[Naruto] Ninja Notes of a Fan Girl

The mechanical beeping sound in the ward was heard. The door was gently closed, and Sasuke's regular but heavy breathing could be heard.

She repeatedly told the nurse who was stranded nearby that she was sent to protect people. Seeing her in a panic, the nurse looked in disbelief, but in view of the fight in the ward she just saw, she didn't say anything, so she was allowed to Go in.

There were no signs of a fight. It seemed that Kakashi had been cleaned up when he left.

Xueyou walked to the hospital bed and looked at the person lying on it. He had his eyes closed tightly, his face was pale, and he was wearing an oxygen inhaler. Sweat was constantly seeping out from his forehead, as if he was still enduring pain.

She felt a little distressed, stretched out her hand to hold his cold hand outside the quilt, and sat down next to him.

"Get well soon."

She whispered the same words as when she sat in front of the hospital bed.

It feels like I'm back in time.

She smiled, took out the pocketbook she carried with her with her other hand, and flipped through it.

The first two pages of the notebook were torn out by herself, and the real names of this world were written on them. The words left behind would be dangerous if someone discovered them, but she did not throw them away and kept them in the outer shell of the notebook.

In addition, there is nothing useful written in this notebook. Most of them are just random words written by the previous owner. You can see happy and sad things in it. When you are happy, the original owner will draw big A smiling face, and when sad, a crying face will be drawn. There are only a few lines, simple drawings.

Small children, big words.

Looking further back, I saw that the words that were completely different from those written when she was a child were written by her.

Uchiha Sasuke was also circled with a red marker.

The target name given to her by Danzo.

"Uh"

The people around her were moaning slightly as if they were having a nightmare, and their expressions were very painful. After seeing this, she stuffed her handbag back into her pocket, and held Sasuke's hand with both hands, hoping to bring him warmth.

She sat like this until the sunset appeared outside. She had dozed off many times along the way and looked up out of the window. She found that today's sunset was as beautiful as the one she had watched with Sasuke before.

I want to talk to him, I want to tell him about the sunset I saw, and I want him not to stand alone when something happens, but to rely more on his teammates, but then I think about it, even if I say it, he won't do it, otherwise he won't be Sasuke. .

Sasuke's hand suddenly held her back with force, careful but hard. She thought he had woken up and was about to break away and call a doctor, but she gave up the idea with just one word.

"Brother" was a small murmur. After hearing it, Xueyou immediately understood that he might be dreaming.

"Not awake yet"

She was a little disappointed, hit the hatchet, and stayed where she was.

-

Sasuke's consciousness was in chaos, and he felt confused.

My eyes are covered with memories of the past.

Dad, Mom, and——

brother.

As a ninja, his brother is always busy and always apologizes to him, but he knows that his brother loves him.

Whenever he dreamed about the past, his brother held his hand, and he was still very young. His brother would always walk very slowly, and the two of them would walk home under the sunset.

At this time, he couldn't feel any hatred.

Until the scene came into view.

Ever since the genocide, he has had a lingering nightmare.

No, that was not a dream.

It's a fact, it's a memory that remains in my mind.

It was a real massacre happening before our eyes.

How he wished it was just a dream. When he woke up, he could stay in his bedroom, pat his chest, gasp, complain with a grimace, and then walk downstairs. His mother patted his head affectionately and asked, "Have nightmares?" Yet?"

He could say, "Yeah."

But, that is a dream.

What's even more ironic is that this kind of dream will only deepen the wound in his heart when he wakes up.

And all of this is thanks to that man.

"Why did you kill your parents!"

That day, when the moon was dark and the wind was high, he looked at the two corpses in front of him that made him grief-stricken. With tears streaming down his face, he loudly questioned the culprit in front of him.

"Just to test my mettle."

That was a person he didn't understand. No, maybe he couldn't be called a human being.

monster.

Looking at the corpses of his parents, indifference and callousness took over his expression.

