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The diary was divided into many paragraphs, and the writing was very scribbled. Pei Jiyun could almost imagine how her little Nightingale endured all kinds of discomfort before giving birth and tried her best to draw out this text.

"1374, August 8th, unknown:

Now that I have finished taking the nutritional supplements, I am waiting for a good rest‌night to prepare for tomorrow's delivery.

The attendants, medical officers, obstetricians, speakers, and various media outside the palace have been waiting in full force since the day before yesterday. I know that what they are waiting for is not me, but "the queen gave birth to a princess successfully." This needs to be made public Great news.

But what does that have to do with me?

In order to ensure the smooth birth of this child, I have not been able to step out of the palace since I was pregnant with her. His Majesty personally put me under house arrest, forbidding me to communicate with the outside world, and keeping me by my side every night. arms, forcing me to rest on time.

Too bad I never get a full night's sleep.

The pheromone on the Queen's body makes me sweat and tremble as long as I'm close to it; what's more...

When I close my eyes, I sometimes think of my parents and elder sister who haven’t seen each other for more than ten years, sometimes I think of classmates and friends who have blurred faces, sometimes I think of my encounter and wedding with Your Majesty, but more often, I can only think of the portrait of Queen Arishan.

That was my destined homecoming.

A few years ago, I planned to end my life in this palace after my parents passed away decades later, but now, I really can't wait any longer.

I know that such a decision is sorry for the child in my womb, but it is the limit of what I can bear to give birth to an heir to the empire.

I am weak in nature, young and reckless, and I have not known people clearly for many years. Because of my innocence, stupidity and indecision, I spent more than ten years in the palace for nothing, and ruined my own life.

As a child, I have remorse for my parents and elder sister; as a queen, I have a clear conscience for the royal subjects; as a companion...

Your Majesty and I have nothing to say.

What Your Majesty expects is an older lover who only exists in my fantasy.

In fact, everything about my sanity in the past few years is the result of my own imagination, blinded by illusions.

What I loved at that time should have been someone who didn't exist at all.

The matter has come to this point, how many grievances, how many misunderstandings, it is useless to say more, this diary will not be made public‌, and I don't need to explain to anyone.

At this moment, Your Majesty, she...should fight near my homeland, then I will be at the end, I wish Your Majesty...

Conquer everything and return in triumph. "

On the second day after writing this farewell letter, the carriage of fate overturned when she was caught off guard.

The little queen, who was determined to die, fulfilled her last wish.Her lover returned to the capital star with the good news amid the cheers of the people of the empire, and at the same time...

It also brought back the dead souls of the Natis Zerg clan and the twin lives of her biological parents.

After giving birth, the little queen formed a cocoon only for larvae after learning of the death of her parents, and wrapped herself in the cocoon.

What was she thinking in those few days, and what kind of thoughts did she give up to die and resolutely escaped from the palace?

That is the part that has never been mentioned in the light brain, and no one will know it anymore.

There seems to be a feeling of suffocation from the lack of oxygen to the limit.

The tens of thousands of pictures stored in Guang's brain were like a stream of burning dreams, burning away her upside-down and sinking imagination, leaving only cold embers.

In a blink of an eye, she suddenly remembered the last time she said goodbye to Yu Ge before she left for the expedition.

After such bloody and tearful entanglements and separations, it almost seemed like a previous life.

In the twilight of the bedroom garden, the pregnant little queen leaned on the recliner, habitually covered her abdomen with her hands, raised her head slightly, and looked at the queen who had changed into her military uniform.

Xu Shi had to force herself to supplement nutrition during pregnancy, Xu Shi's sunset color at dusk was too bright and gentle, but Yu Ge's complexion at that time was better than before... a kind of... extremely rare nostalgia.

Now that I think about it, that nostalgia is not about any warm past, nor is it about giving up on my lover who went on an expedition, but... saying goodbye to the rest of my life.

During the months of Yu Ge's pregnancy, they spent the longest and most peaceful time together.

The little queen was still unwilling to communicate with her, but she no longer showed the depressed and lost look before, but showed a little room for redemption.

Pei Jiyun gasped violently.

At that time... She really thought so too.

However, in front of this diary, all self-deception has nowhere to hide.

Her little nightingale has never been freed from the pain, the young female forced to play the role of the perfect queen, has never been able to forgive the hypocritical, conceited and controlling pillow person, let alone the mispayment of trust and sex when she was young lifelong self.

In this secret room, in front of the relics of previous queens, the little queen who was pregnant with offspring finally made up her mind and personally determined the date of her own death.

Even though Yu Ge is still living in this world, the emotions and wills carried in this diary are so heavy that they can still easily reach the depths of Pei Jiyun's soul.

That's the weight of 15 painful years.

In this small light brain, she forced herself to experience Yu Ge's 15 years of living in the palace from the perspective of the client. Day after day passed between the gaps.

...And what was she thinking at that time?

