He is more charming than Midsummer

She did say something to Feng Jingxuan. She said that unless what happened five years ago could be repeated and she had never been pushed into the sea, then she might forgive Feng Jingxuan.

But this sounds false.

It is impossible to turn back time, and it is impossible to achieve.

Her words couldn't possibly count.

Feng Jingxuan wouldn't take it seriously either.

"Nan Xia, what did you say to him? Do you know that he will take every word you say to him to heart." Mr. Feng sighed. He seemed to have aged several years.

Nan Xia murmured: "I told him that if I had not fallen into the sea five years ago, none of this would have happened. How could he remember such a ridiculous thing?"

She frowned: "He can't go to the sea in the middle of the night to find a way to get back to the past just because of my words. That's too outrageous."

Mr. Feng didn't speak, he just looked at Nan Xia quietly.

Nan Xia's expression also became serious: "Mr. Feng, what do you mean?"

"Nanxia."

Mr. Feng said: "Do you know how Jingxuan lived when you left five years ago?"

Nan Xia raised her eyebrows: "Of course he is the same as now. With his identity and status, he will live well no matter how he lives."

She has never worried about Feng Jingxuan's life. In the past five years, she had a very difficult life as a single mother with two children.But she didn't expect that the most difficult thing would be after she brought the child to Yuncheng.

She lost two children at once.

Has Feng Jingxuan ever felt pain?

He probably never has.

"After you left, Jingxuan has been looking for you. Even though everyone thought you were dead, he didn't believe it."

Nan Xia narrowed her eyes, obviously not believing what Mr. Feng said.

Mr. Feng said: "Five years ago, he was trying to find a way to ask for your forgiveness."

"He said that if he finds you, he can do anything as long as you can forgive him."

"After he recovered, he would often be in a daze."

Nan Xia's whole body stiffened. She wanted to block out everything Mr. Feng said, but she could only stand where she was.

How could Feng Jingxuan hope that she would forgive him.

That man never cared about her.

All she could feel was the other party's indifference towards her.

"He wants to get you back and be with you."

Perhaps sensing that Nan Xia was loose, Mr. Feng whispered: "He used to like to sit on the beach and be in a daze. He Zheng said that he kept calling your name when he was drunk this time."

"He was in a daze when he was drunk and couldn't think, so he did such an irrational thing."

"Why don't you believe him?"

"As long as you are willing to take a step forward, there will be no obstacles."

believe him?

What do you believe in him?

Do you believe that he kept forcing Xia Chuwei to compromise, even threatening himself with Chenchen's life?

Nan Xia clenched her hands, her nails digging into her palms, but she didn't feel much pain from her palms.

Her thoughts were completely confused.

Will she affect Feng Jingxuan?

How could she possibly influence him?

In fact, when Xu Luochao got the truth, she also thought about taking a step forward. She knew that she had misunderstood Feng Jingxuan. Since he had never hurt her before, did they still have a chance to get back together?

She once thought about giving herself this opportunity, but Feng Jingxuan never gave herself a chance.

She still remembered that when she went back to find Feng Jingxuan, she saw that he already had a new love.

His love and care for Xia Chuwei were engraved directly on his eyebrows.

After that, he continued to suppress himself for Xia Chuwei.

From then on, she simply suppressed that idea at the bottom of her mind.

She also completely gave up her expectations for Feng Jingxuan.

As a result, now Feng Jingxuan is missing. Be it He Zheng or Mr. Feng, they all come to her side and tell plausible lies. They say that Feng Jingxuan cares about her.

The reason why something happened to him was because of her, so she should feel guilty.

What is this all about?

Those words poured into her brain like poison. Nan Xia shook her head and tried to get rid of them all: "Mr. Feng, I don't believe a word of what you said."

She couldn't believe it and couldn't believe it!

Do you believe that Feng Jingxuan still likes her?

Her life has become like this because of Feng Jingxuan. She has been wrong for five years, can she continue to make mistakes?