It was like looking at someone who had nothing to do with him, and then, the person who sent shivers down Sasuke's spine stared at him.

"You have no point in killing me, stupid brother. If you want to kill me, hate me! Hate me! Then live an ugly life! Run away, run away, and live an ignoble existence!"

-

escape?

Where did he flee to?

Where is the front? Where is the road?

His front was covered in darkness.

There is only pain that is almost suffocating, no light.

-

A hand held him.

Is it the direction?

He reached out his hand, as if chasing the light, and pulled it back hard.

-

The afterglow of the setting sun was almost gone, and Sasuke woke up at this moment.

In front of her was a girl who was already wobbly with sleep, and was still trying to hold her eyelids up, trying not to fall asleep. Her hands held a hand on this side, and her two slender hands were very warm and gentle.

He stared at the person in front of him, until he was trapped by the person he was staring at and slid forward, waking himself up, and he realized that a long time had passed.

"You're awake, why didn't you tell me." Xueyou let go of his hand naturally, feeling embarrassed for the ugly appearance of taking a nap. He covered up his embarrassment with a smile, scratched his head, and sat up straight, "I'll call doctor."

"Don't go." Sasuke took off his breathing mask without permission and sat up with force, causing his snow friend to panic. He felt amused: "Don't go yet."

"What about your injury?" This little ancestor is no joke!

"It's nothing. There's no need to rush to see the doctor." He raised his hand and grabbed the snow friend who was about to leave. The strength was so strong that when the snow friend saw that he persisted, he had to return to the stool and sit down again.

"What if it collapses?"

"I'm not that weak."

Yuki Yu thought about it, but still expressed concern about Sasuke's physical condition, so he made a request: "If you really feel uncomfortable, you must tell me."

"Yes, I know."

He didn't know whether it was because he was sick and weak, or because he was happy about winning the competition. In short, Yuki Yu felt that Sasuke's attitude toward others was somewhat gentler.

"Don't hide it!" She raised her finger to emphasize again.

Sasuke looked at that serious look, dumbfounded and nodded.

"Okay." Xueyou breathed a sigh of relief, "It just so happens that I also want to say something to you."

Is there anything necessary?

When Sasuke was confused, Yuki Yu came over with a straight face, full of resentment: "It's too much to hide the curse seal from even your most, dearest, and dearest teammate!"

"Who told you?" He immediately became energetic.

I remember that he had told Sakura that he was not allowed to tell this matter.

And what’s that incomprehensible name?

The dearest and dearest teammate?

Xueyou rolled his eyes, "Are you bringing others with you to hide it from me?"

When Sasuke remained silent, Yukiyo knew that she had guessed correctly, so he lied casually: "Kakashi-sensei told me."

Anyway, Sasuke wouldn't ask Kakashi-sensei on purpose, he would just trouble him to take the blame.

I wonder if I will sneeze.

"Why are you here?" Sasuke asked.

"Kakashi-sensei said you've been here before - it's said to be a bad person. We happened to run into him and he asked me to guard you."

Yukiyo arbitrarily replaced "strange ninja" with "Kabuto" in order to make Sasuke pay more attention to him in the future.

"Kabuto?" Sasuke muttered, and Yukito shook his head at him.

He had long thought that this person was suspicious, but he couldn't tell where.

"Kakashi-sensei didn't say, I'll ask you later."

Xueyou stood up, stretched out, and saw that the sky outside was getting darker little by little. He suddenly remembered that there was still a guy at home who had a mouth waiting for food. He slowly realized that he seemed to have nothing more than the Bing Liang Pills he ate casually in the morning. Nothing to eat - after all, I have always been here to guard.

Sasuke also understood that it was already dark outside and it was time to urge her to go home.

He didn't know why he grabbed her by accident just now, and he looked down at his hand.

It was probably the uneasiness caused by the dream that led him to seek comfort randomly.

He tried not to let this matter disturb his mind, pretending not to notice his true thoughts.

