Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

The optical brain is slightly larger than a palm, and it is an old model that has been discontinued many years ago. Because it cannot keep up with the speed of star network changes, it has long been eliminated by the times.Rather than being an optical brain, it can only serve as a reader or a memo at best.

Pei Jiyun remembered this optical brain.

This was more than 20 years ago, when Yu Ge brought it all the way from the dense forest galaxy to the capital star.

When she was young, the little queen seemed arrogant and unrestrained, but she was a very nostalgic person in her bones. Even if she got a new electronic device, she would always be reluctant to throw away the old one and always keep it by her side for backup.

On certain nights many years ago, when the relationship between her and Yu Ge might be restored, she also saw the female insect leaning on the head of the bed, holding this optical computer to write and draw.

But why does this optical brain appear here...?

The little princess has been raised in an exclusive nursery all year round, and she and Yu Ge are the only ones who can freely enter and leave the master bedroom.

When and how did Yu Ge enter this secret room?

What kind of mood did Yu Ge, who was still the queen of the empire at that time, face the relics of previous queens?

Had she anticipated her future fate then, had she decided to flee since then...?

Today, Pei Jiyun has no way of guessing all of this.

During the more than ten years when they lived together, except for occasional foreign affairs activities, the little queen could only stay alone in the palace most of the time.

Where she can't see, Yu Ge has too many opportunities to explore everything in this room, and too much time...to sort out those emotions that have nowhere to go.

And at that time... she only wanted to have a dignified and decent queen in front of others, and to cultivate a considerate and obedient nightingale in the back of others, she was unwilling and did not dare to speculate on the other party's mind.

The queen sat on the ground, facing away from the relics and portraits of previous queens, and held out the dusty light brain with both hands.

The expression on her face showed a strange stiffness due to excessive tension, but her movements were unusually calm and slow, so that even the insignificant step of turning on the power and unlocking it was forced to operate in a... extremely serious manner smell.

The main screen page of Optical Brain is empty, using the most common original screen saver decades ago, only the option of photo album, left alone in the center of the interface.

That is……

Yu Ge hopes that after her death, she can leave her partner, the only thing left to her descendants.

Her little queen...what did she save?

The queen froze for a long time, and poked open the small icon with her cold and trembling fingertips. During the few seconds waiting for the loading, there seemed to be something in her eyes... frightened and panicked, that rare emotion seemed to be A sharp blade that is too thin and too straight, stretched to the point of trembling slightly, will break and collapse when touched.

The screen went dark for a moment, and then turned back on again. The light made her pupils shrink suddenly, almost condensing into a line.

There are tens of thousands of pictures in the photo album, each of which has a few paragraphs written more or less, black and white, classified by year, presented in front of her densely.

It was... a diary written by Yu Ge himself.

Even in the era of big mechs, the little queen especially prefers the retro and complicated recording method of handwriting. Even if it is on electronic products, she must write it down and save it as a picture.

Of course she recognized Yu Ge's handwriting.

The handwriting looks slender, but there are sharp edges and corners, there is no connection between the words, and there is almost a kind of determination like a golden iron horse in the flow of the strokes, which is completely inconsistent with the master's temperament.

The photo album is classified by year, arranged from 1360 to 1374 in the cosmic calendar, exactly recording the full 15 years since their marriage.

For a moment, Pei Jiyun almost felt that she could no longer think or breathe. She seemed to be imprisoned in place by an air-dried plaster. She could only watch helplessly as her fingers lifted up and opened unconsciously. The first saved image.

"March 1360, 3, cloudy:

The process of the big wedding is very complicated. The preparations started in the early hours of the morning, and there was no mistake. After the whole day, my face was frozen with laughter. Moreover, the heels of the shoes were too high and did not fit very well. The heels were worn out in several places. .

Although very tired and a little irritable, but still happy.On the one hand, I have to admit that the matter of "becoming a queen" really satisfied my base vanity; on the other hand... Sister Jiyun at the wedding was really gentle.

In the past two years since I came to Capital Star, I feel that this old guy has been very busy. He has no time to talk to me, and he won’t let me go out. I deal with the group of etiquette teachers in the palace by myself. After a long time, I also felt that sister Jiyun didn't like me very much, and began to deliberately neglect me.