"It's impossible for him to care about him. I think he just hates me."

If he didn't hate her, how could he do these things to himself?

Everything Feng Jingxuan did to her was really like an enemy.

Nan Xia came back to her senses and looked at Mr. Feng expressionlessly: "Mr. Feng, I know that the lies you told me today were all in the hope that I would not compete with you for Chenchen."

"We'll talk about Chenchen later. I just hope that he can live happily in the future and that he has the ability to choose the life he likes."

Mr. Feng frowned: "If I tell you about Jingxuan again, why will you involve Chenchen?"

"Everything I said to you is true."

"It's true that Jingxuan cares about you, but your first thought after his accident was to plan to take Chenchen away. Your behavior is simply chilling."

Nan Xia's expression was cold. She was not afraid to look at Mr. Feng. After all, she had a clear conscience: "Mr. Feng, Chenchen often talks about you. I am very grateful to you for accompanying him. You are also a good grandfather and father, but To me, that’s not necessarily the case.”

"In order to protect your son, of course you can say a lot of nice things to him."

"But in my case, Feng Jingxuan is not a good person. The affection he advertises to the outside world is just a show."

"You said that he has been looking for me, which is true, but when he was looking for me, didn't he always have a girlfriend?"

As she said that, Nan Xia felt her head hurt: "Mr. Feng, I don't want to continue to argue with you. We both stand at different angles, and of course our thoughts on the problem are also different."

"Feng Jingxuan is your son. Now that he is missing, you must be worried. But he is neither a qualified father nor a qualified husband here."

"After Yubao and Yinbao's accident, he didn't feel the slightest bit sad."

She took a deep breath: "I'm going out for a walk. I promised Chenchen that I would accompany him today, and I would make breakfast for him tomorrow morning."

"Nan Xia, is Jingxuan so miserable in front of you?"

Mr. Feng refused to let her go. He said solemnly: "After Yubao and Yinbao died, he was the one who blamed himself the most."

"At that time, you were lying in the ward. Jingxuan was afraid that something would happen to you, so he would visit you every day."

"He's under so much pressure that if he goes down, he's going to go down, so he can't go down."

"He has too many things to deal with. At that time, he has to deal with Song Chuxue. He has to find information about you Yubao and Yinbao. He has to worry about you and the entire Feng family."

"The day you woke up, he rushed to see you, but you know what? He was also sick at that time, because he was hit too hard and had stomach bleeding."

"How can you say he doesn't care about anything."

After saying that, Mr. Feng took out his mobile phone and showed Nan Xia the medical records he had taken earlier. Because he was worried that Feng Jingxuan's body would not be able to hold on, he kept asking the doctor at that time whether Feng Jingxuan's illness would have any sequelae. .

"You see for yourself, he was seriously ill at that time to look for the child."

"When he came to see you, he was also at his weakest."

Nan Xia looked indifferent.

After learning that something happened to Yubao and Yinbao, she was in a daze and couldn't remember Feng Jingxuan's appearance at all.

After all, she couldn't even care about herself, so how could she care about Feng Jingxuan's condition.

"The doctor said at the time that if he continued to work so hard, his life might not be saved!"

Mr. Feng said excitedly: "He still often goes to the children's graves. He personally designed the graves. He also felt pain in his heart after losing two children. How can you think that he doesn't feel pain?"

"In your mind, is he such a ruthless person?"

Nan Xia's heart was trembling, and she could only suppress her expression by holding her hand hard.

She has never been to the graves of the two children. The first reason is because the children's bodies were not found at all. Those two graves were just Feng Jingxuan's personal belongings buried by the children. The second reason is that she was escaping. As long as she did not To think about it, then she can deceive herself that the child is still alive.

This was something she was never willing to accept.

She always thought that Feng Jingxuan didn't care about these things, and he never showed any guilt.

He never said it or showed it.