The sudden touch on his forehead caught him off guard. He raised his eyes and looked at the person in front of him. Unexpectedly, she didn't feel weird at all. She touched Sasuke's forehead and then his own.

Nothing can be found, she thought confusedly.

When I came here, the nurse told me that this guy had a very serious fever. Now it seems that the fever has subsided, but whether it has completely subsided or not, you can't tell with this test.

"Don't move."

When Sasuke heard this, he thought there was something wrong with her. Unexpectedly, the man's face came closer. He lifted up his bangs and put his forehead against his. Two pairs of dark-colored pupils faced each other within a short distance. One of them was serious. Thinking about whether there was anything unusual, the other party's thoughts suddenly went blank, and his ears were clearly filled with his increasingly strong heartbeat.

"I feel like I don't have a fever anymore with my hands, but now the temperature has risen again." Sure enough, measuring body temperature with hands is unreliable!

Knowing that she was still worried about him, Sasuke ducked his head back and distanced his face that was about to become hotter from hers. His eyes drifted for a moment. When he saw the girl approaching her hand full of chakra, he felt a little panicked and grabbed her decisively. Stopped by his wrist, "No need."

"Yes." Yukiyo nodded. Sasuke seemed to be able to speak smoothly without breathing heavily. He didn't seem to be suffering any pain on his face. He seemed to be in good condition and said, "So let's check it out."

Sasuke grabbed her wrist and interrupted: "It's dark, you should go home."

"Ah yes." Xueyou looked at the sky outside again and knew it was time to go home.

I wonder if the moth in my house is still alive after I haven't been back for five days?

"Ah, right." When he stopped in front of the door, Yukito smiled cheerfully at Sasuke. I don't know why, but my memory has been really bad recently, and I have forgotten the most important purpose of coming here. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, and said the words I wanted to say before I came here.

"I'm sorry, Sasuke-kun."

Sasuke thought this apology came out of nowhere, "Why do you say this?"

"That's it. I'm sorry or something. It's something that people who know each other often say. Isn't this normal?"

Bah, bah, bah, why is her mouth so unruly at the critical moment? What she says is all nonsense! !

Sasuke's confused expression made her move her hands more nervously: "That's it, huh? That's it?? Uh"

She lowered her head, trying to apologize for her current behavior.

"Okay, I got it."

He stopped asking about the real reason behind this apology, and he just let her get out of her embarrassment.

"Goodbye." He waved to him who was watching, and with a bang on the door, Xueyou quickly exited with a blushing face.

And now, what to do?

——There are three things to do.

A system of self-questioning and self-answering is automatically generated in the mind.

——Go tell the doctor to keep an eye on Sasuke first.

——Deal with the one named Saaki in the family.

——Come back as soon as possible.

When I came out of the hospital, there were stars in the sky outside.

She quickened her pace in the night sky and rushed home.

——Deliberately ignoring the injury he suffered from a sneak attack by his opponent during the exam——his back ankle was so painful that it was numb.

Not available at the moment.

-

"Uh uh uh uh uh uh"

I opened the door with a loud "bang" and arrived home. As expected, the guy was hanging on the stool with a "sad" look on his face and was hungry!

Throwing the things in your hands at him, he was immediately hit with blood!

Saaki Aoga opened the food bag full of hope and took out the box inside. When he opened it skillfully, what he saw was white porridge, with a look of disgust on his face: "What? This is it."

At the same time, Xueyou, who hurried into the kitchen and ran out again, hit him with his fists and yelled at him: "You lazy guy!"

Saaki Aoga immediately took the porridge and deliberately opened the lid to dodge, "Be careful, the porridge is going to spill!"

"Shameless!" Even so, Xueyou angrily closed her fists for her precious porridge, stretched out her hand and grabbed the proud bad boy's ears: "You won't cook until I come back, right! If I were a If the moon doesn’t come back, will you starve to death! Ah? Ah!”