But today when she said her wedding vows, when she kissed me at the wedding, when she hugged me through the red carpet... she was so patient, so considerate, it felt like the old lover who used to put me to sleep through the Internet cable was back So I couldn't help laughing all the time, I was a little ashamed.

Forget it... Who told me to find a queen? It's normal to be busy with business. What can I do? Of course, I can only choose to forgive her.

My parents and sister didn’t come to Capital Star to attend the wedding. I had a video call with my mother at night. My mother kept crying. Even if I said it was very happy, I couldn’t help it. I cried so much that I started to cry... After a while I must find a way to go home, I really miss my mother.

As I promised at the wedding today, from now on, I will not only be a good queen, but also try my best to be the wife of sister Jiyun, share her worries, advise her, prevent her from worrying about me, and spend a long time with her of a lifetime. "

The huge secret room was dead silent, and even the dense insects outside the palace wall in the evening could not be heard, as if even the air was frozen in the void.

Pei Jiyun froze on the spot motionless, a sense of heaviness mixed with astonishment slowly permeated from the depths of her heart, causing every joint of her to reveal a strange and cold stiffness.

The style of this diary... is exactly the tone of Yu Ge's speech when he was young.

A bit arrogant, too naive, even complaining seems to be acting like a baby, as if she will never grow up in front of close people.

She had almost forgotten that Yu Ge's clingy and delicate appearance had no way of knowing that Yu Ge was smiling all the time during the wedding.

For her, a wedding is more a semi-public political mission than a romantic ceremony of partnership.On that day, every smile, every vow, and every kiss she made was planned in advance and rehearsed thousands of times in her heart.

And this kid... would be easily moved by such a performance.

Even though she had been neglected and disciplined for two years, when her little queen got married, she still sincerely wanted to spend her life with her.

The queen thought of her own wild and unrealistic fantasies.

A small planet at dusk, an older lover returning home from get off work, a young wife who trusts her wholeheartedly, a passionate kiss from the heart...

She always thought that it was all based on false assumptions, so it would never come true.

But... what if it could have been?

What if these overly beautiful and sinking imaginations could have been realized?

If she was really like what Yu Ge expected, always caring for each other, taking care of each other, being a gentle partner who agrees with each other, and finding other ways to save the lives of the entire Natis family when she was destroying the star robbers, it would be no good , at least save Yu Ge's parents...

So according to Yu Ge's good temper, would he be willing to stay in the palace for her?

As the ruler of the entire empire, Pei Jiyun undoubtedly possessed an almost invincible sophistication, but at this moment she suddenly felt that she was so weak, so timid, that she couldn't even give up her illusory imaginations, and didn't even dare to think deeply about hypotheses.

She stayed for too long, and when she unlocked the optical brain again, the oversensitive touch screen felt slight pressure, and automatically opened a random page.

"1363, October 10, sunny:

Yesterday was Ji Yun's courtship season again.

I was really uncomfortable, not just pure pain or irritation, but more importantly...a sense of powerlessness of losing all control over my body.

In the first year, the medical officers kept telling me that it would hurt at first, and told me to cooperate well. Now, even they can’t find any excuses to perfuse me, and they only persuade me to be patient.

When will it be over?

I don't think desire is a shameful thing, and I am willing to satisfy each other's needs as a partner, but this should be enjoyed by both parties, not unilateral torture.

Maybe Ji Yun didn't mean to embarrass me, but her pheromone had too much influence on me, I couldn't refuse, I couldn't resist, even making a sound... was unconscious.

When she wiped my saliva in the middle of the trip last night, I didn't feel any love, only humiliation.

For a moment, I felt like a dog that had been sedated with anesthesia, while Ji Yun... was the owner with a syringe. He didn't care about my dignity and feelings at all. He was cold and unkind.

I know it's an exaggerated analogy, but I really feel that way.

My sister called me in the morning and asked me if I was not feeling well. I really couldn't tell her that the pheromone difference between me and the queen was too great, and I had been in harmony in that regard.

According to my sister's personality, if I said it... maybe she would just scold me for being useless. "

In the third year of marriage, the little queen was already dissatisfied with some aspects of the queen and felt helpless. Those thoughts were indeed depressed, but they still only remained at the level of grievance and sadness.

