[Naruto] Ninja Notes of a Fan Girl

"...Is this the path you want to choose?"

In the silence of the cold night, I asked the words that came out of my mouth. The tone is obviously a question, but it carries a strong sense of powerlessness, making people want to have deep doubts. Isn't the real meaning of the words: Does it have to be like this?

"If not, there's no way to survive."

The other person was standing next to the open window, answering with a very calm attitude in the cold wind.

He really felt that the current situation was extremely bad. He, who always advocated staying calm in situations, could not fully express his true thoughts. He only showed a very sad expression on his face, trying to stop this absurd farce.

"No matter what, you can't kill her because of 'this'..."

"Isn't 'this' enough of a reason for her to die?"

He tried to calm down his tense mood and spoke slowly.

"If you continue like this, you will regret it. You can't do this now. We are not saving her to kill her..."

"I didn't know the truth at all at the beginning! If I had known it earlier, I wouldn't have saved her at all!"

The girl holding the extremely sharp blade suddenly roared until she was hoarse.

"The news of the genocide has already excited me enough, but why does Uchiha Itachi still leave the remnants behind?!"

"Calm down...Yu Feng..."

The girl's gradually rising tone and twisted expression made the boy shudder.

"Why does such a clan, a clan that has repeatedly caused disputes, still remain?"

The girl sneered at him and asked, her haughty attitude full of ridicule.

"I asked you before, right? 'Why can they still live well despite committing crimes?' Now it seems that karma is nothing more than this."

He had indeed heard that sentence...

The young man felt regretful. If only he had listened to her carefully, discovered her mistakes and tried to correct them.

"you listen to me……"

She spoke slowly, with a dark light surging in her eyes, and most of her body was hidden in the darkness. "We are also a clan burdened with blood. Sure enough, no one is immune..."

What was spared?

He let these dark words hit him. Although he knew that the girl's words were wrong, he could not formulate a word to refute, and his mind was buzzing.

He knew that no matter what, he had to stop the girl in front of him who was raising a knife and preparing to kill.

There is someone behind him to protect.

When he saw the dying girl in the mountain of corpses and sea of ​​blood, he felt a will to live that he had not felt for a long, long time.

Because it is so valuable, she must not let the person in front of her kill her because of immature thoughts.

He took out the short knife from behind and glanced at the dark corner of the room with a stern look.

On the single bed, lay a little girl who was seriously injured and unconscious.

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"Uh uh..."

Xueyou raised his eyelids with difficulty, his body was so heavy that he didn't want to move, and his mouth was dry.

The sunlight coming in from the window was a bit dazzling.

"Want water?"

She moved her eyes and caught Saaki Aoga sitting on the chair. He picked up the water glass prepared in advance from the bedside table, brought it close to Yukito's mouth, "Open your mouth."

The pain in her throat was abnormal, as if it was burning. She had no time to worry about the questions in her heart. She opened her mouth obediently and drank a large amount of water. Then she was able to speak with a hoarse voice: "How did you know I wanted to drink water..."

"Don't you want to drink water if you have a fever?"

She shook her head and expressed her desire to drink water.

Saaki Aoga put the cup to her mouth again, waited for her to drink enough, and put the cup back on the bedside table. Yukiyo looked at him for a few seconds, remembering that there were important things today, he sat up, and his vision suddenly went dark. Half of her body fell towards the bed. Fortunately, Saaki Aoga quickly stabilized her with quick eyes and hands.

"I told you to be careful. Your physical condition is terrible now."

"Sorry, pull me up." Snow friend took his arm to support himself, "There is no competition today, I remember to accompany you to find a job..."

"You look like this, I don't want to carry you back."

The snow friend had a splitting headache. She guessed that the reason for her poor condition was probably because she caught a cold due to the cold wind she came back from yesterday.

"OK then."

Saaki Aoga helped her lie down on the bed again, covered her with a quilt, and said, "You have a good rest today, and we will talk about work later."

"Oh."

"Well, that's it."

Xueyou saw him stand up quickly, his shoulders still shaking as he walked towards the door.

"...Don't think I don't know you're snickering, you bastard."

He doesn't have to go to work, and it seems to be very refreshing for him to stay leisurely!

"Oh, sorry."

Saaki Aoga immediately calmed down the complacency in his heart, recovered the smile that broke out on his face, and coughed lightly, "Anyway, let's rest first, I'll go out for a while."

"What?"

It's too much to leave sick people at home.

"Don't be so vigilant." Qinghe at the door asked his snow friend to calm down, "I just went out to buy something. I just checked your house and there was no medicine. Besides, you are hungry too, right?"

"No need to buy medicine, I will solve it with palm magic." Xueyou stopped him and reached out his hand from under the quilt. Qinghe stepped forward, grabbed it, and forced his hand back.

I don't even have the strength to resist...

"See if you still have the strength?"

"It's just palm magic...you don't need to be so strict." She joked with a smile at Qinghe's serious attitude, but was interrupted abruptly by him.

"Do you have trouble talking to me?"

"Ah...well, I just have a little sore throat..."

We have been together for about two weeks after returning from the Country of Waves. The accumulation of so many days has made Qinghe very clear that snow friends are usually action-oriented and will definitely act first or even advance when encountering anything. Now he is lying down with a sore throat. She was talking on the bed but didn't get down to stop herself. In fact, she didn't have any strength at all.

She didn't know how difficult the exams these days were, which made her suffer so much.

"You're obviously just a small person, why do you need to work so hard?" He tilted his head and asked.

"what?"

"I said, aren't you just a sidekick? Why are you working so hard?"

"Because I'm in Class 7, there's nothing I can do." The protagonist is Duo.