The kitchen is still the same as it was five days ago. I really don't know how he has been spending these days.

Saaki Aoga felt aggrieved: "I didn't know that things in Konoha are so expensive. I come from the poor country of Waves."

"Tell me, how have you been spending these days?"

Saaki Aoga took out his wallet, which was empty: "Let's go out to eat."

Wow, I have been crawling around in the forest of death these days, but you stay at home and enjoy the happiness!

If I don’t give you a good beating, my surname will not be Shimura.

Hey, she doesn't have a last name to begin with.

"I am leaving!"

"Boom!"

Ten minutes later, Saoki Qinghe looked at the figure who walked away from the door with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and said with emotion.

There are only villains and women in the world who are difficult to raise.

In fact, I really don’t know who the “villain” and “woman” are.

Yuki Yu reluctantly ate something at home, beat Sasaki Aoga violently, carried the things reserved for Sasuke, and rushed to the hospital under the night sky with more and more stars. When he arrived at the previous ward, he found that there was There was no one there anymore. After asking a few people, I found out that the guy had been moved to the ward downstairs and was still recovering.

"Sasuke!" As soon as she opened the door, she showed off her full energy and energy.

He was the only one in the room, and he was surprised to see the person appearing in front of him again.

"Why did you come back?"

"Are you hungry?" Judging from Sasuke's shocked eyes, Yukiyo took out the boxed porridge and clean spoons he had brought from the bag one after another, placing them in front of Sasuke with clean movements.

Smelling the aroma of the porridge, Sasuke swallowed subtly. He hadn't had a good meal in the past five days, and he was indeed a little hungry now.

Seeing that Sasuke was hesitant and unwilling to move, Yuki smiled understandingly, "Are you sorry, she understands!"

So she took the spoon in her hand, scooped out a spoonful of porridge, and brought it to his mouth, "Can you see if it's still hot?"

Sasuke took the spoon and put the porridge in his mouth under Yuki's "loving" care.

He is not a child.

A big bowl of porridge - the portion is actually enough compared to usual, but that was for him who didn't miss anything from breakfast to lunch. Now it seems that it can only be half full - he finished it all and looked at The snow friend who was helping him busy on the side thought of how she had been taking care of him since he woke up, how she had guarded him when he was in a coma, how he called the doctor when he left, how he brought dinner from home - and so on. It is true that I should say thank you politely, but I don't know where to start and always hesitate to say anything.

"Snow……"

"There's no need to thank you for these little things."

Xueyou moved his mouth, but the work on his hands did not stop at all.

Sasuke paused, was he accidentally too obvious?

"Because the best thing to say thank you for-" Xueyou tied the bag tightly, which contained the remaining garbage, and raised a smile at him: "Then get well soon."

"Ha." Sasuke lowered his eyes for a long time, then twitched the corner of his mouth: "I know."

Perhaps an unspoken bond has gradually been established between them?

"Well, of course, the most important thing is that when you encounter important things, you can't hide it too much from your 'dear teammates'. You know, we are all a group of people who are easily worried." Snow friend said to him, looking at him. The lively expression on his face was stunned for a moment, and then he smiled happily.

Of course Sasuke understood what she meant. It turned out that he was still struggling with not telling her about the curse seal.

"If it cannot be expressed accurately, even if it is a well-intentioned concealment, it will easily lead to misunderstanding."

For example, when a boy in adolescence likes a girl, he will deliberately tease her. If he meets a girl who hates this kind of behavior, it will be really difficult to clear up the misunderstanding.

After a long pause, her clear and clear voice sounded again from this empty ward with only two people.

"Is it possible?" She looked up at the bright chandelier hanging on the ceiling, her eyes flickering, and it seemed that her thoughts were drifting to a far, far away place, but her consciousness was still here. She opened her mouth and her tone was as light as the sky outside the window. It was as clear and soft as the moonlight hidden by dark clouds.

"——Tell me, is there a misunderstanding caused by the greatest good intentions and understood by the paranoia in the heart?"