She even tried to excuse the other party in this day-to-day grievance.

A kind of masochistic pain slowly poured into every blood vessel from the cracks in the bones. Pei Jiyun didn't even dare to blink, and forced himself to read page by page.

In the ninth year after their marriage, Yu Ge's mental state began to take a turn for the worse.

"1369, June 6th, rain:

Recently, I lost a lot of hair loss, and I could tear off a large group of hair if I brushed it casually. The doctor said that I was under too much mental pressure, and prescribed some medicines to calm my emotions and relax my mind.

What is the use of taking medicine?

I can't change the environment of public opinion, I can't change the customs passed down by the royal family for thousands of years, and I can't change...the person next to me.

Gradually, gradually, I began to realize that what the queen loves is not me, not even my voice and my looks, but she just wants to use my cowardice and stupidity to make me a perfect queen.

Of course the queen loves her queen, but that queen doesn't have to be me, it can be anyone in this empire.

What she loves is not a living person, but a manipulable identity.

I used to think that being favored by the queen was a gift from fate, and I was once complacent about my own conditions, thinking that being loved by others was... a very natural and a very natural thing.

On the morning of leaving home, my sister told me that no one would selflessly put me first and think of me in everything except my family.At that time, I only thought that what she said was angry, but now I understand that what my sister said is right.

Unfortunately, I understand too late.

I am the prey caught in the queen's web, and perhaps this hunter once had a time when he was true to me, but it was so long ago that I can't remember it at all.

I can't even remember why I came to Capital Star and why I married her in the first place.

I only remember how to be a well-rounded queen, other than that, it seems that other things in this world have nothing to do with me. "

In the following one or two years, the little queen never tried to communicate with the queen again. She kept all the disappointment and helplessness in her heart and wrote them down in her diary under the illusion that the queen was gentle and courteous.

However, the malice of fate is still grinning at her one after another.

One afternoon, the little queen, who was pacing repeatedly in the bedroom due to anxiety and worry, accidentally opened this secret room.

"1371, May 5rd, unknown:

Last night, I dreamed about the scene of Queen Arishan's death again.

When I secretly hid in this exhibition hall and looked at these portraits and relics for several hours, I always wondered in my heart that all the queens in the palace of Alsis died badly. curse?

When they married into the royal palace, when they first became queens, when they lived with the queen... Have these queens already foreseen their destined ending in the future? .seven

One day, I will also be linked in. No one will remember who I am, and no one will know what I thought. People in the future will only know that I was the sixth queen of the empire, and only know that I have surrendered to fate. Yield, choose your own life in this palace.

But I can't die just yet.

It's not about struggling, and it's not about having hopes for the queen, I just... don't want to die before my parents.

If I died in the palace for no reason, my mother...would be very sad, and my sister would definitely blame me.

I will bear it for a while longer, and endure it for another few decades. When my parents pass away many years later, I will have nothing to worry about in this world.

The Queen has been reluctant to let me set foot outside the palace, or in public, lately, but I... don't want to be free that much anymore.

After all, when I was alive... I was destined not to be able to escape Capital Star, but I don't know if I can return to my sister's side after death, quietly, and take another look.

I didn't have the face to say goodbye to her, I just wanted to hug her and apologize to her.

I'm sorry, I didn't listen to persuasion many years ago and left home so willfully.

I'm sorry that I haven't told you the truth for so many years and made you worry about me.

I'm sorry, I really can't take it anymore, I'm going to heaven to find my parents, so I can only leave you, sister, in this world.

sorry. "

In the next few years, Yu Ge wrote less and less in his diary. During her pregnancy, there were even some venting sentences that were completely unstructured.

The last picture she left was saved the night before she gave birth.

Pei Jiyun stared at the date at the bottom of the picture, and felt that her whole body was immersed in the icy water. Even though the ending was settled, the feeling of despair and powerlessness was still like a sharp ice pick, piercing the only place in her heart. In a hidden and soft corner.

She almost had a very ridiculous illusion, feeling that she was waiting for a sentence in the dark.

The queen hesitated for more than ten minutes before finally opening the last diary left by the little queen.

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