng Jingxuan didn't say this, she would continue to misunderstand him.

If she wanted to get Feng Jingxuan back, her first sentence would be to ask him why he obviously cared about the children, but he didn't care at all in front of her, and even threatened her with Chenchen's illness.

He also paid so much for Chenchen.

During this week, Nan Xia has been diligently inquiring about Feng Jingxuan. Every day she goes to the beach to watch the Feng family people looking for him.

But in the end, she didn't even ask those words.

Feng Jingxuan seemed to have completely disappeared from this world.

There is not a trace of news about him.

Until the next day, when Chenchen was pushed into the ward and was about to start preparing for surgery, there was still no news about Feng Jingxuan.

Nan Xia hurriedly entered the ward. She took a deep breath and said to the medical staff: "I want to enter the ward."

Chenchen was going to have the most important surgery in the afternoon. At such an important time, she hoped that she could perform the surgery for Chenchen herself.

"Miss Nan, this is not okay. This is against the regulations. We cannot do this without Mr. Feng's order."

The medical staff thought for a while and said, "Don't worry, the young master's operation will be successful."

"This operation is not very difficult, as long as there is matching bone marrow."

Of course Nan Xia knew this truth, but how could she not be worried? Even if it was a minor operation, she cared about it.

What's more, what Chenchen experienced this time was not just a minor surgery.

At this moment, a doctor came over in a hurry. She whispered something to another doctor, and the doctor's expression suddenly changed.

Nan Xia didn't hear what they were saying, but she had an ominous premonition in her heart.