Paranoid love, paranoid good, paranoid evil.

So paranoid that I have to go this way.

"Of course, this kind of understanding will come at a heavy price. After all, this is something that 'ordinary people cannot understand'."

She ended her self-questioning in a light tone. During this process, Sasuke remained silent.

He frowned and thought hard.

The girl's words were not profound, but surprisingly difficult to understand.

Misunderstandings, good intentions, paranoia.

While understanding, you will also lose

"If it's a misunderstanding, the first step is to understand it, right?"

Sasuke's sudden speech attracted Yukito's attention. He didn't shy away from it. He looked directly at the confusion in her eyes and continued his words: "If understanding means loss, then I think that's all it is."

"Because instead of thinking about what to lose, it's better to look at what you want to gain."

"After all." Sasuke looked at her, and Yukiyo caught the inner confidence in his dark eyes. He said, "No one will embark on this path without warning, even if it is wrong at the beginning."

——I will also go straight to the end for what I hope in my heart.

——If I hadn’t had the awareness to follow this path from the beginning, I wouldn’t have chosen to carry so much forward.

Even if I am burdened with sin, I already know that I will continue to lose from the moment I set foot on the road.

Seeing the question that had puzzled her for the past day being solved at a surprising speed, Yukiyu felt ashamed of the perfunctory words she had just said. She laughed dryly, and there was no lack of praise for him: "This is really what Sasuke would say. .”

The serious look on Sasuke's face in front of him can't help but remind people of survival drills. Faced with the overwhelming strength of Jonin Kakashi, he chose to deal with it head-on instead of escaping like that.

This kind of Sasuke, even if he reaches a dead end in the future, he can still find a way to keep moving forward.

——This is the path Ino said he chose to defect.

Yuki Yu, who was in a good mood, was about to go out and throw away the garbage on his hands, but bumped into Kakashi who was about to enter.

"So why were you reading while walking? You bumped into someone!"

"Yeah, yeah, sorry, this chapter is so exciting, I couldn't hold it back for a while." Kakashi put away the kiss in his hand and asked his snow friend, "Why are you still here?"

"What are you doing here, Kakashi-sensei?"

Kakashi, half of his body still stuck outside the door, raised the bag in his other hand: "Bring food to Sasuke-kun."

"It's so late!" The two people in the room complained in unison.

Kakashi scratched his head: "Actually, I accidentally got lost on the road of life for a while."

"That's enough!" Yukiyo knew Kakashi's bad habit of being late and pushed him directly into the ward. "You go, I'm going home."

"Be careful on the road," Kakashi said.

Yuki Yu motioned to the people in the ward, "Sasuke-kun, I'm leaving."

"kindness."

After the snow friend left, Kakashi closed the door of the ward with a "snap". Yuzai Yuya stepped forward and placed the sushi he brought in front of Sasuke. He went to the window and opened it, letting in the night breeze. In this room, the smell of disinfectant was diluted, "I didn't expect her to stay here so late."

"Did you ask her to come?" Sasuke opened the bag on his hand, took one out and put it in his mouth.

"Yes, because Yukiyu-chan looks so worried about Sasuke-kun."

Sasuke picked up the second one, "Mind your own business."

"Oh, really." Kakashi turned around and leaned against the window, letting the curtains on the side whistle as the wind entered the house from outside, and said in a calm tone, "But Sasuke-kun looks very happy."

Immediately retract the faint smile at the corner of his mouth - whether it means provocation, happiness or something else - does he look like he has it?

"Don't call me 'Sasuke-kun', it's disgusting." He responded coldly.

Kakashi:? ? Was he disgusted by being scolded for the second time today? From the mouths of these two brats!

Didn’t your snow friend call you that before he left?

It's really differential treatment.

(Sasuke: No, just plain disgusting.)

"Do you have anything else to do here?" The sushi is about to be eaten, and it's time for this person to leave, right?