That's right, she thought that Yu Ge couldn't see anything, so she pretended to be clever and perfunctory and coaxed, like a cunning hunter who lures prey with food, and locked this little nightingale that went astray carelessly into a cage,&zp;zwnj ; Bian and ruthlessly guard against death to ensure that the overall situation is under control and prepared for any danger.

And Yu Ge... has gradually understood all this... all.

The little queen can't blame anyone, she can only bear all this in silence, embarrassing herself day and night, hiding all the secrets in her heart, asking for others' selfishness, and pushing herself into a desperate situation.

Pei Jiyun's stiff neck drooped inch by inch.

She hugged the cold light brain to her chest, her bent back convulsed violently, the sobbing sound in her throat was too heavy and hoarse, but she couldn't hear any sound, only the trembling in her chest cavity The muffled sound seeped out slowly, like the whining of a trapped animal dying at the end of the tongue.

Queens shouldn't cry.

But there is such a snow-white back.

She has gazed at Yu Ge's back countless times.

At first, she stood in the back garden where flowers and plants were flourishing, dragging her flawless long hair from head to knee.

But at this moment...

A few years ago, the little queen stood with her back, dragging her belly with her hands, standing silently in the secret room, in front of the portraits of successive queens.

That was the young lover who sneaked in here when she had no way of knowing, and left a last diary alone.

Pei Jiyun looked at the silent and gentle phantom through chaos and time at a close distance. Even in a trance, she couldn't imagine how Yu Ge looked back, couldn't imagine how Yu Ge would face each other. she said something.

Because in her unacceptable reality...

Yu Ge really had nothing to say to her.

Probation progress: 16

……

The main planet of the dense forest galaxy, the underground training ground.

The young Pei Cheng bowed to thank the teacher, turned around and stepped out of the stadium gate.

Thanks to the powerful genes of the Alsis Zerg, she really had a face that was too similar to the queen. Even at such a young age, she revealed a bit of solemnity and inhumanity in advance.

If... her flushed side face and slightly fluttering ear spines can be ignored.

The little princess looked at her biological mother who was sitting on the bench smiling at her, forcibly suppressed her urge to trot, and walked in front of the queen.

"Cheng, come, drink slowly."

The young Natis female raised the towel to dry her sweaty hair, and then gently stroked the pair of bony wings on the princess's back along her back.

Pei Cheng secretly looked at his mother's expression from the corner of his eye.

In the past few months, the white hair that Yu Ge cut off with her own hands has grown neatly - a bit of a strong and haggard sickness in her complexion.

The little queen is sick.

After successfully returning to his hometown with his children, his hair was out of control.

After a comprehensive consultation, several medical officers in the Thunder Light Legion gave their judgments cautiously.

The little queen may be suffering from mid-stage Nockrolz's disease.

It is ‌ a relatively rare neurodegenerative disease. It is not fatal, but it is shocking enough. Decades ago, it was more common in the Natis and its fellow Zerg. Due to its slow onset and complicated etiology, there is still no effective treatment for it. The method can heal.

The cause of the disease may be related to many factors, including family history, history of mental illness, trauma or long-term negative psychological factors, etc., but no matter where the disease occurs, the clinical manifestations tend to be the same.

In the final stage, patients will have more serious cognitive dysfunction, and even symptoms such as memory deficits, delusions, and complete agnosia that ordinary people cannot imagine.

No one can predict when these symptoms will appear on the little queen. So far, everyone has followed General Yu Lan's wishes and kept tight-lipped about Yu Ge.

Pei Cheng took the towel with his mother's warmth, and after hesitating for a moment, he still couldn't help stretching out his hand and gently shook the Queen's palm.

That hand was neither thick nor hot, but it revealed a proper softness and delicateness. The little princess couldn't tell what was so special about this feeling, she could only dimly feel that her mother's hands were different from others.

It has been less than half a year since she met her biological mother, and she has not had time to really get close to her mother in the future.

If my mother was ‌naive and really didn't know herself...

Where can she go?

……

After being stared into the room by the worried eyes of the larva, 444 began to condemn the host unbearably.

"Why do I rely on you to come here‌ out!" It slapped Yu Ge's chest with righteous indignation, "I want the Queen to blame you for self-harm! What did my daughter and sister do wrong again? Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! !"

"The queen's psychological quality is excellent, and there is an absolute rationality in her bones. Self-harm can play a role once, and it will always be useful if it can't be reversed."

The young host patted his conscience that didn't exist at all, and against the little queen's arrogant face, he showed a...subtle and indifferent smile.

"Just like that diary once, maybe it can temporarily break her tight nerves, but it's hard to make any fundamental changes to her."

"Can you change her by pretending to be crazy?!"

Yu Ge turned a blind eye to the system's angry eyes. She squatted down and pinched the other's flushed little round face.

"I need&zp;zwnj;an opportunity to... torture the target repeatedly."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021042715:27:152021042821:17:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 day sea;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 day sea;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 130 bottles of floating dream; 4513536120 bottles; 10 bottles of heartsweet;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!