When he appeared in front of her, he was always calm and strong, and he would handle everything coldly and ruthlessly.

And the way he handled it would only make him feel chilled.

Mr. Feng put his mobile phone in front of her. In the dark night, the dazzling light made her have to look.

Heart failure, stomach bleeding...

Countless medical records appeared in front of her, with the date written in the lower left corner, which happened to be when the child had an accident. Was his condition already so bad at that time?

She carefully recalled her time with Feng Jingxuan, but she still couldn't remember it.

At that time, he was sitting in front of him, looking at ease, not as if he had been ill for a long time.

But the medical records in front of him showed that this was a fact.

When Feng Jingxuan was seriously ill, he personally went to find the two children. He also came to the ward to comfort her, but she was blinded by hatred and could not distinguish this at all.

If he really does this, then he is far from the ruthless person in his impression.

What Mr. Feng said today completely overturned Nan Xia's perception.

But she knew that he was telling the truth, and he would not deceive her with a fake medical record.

Nan Xia closed her dry eyes and said numbly, "He never told me this."

Yes.

He would never tell him what he owed to his child, nor would he say what he owed to her. Every time he said it, it was unpleasant to hear.

In short, as time passed, Nan Xia's heart grew cold, and she naturally thought that Feng Jingxuan didn't care about anything.

"Yes, he didn't tell himself anything, but he silently did a lot and endured a lot."

Seeing her attitude change, Mr. Feng's tone became a little more kind: "If he can come back this time, you promise me to be kind to him."

"It has always been difficult for him. You think he doesn't care about you, but you see that he spends all his energy on you. He established an exclusive company for Chenchen and built a medical team for him. Isn't he a qualified father? ?"

"He has been looking for you for five years. You think he is acting, but who can continue to act?"

Nan Xia fell silent. She always thought that Feng Jingxuan had no conscience at all.

After Yubao and Yinbao died, no one else remembered except her.

Human sorrows and joys are not interlinked.

As Feng Jingxuan was their father, she thought he didn't remember them either.

But since Feng Jingxuan still remembers that he even feels guilty towards the children, why doesn't he show it.

Then she misunderstood... him again?

Nan Xia couldn't tell what she was feeling inside, she just felt a little uncomfortable.

It turned out that he still remembered the child.

It turned out that he also felt guilty.

"Now you understand, I don't know why there are so many misunderstandings between you, but you have to know that with Jingxuan's character, there are some things that he cannot tell you directly."

Mr. Feng seemed to have thought of something, and his face became sad: "He likes to keep everything in his heart. He has been like this since he was a child."

"Not only won't he tell you, he won't tell anyone."

"But I know he is very bitter in his heart. This time he would go on a cruise alone after getting drunk because he hopes you can forgive him. His method is indeed extreme, but at that time he was no longer rational."

"Nan Xia, since the death of the child, he has suffered as much pain as you. It was because he had too much suppressed grief that he released it this time."

"If he is like this and you continue to hate him and want to take Chenchen away quickly and cut off any relationship with him, I have no choice."

Nan Xia rubbed her temples and felt her head hurt again.

What Mr. Feng said today has already convinced her.

It seemed that Feng Jingxuan had another side, and that side of him had a conscience, which was not what she thought.

But she still had a lot of doubts: "Then he and Xia Chuwei..."

Since Feng Jingxuan felt guilty about her and the child, why did he immediately find a new love not long after the child died.

The time and speed are very fast, and the efficiency is unrivaled.

It was impossible to see how sad he was.

And his love for Xia Chuwei is beyond words. It can be seen that he values ​​Xia Chuwei very much.

When Xia Chuwei was mentioned, Mr. Feng's expression became a little more solemn.

He did not explain immediately. After a long time, he said: "The relationship between Jingxuan and her is not what you think."

"I don't know what's going on between them."

"If he can come back safely this time and you give him a chance to explain, I think he will be able to answer you satisfactorily."