Sasuke's driving attitude made Kakashi particularly unhappy.

"No." He tried not to make his smile look distorted, "I just came to see how you and Yukiyu-chan get along. It doesn't look too good right now."

He stayed outside the door hiding his aura for long enough.

There was a warm atmosphere between the two of them before they discussed such a serious topic in a serious manner. How could he have the nerve to interrupt.

"So what?" Sasuke threw the last piece of sushi into his mouth, his half-full stomach feeling completely satisfied after eating the porridge.

What did Kakashi have to do with him and her?

"I thought you would get used to the care model of an old couple, but now it seems that you are not." Kakashi pretended to raise his hands to cover his face and said, "I can only ask Sakura and Naruto to let one of them come tomorrow. I’ll take care of you, and the exam will be over anyway.”

He almost spit out the last piece of sushi.

"What are you talking about?" After coughing twice before he recovered, Sasuke wiped the remaining vegetable stains from the corner of his mouth and stared at Kakashi.

"As young people, two people have been alone for such a while without any passion. Aren't they an old couple?"

Sasuke's question made Kakashi frown.

ha?

This strange thought made Sasuke speechless for a moment. Finally, he caught a glimpse of the instructor with dead fish eyes slowly taking out a novel from the pocket of the Jonin uniform, with the words "Intimate Paradise" written on the cover, and he understood most of it.

"Hey, have you seen something weird?"

He stretched out his hand and pointed specifically at the book in Kakashi's hand.

"This is not a strange book, U-Uchiha Sasuke-san, please watch your words."

"It's true." Sasuke could see clearly from his evasive performance and warned, "Don't confuse me with the protagonist in your book."

Kakashi flipped through a few pages of the palm-sized book in his hand, "There is no character with a similar personality to yours."

"That's not what I meant." For some reason, Kakashi's serious look made him want to chase people away again, "If there's nothing else,"

"However, there are characters similar to snow friends." Kakashi muttered, reading the sentence in the book, "'She secretly wrote down the name of the person she liked, put it in the pocketbook she carried with her, and rubbed it with her fingertips The feeling of the name on the page is still stored in my heart. I want to retain the remaining tenderness when I returned it to the person I love who accidentally picked it up. With a little hope that my love will be discovered by the person I like, I happily walk among the cherry blossoms. Dancing in the middle of the road.'"

Where is it like?

Although he asked in his mind, Sasuke showed considerable impatience on his face, "If you don't have anything else to do, I'm going to bed."

It's really rude to chase people away, Kakashi thought.

The last words he left before leaving echoed in Sasuke's mind as he lay down.

Kakashi's departure completely took away the lively atmosphere in the room. The whole ward was quiet. He turned over while lying on the hospital bed, just in time to see the moon in the sky outside the window with half-drawn curtains. His face illuminated by the moonlight looked calm, but the thoughts in his heart were complicated, making it difficult for him to fall asleep.

——She secretly wrote down the name of the person she liked and put it in the pocketbook she carried with her.

These are the words in Kakashi's book.

——It seems that you really didn’t read your snow friend’s diary.

There was also a message from Kakashi before leaving.

In other words, before that guy Kakashi asked him to return it, he had already peeked at Yuki Yu's account.

——It's really bad. After he immediately came to this conclusion, he felt thirsty, got up and used the moonlight to go to the table a few steps away to pour some water.

But according to that, what the guy wrote in his diary was——

own name

Realizing this, Sasuke's hand paused for no reason, and the boiled water in the kettle splashed on his hand. He looked blankly at the back of his hand covered with water drops, and then he shook it violently.

Now he not only had no intention of sleeping, but also no intention of drinking water. He simply went back to bed and closed his eyes to rest.

The girl's smiling face flashed just right, causing him to open his eyes again and sit up from the bed. He couldn't figure out why he was so anxious.

anyway.

Is this really what Kakashi wrote in that book?

(Kakashi: How could a well-known erotic novel contain such a girly scene?)