It's only in the seventh class that you can win - just stand aside and watch the protagonists cross the main line and you're done. In a way, it can be said that except for the fear of being cannon fodder, everything else around the protagonist is surprisingly easy.

"Anyway, don't be so desperate. You've been trying your best since you came back last night, right?"

Qinghe's words hit the nail on the head. As he spoke, he secretly glanced at the expression of the person on the bed. As he expected, she puffed up her cheeks like a child, unhappy that she had been exposed.

"As a ninja, how to accept fatigue is a required course."

Quite an official answer, to be precise, it is as rigid as the official answer.

"I've never seen a fool who tired himself out and got sick."

"That's diligence." Also, who is the fool!

"You are only diligent when push comes to shove."

He practiced the flute until midnight, which resulted in his neighbor knocking on the door and misunderstanding the two of them.

Saaki Aoga still remembers the meaningful look in his neighbor's eyes when he left.

It's really irritating.

Thinking of this, he teased and moved the corners of his mouth to say provocative words: "Sharpen your guns in battle."

"It's light even if it's not bright!" The unconvinced snow friend fought back.

"..."

"..."

After a while, the air returned to silence, confirming the end of the conversation, and the tension between the two.

Qinghe gave up the negotiation and turned to the door without saying a word. The scorching gaze behind him made him extremely uncomfortable. He put his hand on the handle and hesitated to open the door. He paused for about two minutes. His endurance reached the limit, and he turned around to face a certain female murderer. eyes.

Ugh……

This guy was still losing his temper and kept staring at him...

"A patient should behave like a patient. As a woman, can you at least show a sense of 'weakness' when you are sick? This way I will not be so disobedient when taking care of you."

"What's the feeling of weakness? It's human language."

Saaki Aoga sighed, "It's sick time now, don't be so cruel."

"cut."

"Being angry is harmful to your health. What if you make yourself angry to death..."

"You've been doing this for so long and you want me to die!" Although she didn't want to speak loudly, her hesitant attitude made her unbearable.

"No……"

Subtle swallowed, Saaki Aoga forcefully swallowed the words that had reached his lips.

――If you die, I will have no source of income.

It's really dangerous - if you say it, the other party will drag his dying body and run away, and he will definitely make a mess and refuse to let it go - after all, people's potential when they are angry is unlimited - the consequences are really bad if you think about it like this -

Although it would be even more exaggerated for me to regard her as my source of livelihood...

Having rehearsed another situation in his mind, he patted his chest in commendation as a savior.

Ah, so you have done a good thing——

"You're not thinking of any bad thoughts, are you?" Xue You frowned, and she felt bad about the other person's appearance.

"No, that's a very good idea." Self-satisfaction.

"Do you admit that you were just imagining things?"

"Just to stop you from collapsing."

"It is absolutely impossible for me to break until I am free."

"free?"

Saaki Aoga was confused. Yukiyo realized that he had made a mistake and lied: "Wouldn't you be free if you don't become a ninja?"

"Don't you have freedom if you become a ninja?"

"On weekdays, I will still be busy with tasks. When it disappears, maybe absolute freedom will appear."

"I hope so." Saaki Aoga turned the doorknob, "Although it is a whim."

Before the snow friend could ask why, he had already walked out and closed the door.

"Weird." After muttering, she closed her eyes amid the high fever that persisted.

All my energy was used up in the conversation...

Consciousness falls into a drowsy sleep.

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"It's really bad..."

Saaki Aoga touched his chin and locked his eyes on the words on the thermometer.

Thirty-nine degrees five.

It's a high fever...

He bought antipyretic medicine for her in the morning and gave it to her. It has been more than six hours now. The temperature before that was around 38 degrees. Logically speaking, the temperature should drop after taking the medicine. He originally came over to greet her to take the medicine again, but The temperature was increasing instead of decreasing, which made him a little worried.

"Go to the hospital?" He gently shook his snow friend beside him.

"Don't go..."

The fever was severe, my head hurt and I was dizzy. Despite this, the snow friend refused to move.

She didn't have a good impression of the hospital, so she wouldn't go if she could. Visiting Sasuke was a duty that a teammate should do, and other than that, she had no reason to go to the hospital again.

"You have a severe fever, should we go see a doctor?" Saaki Aoga asked again after deliberation.

Still got a negative answer.

"This medicine doesn't work very well. You're going to burn out if you don't go to the hospital."

"I won't go...I don't want to go...it's too cold..."

"Are you really not going?"

"Don't go..."

"How stubborn."

Saaki Aoga dropped these words and turned around to go out.

Xueyou raised his eyelids slightly, saw his back, felt relieved, closed his eyes and continued to rest.

After a while, he came back again, still holding her coat in his hand. Without saying a word, he helped her up, helped her put on her coat, and used his arms to help her get out of bed.

Xueyou didn't want to go to the hospital, but she didn't have any strength in her body. Even if she tried hard to blink, the world in front of her was still distorted. She allowed Qinghe to help her stagger to the door, put on her shoes and go out.

"I said...generally there is no problem with this temperature. Why are there so many things happening in this world?"

"If you don't look at how old your host is, a child will die if he has a high fever."

"No... not a child..."

Yukiyo's words were intermittent. Saaki Aoga knew that she was about to fall asleep again, so he reminded her rudely: "Don't fall asleep. There is still a way to go, so be patient."

As soon as he finished speaking, the person next to him turned over. He reluctantly increased the strength of his arms, intending to use his mouth to wake her up. He opened his mouth for a long time, but finally closed it.

"Forget it."

He accepted her fate and picked her up on his back, walking forward slowly.

Xueyou was lying on his back, his mind was in a daze, as if he was in a trance.